rebirth love

Is lost?Still not reconciled?

Or is it both?

I don't want to see the other party treat me well - he knows every bit of it, he will stand by his side at all times, he will comfort himself, he will blame himself, all emotions seem to be involved - all It comes from a cold system rather than from the heart, even if what you get in the end is not what you expected.While saying that he doesn't want to disturb the base, but when he finds out that the other party's desire to disturb the base may be due to the system's troubles, he feels indescribably disappointed.

Such ambivalence!

Tang Siyu was terrified when he realized this.

He has a feeling that his life seems to have unknowingly embarked on a direction that he hadn't planned before.

Could it be that he is simply wanting to refuse or welcome? ? ?

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Fuck!Tang Siyu, you can't think about it anymore!It must be scary to think about it any further!

Noticing his terrified eyes, Feng Zexi's expression was a bit gloomy, did his words scare Xiaoyu?No matter how many preparations he had made before, once he, who never knew his own mood, faced the change from a good friend to another identity, it was normal to feel that it was too sudden, especially when Jin Huayang had done something beforehand.

"Xiaoyu..."

"Ozawa..."

Both of them were silent for a while, and suddenly spoke at the same time.

After discovering the crash, Tang Siyu and Feng Zexi looked at each other and laughed in unison.Tang Siyu beat Feng Zexi this time and said, "Ozawa, the person I need to be most grateful to in this life is you..."

When he heard him say "this life", Feng Zexi squinted his eyes.

"You have been helping me, dragging me out of a sick house, and making me fit in. Although I haven't seen a psychiatrist yet, I can feel that many things are getting better. Maybe it won't happen at all. I don't need to go to a doctor, my illness can heal on its own. All this is thanks to you, Ozawa." Tang Siyu became a little excited when he spoke, and his nose and eye sockets were a little hot.

Alas, in fact, he doesn't need to be so hypocritical.Whether it's because of the system or something else, the kindness Feng Zexi treats him is real.Could it be that with a system, even a deep friendship has to be doubted!What's more, even he himself can prove that the system is very unreliable. You see, the system has been trying every means to make him mess up, but isn't he still straight!

Tang Siyu sniffled, "When I woke up from illness, it was you who helped me take care of me. When I dared not go out, it was you who helped me dispel my cowardice. When I wanted to pursue your sister, it was you You helped me find out what she likes and asked her out. When I lost the living expenses given by my parents, you also helped me find a part-time job..." In this way, it seems that there is no time in life when Feng Zexi is not around.Whether it's a part-time job, in the dormitory, or in class, he seems to be by his side and never leaves.Maybe sometimes Tang Siyu didn't notice his existence, but he was still clear in his heart.As long as Feng Zexi is by his side, he will become more courageous, "Ozawa, you are really my good friend, good brother! I don't know when you had such... feelings for me." It's just about basic love Tang Siyu was still a little awkward, "I don't know how it happened, maybe the system did something..."

"Wait!" Feng Zexi noticed the word he said, "What system?"

Almost slipping the tongue, Tang Siyu quickly changed his words, "No, maybe I accidentally gave you the illusion, maybe it's something else. Anyway, Ozawa, maybe the problem is not with you but with me. Uh... according to those novel scripts Yes, it seems that I should thank you? Anyway, I really don’t want to disturb the sex.” In his life concept, he has always planned to “meet the girl whom he likes → develop a good impression → pursue the girl → fall in love with the girl → step by step into the marriage hall", "So, I can only say sorry, Ozawa."

Your sister, although this is indeed my own voice, but do you really feel so guilty!Tang Siyu even felt so guilty that his heart ached...

"Really." Feng Zexi didn't have much negative expression on his face, but smiled slightly, "I understand what you mean, it's okay Xiaoyu."

"……Eh?"

"I didn't intend to tell you to accept it just once."

Tang Siyu was stunned. What does this mean? Do you understand the literal meaning directly or does it have a deeper meaning?

"I've been prepared to fight a protracted war, don't I know, you guy, although you are very talkative sometimes, you are also very stubborn."

"Wait..." I always felt that something was wrong, Tang Siyu pondered hard, "I don't seem to be stubborn in this situation right now?"

Feng Zexi looked at him with more innocent eyes: "Don't you call?"

As if giving an affirmative answer would make the guilt feel deeper, Tang Siyu painfully decided to compromise: "... Well, it's stubbornness." It shouldn't be a problem to say a few words along with Feng Zexi, anyway, for his decision It was neither painful nor itchy.

Feng Zexi raised the corners of his lips in satisfaction, "That's good."

Tang Siyu: "..."

