rebirth love

After solving the memory in a hearty way, Tang Siyu saw Li Baiyan standing there as soon as he entered the computer room, supporting Feng Zexi's table with one hand, sitting on it, lowering his head, probably talking to Feng Zexi.From the angle of the door, the distance between the two people was so close that they seemed to overlap.

Inexplicably, there was a tightness in the chest.

Tang Siyu stopped, stood at the door and thought carefully for a while.

Then he was shocked.

How could it be...

In the past, even if he saw the girl he had a crush on with his own eyes holding hands with her boyfriend, or even getting closer, he would at most be beaten to the wind and then despaired, then he would no longer believe in love, and then he would go back to his rented house to mourn , but it has never produced such a slightly sour...

It feels like being betrayed!

The only explanation is...

Is he true love for Li Baiyan?

Tang Siyu shook his head violently, this is unscientific!

This is absolutely unscientific!If only Li Baiyan is true love, then what is the soft girl I saw yesterday!What is Feng Liya!Then Feng Zexi, a good friend and future uncle, will definitely not have such a high degree of intimacy!

Where did I make a mistake, where did I make a mistake!

Tang Siyu tried his best to convince himself in his heart, and moved back slowly.

"Hahaha……"

But just in time to see Li Baiyan bending over with a smile on something she said to Feng Zexi, and her good friend also showed a soft smile.

Tang Siyu immediately had the feeling of being blinded by a dog's eyes. He really didn't want to see this picture at all. The two of them should be as far apart as their thoughts are!

"Xiaoyu?" Feng Zexi saw Tang Siyu first.

The good friend's eyes, which can be described as gentle, made Tang Siyu feel guilty for the thought just now, and he hummed.

Li Baiyan looked back and saw him, and laughed even louder.

Tang Siyu: "...?"

Li Baiyan finally stopped laughing, cleared her throat with a cough, stood up straight, patted him on the shoulder comfortingly, lowered her voice with a mysterious face: "Junior brother, go see a doctor."

Tang Siyu: "...??"

Li Baiyan continued, as if to persuade him: "Although I don't know any doctors in this field, there are quite a lot of small advertisements out there."

Tang Siyu: "...???"

Li Baiyan looked concerned: "Although it doesn't sound like a serious problem, it's also broadcast on TV. Frequent urination and urgent urination can also lead to serious consequences!"

Tang Siyu: "...!!!!!!"

Tang Siyu's eyes widened: "Sister, you misunderstood that I don't have that disease!!!"

The reason why a tragedy will always be a tragedy is because when he does something or says a word, there are often coincidences in time, place and character.For example, Tang Siyu is like this now.Just like the bitter sigh last time, his imposing sigh just happened when the others remained silent.

Like a stone stirring up a thousand waves, a loud cry in the dark night!

Everyone in the computer room looked over in unison.

Familiar (Jin Huayang, Xie Jin), unfamiliar (others), boys (most of them), girls (few girls including Li Baiyan), all looked at Tang Siyu.

He felt himself suddenly the center of the searchlight.

Tang Siyu's face turned red and white for a while.

He really wanted to go underground again, so many eyes made him feel stressed, he really missed the rental house with the curtains drawn!

Immediately afterwards, a small sound broke the stagnation in the computer room, but the sounds from all directions made Tang Siyu's nerves even more tense.

Obviously Feng Zexi is by his side, he has not felt at a loss when he has good friends for a long time, but I don’t know if it’s because the scene between Feng Zexi and Li Baiyan just now hurt his heart (?) and made him experience again It feels like the next moment your feet will step on the air.Tang Siyu didn't know what the eyes of those people meant, but he thought they must be laughing at him, and those chirping voices must be talking about him!Even though the other people didn't look at him any more at this time, and had already started their work, Tang Siyu still felt that their gazes were still fixed on him as if they were real, and that maybe they really thought he was sick.

Tang Siyu could only quickly squeeze Feng Zexi away and return to his seat to sit down, with his head down and his neck retracted as much as possible.

The tiny voice keeps amplifying in my ears, but I can't hear the content anyway. The panic is like a storm coming from nowhere in the body, and it won't go away.

The blood on Tang Siyu's face slowly faded.

Surprised by his desperate act of rushing into the seat just now, Li Baiyan opened her mouth, just about to speak.

Stopped by Feng Zexi, he made a "shh" gesture to signal her to leave first, then sat next to Tang Siyu, and stretched out his hand to hold his hand.

