you are my tomorrow

After two gunshots, there were two holes left by black bullets on the ceiling. Zhao Rongzhen's hand holding the gun was gathered in mid-air. Comet slowly opened his eyes. He didn't expect that Zhao Rongzhen's bullets didn't hit him.

"...you go, don't let me see you forever, and don't waste my bullets anymore." Zhao Rongzhen lowered his head, turned and left the living room, returned to the bedroom, threw himself on the bed, and stared blankly Looking at the ceiling, my heart is empty like my eyes.

After a while, Zhao Rongzhen heard the faint sound of the door opening and closing from the living room. He felt that the person who had just left had also closed the door to the world he dreamed of walking with the comet. Zhao Rongzhen closed his eyes, and the corners of both eyes Two lines of tears were shed...

The next morning, Zhao Rongzhen still arrived at the orchestra on time, but it was the first time for anyone who had seen him to see Zhao Rongzhen who was stern and ignorant. They also didn't come to work for a day, and everyone wondered how Comeet, who is usually inseparable with Zhao Rongzhen, was not there during such an important performance of Zhao Rongzhen?

The concert started at 6 o'clock. In the afternoon, Zhao Rongzhen began to put on makeup and change clothes. No matter how messy the people around him were, he would close his eyes as if he couldn't hear. Zhao Rongzhen didn't hear what the makeup artist and costume artist said. Don't ask, finally, half an hour before the performance, Zhao Rongzhen seemed to have returned to the real world from his own world.

"Rong Zhen, what's the matter with you today? You don't talk or smile, are you nervous? And Comet didn't come all day, didn't ask for leave, did you run away again?" Before Zhao Rongzhen came to the stage, the head of the group looked worriedly. Looking at him, Zhao Rongzhen took a deep breath and grinned reluctantly.

"Head, you think too much. I had a quarrel with Comet yesterday, and he was losing his temper."

The head of the group looked at Zhao Rongzhen suspiciously, and didn't ask any more questions. As soon as the host's voice fell and the lights on the stage came on, Zhao Rongzhen raised his head, stepped onto the stage confidently, and started today's concert.

One-third of the concert passed, comet with a haggard face and smell of alcohol appeared in the background. The group leader and colleagues looked at Comet in surprise, "Why did you come? Rong Zhen said that I quarreled with you yesterday One..." The group leader's astonishment has not receded, Comet smiled reluctantly.

"Did he say so?"

"What's the matter with you guys? No matter how much you quarrel, you can't delay your work, and you still smell of alcohol..."

"Head, I'm going to resign. I'll resign today." Comet took out a dozen yellow note papers the size of a palm from his pocket, and handed it to the head. The three words "resignation letter" were written on one page, and the head of the group sneered disdainfully.

"Are you kidding me? What is this? I'll just pretend you're still drunk." The group leader waved the note in front of Comet, and turned his gaze to Zhao Rongzhen on the stage.

Comet also looked at Zhao Rongzhen who was facing away from him, his back was still so broad in his eyes, every time after the two of them got intimate and didn’t want to sleep, Comet always liked to have Zhao Rongzhen turn his back to him, so he could lean on Zhao Rongzhen He listened to Zhao Rongzhen's steady heartbeat on his back, but from now on, he would never have this opportunity to do so again. At this time, how much Xixing wanted to just quarrel with Zhao Rongzhen. After returning home today, no matter who it is After apologizing to someone, it was over. Thinking of this, Comet suddenly realized that after being with Zhao Rongzhen, the two of them had never quarreled except yesterday.

And this quarrel was the end of the two of them.

Comet couldn't help laughing, because he thought he was ridiculous, even though he ended up with Zhao Rongzhen so unpleasantly, and he should hate Zhao Rongzhen, but he couldn't help but follow Zhao Rongzhen's back, what is this kind of self?

The concert was going on step by step. During the intermission, Zhao Rongzhen went backstage. In order not to let Zhao Rongzhen see him, Comet hid ahead of time. When Zhao Rongzhen played again, Comet appeared on the side of the stage again. He wanted to finish listening to Zhao Rongzhen. This concert.

