you are my tomorrow

At the end of July, the two concerts in the United States also came to an end with warm applause from the audience and the regret that there were only two concerts. The bandage on Comet’s shoulder was also removed, but the doctor told him not to lift heavy objects, so his Zhao Rongzhen is in charge of all the luggage.

With only one day off, all the performers of the concert flew directly from the United States to Germany. The two concerts in Germany are scheduled to be held in cities that are very important to the music industry——Weimar and Hannover. The first one is in Weimar, the second in In Hannover, because there is still some time before the Weimar concert, Zhao Rongzhen did not rush to practice. In the first few days in Germany, he took Comet for a stroll in Weimar. At that time, Zhao Rongzhen also discovered Comet and said German, he was surprised, Comet just said something very plain - when learning Sanda before, there was a coach who was German.

Comet really likes Weimar, there are music-related information everywhere, he asked Zhao Rongzhen to take him to a bookstore that sells a lot of music books, Zhao Rongzhen thought of a bookstore that sells music books in the city center, and it is relatively large So I chose a day to take Comet to the bookstore. Comet picked a few books in it, and sat in it for a whole day. In summer, Germany doesn’t get dark until 1pm. If it wasn’t for the boss’s closing time at 9pm, Comet might I'm going to stay there for one night, but the boss has also learned the piano before. Seeing Comet hungrily read books in the bookstore for a day, he knows that he is a piano lover, so he left an E-Lail for each other. If there is anything in the future The latest edition of the book will also be sold to Comet at the highest discount.

When Comet stayed in the bookstore, Zhao Rongzhen also visited two old customers in Weimar who were in the arms industry. Because they hadn't contacted for a while, the three of them had a good chat, and forgot the time for a while, waiting for Comet to call. When the call came, Zhao Rongzhen looked at his watch, it was almost 08:30 in the evening, and the burning clouds outside also heralded the coming night, but fortunately, the place where they met was not far from the city center, bid farewell to old customers, Zhao Rongzhen ran After going to the city center, in less than 20 minutes, we arrived at the Italian restaurant that had an appointment with Comet.

As soon as he entered the door, Zhao Rongzhen saw that Comet sitting not far from the door was looking down at some book, and did not pay attention to his arrival. Zhao Rongzhen tiptoed to the table and sat down lightly, afraid of disturbing Comet. Comet didn't notice all of this, and Zhao Rongzhen stopped a waiter who wanted to come over to ask the two of them if they wanted to order food, and motioned her to talk later.

In this way, Zhao Rongzhen didn't bother him when he looked at the serious comet. He likes to look at the comet seriously. He wants to call him when the comet is almost seen, but this wait is half an hour. If he is not hungry, he will Does not "wake up" the comet.

Comet was surprised when he saw Zhao Rongzhen. He looked at the watch and it was past 9 o'clock. He didn't know when Zhao Rongzhen came. The waiter also told them that the restaurant would be closed too, but the two of them left the restaurant without eating. Just ate at a McDonald's that was open day and night.

Back at the residence, the tired Comet took a hasty shower and fell asleep. When Zhao Rongzhen came out after taking a shower, Comet was already asleep. He gave up another comfortable bed and squeezed into the same bed with Comet instead. Maybe because it felt a bit crowded, Comet moved to the empty space on the bed in a haze, and seeing a gap between the two of them, Zhao Rongzhen moved closer to Comet, maybe because he felt a bit crowded again, Comet moved to the side again, Seeing that they had reached the bedside, and there was no place to move the narrow single bed, Zhao Rongzhen smirked and eliminated the small gap between the two, wanting to see where the comet could move, maybe because he felt There was no place to hide anymore, so Comet lay on his side beside the bed, leaving only a back view for Zhao Rongzhen.

Maybe he was really tired watching Comet, Zhao Rongzhen also decided not to make trouble anymore, he got out of bed, walked to the other side of the bed, pushed Comet into the bed, and lay down on another empty bed. After getting off, looking at the back of Comet, he suddenly had the idea of ​​not going back to China, the two of them will live here, and he will go to the university as a lecturer, and Comet will be his assistant, or the two of them will open a music school, As the principal, Comet helps him manage the school. The students can be children who have just learned the piano, because the world of children is the purest and most innocent, without the intrigues of the adult world.

