you are my tomorrow

When we arrived at the Ming and Qing Palaces, it was already dark, and the maid who greeted us said with embarrassment that Comet hadn't woken up yet. Han Qing became a little worried, "Is Comet all right? Why don't you...can you take a look at him?" Han Qing To Meng Qinghuan who was beside him, to be honest, Meng Qinghuan was also a little worried, so he nodded.

Seeing the situation, the maid could not stop Han Qing, so she had to take Han Qing to the door of Comet's bedroom, but she refused to push the door, "Open the door." Han Qing felt a little strange, so he urged the maid.

"The emperor... the emperor should open the door by himself." After finishing speaking, the maid covered her face and ran away, which made Han Qing even more surprised, so she opened the door. The room was dark, and Meng Qinghuan went in first to touch the black spot. After lighting one candle, and then lighting the others, Han Qing walked in, looking towards the bed as usual, but was stunned.

"Qing Huan, don't light the candles." Han Qing's low voice sounded, Meng Qinghuan stopped lighting the candles and came to Han Qing's side. In an instant, he was also stunned...

Lying on the bed, two bare-chested people covered their waists with the same quilt, hugging each other and sleeping peacefully.

Han Qing was sitting on the couch outside Comet's bedroom, with his right elbow resting on the small table, his left hand on his left leg, his eyes lowered, wondering what he was thinking, while Meng Qinghuan stood beside him with his head bowed cautiously. Comet with his hair tied casually and Zhao Rongzhen with loose hair knelt in front of Han Qing, both of them bowed their heads, judging from their red and swollen eyes, both of them should have cried bitterly.

At this time, there was a cold dinner on the round table in the living room.

"When did you start?" Several people were silent for a long time, until the legs of the kneeling person on the ground began to feel a little numb, and Han Qing spoke in a low voice and slowly.

"Recently..." Comet didn't dare to look up, but kept his head down.

"How close is it recently? Since you two have known each other? Did you go to the boot camp? Or did Rong Zhen come back this time?" Han Qing really couldn't think of a time when the two of them would meet, so he could only think of these few times.

"Rongzhen is back this time..." Comet still lowered his head, but he knew that the love between him and Zhao Rongzhen did not start recently.

Several people fell into dead silence again.

"Rong Zhen, you are getting married too, so let go of some things that should be let go, you are still my trusted minister and a friend who can talk about everything, but in the future, apart from going to court, or discussing things with me, you Just don't enter the palace, and don't come to the Ming and Qing palaces either." Han Qing slowly raised his eyes, and looked at Zhao Rongzhen without any emotion, Zhao Rongzhen suddenly raised his head, unable to believe his ears.

"emperor……"

"This is an order...you go."

Zhao Rongzhen lowered his eyes in disappointment again, and Xie Xing looked at each other with a tacit understanding and smiled wryly, but the expression in his eyes was reluctance.

When Zhao Rongzhen turned around again, glanced at Han Qing, kowtowed to him, then stood up slowly, walked out of Comet's bedroom without looking back, and gently closed the door, shutting the night away outside.

From Zhao Rongzhen getting up to going out, during the short few seconds, Comet didn't look back once, just knelt there with his head down.

All of this was in Meng Qinghuan's eyes, and even he felt sorry for the two of them, so he turned his face away with red eyes.

"He was going home, don't worry, Brother Huang, he won't say that he's been in the palace for the past two days, but that he's out of town..."

"Don't call me 'Brother Huang'...how can you lie to me?!" The moment Zhao Rongzhen walked out, Han Qing's eyes turned red, and he stood up abruptly, clutching the teacup in his hand vigorously, He raised his hand in the air, intending to throw it at the comet, but he couldn't do it, so he could only smash the teacup on the ground, and the teacup instantly turned into a pile of useless fragments.

"Rong Zhen is going back this time to get married. In the future, we won't have anything to do with each other..."

"Then how can you lie to me?! Didn't you say that he didn't come to your place?! You all slept in the same bed, why didn't you come to your place?! I also swore to Mr. Zhao that he didn't come In the palace!" Han Qing walked down the steps below the bed and stopped half a step away from the comet. Meng Qinghuan saw Han Qing's furious appearance, and stepped over to Han Qing's side to stop him, lest Han Qing get angry again. Comet moves.

