you are my tomorrow

It wasn't until the sky was bright that both of them were exhausted. Zhao Rongzhen, who didn't have time to treat the wound on his arm, fell asleep holding Comet. Although Comet couldn't help but want to close his eyelids, he thought of coming with him early in the morning. The bodyguard was waiting for him outside the door. Comet took advantage of Zhao Rongzhen's sound sleep, got up slowly, sat down at the table, and wrote a letter to Han Qing. When the sky was about to light up, Comet put on his coat and dragged Walking out of the military tent with a body that seemed to be sore in every corner.

Some soldiers in the barracks had already woken up, the chef had already started preparing breakfast, and the guards were already waiting outside the door.

"...Go back by yourself today. The general's arm is still not healed. I will stay here for a while. You give this letter to Brother Huang. Help me to say sorry to him...and help me to tell Zhongyi too. Say I'm sorry." Comet watched the guard carefully put it into his arms before he felt relieved, thinking of leaving Zhongyi in the palace forever, and when he might never see him again, Comet couldn't help but feel disappointed.

"Then when do you plan to go back? When you want to go back, will I come pick you up again?"

"No, if I want to go back, I will ask someone to send a message to the palace, let's talk about it then."

This lie made Huixing himself feel funny, and the tone of his words seemed to be true, but only he and Zhao Rongzhen knew that they were already walking on the road that they could not tolerate regrets, even if they were burdened with debts to the Zhao couple...

After the guards left, Comet returned to his military tent, Zhao Rongzhen was still asleep, the sheets were covered with Zhao Rongzhen's blood spots, the wound on his arm was "fresh", and the deep red blood condensed on the wound around.Comet turned around and walked out of the military tent again, took the medicine box from the military doctor, returned to his military tent, and laid the sleeping Zhao Rongzhen on his back, and Comet sat on the edge of the bed and began to help Zhao Rongzhen clean up his right hand that was leaning outside The wound on the wound may be due to pain. Zhao Rongzhen seems to wake up from a dream, and his brows have been furrowed. Comet doesn’t want to get it down a few times. There is blood and sweat around the wound. If you don’t clean it up, you will definitely get an infection. Yes, so Comet stopped a few times, but insisted on doing it until finally the gauze was fastened, and Comet still kissed lightly on it.

Looking at Zhao Rongzhen who fell asleep soundly again, Comet brushed aside the forehead hair that blocked Zhao Rongzhen's eyes, stood quietly in the air with long eyelashes, and slowly rolled his eyes, wondering what Zhao Rongzhen was doing Meng, with her proud and upright nose, was breathing evenly, and green stubble had already appeared around her mouth.

This man is vigorous when he wins, and weeps when he loses; he is desperate when he gets it, and he is powerless and weak when he loses it; he is thoughtful when he is awake, and he is defenseless when he is asleep.

No matter when, no matter what, he only looks at himself, the man who loves him, but he is destined to betray the whole world for himself, just for the eternity of two people.

Thinking of this, Comet's tears flowed down again involuntarily. He gently took Zhao Rongzhen's injured hand and pressed it to his face, crying silently, still muttering "I'm sorry".

At this time, Zhao Rongzhen had woken up from his dream. He originally wanted to ask how Comet was doing. After all, last night was too intense, but Comet’s tears kept falling on his hands, and when the "I'm sorry" also entered his ears. , Zhao Rongzhen also lost his voice, he thought about the reason why Comet would say "I'm sorry" to him, and couldn't help biting his lip.

sorry?I'm the same, right? Didn't you also leave the palace where you have been living, leave behind your brother, loyalty, and a life of luxury and wealth, and face the unknown life with me?

We are the same.

"What?? His Royal Highness Comet will live in the military camp in the future?" On the afternoon of the same day, after lunch, Comet chose to catch up on sleep in his military tent, while Zhao Rongzhen left and returned to the general's tent. Zhang Wei and himself were left, and then told Zhang Wei the news that the comet would stay. As expected, Zhang Wei first questioned himself incredulously, and then looked at himself incredulously, "Are you crazy? In the final analysis, Dad Mother is because of the two of you... Even though they don't know, don't you know? Is your heart made of stone?! How can he still have the face to stay here?" Zhao Rongzhen lowered his eyes and did not refute Zhang Wei, but when he heard that Comet was wrong, Zhao Rongzhen slowly raised his eyes and looked at Zhang Wei apologetically.

"Don't talk about him like that, I kept him..."

"Even if you keep him, if he has self-knowledge, he shouldn't agree to you! Is it because you don't understand the principle of 'one slap won't ring', or does he not understand?"

