Atonement of HP

After a while of dizziness, Snape felt his limbs regain consciousness. Yes, it wasn't the light and unsteady feeling of his years as a soul, but a heavy sense of control.Thinking of the white light when he wanted to touch Draco, Snape was making the most of his double-agent qualities - staying still even when he was able to open his eyes and feel his limbs.

He was sensing his surroundings, he was lying down, there was no sound around, Snape counted his breaths to keep his heartbeat steady, and after a while, Snape judged that he was alone.He opened his eyes, and was surprised to find himself lying on a strange yet familiar bed—the wooden bed in Spinner's End when he was still in school, and was later taken away after he started trading potions with Lucius. He replaced it.

With a time display magic, Snape looked at his little arm almost dully, and the green time in the air: 1973.8.2814:28.

Merlin, thanks to his weird wandering career in the past few years, Snape's first reaction was not to wonder if he was framed by someone, but to really find himself back in time.Magic is not omnipotent, time and soul magic are very few restricted areas in the entire wizarding world, so even as a master of potions, who has read almost all the books of Hogwarts and some of the books in the Malfoy family Dean Leitlin also couldn't explain his current situation.

Snape woke up slowly, he remembered that there were still a few days before the start of his third year, Tobias Snape would die of alcoholism in the second semester of his third year, and his mother would follow wither.Thinking of this, Snape opened the door as quietly as possible, and there was silence outside the door.Could it be that mother has gone out?he thinks.

Going down the stairs, the living room looked bleak, and he didn't take it seriously. In his mother's mind, that man was the one he couldn't give up, so he no longer expected to get that love. Cursed, isn't it?

The August sunshine looked very mild, and Snape walked to the river and sat down by the big tree.He remembered that he and Lily were still good friends at the end of the second year, and they would read together during the summer vacation.Lily, thinking of this name, Snape didn't know how he felt.It was different from the feeling of guilt that made me breathless when I thought about it before, like a stone was pressed, but it felt strangely empty.

He was thinking wildly towards the river, when a little girl's voice came: "Sev, Sev..."

Snape turned his head, and a little girl with fiery red hair came over while calling his name.When she walked in, a pair of emerald green eyes looked straight at him.

Snape looked at the little girl in front of him almost in fear, his only impression of Lily was red hair and green eyes, and he really couldn't remember the rest.Now Lily stood in front of him like a stranger.

Lily was frightened by Snape's dull eyes, and a layer of pity was quickly attached to the beautiful eyes: "Sev, I know that your mother's death has hit you hard, but you have to go out, I Come here every day to have a look, this is the first time you have come out this month." The girl's voice was especially soft.

Seeing the pity in Lily's emerald green eyes, Snape suddenly thought of the wink of that brainless savior when he saw his memory, and for a moment he felt that the wink that he remembered for a lifetime in his previous life made him a little disgusted.

"Sev, Sev, are you okay? Don't feel too sad, school will start soon..."

Snape didn't pay much attention to what Lily said later. He belatedly accepted another piece of information: his mother had passed away, so Tobias Snape should also be gone.But shouldn't that be what happens next year?

"Lily, your sister..." Snape interrupted the girl, he needed proof.

"Forget about Petunia..." The girl's voice was full of frustration, "She still won't talk to me."

Well, it seems that Lily's sister hasn't changed, so is it just his situation that has changed?Snape didn't know yet, he needed more information.

Snape's silence was interpreted by the girl as the pain of losing a loved one, so Lily bid farewell thoughtfully and reminded him to see you at Hogwarts Express.Looking at the back of the girl leaving, Snape found that the stone in his heart was gone, and he saw the undefeated lily in his heart with a completely unimaginable calm.It's just that the current Lily is still that innocent little girl, his sins have been paid off, and being friends with the current Lily is also a challenge for the current Snape.Whoever wants to confide in a teenage girl with more than 30 years of experience will feel awkward, not to mention that this little girl is entangled with almost all the feelings of his previous life.

The death of his parents made Snape a little nervous, but also a little relaxed.I was nervous because I wasn't sure what else had changed, and I was relaxed because I couldn't guarantee that I could endure my father's beating and my mother's cowardice again.Look, no matter how many lives he lives, he is a venomous snake who is completely selfish. Anyway, no one wants to expect his existence, so he can only live coldly by himself.

Soon, the school day came, and Snape was wearing his second-hand clothes, standing on the platform nine and three-quarters, feeling warm in his heart.Hogwarts has always been more like home to him, he packed his luggage and found a compartment.