Han Qing pushed and pushed Meng Qinghuan, "Let go, I won't do anything to him, if you do, the cup will have been on him just now, let go!" But Meng Qinghuan still hugged Han Qing's waist and refused to let go. Qing also went with him, "I tell you! You will never see him again in the future, don't even think about it! Without you, you would embarrass the royal family like this! I really regret introducing you to Zhao Rongzhen! Hmph!"

Han Qing violently pushed Meng Qinghuan away, causing Meng Qinghuan to stagger, then Han Qing left Comet's room angrily, and slammed the door hard. Standing still, Meng Qinghuan didn't know whether to help Comet kneeling on the ground or After hesitating to chase Han Qing, Meng Qinghuan decided to chase after him.

When he heard Meng Qinghuan close the door, Comet slumped on the ground. His knees were already numb from kneeling for a long time. The energy in his body seemed to be slowly draining, and he could no longer support his body. Comet could only fall to the ground, curled up as much as possible, and let the tears flow into his thick hair...

Meng Qinghuan caught up with Han Qing, and the two returned to the Hezheng Palace without a word. Han Qing went directly to the bedroom. Meng Qinghuan wanted to follow, but Han Qing used two doors to separate himself from him. Space, Meng Qinghuan raised his hand to knock on the door, but after hesitating again and again, he put down his hand and went back to his room, which he hadn't been in for a long time.

When Meng Qinghuan saw Han Qing again, it was already the afternoon of the next day. Han Qing sent someone to tell him that he had a headache, and asked Meng Qinghuan to go to Han Qing's bedroom, and Meng Qinghuan left his room.

Entering Han Qing's bedroom, Meng Qinghuan saw that Han Qing was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, breathing evenly, as if he was asleep or not, Meng Qinghuan moved lightly to the position above Han Qing's head and knelt down, feeling slightly cool. Putting both hands on Han Qing's temples, he gently massaged in circular motions.

Judging from Han Qing's slightly trembling eyelids, Meng Qinghuan was sure that Han Qing was not asleep. After massaging for half an hour, Han Qing's frown that had just been frowned slowly relaxed, his eyelids stopped trembling, and his breathing became even. Only then did Meng Qinghuan stop.

Meng Qinghuan stared blankly at the sleeping Han Qing, and could only sigh softly. He remembered that he had promised the abbot that when Han Qing's headache recovered, he would leave the palace and never set foot in the palace again. It's time for the "bad relationship" between him and Han Qing to come to an end, but because of the incident between Comet and Zhao Rongzhen, it seems that Han Qing's illness will not recover for a while.Meng Qinghuan felt that he was conflicted. He hoped that Han Qing would get rid of the headache as soon as possible and get healthy, but he also hoped that the headache would recover slowly so that he could leave the palace later and spend more time with Han Qing.

Because as long as he leaves this palace, he will be separated from the peaceful sleeping person beside him by mountains and rivers, and he will never see him again.

Or maybe, because of the matter between Comet and Zhao Rongzhen, Han Qing would kick him out of the palace early...

Thinking of this, Meng Qinghuan frowned unconsciously.

Meng Qinghuan covered Han Qing with a quilt, then lightly lay down beside Han Qing on his side, with his forehead lightly resting on Han Qing's shoulder. In order not to wake Han Qing up, Meng Qinghuan could only cover his mouth and sob in a muffled voice. , Until I was tired from crying, and even I fell asleep.

In the evening, when it was already dark, Han Qing woke up, Meng Qinghuan who was still sleeping beside him, he calmed down, and then remembered that because of the incident between Comet and Zhao Rongzhen last night, he didn't sleep well, and there was still morning sleep. , After lunch, his head hurts badly, so someone called Meng Qinghuan to treat him, because Meng Qinghuan fell asleep by himself after massage.

Meng Qinghuan was still lying on his side, and Han Qing also lay on his side, facing Meng Qinghuan face to face, unable to take his eyes off Meng Qinghuan's face for a long time.