"Zhang Wei..." Zhao Rong really wanted to hold the hand of the angry Zhang Wei to calm him down, but Zhang Wei who stood up threw him away

Accidentally touched his wound, and for a moment, Zhao Rongzhen was in so much pain that he could only lower his head and cover the touched place with his left hand. Zhang Wei lowered his head, seeing Zhao Rongzhen's pain, he wanted to reach out to support Zhao Rongzhen, but he just stretched out his hand. He stretched out his hand, Zhao Rongzhen didn't notice the flash of distress in his eyes.

"I don't care, within a month, he must leave, otherwise I will be the one who leaves." Zhang Wei walked out of the general's tent, forgetting even Zhao Rongzhen's call, so he couldn't see the sorry face, and there was no other Zhao Rongzhen of the law.

Leaving the general's tent, Zhang Wei ran out of the barracks and ran around a small road to a hill not far from the barracks. From there, he could see most of the barracks. Only Comet's barracks and a small part of the barracks were invisible. Depressed At that time, Zhang Wei came back here to stay by himself for a while. At this time, Zhang Wei's face was full of tears.

He didn't understand why his brother was still with Comet after what happened to their parents.

He didn't understand, the two of them clearly knew that they might leave because of their reunion, but why they were still together.

He didn't understand why the two of them would definitely not be together as peacefully as before, but why they were still together.

He doesn't understand, two people will definitely not be happy together like this, but why are they still together.

He doesn't understand what the world looks like when two people are together.

He doesn't understand.He doesn't understand.He doesn't understand.

Zhang Wei doesn't understand many things.

He still doesn't understand, even though Zhao Rongzhen doesn't seem to care much about him, the apology on his face just now has never been expressed to anyone other than his parents, which shows that he has a place in Zhao Rongzhen's heart, Why am I so timid that I can't even say "love" to Zhao Rongzhen?

Did he know that Zhao Rongzhen's love for him was just a family member, or did he know that... Zhao Rongzhen's heart had already belonged to Comet, and if he said it himself, it would only make him more miserable?

When will this unspeakable and unstoppable love end?

Zhang Wei is really disappointed with Zhao Rong, and even more disappointed with himself...

On the afternoon of the third day, when Han Qing didn't wait for the comet to come back, but only waited for the comet's letter, he knew that the "if" in the letter to the comet all the time still became true, but in the comet's letter, Han Qing knew it wasn't the comet. Wanting to stay is not because Zhao Rong really wants to keep him, but one wants to stay and the other wants to keep the other party.

This made Han Qing better understand the meaning of "love is two-sided".

But at this time, Han Qing missed the person who didn't even want to leave the back for him even more.

In the evening, Han Qing summoned Zhongyi to the Hezheng Palace and told him that Comet would not come back, but Zhongyi had an expression of knowing it all.

"Doesn't the emperor also know that His Royal Highness Comet will most likely not come back? Our hope is only our hope, and His Highness should also want to keep the agreement with us, but we are no match for General Zhao after all."

"So he sent a message back and told us he was sorry, but there was nothing to be sorry about. We all understand, don't we?"

Zhongyi nodded, but there was a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth, how could he not understand?very understanding.

A little later, Zhongyi left the Hezheng Palace alone, and returned to the place where he grew up with Comet. He stood at the door and looked around at the Ming and Qing Palaces that had lost their redness. The shadow, in that shadow, is the comet wearing red clothes smiling softly, and himself looking at the comet silently and alone.

It's just that now, in this huge courtyard, there are no more red decorations, no more red-clothed comets.

Only myself is still alone.

Zhongyi could only shake his head helplessly.

"My lord, what's the matter? Are you uncomfortable?" A passing maid saw Zhongyi standing still at the door, so she stepped forward and asked with concern. Zhongyi put away his helplessness and shook his head in a normal way.

"When will His Highness come back?" Zhong Yi was taken aback by the maid's question.

"...wait for a while, when he wants to come back, he will come back naturally."

"Oh." The maid was still confused by Zhongyi's ambiguous answer, and when she was about to leave to do her own business, Zhongyi stopped her again.

"Where are the decorations that His Highness asked you to put away?" The maid thought for a while, and realized that what Zhongyi was talking about was the red decorations in the yard before.

"In the warehouse at the back, His Highness originally said to throw it away, but we didn't throw it away after thinking about it."

"That's good, take them all out, let's decorate them, and then wait for His Highness to come back."

"Yes." There was some color in the maid's eyes, it seemed that the maids also wanted the Ming and Qing palaces to return to their previous appearance.