When there was only the last encore left in the concert, Comet, who drank all night yesterday and wandered outside during the day, was a little tired and leaned against the colonnade beside him. Light, suddenly found someone on the scaffolding next to the light, Comet was startled, he squinted his eyes carefully to identify the face of that person, that person was wearing black clothes, black peaked cap and mask, he was bowing his head Looking at the stage, Comet followed his gaze and looked down. That person was looking at Zhao Rongzhen under the lamp. Comet's gaze returned to the person on the scaffold. He looked into the eyes of that person, and the more he looked, the more he looked Loyalty's eyes, the man took something out of his pocket again, and when he raised his head, the pendant of a necklace on his chest was illuminated by the light for a moment, Comet vaguely felt that the pendant was very similar to the one on his neck, his heart skipped a beat The child hangs up, thinking of the person who installed the lamp stand on the scaffolding the day before yesterday, are the two of them the same person?Is that person loyal?Is Uncle Song still going to kill Zhao Rongzhen?

Comet was taken aback by his own reasoning, afraid of causing commotion in the audience, he looked at the people on the scaffolding calmly, and at Zhao Rongzhen who knew nothing, his mind was only filled with one thought—— Can't let something happen to Zhao Rongzhen.Because I don't know what the person on the scaffold will do, every muscle in Comet's body is tense. After 10 minutes after Comet found that person, there was a message in that person's eyes that seemed to have decided something. Comet's breath It also became cramped, and a few seconds later, the light stand on the ceiling suddenly fell down, and it was too late, Comet rushed out of the backstage without even thinking, and Zhao Rongzhen in ancient clothes appeared in his mind My own body blocked the wooden stake falling from the sky, so Comet also acted like a mission. When Xin'an's headlight was less than half a meter away from Zhao Rongzhen's head, which was too late to dodge, Comet used his body to protect Zhao Rongzhen tightly. The head and back of the comet, and the headlight and the steel pipe just hit the back of the comet, and the other parts of the light stand also fell on the stage and the piano in pieces.

Comet felt a sharp stabbing pain in his back, as well as a scalding pain. He thought that the light bulb was broken, and the heat in his body seemed to be losing. He tried to open his eyes, looked at the girl in his arms, and stared in astonishment. Looking at his own Zhao Rongzhen, seeing that he was not injured at all, he smiled with confidence, but his hands lost the strength to continue to hug Zhao Rongzhen, "Fortunately...you are fine..." Zhao Rongzhen looked at Comet with a reassured look on his face. Smiling, and then turned to the stage, there was an uproar in the audience, most people stood up and looked at the situation on the stage, and the guards were also dispatched, and the people in the backstage saw Comet fell on the stage, and then looked at the scattered objects on the stage Light Stand, it was only then that he realized what had happened. People from the backstage rushed out, some were calming the audience off the stage, some were on the stage, someone helped Comet up to check his injuries, and some people immediately called He got into the ambulance, but Comet kept looking at Zhao Rongzhen who was still in astonishment, he stretched out his hand to Zhao Rongzhen, his colleague pulled Zhao Rongzhen, he was relieved, saw Comet's hand, and immediately squatted on the ground, After taking Comet from his colleague, his heart ached for no reason, and it became more and more painful, "...Han Yu...why are you so stupid..." Zhao Rongzhen felt that the hand holding Comet's back was getting warmer , he raised his hand and looked, it was covered with warm red liquid, Zhao Rongzhen burst into tears, but Comet still had a smile on his face, he pulled Zhao Rongzhen's skirt, and pulled Zhao Rongzhen's ear to his lips .

"Don't... don't call the police... In the end... I still... still lied to you, but I couldn't fool... myself... I actually... love you..." Zhao Rongzhen looked sideways at Comet, Comet's Focusing on the ceiling, Zhao Rong really wanted to take a look, but was held back by Comet, because Comet saw the person on the scaffold take off his mask, and that person was looking at his loyalty with distress and self-blame.