The person next to him is quiet and elegant, and he speaks without arrogance or impetuosity, without rush or slowness, always giving his anxious mood a little coolness and tranquility.

Han Qing asked himself many times, why did he fall in love with this person?

Bright and clear eyes?Calm personality?Or pure and untainted?

It seems to have both, and there may be more unspeakable reasons.

Thinking of this, Han Qing smiled self-deprecatingly, what qualifications did he have to say that Comet was an embarrassment for the royal family?Aren't I and Meng Qinghuan the same as Comet and Zhao Rongzhen?

Han Qing didn't know the agreement between Comet and Zhao Rongzhen, but at least, those two people might not see each other again, while Meng Qinghuan was still by his side.

dinner time.

Han Qing and Meng Qinghuan sat together to eat quietly. They didn't talk to each other. After a few mouthfuls, Meng Qinghuan felt that he couldn't eat any more, so he put down the bowl and chopsticks, hesitating whether to tell the abbot the result of the divination to Comet and Zhao Rongzhen. Han Qing.

"Isn't it to your taste?" Seeing that Meng Qinghuan had stopped eating, Han Qing looked up at Meng Qinghuan, "Why don't you ask the Imperial Dining Room to cook something you like..."

"No need, Qinghuan is already full." Meng Qinghuan shook his head.

Han Qing ate a few more mouthfuls. In fact, he felt that he had no appetite, so he put down the bowl and chopsticks and asked the maid to clean up the rest of the food.

The maid closed the door from the outside, leaving only Han Qing and Meng Qinghuan in the room.

"actually……"

"I know, I'm not qualified to say that about Comet and Zhao Rongzhen, I know it all, I was just talking in a moment of anger..."

"But the speaker is unintentional, the listener is intentional... The abbot said that His Royal Highness Comet and General Zhao are actually destined. They are only destined to be husband and wife, but not destined to be husband and wife. It may be because both of them are men... No matter whether you have Introduce them to each other, they may meet in another way, and they will still come to this point today, they are like a manjusawa, although there will always be a moment of rendezvous, but the end of one is the end of the other At the beginning of a person, life and death are inseparable, but life and life are wrong..."

"Manzhushahua? What is that?" Han Qing heard this name for the first time, so he looked at Meng Qinghuan strangely.

"It is a kind of flower. The flower is bright red, just like the red color in the Palace of His Royal Highness Comet. When the flower blooms, you can't see the leaves; when the flowers fall, you can't see the leaves. It is said that it is the only scenery on Huangquan Road. "

Han Qing snorted coldly, "What a desperate flower..."

"But flowers also exist in real life. There were such flowers in the yard where I lived before."

"Why do you want to plant such flowers?"

"Because it always reminds me that no one can live without anyone, just like this flower, when it is in full bloom, it is red and gorgeous, and when it is low-key, it is green and pure..."

Han Qing squinted his eyes, thinking about the meaning of Meng Qinghuan's words, but he couldn't figure it out, but he always felt that he couldn't grasp the person next to him, and even this person would disappear one day.

"Your Majesty, I am not pleading for His Royal Highness Comet and General Zhao, but I just want to tell you that they may not live forever, so...while the two of them can still be together, give them a little more time and let them interact with each other." Cherish, when they leave each other, they can still leave a thought, when they feel lonely, it will make them think that they have indeed cherished each other with the person buried in their hearts, and have never regretted it."

Meng Qinghuan's words made Han Qing realize something.

"Are you talking about Comet and Rongzhen, or you and me?"

Meng Qinghuan just lowered his head and smiled, without answering.

At this moment, there were a few hasty knocks on the door, and then a maid came in, "Your Majesty, the servants are from the Ming and Qing Palaces, and I would like to invite Mr. Meng to go. Our master has been feverish since the morning and has been Up to now..."

Han Qing became anxious when he heard this, and stood up as soon as he slapped the table, "Then why didn't you report it until now?! Why didn't you tell the imperial doctor?" The maid knelt on the ground with a "plop".

