you are my tomorrow

At around nine o’clock in the evening, Zhao Rongzhen finally arrived at his and Comet’s home in City I, because Zhao Rongzhen ordered his followers to block the TV and Internet at home before returning to City S, so Comet’s daily pastime was just playing the piano and It can't be too long, and then sort out the books on the shelf over and over again, and then pick out one or two to read. I don't know why Zhao Rongzhen did this. Comet can only understand that Zhao Rongzhen doesn't want to let himself know bad news about him.

For Zhao Rongzhen's sudden arrival, the attendants were a little surprised, because Zhao Rongzhen didn't tell them that he was coming back, and the person at the door just wanted to inform Comet that Zhao Rongzhen had come, but Zhao Rongzhen stopped him, "Where is he?"

"I've been in the bedroom on the second floor since dinner."

Zhao Rongzhen nodded. After entering the house, he went to the second floor and knocked on the door. Comet's faint voice came from inside, as if asking who it was. Zhao Rongzhen didn't answer, but slowly opened the bedroom door. Turning on the bedside lamp, the moment he saw Comet, Comet who was sitting on the bed quickly raised the silver-gray gun at his side and pointed it at him, and then he smiled with confidence when he saw it was him , also put down the gun.

"Why didn't you say something when you came? How is the matter with the 'company'? Is it going well? I called you, but I didn't answer, and I don't know what your phone is for." Comet lifted the quilt and got off bed, and walked to Zhao Rongzhen's side in two steps. He had just come in from the outside, and he was still a little chilly. Flashing away, "What's the matter? I haven't seen you for three days, so you don't know me anymore?" Comet reached out to help Zhao Rongzhen take off his coat, Zhao Rongzhen didn't hide anymore, but Ren Huixing unbuttoned his coat and bumped into Zhao Rongzhen by accident When I touched it, it felt icy cold, and Comet was startled, "Is the car not turned on? Although it's not as cold as in winter, the dew at night is still quite heavy, and you are not short of the gas money." Comet He gave Zhao Rongzhen a strange look, then pressed Zhao Rongzhen's hands to his face, and then covered the back of Zhao Rongzhen's hands with his own, a coolness rushed from his face to his whole body, making Comet squint Eyes, feeling that Zhao Rongzhen wanted to withdraw his hand, Comet stubbornly used force again to prevent Zhao Rongzhen from taking his hand away.

But Zhao Rongzhen has been silent since he entered the room, and then kept looking at himself with research eyes, which made Xixing feel a little strange. He heard that Zhao Rongzhen did not smell of alcohol, "What's wrong with you? Why don't you talk? I Is there any dirt on your face?" Until Zhao Rongzhen's hands recovered a little heat, and his face and hands also became cold, Comet let go of his hand covering the back of Zhao Rongzhen's hand, but Zhao Rongzhen didn't take his hand away, and He was holding Comet's face all the time, and his gaze fell from Comet's eyes to his lips. Zhao Rongzhen slowly held Comet's face in front of him, then gently kissed Comet's lips, and moved his hand to Comet's. On the back of his head, he felt that Comet's body froze at first, but soon he leaned softly in his arms, catering to his kiss, and wrapped his arms around his waist, with a snicker at the corner of his mouth, maybe it was The reason why he just came out of the bed, Comet is also warm.

It wasn't until Comet's lips were a little swollen that Zhao Rongzhen let go of Comet. Comet raised his head, his eyes were particularly bright in the dim light, like a pair of gentle hands, pinching Zhao Rongzhen's heart from time to time.

"Did you miss me?" Comet leaned close to Zhao Rongzhen's ear, and a bewitching voice sounded in Zhao Rongzhen's ear. Zhao Rongzhen couldn't help tightening his arms around Comet's waist, and Comet's hand climbed onto Zhao Rongzhen's generous shoulders.

It turned out that I was so powerless against the comet.

Zhao Rongzhen buried his head between the white skin of Comet's neck, leaving red marks one by one. Comet tilted his head back as far as possible, and when he was still rational, he suddenly pushed Zhao Rongzhen away, retreated to the door, closed the door, and locked it , Zhao Rongzhen followed the comet to the door with burning eyes, carried the comet on his shoulders, and walked to the bed. The world of the comet was turned upside down in an instant. clothes, 2 seconds later, his back fell into the large and soft Simmons mattress, Zhao Rongzhen then perched on top of himself, his hands and feet were surrounded by Zhao Rongzhen, under the light, Zhao Rongzhen's eyes seemed deep The black bottomless pit sucks comets into a world called "infinity".

"Han Yu, do you love me?"