The first moment the back of his hand was covered by another person's warm hand, Tang Siyu subconsciously wanted to shake it off, but was clenched even harder by the other person.

At this time, Tang Siyu discovered that it was Feng Zexi.

"Xiaoyu." Feng Zexi's voice was very soft, "It's okay."

His words were like pressing a switch in Tang Siyu's head, and the negative emotions that he had vented a moment ago miraculously retracted, but he still couldn't help worrying about when these emotions would come out again .

So even though his emotions calmed down, Tang Siyu still felt desperate.

There has never been such a deep understanding of his own failure since his rebirth.Maybe even if he is reborn again, ten times, or even a hundred times, he will not be able to communicate normally with people, and he will feel terrible from the bottom of his heart when he sees people, and these things will not change fundamentally.

Originally, he thought that his rebirth should be meaningful, at least he was given a system, didn't he?But this system is clearly broken!He also said that he wanted to meet the first (secret) lovers who passed by before rebirth, but Feng Liya rejected her, and Li Baiyan was obviously closer to Feng Zexi...

Tang Siyu's face, which had just recovered from normal, began to turn pale again.

Feng Zexi frowned slightly, he raised his eyes and scanned the computer room, only Li Baiyan, Xie Jin and Jin Huayang in front of him cast worried gazes.Shaking his head at them, Feng Zexi pulled Tang Siyu up from his seat with force.

"Ozawa?"

"Come with me."

Tang Siyu was dragged out by him with his head drooping, his neck kept shrinking all the way, outside the computer room Feng Zexi looked back at him like this, and pursed his lips tightly: "Tang Siyu!"

"!"

Even Feng Zexi, who is a good friend and future uncle and whose intimacy is as high as A-level, has started to call him by his first name instead of his nickname!

The world is really gray.

Feng Zexi stared at him fixedly, his eyes were very complicated, and finally he fixed on helplessness, and reached out and knocked Tang Siyu hard on the forehead.

"Tang Siyu! Can you hear me?"

"...Audible." Tang Siyu answered honestly, he would not feel that the aura of his good friend is not like his peers for a moment, he is more like an adult man than the reborn self!

"Then hold your head high! Have you forgotten everything the instructor taught you?"

"...No, I haven't forgotten." Tang Siyu was shocked, and immediately stood up in a military posture.

"Senior Sister Li was just joking. Maybe she didn't expect your reaction to be so big. She should apologize to you later..."

"Eh? You apologized to me on her behalf?"

Feng Zexi rolled his eyes, and suddenly returned to his boyish appearance, "That's her business, why should I do it for you. What I want to talk about now is your business, please don't interrupt, okay?"

"Oh."

"What were you thinking just now? Why is your expression so ugly?"

"...No, it's nothing..." The dignity of a man determined that Tang Siyu couldn't tell him the truth.Although Feng Zexi's gaze became sharper and sharper, it was full of unspeakable pressure, which made his legs weak.He felt that Feng Zexi seemed to be angry, oh no, he was really angry.

But when he secretly raised his eyes, he saw Feng Zexi smiling.

...Fuck!

It's so terrible!

If the goddess looks like a hooligan when she smiles, how can a good friend look like a killer when she smiles!Tang Siyu is sure that it is murderous!That cliff is murderous!

Murderous intent came oncoming, followed by Feng Zexi's lukewarm laughter: "Hehe, why don't you let me guess?"

Tang Siyu froze.

"Are you... afraid?"

"Are you afraid of other people? Or afraid of other people's eyes? Afraid of other people's attention? Do you think it's scary? Do you think they can kill you with just their eyes?"

Tang Siyu's eyes wandered, he couldn't make any reaction, but he couldn't help complaining in his heart: It's you who can kill me with your eyes now!

"Or you think more, not only the eyes, but also their comments. Feel that they are laughing at you? Feel that you are useless in their eyes? Feel that you are worthless in their eyes? So you can only stand there To be ridiculed by them, to be regarded as useless by them, and to be considered useless by them? I think you are useless but useless! No wonder you will be laughed at!"

Every sentence that followed was like a needle, piercing deeply in Tang Siyu's heart.

He really wanted Feng Zexi to stop talking, but he couldn't help but continue listening.

If there is anyone he can trust in this world, if history is changed so much that even his parents are changed, then the only name in Tang Siyu's mind is Feng Zexi.