Soon, the Ming and Qing Palaces were decorated to their original appearance again. Zhongyi hung up the last red lantern and lit it up. Then he looked around at the same Ming and Qing Palaces as before, feeling a little more at ease.

Or maybe only in this way can Zhongyi feel a little bit of the feeling that the comet is still in the palace, even if the most important person is no longer there, maybe he won't come back here again.

In the next half month when Comet decided to stay, Zhang Wei, apart from discussing the battle plan with Zhao Rongzhen and going to the battlefield together, almost never met Zhao Rongzhen and Comet, even for dinner, whenever Comet wanted to When he made friends with Zhang Wei, Zhang Wei either treated them with cold words or simply ignored them. Even if they came back from the battlefield covered in injuries, and Comet wanted to help Zhang Wei bandage the wounds, Zhang Wei would push them away with various reasons. Let the military doctor help bandage.

Every time Zhang Wei rejected his kindness, Comet would only smile, but only Zhao Rongzhen could see the hurt and apology behind that smile.

Of course, Zhao Rongzhen would not tell Comet about Zhang Wei asking him to leave, he would never say so, but he was really worried about Zhang Wei, because every time Zhang Wei on the battlefield wanted to rush forward desperately, once The red-eyed Zhang Wei was almost stabbed in the chest by an enemy soldier. If Zhang Wei, who had been by his side, quickly killed the soldier first, Zhang Wei might have died.

"Are you crazy?! Are you dying?!" Zhao Rongzhen felt that the hairs all over his body stood up because of the fright just now, and all his worry turned into an angry yell at Zhang Wei.

"I'm responsible for my life! Leave me alone!!" Zhang Wei shook off Zhao Rongzhen's hand holding his shoulder, leaving only this sentence, and rushed into the chaos again.

Even though the battle was over that day, Zhao Rongzhen felt that he was still sweating all over his body. He couldn't imagine what he would look like if Zhang Wei was stabbed to death by that sword.

However, even if everything was fate, Zhao Rongzhen at that time could never have imagined the ending of himself and Zhang Wei.

After a battle, both sides suffered heavy casualties, but Zhao Rong could really feel the toughness of the other side. Even though Chen Yuan was injured countless times after receiving the tip, he never took a step back, as if he was determined to die, even if this battle If you lose, you will die on the battlefield.

After returning from the battlefield, Comet still helped Zhao Rongzhen bandage his wound. The last time the wound was not healed, this time he had a new wound. After the bandage was finished, Comet helped Zhao Rongzhen change into an ordinary coat, and finally tidied up his collar.

After changing his clothes, Zhao Rongzhen was so exhausted that he even felt tired from sitting, so he lay down on Comet's bed, "I see that there are more and more soldiers killed and wounded now, are the men I brought with me running short?" Comet Sitting next to him, he asked cautiously.

Zhao Rongzhen didn't speak, just lay down for a while, sat up again, and came face to face with Comet, "It's good that you are still by my side..." Zhao Rongzhen didn't hide his tiredness, he raised his hand, took Comet's head over, and he and Comet His forehead was pressed against him, only the gaze of Comet looking at him distressedly remained in his eyes, unable to bear so much pain from Comet, Zhao Rongzhen had no choice but to close his eyes, and kiss Comet's forehead, bridge of nose, cheek, and finally to his lips .

Zhao Rongzhen felt that he was getting more and more timid on the battlefield, not like the self who rushed ahead and was not afraid of anything when he just came here, now he is very afraid that he will never wake up on the battlefield, or be killed He didn't want Comet to worry, and he didn't want Comet to look at him with the same distressed eyes.

Zhao Rong really wanted to keep Comet by his side, not because he wanted to see Comet anxiously waiting for him to come back from the battlefield every day. Comet is becoming more and more proficient in bandaging. These hands should be playing the lute or writing the piano score.

But how long ago was this all?It didn't seem to be a long time ago, but Zhao Rongzhen felt as if it had been many years.

At that time, both parents were still alive.

At that time, Zhang Wei would still walk with his shoulders.

At that time... the fate of himself and the comet had just begun.

Comet felt that the kiss was getting lighter and lighter, until there was no more strength, and the hand behind his head gradually lost strength. Comet opened his eyes, and the person who was kissing him just now breathed evenly, Comet He could only smile helplessly, this time he put his hands behind Zhao Rongzhen's head, slowly put Zhao Rongzhen down on the bed, covered the quilt, and then got up to leave the military tent to help other soldiers bandage up. From now on, whenever Comet finished bandaging Zhao Rongzhen, he would go out to help the military doctor to bandage the wounded soldiers. It was also because of this that he became proficient in bandaging.