But this is all just thinking about it. Zhao Rongzhen knew that his idea was ideal, but it was also very unrealistic. He tried to believe that Comet came back because he wanted to stay by his side, but why did he install a bug in the phone he gave him?Wanting to keep this person by his side forever, but doing things to push this person out, Zhao Rongzhen didn't know what he was doing anymore, he couldn't figure it out, so he could only fall into a deep sleep with distress.

After the concert in Weimar, the concert team went to Hannover again. Compared with Hannover, the grand exhibition city, Comet still feels that he prefers the small Weimar. Even if there is no great wealth in his life, he will not feel poor, but will feel more comfortable, but he can't tell Zhao Rongzhen about this idea, because compared with his future tasks, his own ideas are much naive and ridiculous.

After the concert in Germany, the group went to Paris again. The concerts in France were scheduled to be held in Paris and Lyon. The tour is almost over, and only the last encore concert in China will be held in November. Zhao Rongzhen excused this period of time to come to intensive performances, asked the group leader for half a month's leave, and will stay in France until Returning to China, so other colleagues returned to China first, only Zhao Rongzhen and Comet stayed in France, because they didn't have a good time in Paris, so the two returned to Paris.

Different from the rigorous Germany, Paris, a city that seems to be dreaming every day, is much more romantic. Comet likes the authentic works of various famous artists exhibited in the Louvre, and also likes the evening breeze while drinking coffee by the Seine Wind; I like the glorious atmosphere of the Arc de Triomphe and the Eiffel Tower, and I also like to wander leisurely in unknown small streets; I like to stand on the balcony of the room, breathing the air mixed with the fragrance of flowers, and I also like to sit on the double-decker tour bus On the upper floor, looking at Zhao Rongzhen's smiling side face in silence, he turned around and kissed himself unscrupulously in the free air. Zhao Rongzhen is doing it sincerely, he has no other thoughts, he just wants to help Zhao Rongzhen make a good concert wholeheartedly, let him spread his wings in the world's top music halls, and let him help himself fulfill his dream that is impossible in his life.

Perhaps, it is because during this journey from China, too many memories about the piano and themselves have been achieved, which made Comet forget his own identity, and even often forget the purpose of coming back this time. Sometimes, I feel cold all over my body, and I can’t sleep well at night. Sometimes I dream that Zhao Rongzhen is covered in blood and falls under his gun, and then he lifts the gun to his temple, ending his life. I dreamed a dream I had dreamed before—I was wearing ancient clothes and Zhao Rongzhen was in the military camp. On that heavy rainy day, the wooden stake on the gate of the military camp fell, and Zhao Rongzhen pushed away myself who was about to be hit and was seriously injured. He could only hold the injured Zhao Rongzhen and cry helplessly.

At this time, Comet would always be awakened in a cold sweat. He was afraid of messing with Zhao Rongzhen, so he would look at the people around him, but he always moved a little, and still slept soundly. At this time, Comet would relax a little. With a deep breath, he gently pushed Zhao Rongzhen's hand off his body, got out of bed and smoked a cigarette on the balcony, and fell asleep only when he came back.

It's just that the second dream is often dreamed, as if it foreshadows something, and he is really afraid that one day, what will happen to Zhao Rongzhen and himself

Time flies, and there are only 2 days left in the half-month holiday. The comet who was dreaming the night before was too lazy to move, and just wanted to stay in the hotel. Zhao Rongzhen thinks about it. The places he should go before are already gone I have gone, and I have to take a long-distance plane the day after tomorrow. The two of us should take a good rest.

So the two were lazy on the bed, and didn't get up until close to noon to eat breakfast and lunch in the restaurant of the hotel. Zhao Rongzhen always felt that after returning to Paris, Comet's complexion was not very good, and asked him if he was not feeling well. Comet just said that it had been a few days The concert schedule made him a little tired, and he didn't mention his dream. However, after Hui Xing woke up last night, when he got out of bed and went to the balcony to smoke, his movements were a bit rough, and he didn't know that Zhao Rongzhen was woken up.

Zhao Rongzhen looked at the back of Comet smoking indistinctly behind the curtains blown by the wind, and always felt that Comet seemed to have something on his mind. A few days ago, he seemed to know Comet got out of bed when he was half asleep, and fell asleep because he was too sleepy, but this time He was completely awake, so he wanted to ask what was wrong with Comet, but he held back and just kept looking at the thin back, frowning slightly. After three cigarettes, Comet turned around and wanted to enter the house. Rong Zhen also hurriedly closed his eyes.