Snape came early, and cast an Ignore Charm on the door as soon as he entered.Whether it's Lily or Jie Dao's group of four, he doesn't want to deal with it now.In the past few days, he found that his magic power was slowly returning—not the magic power he remembered in the third grade, but the magic power he had when he was in his thirties, and it would continue to grow at his age.Thinking of this, the corners of Snape's mouth could not help but curl up. At any time, having great power is the primary guarantee.In the past few days, he has searched through his family's savings. Even if he saves money, he can only use it until the next semester. It seems that it is imperative to cooperate with Lucius.

Thinking of Lucius in his previous life, Snape's eyes darkened. He didn't have the memory of this body after he came back, and he wasn't sure if he was thinking about the same process in his previous life.Cautious, more cautious, Snape set himself a preliminary goal, first figure out his own environment before making further plans.Snape picked up a book, trying to clear his cluttered mind.

The train arrived soon, and thanks to the blessing of the spell, Snape was able to enjoy the tranquility of this journey to himself.After getting out of the car and seeing the familiar outline of the castle in the distance, Snape was filled with emotion.

"Severus, where did you just go?" Lily's lively voice came, she grabbed the sleeve of Snape's right hand and said quickly, "I searched the whole carriage but didn't see you, your summer vacation how have you been?"

Snape couldn't remember how he had reacted to Lily's behavior before, but as a single man in his thirties who was so strict with himself, he only felt it was flippant.Just as he was frowning and about to pull Lily's hand away, a familiar voice came: "Let go of Lily, you bloody snot!"

Snape turned around and took the opportunity to peel off Lily's hand from his sleeve, "Maybe your mouth is the mouthparts of an octopus, and it can't speak human language? Or is it just like the brain of a troll? It's also a decorative organ so that we with normal intelligence can't understand what you're talking about!" Facing the old enemy of two lifetimes, Snape simply reacted subconsciously.

"Potter, how could you treat my friend like this!" Lily was also very angry, since this friend of hers had changed a lot since his mother died.Lily couldn't tell exactly what it was like, but she could feel Severus' alienation from her.She put it down to the fact that her friend was still grieving the loss, so she prepared to comfort her friend on the Hogwarts Express.But after finally finding him, before he could say anything, this annoying James appeared.

"You... front teeth..." Potter's bird's nest head on the opposite side was still as messy as he remembered.

"Ammunition." Snape said the spell smoothly.

James' wand was knocked into the air at the first time, and the little wizards watching were somewhat surprised. It is well known that Snape in Slytherin had conflicts with the foursome of Gryffindor, but as it is now Nepe's clean counterattacks were rare.

"James, are you alright?" Sirius followed pantingly behind him, and he could vaguely see Remus and Peter behind him.

"Severus, how can you hurt your classmates?" Lily was a little upset, although it was James who was wrong, but it was Severus who attacked first.She expressed her likes and dislikes bluntly as usual, and previous experience told her that as long as it was something she didn't want, Severus would never do it again.

"You insidious snot!" Sirius jumped at Snape when he saw that James was fine.

"Well, well, this is the justice of Gryffindor." The crowd parted, and a man passed behind like Moses parting the Red Sea, and Snape sounded a slightly childish aria.

Lucius...Malfoy, Snape looked at the familiar platinum color in front of him, and suddenly thought of Draco in front of the tombstone.Listening to the familiar tone from the previous life, he suddenly felt a little hot in his eyes.This person, who has not died due to his own reasons, still spreads his tail like a peacock... that's great.

"That's enough, Gryffindor attacked classmates for no reason, 10 points will be deducted." Finally, the prefect of Gryffindor couldn't stand it any longer. It's school!

Snape lowered his head, hiding his excitement.Lily looked at James sternly, also dissatisfied that her friend didn't react as she should.

"Severus, let's get in the car." After all, in Lily's heart, taking care of her friends prevailed.She held out her hand, ready to pull Snape along.

"No, Lily, I'll take that one." Snape took a deep look at Lily, he no longer owed her, and if he was so far away from her in this life, then he wouldn't bring bad luck to her again. That's fine.

Thinking of this, Snape boarded another carriage without looking back, leaving the girl alone.Lily felt a little inexplicably wronged, and Severus turned out to be responsive to her.

"Lily, would you like to build a car with me?" James leaned forward eagerly.

"Okay." Lily said angrily, and James happily followed the girl.Sirius and Lupine were trying to persuade Peter to give up a seat.

There seems to be something different... Lucius' wand lit his palm, and there was something different about the silent Slytherin half-blood.