you are my tomorrow

By the time Zhao Rong's high fever subsided, he became conscious from time to time, and his knees improved under Meng Qinghuan's hot compress and acupuncture treatment, seven days had passed.These days, Han Qing gave up his bedroom to Zhao Rongzhen and Comet, and he and Meng Qinghuan slept in the side palace of the Hezheng Palace. He ordered the people in the Hezheng Palace not to mention the matter of Zhao Rongzhen's staying in the Hezheng Palace outside the Hezheng Palace. Otherwise it is a capital offense.

The Lunar New Year has also passed, and the court has resumed its previous work. Of course, everyone in the court knows that the Zhao family and the Wu family did not get married because Zhao Rongzhen escaped marriage, and because Zhao's father has retired, naturally there is no need to use it. Faced with all kinds of gazes from the ministers, Mr. Wu is still serving the country, so he can only bear the pressure and go to the court.

Comet has been taking care of Zhao Rongzhen every step of the way these days. When Zhao Rongzhen woke up for the first time, he knew that Comet was beside him. Although he couldn't speak and didn't know Han Qing's attitude towards the two of them, he could see Comet. Being next to it makes me feel much more comfortable.

On the night of the seventh day, Zhao Rongzhen fell asleep again after drinking the medicine. Comet went back to the Ming and Qing Palaces and changed his clothes. Zhao Rongzhen received Ming and Qing palaces to live. After all, Han Qing was busy with state affairs every day, so it was not a problem to live in a partial palace with Meng Qinghuan. He didn't want others to "gossip" about the two of them, so on the way back to Hezheng Palace, Comet What did you say to Han Qing after finishing the draft.

When returning to the Hezheng Palace, Comet was a little surprised to see Han Qing standing at the gate of the palace, obviously waiting for him.

"Brother Huang..." Even though they have been in the Hezheng Palace for seven days, the two of them haven't spoken much.

"Go to the study and make tea for me. I haven't had the tea you made for a long time, and I have something to tell you." Han Qing looked at Comet with a smile, as warm as ever, as if nothing had happened, which made Comet warmed up again from the bottom of his heart.

The two of them moved to the study, and the maid went out with the tea and hot water that had been prepared, and there were only two people left in the study.Han Qing watched Comet make tea, put the teacup in front of him, and thought how nice it would be if neither of them knew Zhao Rongzhen now.

"Brother Huang, is there anything you want to say to me?" Comet also poured himself a cup of tea, and asked after taking a sip.

Han Qing also took a sip, put down the teacup, thought for a while, and then slowly said: "Actually... I just want to apologize to you, I don't have the qualifications to say that you have embarrassed the royal family," Han Qing lowered his head Comet thought for a while, and then remembered what Han Qing said to him more than a month ago, because he knew that Han Qing was angry at the time, and didn't take it seriously, but when he heard Han Qing's apology, he looked at him strangely. Han Qing, "Meng Qinghuan and I... are the same as you and Zhao Rongzhen." Han Qing pondered for a long time before he said this slowly. Comet looked at Han Qing in surprise, not knowing what to say, "So during this period of time, , I've always wanted to apologize to you, but I couldn't take it easy, so I dragged it on for so long..." Han Qing smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Brother Huang, actually I wasn't angry with you, but I should apologize to you, because I didn't know how to tell you..." Surprised, Comet also made a self-examination.

"Then we'll be evened?" Han Qing raised his head and smiled at Comet. The two brothers, who had no grievances before, reconciled as before.

"Then what will you and Mr. Meng do?"

"I want to keep him in the palace as my exclusive imperial doctor. He even persuaded me to get married before. He meant that I am the emperor and should think for the world. I agreed to him, but in fact I haven't made up my mind yet... "

"Then... are you the same as Rong Zhen? Rong Zhen still has the opportunity and qualifications to escape marriage, but you... don't." Comet filled Han Qing's teacup with tea, and Han Qing gently stroked the teacup. Edge, "Brother Huang, Mr. Meng is a sensible person. You are the emperor, so he probably doesn't want to drag you down. Moreover, he entered the palace as a 'folk doctor' at that time, and he must leave after you recover." In the palace, so many imperial doctors in the palace are watching him, to see if he has the ability to cure the diseases they can't cure. His life in the palace will not be too easy, after all... he No identity can gain a foothold in the palace."

"Then why don't I seal him an identity?"

