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Chapter 61 The Last Man
There were only some minor cuts on Jiang Nan's body. After the doctor came to work, he ignored Jiang Huajie's objections and went through the discharge procedures.
As for Jiang Huajie, although his wound didn't hurt the tendon and he didn't need a cast, but because of the damaged blood vessel, he lost a lot of blood and had to stay in the hospital for observation for the time being, so he had to watch Jiang Nan get out of the hospital.
Jiang Nan was still wearing the suit that she attended the wedding yesterday. As soon as she got home, she took a shower and changed clothes, cleaned herself from head to toe, and then slept in a daze for the whole day. When the sun was about to go down, she woke up and called the company. Ask for leave if you explain it, and go out to buy food when it's time to deliver food to Jiang Huajie.
He didn't want to think about what happened last night, and he didn't want to know the consequences of Bai Qi, it had nothing to do with him.
Jiang Huajie hadn't seen him all day, but he was a little surprised to see Jiang Nan appear at night.When he knew his purpose, he had nothing to say.He knew that from now on, he might not even be able to say a cruel word to Jiang Nan.He, Jiang Huajie, has lived for more than forty years, and now he has completely fallen into the hands of this person, and there is absolutely no possibility of turning over.
Jiang Nan didn't think too much about it, no matter how much negative emotion he had towards Jiang Huajie, just because he called Jiang Huajie 'Dad' for more than ten years, he couldn't let Jiang Huajie lie alone in the cold In the hospital, no one even takes care of three meals a day.However, other than that, he didn't pay much attention to Jiang Huajie.
After a few days like this, Jiang Nan went to work during the day, delivered meals to Jiang Huajie in the morning and evening, and ordered takeaway for him at the company at noon.
Until one evening, a visitor came to the ward.
Jiang Nan didn't expect to see Jiang Hua. Since Jiang Huajie's first day in the hospital, a group of people came and then left. This is the second time Jiang's family has visited.
Jiang Hua also just came back from vacation, so he heard from his family that Jiang Huajie was hospitalized, and also knew about Jiang Huajie's relationship with Jiang Nan. He didn't have many rejections and scruples from others, so he came to the hospital immediately after hearing.
Jiang Nan called Uncle Fourth, put the thermos cup on the side cabinet, set up the small table on the bed, poured out a bowl of soup from the thermos cup, put it on the table with the food he brought, and then sat down Next, he said to Jiang Hua: "When did you come back?"
"I just came back last night." While Jiang Hua was speaking, a pair of eagle eyes had already looked Jiang Nan up and down several times without concealing it, and Jiang Huajie stared at him with his eyes, and then looked back.He used to think that this nephew was good-looking, quiet-tempered, and different from the rest of the family, but he never thought that he would develop such a relationship with his third brother.But I remember when Jiang Nan was a child, or even not long ago, when he saw his third brother, he still looked like a mouse and a cat. Why did the two hook up soon?Jiang Hua had a quick mind and knew Jiang Huajie well. After thinking about it for a while, he felt that his third brother probably started this matter first.Thinking of this, he couldn't help but look at Jiang Huajie again, tsk-tsk in his heart, his adopted son was so much younger than him, thanks to him being able to do it.
The two didn't know each other well at all, so they talked for a while without saying a word. When Jiang Huajie finished eating, Jiang Nan put away the bowls and chopsticks, and picked up the water bottle to fetch water.
As soon as he went out, Jiang Hua immediately said in a serious manner: "Third brother, has my nephew really been upgraded to my third sister-in-law?"
Jiang Huajie squinted at him, and the displeasure in his heart that Jiang Nan ignored him after entering the door deepened, "Since you know, put your eyes away, what was that look just now?"
"Look at what's wrong? It's not like I haven't seen it." Jiang Hua was not afraid of him at all, he glanced outside the door, and said: "But you, third brother, have to be served for food and water. When will you change?" Are you so weak? With your injuries, and your body as strong as a cow, you will be alive and kicking in less than three days. What do you mean now, bitter trick?"