"Your Highness won't let the imperial physician be passed on, and you won't read it when you say it. Whoever invites the imperial physician will leave the Ming and Qing Palaces. The servants dare not... But now His Highness is starting to talk nonsense... The servants are afraid..." Maid Narrating in trepidation, Han Qing was a little anxious and turned twice on the ground.

"Qinghuan, go and help Comet take a look..."

"Isn't the emperor going?" Meng Qinghuan stood up, ready to go to the Ming and Qing palaces.

"I... Let me talk again, you go, come back and talk to me."

Meng Qinghuan looked at Han Qing helplessly, then bowed and headed to the Ming and Qing Palace.

Comet’s fever was caused by the fire attacking his heart in a short period of time. He was lying on the ground in thin clothes and caught cold outside. The heat in his body could not come out, and the cold air entered his body again, which caused him to have a fever. This high fever lasted for five days After subsiding, Meng Qinghuan only went back to the Zheng Palace to change clothes twice, and spent the rest of the time in the Ming and Qing Palace taking care of Comet.

But Han Qing never went to see Comet. He was worried about Comet, but if Comet woke up, he didn't know what to say, whether to ask for his care, or continue to blame him.

He can't do both.

Han Qing could only know some information about the comet from Meng Qinghuan.

In fact, in the past five days, Comet woke up very rarely, and only for a short time, and fell asleep again after drinking the medicine.

Comet has a lot of dreams, a lot of dreams about Zhao Rongzhen. In the dream, the two of them seem to be hugging each other and crying, and they rarely laugh together. Dry again, dry and wet results.

Meng Qinghuan, who had been watching over him all the time, knew that no matter what Comet dreamed, the tears were real.

Five days later, Comet's illness was mostly cured, he was awake for a long time, and he was able to eat some light food.

"Mr. Meng, go back. I'm almost recovered. I'll trouble you these few days." Although most of the illness has been cured, Comet, who was already thin, looked even thinner, as if he could be blown down by a gust of wind.

Meng Qinghuan, who was sitting by the bed, wanted to comfort Comet several times, but he didn't know what to comfort, so he kept silent in the end.

"Your Highness, rest well."

It was already evening when we came out of the Ming and Qing Palaces. It had just snowed during the day, and it had stopped in the evening. On the way back to the Hezheng Palace, candles were already lit, lighting up Meng Qinghuan's way back. He breathed slowly. In the fresh air after the snow, an inexplicable sadness protruded from a certain corner of the body, and the blood spread to the whole body, so that Meng Qinghuan stopped, raised his head and looked at the already blackened sky, two lines of tears Slowly flowing down the corners of the eyes, flowing into the temples...

One month after Zhao Rongzhen left the palace, the Lunar New Year also came. In this month, Han Qing and Comet had never seen each other. Comet had never even been out of the Ming and Qing Palaces. The maid said that Comet either wrote the music score or slept every day. Zhongyi was not in the palace. Only when Meng Qinghuan came could he say a few words. Han Qing could only sigh when the situation was brought back to the Hezheng Palace.

"Could it be that I was wrong?" Han Qing asked Meng Qinghuan like this, but Meng Qinghuan neither affirmed nor denied it.

"Your majesty, you did nothing wrong or right. You are just thinking about the future of the two of you."

Apart from the matter of Zhao Rongzhen and Comet, last time Zhao Rongzhen repelled Jin Guo[Note] and he was ready to move again. It was just because of the Chinese New Year that he did not challenge them. I heard that Ren Qiang was also the first class of Jin Guo After Zhao Rongzhen shot him to death with an arrow, the morale of the Kingdom of Jin also plummeted. If the two countries were to try again like this, it should be serious.

These two things made Han Qing's headaches that had recovered a lot and showed signs of continuous attacks. Almost every other night, Han Qing's headaches would last until midnight. Meng Qinghuan, who had already moved back to his room, could only stay again. Move back to Han Qing's bedroom, and massage Han Qing every day until Han Qing falls asleep.

After Han Qing woke up, he asked Meng Qinghuan several times, "What would I do without you?" Meng Qinghuan could only smile wryly and didn't answer. Every time, he would answer silently in his heart, "I will always leave."