Comet smiled faintly, "Brother Emperor, there is a time to be happy, I am not trying to drive a wedge between you and Mr. Meng, it is because he does not belong to the palace. I have never been to Mr. Meng's mansion outside the city. Although it is not big, the yard is full of beautiful flowers, there are fish swimming in the pond, and the house is hung with light gauze curtains. I don’t know how happy he is inside, and he can go up to the mountain to worship Buddha from time to time. Outside the palace, although he lives a life of idleness and wild cranes, but in the palace, there are only dull rules that restrain people. Your smile and anger affect the palace. In everyone's heart, don't you think that Mr. Meng is also living a cautious life by watching your face by your side?"

Han Qing thinks about it carefully, if Meng Qinghuan's life outside the palace is really what Comet said, then the life Meng Qinghuan should have had is really much better than in the palace. Is it a life of struggle?The busy state affairs seem to have made him slowly lose his original intention.

Can this palace really not give Meng Qinghuan freedom?

"Brother Huang, I can't get involved in the matter between you and Mr. Meng. I don't know where Rongzhen and I will go or where we will go in the future. In short, if the future of you and Mr. Meng is in your hands, if If you force him to stay in the palace, he may not refuse to listen, you should think about it slowly, I only want you all to be well."

Han Qing sighed softly, "Thank you, Comet, I will seriously consider it."

Comet could not let other people in the palace know that Zhao Rongzhen was in the palace, so the next day, he could only move Zhao Rongzhen to the Ming and Qing Palaces in the middle of the night. When Zhao Rongzhen woke up again in the morning, he found that he was no longer in Han Qing's bedroom, but In Comet’s bedroom, Comet was still sleeping next to him, because he hadn’t slept well for several days, even though Zhao Rongzhen used all his strength to prop up his body, during the process, he stretched his knees unconsciously and let out painful groans Sound, Comet didn't wake up either.

Zhao Rongzhen gently traced the outline of Comet's face, his heart has never been at peace, if he can only be with Comet every day like this, no matter what happens outside the window, what a wonderful thing it would be!But Zhao Rongzhen also knew how extravagant such a life must be?Neither he nor Comet is the kind of person who doesn't care about the people around him. If they were, before he got married, the two of them might have escaped from their current life, and made their homes everywhere.

For the next month, Meng Qinghuan would come to the Ming and Qing Palaces every day to help Zhao Rongzhen treat him. The most important thing was to get rid of the cold air in his knees. Although the treatment effects were repeated, the general trend was still developing in a good direction.

Except for the treatment time, Zhao Rongzhen and Comet will be together, eating together, chatting all over the world together, or when they don’t say anything, Comet will play the piano for Zhao Rongzhen until Zhao Rongzhen falls asleep in a daze, and Comet will stop. When he got down, he leaned against Zhao Rongzhen and was also confused.

Meng Qinghuan said that he was afraid that Zhao Rongzhen would stay in bed for a long time, and the muscles on his legs would shrink, so he taught Comet a set of muscle massage techniques, and asked Comet to help Zhao Rongzhen squeeze his legs every day, so that when Zhao Rongzhen could walk, he would not be weak. After learning, Comet will help Zhao Rongzhen twice a day.

A month later, Zhao Rongzhen was able to walk on crutches. Although he could only walk around the house, Comet's eyes were red with satisfaction. Looking at him, Zhao Rongzhen could only say that he was a fool.

One morning, after Zhao Rongzhen woke up, the comet hadn’t woken up yet. He looked at the sleeping face of the comet, and recalled the life of more than a month since he entered the palace. He was with the comet every day. This dream life seemed to have come true. But the longer the days like this, the more uneasy Zhao Rongzhen felt. He knew from Han Qing that the Wu family had retired, and his own family and the Wu family were also very tense, but he didn't know the situation of his parents at all. , he thought that Zhang Wei would sneak into the palace to tell him about his parents, but Zhang Wei never came, not even a letter. Zhao Rongzhen knew that he was sorry for his parents, but with his current situation, he couldn't go home to visit his parents. Even if he told his parents that he was in the palace, he couldn't explain his leg injury. He and Hye Sung were not ready to confess to their parents what happened between them.

Thinking of this, Zhao Rongzhen couldn't calm down anymore, so he got up, slowly got out of bed, took the crutch beside the bed, went to the closet, took a coat, and quietly walked out of the bedroom.