"There is someone up there!" someone shouted, Zhao Rongzhen looked up instinctively, he only saw a black figure disappear, but Zhao Rongzhen probably guessed who it was, it was either Li Zhongyi or Han Qing, "It's too late..." Zhao Rongzhen heard the sound of calling the police behind him, Zhao Rongzhen whispered in the ear of the bloodless Comet, Comet closed his eyes in disappointment, a bloody smell rose from his chest, and then into his mouth, the bloody smell made Comet couldn't help Opening his mouth and spitting out a big mouthful of bright red, Zhao Rongzhen was in pain like a knife. Looking at the comet, he could only breathe out with a big mouth. The oxygen inhaled seemed to be very little, and Zhao Rongzhen seemed to be unable to breathe. But Comet was already smiling, and he raised his hand with difficulty to wipe away the tears from Zhao Rongzhen's face.

"Don't cry..." Comet's voice was very weak, Zhao Rongzhen could only put his ear to it, "Uncle Song sent Zhongyi to kill you...be careful in the future...I can't be by your side anymore..."

"No...no, hold on, let's go to the hospital..." Zhao Rongzhen picked up Comet and ran off the stage, the people in the audience automatically made way for Zhao Rongzhen, Zhao Rongzhen was crying while running, he remembered After Zhongyi came that time, Comet lived in fear almost every day, and wanted to live abroad with him. Zhao Rongzhen didn't understand it at the time, but now I know that Comet should have known it at that time, and he can't say that he is Uncle Song. In fact, he is no longer Uncle Song's person in his heart. How sad should he be?

What happened yesterday was so sudden that Zhao Rongzhen couldn't think of it. Comet said that he didn't love him, and he believed it. It must be that Comet had despaired of him. I can only speed up my pace and run to the gate of the orchestra.

However, Zhao Rongzhen felt that the body of the person in his arms was getting colder and colder, and the strength of the hand holding his neck was getting weaker and weaker. Before reaching the entrance of the orchestra, Comet's hand loosened without warning, and Zhao Rongzhen's legs went limp and he fell On the ground, the weight of the comet was on his right hand, and the pain came from his wrist, but he didn't care about it. He looked at the comet in his arms. At this time, the comet had closed his eyes, as if he had fallen asleep.

"...Han Yu...Han Yu!" Zhao Rongzhen shouted Comet's name loudly, but Comet didn't respond, and his body slipped from Zhao Rongzhen's powerless right hand, with his hands lying powerlessly on both sides of his body, more blood It also flowed down from the corner of the crooked mouth. The color was very similar to the color of the flowering pot of mangosaurus at home, which seemed to herald the news of death. Leaning on his own face, weeping bitterly, but he couldn't get rid of the self-blame and sadness in his heart. The whole world collapsed, and he cried as if there was no tomorrow.

Is Zhao Rong really crying?Are you crying for me? Eric, don’t cry. Death is just a momentary thing. Aunt Miho said that people suffer when they come to this world. Therefore, in life, there is nothing to be nostalgic for, and in death, there is nothing to be sad about. Many people will play the Requiem. When I leave this world, no one will play it for me. If only you could play it for me. If I can choose, I would rather just remember the piano, you and us The little things I have experienced, the others are not so important...

It's like I can breathe again, am I on my way to hell?It seems that there is still a faint fragrance of manjusawa.

Comet slowly opened his eyes, the surrounding lights were dim, and there were some bumps, his hand seemed to be tightly held by someone, he looked in the direction of his hand, the oxygen mask blocked part of his sight, but he I still saw Zhao Rong looking at him with really red eyes, his face and hands were also a little red, and when he opened his eyes, he smiled happily, "Han Yu, we are on the way to the hospital, hold on, We'll be there soon..."

Comet felt a dull pain in his back and head, and the shaking of the car made him feel nauseous, so he couldn't help frowning, Zhao Rongzhen thought he was going to say something, so he put his ear to his mouth, "Alive...alive... ..." Comet struggled with his consciousness, he was afraid that he would only wake up briefly, he was afraid that if he fell asleep, he would never wake up again, and he would never see Zhao Rongzhen again, but he didn't want to see Zhao Rongzhen in his most embarrassing state. presented before.

"You have to live too, you must live!"