What the hell is that word!Tang Siyu almost spat out a mouthful of blood, why don't you talk to him in this kind of tone like teasing a pet!

Feng Zexi was completely unaware of his inner entanglement, and continued to pat Tang Siyu's head again with an attitude like teasing a pet, and quickly messed up that short hair, making his eyes look more silly against the eyes looking from behind the lens.A stick must be given a sweet date, and the policy and strategy of action have been determined long ago. Feng Zexi did not continue the previous topic at this time, but pulled Tang Siyu to the bathroom naturally: "I just helped you get the water. It's done, it's getting late, take a shower and go to bed."

"...Well." Tang Siyu suddenly felt that everything just now was an illusion, and he and his good friends still got along the way they used to get along!He decided not to think too much, and obediently took the towel and went to the bathroom.

It was very comfortable to pour hot water on my body, the heat was steaming, and the world without glasses seemed to be blurred, and so was the memory just now.Tang Siyu went out after taking a shower, and found that Feng Zexi was reading some book with only a small light on.The other party didn't make any unnecessary movements, so he put everything before the bath behind him with peace of mind, and climbed into bed to sleep.

What Tang Siyu at this time forgot even more completely was that not long ago another person said something to him, and during the period when he sent that person back to the dormitory downstairs, he firmly believed that the other person was drinking. He didn't say much when he was drunk, thinking that everything would be back on track tomorrow...

So when he was squatting in the pit early the next morning and was urged out by the phone, Tang Siyu found that it was Jin Huayang on the other end. The memory that was deliberately forgotten last night was instantly recalled, and he was so scared that he slammed the microphone out.

There was still shouting: "Xiao Tang? Xiao Tang? Xiao Tang?"

Tang Siyu stared at the phone, not wanting to pick it up.

After a while, just as he was about to pick up the microphone, an arm stretched out from behind and grabbed the microphone.Because the other person's body was too close to his own, Tang Siyu could clearly feel the body temperature and breath of the other person. Tang Siyu's whole body froze, unable to move at all, so he could only weakly shout: "Xiao, Xiaoze..."

"It's impolite to drop the phone without saying anything." Feng Zexi didn't seem to know his stiffness, and said into the phone again, "Brother Jin? My Xiaoyu must have been frightened."

The other end immediately fell silent, and no one spoke for a long time.

Feng Zexi did not hang up the phone, but waited patiently.

Tang Siyu wanted to walk away, but his body happened to be trapped between Feng Zexi and the shoe cabinet.When he looked around uncomfortably, his waist suddenly felt itchy. It turned out that Feng Zexi's other hand was put there at some point, and his fingers were gently pressing from left to right like playing a piano.

He looked down at Feng Zexi's constantly moving hands, and felt that his good friend's fingers were really beautiful, and they did not disappoint his beauty at all...

Eh wait...

Being pointed at the waist by a guy of the same sex, shouldn't you be repelled and get goosebumps all over your body, right?But why didn't I feel that kind of emotion at all, instead my thoughts turned to such a weird direction...

Tang Siyu shivered and didn't dare to think about it.

And there was finally a movement on the other end of the phone: "Your home?"

"Yes." Feng Zexi rested his chin on Tang Siyu's shoulder, and his cheek almost touched Tang Siyu's neck, "It belongs to my family. Brother Jin, you seem to have done something you shouldn't do yesterday. Brother's boundaries... Oh, is that right, you want Xiaoyu to talk about it instead of me? But my Xiaoyu was scared by you, how can I tell you? Well, if there is nothing else, I will hang up. "

Tang Siyu heard him put the microphone back heavily, looking at the phone in fear, wondering if this thing is solid enough, will it be damaged by playing...

So much so that she didn't notice that Feng Zexi still didn't let go of him, and said in a warm voice, "He really kissed you Xiaoyu yesterday."

Tang Siyu wanted to clarify but felt that the object of clarification was unscientific. He wanted to push Feng Zexi away only to find that he had been let go.The two stared at each other for a while, Tang Siyu estimated that he needed a buffer, and he didn't even want to go to the computer room.Anyway, after getting dressed, he said bluntly, "Xiao Ze, I'll go out for a while, please ask for a leave of absence for me." He left the dormitory without looking back.

When he strolled around the playground near the teaching building for one lap, two laps, three laps... n laps, it was estimated that it was almost 10 o'clock, Tang Siyu was about to continue the n+1 lap, when he saw the goddess from Turned out from the building in front and walked towards the school gate with big strides.

He was a little worried and wanted to follow, but he stopped when he thought of the basic system.It wasn't until he remembered that his intimacy with the goddess was still at a low level, that Tang Siyu followed with confidence.