After the meal, Zhao Rongzhen saw that Comet was still not energetic, so he said to go back to the room, but Comet suggested to go around the hotel and buy some souvenirs to go back. He couldn't bear to disturb Comet's interest, so Zhao Rongzhen agreed.

There is a souvenir shop not far from the hotel. Zhao Rongzhen said that he wanted to bring something to Zhang Wei, and the two separated in the shop. Most of the shop is filled with souvenirs related to the city of Paris, shaped like the Eiffel Tower. Key chains and mobile phone chains, postcards with famous Paris attractions, etc., but Comet seemed not interested in them. He carefully picked through the various products, and suddenly saw a bookmark in the bookmarks. A small bookmark that can be put into a wallet, the pattern on it is very simple, a small red flower is printed on a white background, and jet'aime is written next to the small flower. Although he does not understand French, he still loves the phrase "I love you" Recognized, he looked back to see that Zhao Rongzhen was seriously picking out gifts, not paying attention to himself, Comet stared at the bookmark for a while, and then a slight smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

After helping Zhang Wei pick out the gifts, Zhao Rongzhen saw that Comet was already standing at the door of the store, with nothing else in his hand except a small bag the size of a palm, "Didn't you buy anything else?" Zhao Rongzhen was a little surprised, after all, he brought it up The one who wanted to buy souvenirs was Comet, but he didn't buy much. Instead, he brought a few larger gifts for Zhang Wei and his father. However, Comet seemed to be in a much better mood, and his eyes brightened a bit.

"I don't think there is anything to bring, so I bought this for the two of us." After the two came out of the store, they returned to the hotel, took out their small paper bag, and took out two Eiffel Towers from it Shaped mobile phone chains, one red and one green, "The red one is for you, and the green one is for me."

Zhao Rongzhen watched Comet attach the green key chain to the red phone, and the red key chain to the white phone, then smiled helplessly, "But red and green are very earthy together, don't you think? "

"But these two go well together, don't they?" Comet raised the phone in front of Zhao Rongzhen, and shook the key chain hanging in mid-air, with a satisfied smile on the corner of his mouth, although Zhao Rongzhen always felt that red and green go well together It doesn't look good, but the two objects in front of me are matched together, and it seems to be really good.

"Why not the red one for you and the green one for me?"

"...Because I want to give you what I like."

Zhao Rongzhen shifted his eyes from the phone and keys to Comet’s face, Comet’s face showed a shy smile, feeling the gazes of people around him, Comet also looked at Zhao Rongzhen, his smile slowly disappeared, and he lowered his gaze to think Thinking about something, and then looked at Zhao Rongzhen a little unsteadily.

"I... actually have a present I want to give you." Zhao Rongzhen was a little surprised, he looked at Comet suspiciously, and Comet stretched out a hand, "Give me your wallet." Zhao Rongzhen hesitated for a moment, then took it out of his trouser pocket Comet took out his wallet and handed it to Comet. Comet put down his phone, took the wallet and opened it. The place on the right side where the photo could be placed was still empty, showing black. I saw the small bookmark, and then put it into the wallet where I put the photos, the size is just right, Comet closed the wallet and handed it to Zhao Rongzhen, Zhao Rongzhen wanted to open it to see what was put in it, but Comet stopped him, "I will look at it when I am not around. " Comet was afraid that Zhao Rongzhen would be embarrassed if he saw it face to face, Zhao Rongzhen thought about it, and seeing Comet's firm look, he could only nod his head.

The two of them were on the plane at 3:[-] pm the next day. After breakfast, the two of them checked out and left the hotel. When they arrived at the airport at noon, when the two of them were about to change their boarding passes, Zhao Rongzhen's cell phone rang, and it was Zhang Wei's number , Zhao Rongzhen handed his passport to Comet, took his mobile phone to the side to pick it up, and asked Comet to change his boarding pass for him. Zhang Wei told him that Uncle Song had another batch of new goods to be shipped from the United States, and he had already sent someone to follow him. It was because Ren Qiang's death should have alarmed the police. Someone had talked to him in the past few days, and there were people from the police station secretly watching him, so that Zhao Rongzhen was mentally prepared for his return. If Chen Fang knew the date of Zhao Rongzhen's return, he might also send People stared at him and sent him to ask questions. Zhao Rongzhen didn't take it seriously, but said he knew.