But when Comet was about to walk out of the military tent with the used gauze and medicinal wine, an unclear "I'm sorry..." came from the direction of the bed. Comet looked back at Zhao Rongzhen in surprise. Falling asleep and turning over.Comet just shook his head and hurried out of the military tent.

Because he didn't want the sadness that had always existed in his heart to spread to his whole body again because of a "sorry".

When the one-month "appointment" was about to come, finally after a dinner, Zhang Wei took the initiative to talk to Zhao Rongzhen who had finally appeared alone in the barracks.

"There are still four days to a month. If he still doesn't leave after four days, I will really leave." Zhang Wei originally wanted to leave after finishing this sentence with Zhao Rongzhen, but was held back by Zhao Rongzhen. Zhang Wei wanted to break free, but when he pulled hard on the wound on his shoulder, the pain was so painful that he didn't dare to move around.

"Zhang Wei, is it necessary to do this? You know that I can't lose him, but I can't lose you either..."

"Is there anything I can't lose? Parents are gone, isn't it impossible to stop you from being together? What's more, I am not your own brother, even the person who can ignore parents because they left, I Can you still expect him to care about me who is not related by blood?" Zhang Wei regretted it as soon as he said this, and he ruthlessly opened the scars on Zhao Rongzhen's heart for his parents, but he had no way out , "Brother, I really regret helping you escape at the wedding. If I had a sister-in-law, we wouldn't be in this situation now, and my parents wouldn't die..."

Even if he saw the pain and sadness in Zhao Rongzhen's eyes.

This kind of Zhao Rongzhen made Zhang Wei feel so distressed that he didn't want to face it anymore, so when Zhao Rongzhen lost his mind, Zhang Wei took out his hand and left, leaving only Zhao Rongzhen standing alone in the middle of the camp.

The conversation between the two people and this scene were both heard and seen by Comet standing at the door of his military tent. Although he couldn't hear it very clearly, Zhang Wei had already heard the meaning of Zhang Wei's asking him to leave. Looking at himself, Zhao Rongzhen, who lowered his head and slightly trembling shoulders, went back to his military tent.

In the evening, Zhao Rongzhen personally checked around the barracks, and returned to Comet's military tent only after there was nothing abnormal, and saw Comet packing his things as soon as he entered the door.

"What are you doing?"

"Clean it up." Comet replied vaguely.

"I know, why pack up?"

"...Go back to the palace." Comet stopped beside the bed, turned his back to Zhao Rongzhen, and lowered his head.

"Why are you going back to the palace? Didn't you promise me to stay? Don't you want to be with me?" Zhao Rongzhen stepped to the side of the bed in a few steps, opened the package that Comet had just packed, and scattered all the clothes on the bed.

"Rong Zhen, I'm sorry, I didn't eavesdrop on purpose, but I heard you and Zhang Wei talking just now." Comet still lowered his head, Zhao Rongzhen was stunned, and what he didn't want Comet to hear, he finally let him hear "Actually, I don't want you to lose Zhang Wei after I lost my parents. Even if you are not related by blood, you have been relatives for so many years. If you lose Zhang Wei, you will no longer have relatives in this world." It's already..." But the following words were interrupted by Zhao Rongzhen's hug.

"Don't worry, I won't let either you or Zhang Wei leave my side again, absolutely not..."

Zhao Rongzhen's low voice echoed in Xixing's heart for a long time. In this world, besides Han Qing and Zhongyi, Zhao Rongzhen is the one he believes in the most. He is also a man of his word.

And "keep Zhang Wei by my side" is the only thing Zhao Rongzhen failed to do.

Five days later, Zhang Wei saw that Comet hadn't left, and Zhao Rongzhen talked to him for a long time at night. His last attitude made Zhao Rongzhen think that he would not leave, so Zhao Rongzhen seemed to leave his military tent with peace of mind.

However, Zhang Wei still left the barracks in the dark of night. He didn't particularly want to leave, but faced with the self-blame of his parents' death, the hatred that could not be extended to Zhao Rongzhen's resentment, and the love between Zhao Rongzhen and Comet, He couldn't bear the love he had for Zhao Rongzhen that he couldn't speak and couldn't stop, so he could only leave selfishly...

Zhang Wei, who left the barracks, had no way of knowing how much Zhao Rongzhen blamed himself and despaired when he saw others leaving the empty military tents, and he also couldn't know how deeply sorry and self-blame Zhao Rongzhen felt, which even Zhao Rongzhen didn't know about.