Comet's heart trembled slightly, Zhao Rongzhen seldom called himself by his first name, usually when the two were joking, but this was the first time this happened.

"Fool, if I, Han Yu, don't love Zhao Rongzhen, who is the only one who can bring him happiness in this world, he will not be willing to bow down to him even if he is proud. I am willing, so...I love you, let me You can say it as many times as you like." Comet took out his hand and caressed Zhao Rongzhen's angular face.

"Then prove it to me today..."

Zhao Rongzhen bent down and left more marks on Comet's body. When he felt that Zhao Rongzhen had retreated to his waist, two drops of cool liquid slipped down his waist. Comet wanted to sit up and look at Zhao Rongzhen. Didn't Rong really cry, but Zhao Rongzhen tied his hands and placed them on top of his head, allowing his body to be displayed to the maximum extent in front of Zhao Rongzhen, a sense of shame and the pleasure it brought made Comet's eyes red, And Zhao Rongzhen, who looked at him, was also stained with two traces of blush. Comet wanted to ask him what was wrong, but in the next second, Zhao Rongzhen's lips blocked what he wanted to say, and then Zhao Rongzhen took the hot and stormy lips and hands A fire was ignited in every corner of Comet's body, and Comet wanted to escape, but his body just wanted to cling to Zhao Rongzhen disobediently. Although he felt that something was wrong with Zhao Rongzhen, he didn't want to think about anything, he just wanted to be loyal to himself Really feel with Zhao Rong.

In the middle of the night, the storm created by Zhao Rongzhen gradually subsided. Comet didn't know how many words "I love you" he said to Zhao Rongzhen, even his voice became hoarse, and he didn't know how many tears Zhao Rongzhen left on him, because He couldn't tell where was sweat and where was tears on his body.

When the storm passed, Zhao Rongzhen lay on his side next to Comet, who was lying flat, with his arms around Comet's bare waist. On Comet's usually fair skin, there were large and small red marks and gums. Neither of them felt sleepy. Comet's fingers unconsciously slid up and down on Zhao Rongzhen's arm, he could feel Zhao Rongzhen leaning on his shoulder, and there was a little coolness on his tear-stained face.

"...What's wrong with you today? It seems something is wrong." Comet waited until his breathing gradually became even before asking slowly.

Zhao Rongzhen didn't make a sound for a long time, Huixing thought he was asleep, so he stretched out his hand gently, trying to turn off the bedside lamp, but before he touched the switch, Zhao Rongzhen's muffled voice sounded, "My father is dead, just When I sent you here a few days ago, yesterday... I came here from the funeral. "

Comet's hand stopped in mid-air, he gasped, then he withdrew his hand and propped up his upper body, Zhao Rongzhen's arm was still on his body, "Why?" Comet looked at Zhao Rongzhen in surprise Eyes without gods.

"Brain congestion, maybe it's because after knowing what happened to us, I said something to you again. He must have been too stimulated." Zhao Rongzhen closed his eyes and sighed deeply. Comet opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.

Want to comfort him?But how can I comfort you?Isn't it too weird for words of comfort to come out of your own mouth?

"Now, you are my only family member in this world, so you must tell me the truth." Zhao Rongzhen sat up, slowly opened his eyes, and looked at Comet seriously. Comet had nothing in his heart, he I don't know which aspect Zhao Rongzhen wants him to tell the truth, "Tony asked me for the seal of the Tiger Gang yesterday, and he said he wanted the Tiger Gang. Are you by my side to help him?"

"Who is Tony? Tiger Gang? Is it your 'company'? Who do I help?" Comet looked blank, he didn't know what Zhao Rongzhen was talking about.

"Do you want to pretend to be amnesia again? Do you want me to check the call records of the outside phone? Uncle Song is dead, do you still want to help Tony?" Zhao Rongzhen looked at Comet disappointed, but in his heart, he kept shouting Let the comet deny the hope, but the comet is even more confused.

"What are you talking about? I don't know any of the people you're talking about. I didn't pretend to have amnesia..."

"Comet!" Zhao Rongzhen didn't want to listen to a word of Comet's words. Zhao Rongzhen got up on his knees, stepped over Comet's body, took the gun from Comet's bedside, loaded it, and aimed it Comet's forehead was touched, and Comet immediately leaned against the head of the bed and did not dare to move.

"...What are you doing?" Comet's voice was full of tremors, he didn't know who the "comet" Zhao Rongzhen said just now, he couldn't believe it, the gun that Zhao Rongzhen asked him to use for self-defense, now Zhao Rongzhen But he pressed it against his forehead.

"You keep saying 'love me', but you won't even tell me the truth? If you don't know Tony, how does he know you're in City I? My dad doesn't even know about this place!"

