Zhuang Qian of Rebirth in the End Times

When Yu Mengyao opened her eyes for the first time, she almost thought she had a nightmare, she sat up suddenly, panting violently, her eye sockets gradually became moist.Just when she was about to cry, Cheng Ziyao, who was beside her, turned over and asked confusedly, "Yaoyao, what's wrong?"

At that moment, Yu Mengyao felt as if she had traveled through time, she almost didn't know where she was, confused and in a trance.But the strong disdain and sarcasm made her want to kick Cheng Ziyao out of bed and keep him away from her, the farther the better.But she is not her past, she just said lightly: "It's okay, you go to sleep."

Cheng Ziyao, who was sleepy and woken up, almost fell asleep again while waiting for the answer. After hearing the answer, he didn't notice his lover's indifference and alienation at all, and fell asleep curled up under the quilt again.

When Yu Mengyao was sitting there holding the quilt at a loss, her mobile phone rang, and she answered the phone immediately with trembling hands. This was a set of contradictory actions, but she completed it extremely quickly.

Because of Cheng Ziyao, Yu Mengyao avoided most of the content. When he hung up the phone, Cheng Ziyao was woken up again. Being woken up twice made him sleep less deeply. He squinted slightly and opened a crack to look at Yu Mengyao : "Yaoyao?"

Yu Mengyao quickly lay down under the quilt: "Go to sleep."

Soon Cheng Ziyao fell asleep again, and Yu Mengyao tried to stay away from him, keeping her nerves tensed, fearing that she would have contact with Cheng Ziyao, which would disgust her.

But obviously that 'nightmare' consumed her too much energy, she stared vigilantly, and gradually fell asleep.

When Yu Mengyao opened her eyes for the second time, the sky was already bright, and the community was noisy, housewives coming back from grocery shopping, old men walking birds, children running, all kinds of sounds vividly enlivened her senses and made her Make sure she's really back and not a dream.

Then she was quickly brought back to her senses by the sound of ping-pong-pong in the toilet. She lazily covered her small mouth, yawned, and walked to the toilet in her slippers.Leaning against the door, she saw Cheng Ziyao's mother washing clothes in a huge red plastic basin. Her rough hands were scrubbing Cheng Ziyao's shirt, which she bought with a month's salary. Obviously, This twice-worn garment is scrapped.

Cheng Ziyao's mother turned around, found her, and began to mutter, but perhaps forgot to control the volume, her sharp local accent should be heard in the living room.Yu Mengyao leaned against the door, listening to Cheng Ziyao's mother talking about how Cheng Ziyao should not buy her such an expensive birthday present from her spending too much money to always using the washing machine and not knowing how to save money, and from her indiscreet attire. , You must know that it is too extravagant to buy a piece of clothing for a few hundred yuan. In the past, they could have been used for a year...

Yu Mengyao didn't reply with restraint like in the past, trying to curry favor and prevent her from continuing to destroy these clothes that cannot be washed by hand, her eyes drifted to the pile of clothes that were not ready to be washed at all, and she smiled. , and left the toilet slowly.

Cheng Ziyao's mother's voice became louder, and there were some curses in the vernacular, which was extremely mean.

Yu Mengyao walked through the living room, ready to go to the kitchen to get some food for herself, obviously no one remembered to save breakfast for herself.Halfway through, she saw the white carpet covered in black mud, and shrugged her shoulders involuntarily.Yesterday, Cheng Ziyao's mother dragged a huge woven bag and broke into their small house indifferently. This was not the first time, but his relatives seemed to never remember to change their shoes. Next, Cheng Ziyao's mother took off her leather shoes that had hit the floor while whispering, and stepped on the carpet with her equally 'clean' feet.Well, Cheng Ziyao's relatives don't like slippers either.

A teenage girl, well, she's been working for two years, she's about to get married, but she's only 24, isn't she?In short, a young girl always feels that she marries someone out of love.Love will give her infinite power to break through all obstacles and pursue happiness.But it's a pity that marrying Cheng Ziyao is tantamount to accepting his endless poor relatives who never seem to know how to be polite. Yu Mengyao cracked two eggs, added salt and a little pepper, and shrugged helplessly.

While she was stirring the egg liquid, Cheng Ziyao's mother began to attack her for eating eggs. Well, in the past in the countryside, she couldn't eat eggs for a week...God knows what she and Cheng Ziyao made money for, to support Cheng Ziyao Two unrepentant younger brothers and an arrogant younger sister?And entertain his parents, uncles and aunts...

Yu Mengyao pulled up a strand of hair that was hanging down, and put the eggs in the microwave.She was always gentle and shy in the past. Although she was dissatisfied, she was also good-tempered to please her. After all, she thought that to love someone was to love everything about him, didn't she?What's more, every time these annoying relatives left, Cheng Ziyao would hug her guiltily, talk tiresome love words, take care of all the housework, and bring her countless little romances.

