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However, Tang Siyu thought about it in the subsequent conversation, and the other party seemed to be more reliable, at least he was able to capture his own problem so accurately.

To say that he has already worked hard to overcome it, but the fear of the crowd still faintly exists in the deepest part of his heart.Other people's sights, every move of others, and others... all make him pay the utmost attention like a frightened bird, and bring feedback from body to heart.Although under normal circumstances the current Tang Siyu would not feel that others were laughing at him while walking on the road, but that was in exchange for every bit of practice after going out.

"...Social phobia is not a serious problem. Many people in the world will have the same confusion as you." The young man has messy short fluffy hair. Tang Siyu and Feng Zexi both kept a considerable distance from him, "So don't worry too much, you have been doing very well in the past six months, haven't you? Will you be scared when you see me now? Surely not. Of course! "The other party felt very good about himself and held his face together, "A helpful and kind person like me will not be feared by others."

Tang Siyu: "..."

"You have to believe this, many people have the same emotions as you, and they will also be nervous." The other party came over and kicked Feng Zexi's chair, "If you ask your friends, you will know that I am right. You have faced up to your shortcomings, but failed to face up to your strengths in time. This is your shortcoming. Tang Siyu, you need to communicate more with others and force yourself to do it. Try to share your opinions with others, It’s not a big deal even if you say something wrong, you have to learn not to magnify your feelings. Do you often misunderstand that you will be the focus of ridicule on the street? Don’t think so, who has the extra time to pay attention to you? Actually You have been defeating yourself time and time again now, haven’t you? I think you have no problem contacting ordinary people, just try to overcome it. If you want to make greater progress, it is nothing more than participating in more activities and letting you People who are not familiar with you can also recognize that you are a good friend..."

Afterwards, the young man expounded many issues at length for about two and a half hours. According to Tang Siyu's observation, he never drank water once, and he felt extremely thirsty just sitting there and listening.Then the other party said: "This time I will not charge money for the sake of my relatives. Otherwise, according to my price, it would be at least a few thousand yuan."

After Tang Siyu came out, he hesitated and asked Feng Zexi, "You said he came back from abroad for the New Year?"

"Supposedly yes."

"...Is that foreign country Japan?"

Feng Zexi was taken aback for a moment and then laughed: "Xiaoyu, you can tell jokes hahaha..."

All in all, the biggest impact on Tang Siyu after seeing a psychiatrist was probably the May [-]th Youth Day after the first semester of his freshman year. Under the pressure of Feng Zexi, he signed up for a speech contest... On the day of the qaq preliminary competition, Tang Siyu finally squeezed After the manuscript came out, I was sweating profusely in the dormitory doing psychological construction.

stand up!Tang Siyu, you can do it!

sit down!Oh missed so many strangers qaq

stand up!

sit down!

...After repeating it several times, the manuscript in his hand was ravaged beyond recognition.

Han Qi asked curiously: "Xiao Tang, are you still leaving? You won't be late, right?"

Zeng Jianlin looked at his watch: "It's impossible to start now, there are still 13 minutes and 27 seconds for Xiao Tang to wander around here."

A bad premonition suddenly rose in Tang Siyu's heart: "You don't know... are you going to watch?"

Zeng Jianlin said: "That's right, a brother in a dormitory is going to give a speech, can we not join us?"

Han Qi said: "Of course I'm going, I'm so sorry that I couldn't go to see your cosplay due to unexpected circumstances~~~~~"

...you are enough!

Feng Zexi came in from the door at this time, squinted at the three of them, and fixed his eyes on Tang Siyu: "You haven't changed your clothes yet?"

Tang Siyu looked hesitantly at the clothes hanging on the side: "No need..."

"Come here." Feng Zexi did not allow him to continue to hesitate, and decisively dragged him into the bathroom with his clothes, "Take it off."

Tang Siyu wrapped his clothes tightly: "Don't do it..."

Feng Zexi stared at him for a while, then suddenly smiled: "You have two choices now."

Tang Siyu stared wide-eyed: "Huh?"

"One is to change it yourself, and the other is to change it for you." Feng Zexi approached him more and more, his breathing seemed to blend together, "Xiaoyu, you know that I would like you to choose the second one. I I think you probably like the second point too?"

"No, no, I'll choose one! Choose one!" Tang Siyu quickly grabbed his clothes and changed.

When he came out, he was still uncomfortable, pulling his collar from time to time, raising his glasses and stroking his hair.

Han Qi whistled, "That's right, Xiao Tang, put on a formal attire and look like a dog..." Then he was glared at by Feng Zexi, and immediately stopped talking, "You're so handsome!"

"Really?" Tang Siyu didn't have any confidence at all. Although he had seen himself look very beautiful in women's clothing, he firmly believed that the cliff was due to Li Baiyan's superb makeup skills.And formal wear... is a field that he has never challenged in two lifetimes!