When Comet woke up, it was already daylight. Seeing that Zhao Rongzhen was not in the room, he knew that he could not go far, so he got up and walked out of the palace, and asked the maid outside the palace. The maid said that Zhao Rongzhen went to the study after waking up, so Comet He put on some clothes and went to the study.

When he saw Zhao Rongzhen sitting at the table writing something earnestly, Comet didn't bother him, and when Zhao Rongzhen finished writing, he looked up and found that Comet was sitting on the couch looking at him, and smiled a little embarrassedly.

"Why didn't you call me?"

"I see that you write so seriously, so I don't have the heart to disturb you." Seeing that Zhao Rongzhen was about to get up, Comet got off the couch, helped Zhao Rongzhen to sit beside the couch, "Why are you writing so seriously?"

Zhao Rongzhen looked at the folded letter in his hand, and he raised his head slowly after a long time, "Can you help me find someone to take this letter out of the palace? Send it to my home, I want to know what's going on at home recently..." Comet I was stunned, but I immediately realized that Zhao Rong should really be homesick.

From the New Year's Eve to the present, Zhao Rongzhen has never been back home, and his family members don't know where he went.

Comet thought for a while, except for Meng Qinghuan, there seemed to be no one else he could trust, and only Meng Qinghuan could freely come and go in and out of the palace.

"It's time to ask about the situation at home, or please trouble Mr. Meng to deliver the letter."

Zhao Rongzhen nodded, and handed the letter to Comet, "Just give it to Zhang Wei, he must know that I am in the palace."

In the afternoon, Comet took the letter to Hezheng Palace. Han Qing was reading the memorial. Comet didn't bother him, and went directly to Meng Qinghuan. After handing the letter to Meng Qinghuan, Meng Qinghuan readily agreed to deliver the letter to Zhao Rongzhen.

Meng Qinghuan was still calm, as if nothing could touch his heart, which made him think whether what Han Qing told him about himself and Meng Qinghuan was true. Although he could see Meng Qinghuan every day, Comet felt that he Knowing nothing about him, he looked at Meng Qinghuan with researching eyes until Meng Qinghuan felt a little embarrassed.

"Why is your Highness looking at me?"

Comet smiled and looked away, "How are you and the emperor?" A few days after Zhao Rongzhen moved to the Ming and Qing Palace, Meng Qinghuan learned from Han Qing that Comet already knew about him and Han Qing, so for him Comet, Meng Qinghuan also felt that there was nothing to hide, but Comet rarely asked about him and Han Qing, so when he heard about it, Meng Qinghuan finally showed a trace of melancholy.

"After General Zhao moved away, the emperor also discussed with me the matter between us. Before the emperor's attitude was that he must keep me in the palace, but now, the emperor doesn't seem to be so persistent. He said he would give me a choice. Even if I choose to leave the palace, he will respect me and want to give me full freedom." Meng Qinghuan sighed softly.

"Then what do you think?"

Meng Qinghuan just lowered his head and smiled wryly, "I promised the abbot before that I would leave the palace after the emperor recovered from his illness, never set foot in the palace again, and live the life I should live. I have been in the palace for half a year. The emperor's recent headache It seems to be getting better, and I have been thinking recently whether it is time to prepare to leave."

"Can I get out of this?" Comet seemed to know Meng Qinghuan's choice.

"Retire in one piece? I hope." Meng Qinghuan raised his head and looked at Comet with a wry smile as before. He didn't say anything, but the tears flickering in the corner of his eyes betrayed him. Only then did Comet know that there is nothing in this world. Can't touch the softest part of Meng Qinghuan's heart.

The next day, Meng Qinghuan delivered the letter to the General's Mansion, and when he went, he heard that Zhao's father and Zhao's mother were still there, so he didn't let the servant disturb the two elders, but went directly to Zhang Wei's room.

Zhang Wei didn't seem surprised by Meng Qinghuan's visit, more like he had been waiting for him, "Mr. Meng is a bit late." Zhang Wei took the letter from Meng Qinghuan and opened it while talking.

"It's all General Zhao's fault."

Zhang Wei took out the letter from the envelope and read it carefully. After learning about Zhao Rongzhen's leg injury and the reason from the letter, Zhang Wei couldn't keep his mouth shut in surprise. For more than a month, Zhang Wei knew that Zhao Rongzhen was hiding in the palace. There will be no problem, but I still blame Zhao Rongzhen for not writing letters to his family, but after knowing Zhao Rongzhen's situation, he also understands that Zhao Rongzhen can't and dare not write letters to his family, and he even feels distressed and guilty in his heart. There is also a reason for not going to the palace to see Zhao Rongzhen in the court.