After hanging up the phone, Zhao Rongzhen put the mobile phone in his backpack and accidentally touched the wallet. He remembered the things that Comet put in it yesterday. Seeing that Comet was checking in his luggage, he opened the wallet. The one that said "I love you" in French Zhao Rongzhen stared at it in a daze, his heart was beating with the most beautiful language in the world, he couldn't believe that this sentence was what the proud comet wanted to say to him.

But, indeed, he watched Comet put this card into his wallet with his own eyes, and Comet would not be ignorant of the meaning of the words on the card. After the heart beat irregularly, Zhao Rongzhen also showed a relieved smile, Comet's shy voice sounded right next to his ears——

Didn't I let you watch it while I was away.

Zhao Rongzhen raised his head, looked at the flushed comet gently, and hugged him all at once.

"Jet'aime..." Zhao Rongzhen whispered in Comet's ear, and most of the doubts about Comet in his heart seemed to fly away.

"...What?" Comet didn't hear what Zhao Rongzhen said.

"jet'aime, I say...jet'aime, Han Yu..."

Comet heard it clearly this time, and his face became even redder, "...jet'aime..." Comet answered him sincerely in Zhao Rongzhen's ear. From a certain point of view, I can bear my own words. Thinking of this, the corner of Comet's mouth also showed a happy smile.

I'm not going to kill this man myself, at least not yet.

Nor will I betray this man, at least not yet.

Let's talk about the future

--comet

Even if there is still 1% of doubts about this person, even if he is guessed by me, he is really this 1% possibility, I will try my best to eliminate this 1%, let him be real, forever and ever Belongs to me alone.

——Zhao Rongzhen

I don’t know where the media got the news that Zhao Rongzhen arrived in China at 4:[-] p.m., and they surrounded the exit before the plane landed, because they didn’t know whether to exit from the VIP exit or the normal exit, so some reporters lined up on both sides so that they could be in the first place. There is no time to interview this young pianist who has given solo concerts in Asia, Europe and America.

When Zhao Rongzhen and Comet were waiting for their luggage, they knew that both the VIP exit and the ordinary exit were waiting for reporters. After all, "World War I" was unavoidable. There were more reporters who heard about the VIP exit, so the two decided to take the ordinary exit. Zhen also received a call from Zhang Wei, saying that he was already waiting outside.After passing through the customs, both of them put on sunglasses. The moment the exit gate opened, the two pushed their luggage, bowed their heads and walked out of the gate quickly. Reporters swarmed up. The reporters who heard that Zhao Rongzhen took the ordinary exit also shouted loudly. Rushing over, the airport security surrounded the two people inside with a human wall. Even so, the two people were still squeezed and couldn't move an inch. Zhao Rong was really afraid that people outside would squeeze Comet's shoulders, so he quietly put his hands on Comet's shoulders, so that they could get back together. Can help him share some weight when crowded.

"May I ask Mr. Zhao what's your impression of this world tour?"

"Will there be such a tour in the future?"

"If a foreign orchestra invites you to join, will you leave the domestic national orchestra?"

"There is a gossip saying that before you came back, you exchanged love with your 'boyfriend' at the Charles de Gaulle airport. Is this the gentleman beside you?"

The reporter's questions flooded in like a flood, and the two of them were silent and did not answer. They walked slowly along the road opened by the security guards. When Zhao Rongzhen heard a reporter next to him ask questions about himself and Comet, he immediately stopped. When they got down, the large team that was huddled in front of them also stopped, and stared coldly through the sunglasses at a reporter beside him who was looking at him and waiting for an answer.

"Did you ask? You ask again?"

"There is a gossip that... before you came back, you exchanged love with your 'boyfriend' at the Charles de Gaulle airport. Excuse me...is this gentleman beside you?"

Everyone was quiet, except for the occasional camera shutter sound, Huixing looked at Zhao Rongzhen nervously, not knowing what he would say, as if his heart was about to jump out.

"It's none of your business...what's the matter?" Throwing down a sentence, Zhao Rongzhen continued to walk forward with Comet in his arms, and the flashing lights began to flash again, and Comet secretly breathed a sigh of relief. It took 10 minutes from the exit to the airport gate. They were able to finish the walk, but the two of them walked for nearly half an hour. As soon as they walked out of the airport hall, Zhao Rongzhen and Comet were picked up by a few men in black, and their luggage was quickly loaded into the trunk of the car, and the man in black also sat in the back One car, two cars left in a flash, leaving a lot of reporters behind.