Fortunately, Zeng Jianlin gave him an affirmative answer: "It's very handsome."

Tang Siyu breathed a sigh of relief, he didn't dare to look at himself in the mirror a few more times!

"Let's go, it's too late if we don't go." Feng Zexi dragged him out of the door, Han Qi and Zeng Jianlin also followed.

The preliminary competition is held in the college, and the top three will represent each college to participate in the school competition. If they are particularly outstanding, they may be selected to participate in the inter-school speech contest.When Tang Siyu and his party arrived at the competition venue, they were less than 3 minutes away from the contestants drawing lots. As soon as he entered, he saw a group of acquaintances on the opposite side.

The other party also saw them, but only Xie Jin came over: "Lu Han and Lao Jin are both judges, so it's inconvenient to come here now. Look at your outfits... Xiao Tang won't be the only one competing today, right?"

Tang Siyu sighed: "It's really only me."

Xie Jin patted him on the shoulder and said with a smile: "That's pretty good, we don't have to cheer for anyone else, just cheer for you!"

Tang Siyu thanked in a low voice, his eyes drifted casually, but he happened to bump into Jin Huayang who was sitting next to Lu Han not far away.

He opened his eyes like an electric shock, and his mind went blank.

But he can clearly feel that the other person's eyes have been following him closely, and he wants to convince himself that the feeling of being on his back is an illusion, but when he turns his head inadvertently, he can always meet the other's eyes, Tang Siyu understands that this is by no means an illusion .

The strange thing is that under this circumstance, the system keeps reminding him that the intimacy between him and Jin Huayang is increasing a little bit.

After hanging up the phone on the winter vacation, Tang Siyu was worried that Jin Huayang would stop calling, but their conversation did not stop after that.Although the topic revolves around various games most of the time, it occasionally expands endlessly.But since returning to school after the winter vacation, the contact between him and Jin Huayang has decreased instead.

I don't know if I think I don't feel lonely at school, Jin Huayang won't call, and it's not easy for students of different grades living in different dormitory areas to meet each other.

The Jin Huayang I saw this time seemed to be a little thinner, and the outline of his side face was much more skeletal than in the impression.

Tang Siyu was taken aback, he had seen the other party's current situation clearly with just a glimpse!

He couldn't help but reach out and touch his chest. Could it be that the beating heart inside has undergone some unknowable change?

but……

No, he looked at Feng Zexi, and Tang Siyu immediately confirmed that his heart would still beat faster because of Feng Zexi, and he still understood the emotion he was not very familiar with.

_(:з)∠)_

so tangled……

While Tang Siyu was struggling, he heard the call of a horn.

Fuck!He jumped up with a whoosh, he he he he didn't memorize the manuscript just now! ! !

All players drew lots uniformly before the start of the game, and in the end his number was neither forward nor backward, which belonged to a pretty good position.It stands to reason that there is enough time for him to prepare, but because Tang Siyu has been struggling with other issues, he has one, one, word, no, no, read the manuscript in his hand!

Tang Siyu is about to cry, will he forget his words after he takes the stage? With so many audiences and judges in front of him, he will definitely be nervous and will definitely forget his words. If he forgets his words, how embarrassing it will be! If he has a problem, he won't be laughed at to death. If so, he really doesn't want to live...

In a short corridor, his steps were as heavy as lead.

The stage ahead was like a black hole that would eat people, Tang Siyu's legs were shaking.

"Xiaoyu."

About to take the stage, Feng Zexi's voice finally reached his ears.

Tang Siyu couldn't wait to turn his head back. He really hoped that Feng Zexi could say "Let's not give a speech and go back, Xiaoyu", but he knew that was impossible.

Of course Feng Zexi would not say that: "Xiaoyu, remember our agreement, you will overcome all difficulties, right?"

"...Yes." Tang Siyu thought that his smiling face at the moment was uglier than crying.

Then, he finally stood on stage.

The stage was empty, with two microphones erected in the center, and an 8-minute countdown began on the electronic screen on the left.Tang Siyu walked to the center of the microphone, and he saw the dark crowd under the stage with a glance, and his throat seemed to be blocked with nervousness.

Until a light cough came, Tang Siyu immediately discovered the source of the sound in the silence, which was the judge's seat closest to the stage.

"come on."

The silent encouragement from Jin Huayang's mouth shape, coupled with the sincere eyes of the other party, seemed to turn into courage and poured into Tang Siyu's body in an instant.

"Everyone, teachers and judges, good morning. People say..." The manuscript, which seemed to be not very deep in memory a moment ago, jumped out of his mouth clearly word by word, "...the topic of my speech today yes……"

For 8 minutes, he kept staring at Jin Huayang, and Jin Huayang kept looking at him.