According to the original agreement, Zhao Rongzhen's wedding was held on New Year's Eve as scheduled. On the day of returning, Zhao Rongzhen was scolded by his father, and then his father started to prepare for the wedding. Zhao Rongzhen did not resist, but sometimes he would help Busy, but also became less talkative, except for some opinions about the wedding sometimes, she hardly spoke much, Zhao's father and Zhao's mother didn't bother to talk to Zhao Rongzhen.

Zhang Wei has been watching from the side. He knew that Zhao Rongzhen must have been hiding in the comet when he entered the palace that day, but he came back after hiding for only two days, and then became silent. Only once, Zhang Wei found Zhao Rongzhen hiding in a corner Wiping tears secretly, he didn't go to comfort him, because he knew that Zhao Rongzhen must be depressed, and he didn't know what he and Xixing said, or maybe, the two of them were like this. After getting married, Zhao Rongzhen was still the guardian of the country. General, still the emperor Han Qing's friend, still the eldest son of Zhao's father and Zhao's mother, still Zhang Wei's brother, and one more identity - Wu Lijun's husband, but one less identity - the invisibility of His Royal Highness Comet spouse.

Before getting married, Zhao Rongzhen had never even met the person who was going to be his bride. Knowing that on the day of marriage, he brought the bride with a red hijab to his home, Zhao Rongzhen still hadn't seen the face of this person, perhaps, Zhao Rongzhen was not interested in knowing .

On New Year's Eve, red lanterns were hung up and down Zhao's residence, and there were quite a few dignitaries who came to congratulate them. Everyone had official or sincere smiles on their faces. Han Qing didn't go to the wedding, but sent someone to Sending a congratulatory gift, on the one hand, his own headache was attacking, on the other hand, it was also because he still didn't know how to face Zhao Rongzhen.

Zhao Rongzhen who had been sitting in the corner had already drank almost a pot of wine before the banquet started. Zhang Wei found him in the crowd and sat next to him.

"Brother, you will become someone else's husband tonight."

"You don't need to remind me, I know better than you." Zhao Rongzhen put the wine glass on the table with some force, with a dark expression.

"Now it's less than half an hour before the worship hall. I have only offered three cups to the servant who looked at the back door. He is almost drunk. This irresponsible person didn't even lock the door. It seems that one day I will Drive him away." Zhang Wei shook his head helplessly, Zhao Rongzhen looked at Zhang Wei in surprise, "Brother, drink less first, people have to live according to their own heart after all." Zhang Wei stood Standing up, patted Zhao Rongzhen on the shoulder, smiled meaningfully, and left Zhao Rongzhen to greet the guests, Zhao Rongzhen could only watch Zhang Wei shuttle through the crowd gratefully.

Zhao Rongzhen in the corner felt his heart beating fast, and even his breathing quickened. He didn't know whether he should take advantage of the opportunity created by Zhang Wei.

After thinking for a long time, when the servant came to remind Zhao Rongzhen that there was still a quarter of an hour to worship, Zhao Rongzhen felt that time was running out.

Zhao Rongzhen nodded calmly, dismissed the servants, then stood up, maybe he drank a little too much just now, and the soles of his feet were still a little weak, he walked out of the living room, just in time to bump into Father Zhao, "What are you going to do?" Father Zhao looked Zhao Rongzhen up and down .

"Go...to the bathroom." Father Zhao smelled that Zhao Rongzhen smelled of alcohol, so he cursed in a low voice, and stepped aside to open the door.

"Come back quickly, the ceremony is about to begin."

Zhao Rongzhen walked towards the toilet at the back door, and when he got to the toilet, there was no one there. As Zhang Wei said, there was no servant at the back door, and the back door was still ajar.Zhao Rongzhen turned his head to look at the direction of the living room which was still brightly lit and people were coming and going.

"Zhang Wei, thank you. Parents, I'm sorry..."

Zhao Rongzhen didn't hesitate any longer, he stepped out the back door while still wearing a groom's attire, and left the house...

The author has something to say: The Kingdom of Jin [Note] This Kingdom of Jin is not the Kingdom of Jin that existed in history, it is just necessary for the plot, please don’t take it seriously~~