Yu Mengyao, who was still a young girl, snorted from her nose, her voice was still clear and moving, her disdain and sarcasm only made her more beautiful, after all, she was a weak girl in the past, and she lost a little bit of dazzling brilliance.

"Ding" the microwave oven rang, Yu Mengyao took out the steamed egg with gloves, took a box of yogurt along the way, and carefully carried it back to her room, ready to have a late breakfast.

Cheng Ziyao's mother gave up doing laundry, well, she has been waiting for Yu Mengyao to pick it up, and then she can lean on the door frame to point and dictate with her native accent.She closed the door with all her might in dissatisfaction, the bang seemed to make the corridor tremble, Yu Mengyao blinked indifferently, her thick eyelashes fluttered like the wings of a beautiful butterfly, she knew where Cheng Ziyao's mother was going, Cheng Ziyao's The younger brother also lives in the city, and his dear mother always visits him with bags from his cowardly older brother's house.

After breakfast, Yu Mengyao began to organize her things.It starts with money and the requisite change of clothes.Then there are the relics left by her parents before their death. They are a couple of scholarly families who are gentle and love their only daughter, but it is a pity that a car accident took their lives.

An emerald pendant, rich emerald green, seems to have life flowing in it, this small piece of jade is worth the small house that she and Cheng Ziyao jointly bought with a loan, but unfortunately she didn't have time to go home in her previous life, she has nothing take away.The large piece of jadeite was reprocessed by Yu Mengyao's mother, and the platinum pattern was cleverly entwined with the emerald green jade, dotted with a few small transparent diamonds, passed through by a platinum chain, and Yu Mengyao wore it on her chest.

There are also a few ancient paintings, some years old, well preserved, Yu Mengyao carefully put them in the box, although they are useless in the last days, they are worthy of her protection.

Looking at the still empty box, Yu Mengyao opened the closet and put in the clothes she liked, a coat, two skirts, and two cloaks, which she bought in the past, since she and Cheng Ziyao were together. After that, they will become able to manage their small family carefully and carefully.She would use the money from buying clothes in the past to buy a vase to put at home, or buy some gifts for Cheng Ziyao. She always felt that the family needed to be run.

Finally, there are some jewelry she likes very much, such as bracelets made of sandalwood, earrings made of pearls and silver, ivory hairpins, etc. Some are very expensive, some are very cheap, but she carefully selects and has been kept.Although she had to put it away when Cheng Ziyao's relatives were around, to avoid being 'borrowed' away, or being regarded as ignorant of economy by the elders.

Of course, she abandoned the engagement ring that Cheng Ziyao gave her. It was a platinum ring. Cheng Ziyao, who was still a college student, worked half a year and gave it to herself on Christmas night in the snow.He said: "Yaoyao, we will get better and better." Then he rushed to the next part-time job.Yu Mengyao played with the ring that she regarded as a treasure, and smiled gently. This is really touching. Even when I think about it now, I can't deny that Cheng Ziyao loves herself.

Yu Mengyao gently put the ring on the table, and admitted that she was indeed a young and silly girl in the past, and she fell into a strange circle.She loves Cheng Ziyao, and is moved by Cheng Ziyao's love, and whenever she can't bear the grievances brought by Cheng Ziyao, the man with his expression will always bring her a new touch.So she is always reluctant to leave, because this is the little home they arranged with their own hands, this decoration was chosen by them together, this crystal swan was given by him, they kiss on this sofa, they cook together in the kitchen... Too many touches dragged her down, and she was reluctant to part with so much that she had to comfort herself time and time again that she would be fine, but her life was getting worse and worse until the end of the world, when she was abandoned.

But now, she was about to leave. After experiencing life and death, she found that there was nothing she was reluctant to part with, whether it was the gift from Cheng Ziyao or the home they decorated together.

That's right, young girls always think that love is everything, but in fact life is the main theme, love will always be worn away, touch will always be numb, some edges and corners will always be smoothed, and some emotions will always dissipate.Besides, even if love is everything, Cheng Ziyao doesn't love her enough, maybe she is too demanding, but Cheng Ziyao really loves himself more, doesn't he?If he really loves himself so much, why doesn't he insist on some, and some more, such as the wedding they were supposed to have last year, which was canceled because his younger brother needed to buy a house.

Yu Mengyao put on a white long gown and a beige knit jacket, and dressed herself up like a traveling princess. She pursed her lips and smiled at herself in the mirror, and squeezed herself like seaweed Thick and smooth curls.

I'm going to live for myself, she thought.

Yu Mengyao dragged the suitcase out of the door and closed the door gently. She didn't bring the key because she won't be coming back.

Walking on the road in the community, the wheels of the suitcase made an even sound on the ground. Yu Mengyao felt more and more relaxed in her heart. When she looked up, the sky was high and vast, just like what she saw when she died, but now she is alive.

"Mengyao, go on a trip? It's so sudden." A kind aunt living downstairs asked with a smile.

Yu Mengyao slowed down, but didn't stop. She also responded with a smile: "Well, it's a temporary decision. I'm still young. I have to walk more places and see more scenery."