"I can't understand a single word you said, and I can't give you the so-called 'truth'..." Although he didn't know what Zhao Rongzhen was talking about, Huixing knew that the meaning behind those words was doubting his sincerity towards him , This is far more sad than Zhao Rongzhen pointing a gun to his head.

"So you said that you love me is also false?" Zhao Rongzhen's words were like bullets in that gun, passing through Comet's chest, heart, and then out from the back. As before, Comet closed his eyes, and a scene appeared in front of his eyes. Zhao Rongzhen stood in front of him holding a gun like this, and the expression on his face was as desperate as now——

So... you said you love me is also a lie?

That's right, it's the same scene, the same words, and... the same sadness and despair.

Then, the scene in front of me seemed to be regressing rapidly, and those shots that did not exist in my mind flashed in front of my eyes one by one. Those shots also gave Comet a splitting headache, as if something was taking root in my brain, He also didn't care if Zhao Rongzhen's gun was still on his forehead, and he didn't care whether Zhao Rongzhen's gun would go off. Pain, but it doesn't seem to have any effect, "You said you love me, is it a lie?" This sentence has been repeated in my ears along with those scenes,

Zhao Rongzhen was stunned, he didn't know what happened to Comet suddenly, he only remembered to unload the gun's magazine after a few seconds, then threw the gun aside, threw himself on Comet, and forcefully opened him and placed it on his head. Zhao Rongzhen's hands were not allowed to continue knocking, but Comet also seemed to feel restrained, and desperately wanted to break free from Zhao Rongzhen's hands.

"...Han...Han Yu, what's wrong with you?" Zhao Rongzhen frightenedly stopped Comet, who closed his eyes tightly, but seemed not to hear.

"...It's not...it's not fake...it's not fake..." In the confusion, Comet kept chanting this sentence. At first, Zhao Rongzhen didn't know what Comet was talking about, but then he slowly figured it out. Comet wanted to answer "You said you love me is also false?" This question.

The two fought against each other, until after a few minutes, Comet felt that the headache was slowly subsiding, and he stopped when both of them had no strength. They were panting heavily, as if they were extremely tired.

Comet slowly opened his red eyes, the tears and sweat on his face couldn't cover the complete despair in his eyes, Zhao Rongzhen probably guessed from his eyes, those things that Comet had forgotten, and he didn't want Comet to think of them again The memory came back again, and Zhao Rongzhen finally understood the sincerity that Comet was always toward him from the beginning to the end, but was repeatedly doubted by Comet.

Zhao Rongzhen let go of Comet's wrist that was held red by him, the guilt in his heart made him breathless for a while, his face twitched unnaturally, "...Han Yu, I...I was wrong...I'm sorry ..." Zhao Rongzhen knelt beside Comet, bowed his head deeply, tears streaming down his face like a river.

Comet curled up with his back to Zhao Rongzhen, pulled up the quilt, covering half of his face.

"If you need to use this method to confirm my sincerity to you, now, have you got the result you want?"

"Han Yu..."

"I'm sorry, I should also apologize to you. I lied to you before, so it's normal for you to doubt me." Comet paused, "When I thought I was going to die, I hoped that I could only remember the piano and With you, God fulfilled my wish for a short time, I should be grateful... But, I don't know how noble the trust that I can't exchange with my life is..." Comet's voice became smaller and smaller, as if Tired, after a while, breathing becomes even, Comet's words are like iron bars with barbs, swinging on Zhao Rongzhen's heart, and then those barbs will lift up with blood and flesh, causing him pain Even breathing seems to be difficult, but he doesn't mind, this is far less damage than the comet he caused.

Zhao Rongzhen gently pulled down the quilt of Comet, and the face of Comet less than a foot away also emerged, with tears in the corners of his eyes, he could no longer look directly at this face, so Zhao Rongzhen slowly got out of bed, put on Put on your clothes, turn off the bedside lamp, and quietly left the bedroom.

The lights were not turned on in the huge living room, only Zhao Rongzhen was sitting alone on the sofa, the cool moonlight shone through the floor-to-ceiling windows, and fell into the half glass of red wine in Zhao Rongzhen's hand, Zhao Rongzhen's eyes were fixed on the red piano, Those gazes were filled with tenderness, pity and guilt, and in the end, there was only a broken heart on the ground, which could no longer be pieced together.

We are like hedgehogs who need to keep each other warm in winter. We want to hug each other, but we hurt each other badly. It's just that if we are too far away, we can't get each other's warmth. We should keep a polite distance, and we can't walk Get too close, and you can't go too far.