On the first day of the Lunar New Year, after Zhang Wei accompanied his father home from the palace, his father fell ill, and his mother was also worried because of his father's illness and Zhao Rongzhen's disappearance. It didn't take long for her mother to also fall ill , Except for the time of going to court, Zhang Wei has been taking care of the two old people at home with all his heart. His mother even shed tears and held her hand and said that at this time, her own son was not around, but was adopted. In addition to being disappointed with Zhao Rongzhen for Zhang Wei's care, I am even more grateful to Zhang Wei.

Zhang Wei could only persuade his parents that Zhao Rongzhen must have his own reasons for not being able to go home immediately, and when Zhao Rongzhen figured it out, he would come back naturally, and this wait lasted for more than a month.

In the letter, Zhao Rongzhen wrote about his current contradictory psychology. He knew that his parents would definitely be angry and sad because of his escaping marriage and not going home, but he was afraid that his current situation and the reasons for escaping marriage would make his parents more angry and sad. It's not that I dare not go home, but that I can't go home.

Zhang Wei seemed to understand Zhao Rongzhen fully. After reading the letter, Zhang Wei's eyes were a little red, and Meng Qinghuan patted Zhang Wei's shoulder, "General Zhao's situation is much better now, with His Royal Highness comet and me here, don't worry, it's true General Zhao wants to know the current situation of your father and Lingtang..."

Zhang Wei held back tears, with an indescribable look on his face, "... both father and mother fell ill because of my brother's escape from marriage and disappearance, especially my father... He never understood why my brother rejected this marriage so much, even at the end Always making the choice to escape from marriage, my father would often lament that there was nothing wrong with Miss Wu's family, why did he have to be so repulsive? Is that person so important in my brother's heart? My father always wanted to know who that person was, but my brother If I don’t come back, I can’t ask anything, I don’t know anything, my father even thinks, if my brother is willing to come back, it’s okay to agree to my brother’s marriage with that person, and I don’t care about my brother anymore, but..." Zhang Wei sighed deeply He breathed a sigh of relief, but both he and Meng Qinghuan knew that the comet could never be revealed, and if it was revealed, the Zhao family would definitely have a family revolution.

Therefore, both Zhang Wei and Meng Qinghuan fell silent.

Before Meng Qinghuan left, he wanted to see a doctor for Zhao's father and Zhao's mother, and Zhang Wei thought so too, so Zhang Wei told the two elders that Meng Qinghuan was invited out of the palace to help them see a doctor, and the two elders believed it without doubt. .

After seeing the sickness, Meng Qinghuan and Zhang Wei came out of their room. Looking at Meng Qinghuan's expression, the situation seemed not optimistic. Meng Qinghuan wrote two prescriptions for Zhang Wei, and asked him to take the medicine according to the prescription, which could temporarily relieve the two old people's condition .

"Master Zhao's illness is in his heart. If General Zhao can't give him an explanation, I don't think Mr. Zhao's illness will get better. The situation of Lingtang is the same. Now I need you to appease the second elder. I will meet you when I go back. Treat General Zhao as soon as possible, so that he can go out of the palace to meet the elders."

Zhang Wei nodded, "Then our family will entrust you, Mr. Meng." Zhang Wei cupped his hands and bowed to Meng Qinghuan.

"This is what I should do."

Leaving the General's Mansion and on the way back to the palace, Meng Qinghuan couldn't calm down for a long time. In his mind, Zhao Rongzhen and Comet were happy when they were together. If he told Zhao Rongzhen the current situation of Zhao's father and Zhao mother, the two of them would still be at odds. Will you keep going?Maybe we can separate here, what if we don't?I also feel that I can't bear it on my conscience. After all, the second boss is the one who gave Zhao Rongzhen his life. Zhao Rongzhen should know their situation.

Meng Qinghuan once again fell into the depression of contradictions.

Comet is once again an undisclosed existence.

You have a love that is doomed to have no future and cannot be made public. Will you continue or give up?If you choose to continue desperately, what will happen to Zhao Rongzhen's parents who care the most?If you were asked to give up on this, would you be willing?