Jiang Huajie gave him a sideways look, and didn't care if he was exposed.In Jiang Huajie's view, this deal is a good deal in exchange for Jiang Nan's care after losing blood once.
"Why, I got it right? Aren't you two so-and-so?" Jiang Hua bent his thumbs together, "Why do you still want to do this? Could it be that the two <love<xiang<happy" , you tricked me?"
Jiang Huajie frowned, impatiently, "Why are you talking so much, if you have nothing else to do, go back quickly."
Jiang Hua then made such an expression, he was silent for a while, and said: "Xiao Nan is a very well-behaved kid, don't bully him."
Jiang Huajie stared at him, "Are you his father or am I his father?"
"Of course you are!" Jiang Hua said, and whispered again, "How can I be his father, you are the only one who can do this."
After a while, seeing Jiang Nan coming back from the water room, Jiang Hua stood up and said, "I'm leaving first, and I'll come back another day, Xiao Nan, how about sending me off?"
Jiang Nan nodded, "Of course."
The two left the ward and walked downstairs to the parking lot.
Jiang Hua suddenly said: "That kid Wang Lei just left? He didn't even tell me."
Hearing this name suddenly, Jiang Nan was a little dazed, as if it had been a lifetime since the past.
"He, he went home to take care of his parents, wife and children."
"What kind of parents, wives and children? That kid has no parents since he was a child, and he managed to get a wife. The two divorced as soon as he was discharged from the army, and only one son was left to live with his sister. How can there be such a mess of parents, wives and children?"
Jiang Nan was taken aback for a moment, then the two people he saw at the beginning must be Wang Lei's sister and son.
No matter how sad and excited he was at the beginning, now this news can no longer stir up any waves in his heart, only a sigh remains.
Jiang Nan sent the man back. Seeing that Jiang Huajie was still leaning against the head of the bed in the same posture as before, he walked over to pick up the thermos, and said in a flat tone, "I'm going back."
With sharp eyes and quick hands, Jiang Huajie grabbed him, "What's the hurry, stay with me for a while."
Jiang Nan lowered her eyes, her expression was still calm.
Jiang Huajie couldn't stand his low-browed, pleasing-to-eyes appearance the most, and felt a little itchy at the moment, and rubbed the hand holding Jiang Nan not honestly a few times.
Jiang Nan's hand trembled, and he was about to break free immediately.
Jiang Huajie hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, I won't move around, you sit down too, don't rush away." He held on to the man and finally pushed him to sit on the edge of the bed.
Looking at Jiang Nan's profile, Jiang Huajie felt indescribably satisfied.
The autumn evening wind blows in through the window, bringing a bit of bleak coolness.
"I will treat you well in the future, okay?" The two were silent for a long time, and Jiang Huajie suddenly said in a gentle tone that he had never had before: "Do whatever you want, go wherever you want, I will never force you You, I won't be fierce to you, I will listen to you, you have the final say. As long as you don't leave me, just the two of us, we will be together, okay?"
He is ready, the company has hired someone to manage it, and the family affairs have been explained, and there is nothing that can stop him from being with Jiang Nan.As long as Jiang Nan is happy, even if he wants to settle in the south, he can go with him.
Uncharacteristically, he babbled a lot, looking forward to the future of the two of them.
Jiang Nan remained silent.
A few days later, Jiang Huajie was finally discharged from the hospital, and Jiang Nan also resumed his normal routine, so he didn't have to run around the company hospital every day.
Jiang Huajie really didn't break his promise. After that day, no matter what Jiang Nan did, he would not interfere. Occasionally, Jiang Nan's company had a party, no matter how late, he would not say anything. If Jiang Nan drank, he would take the initiative to drive to pick up the person. .
During Jiang Huajie's hospitalization, Jiang Nan had been sleeping in his own room. Now that Jiang Huajie came back, he didn't dare to break into Jiang Nan's room, so he had to sleep in a separate room.Sometimes I can't help it, and I don't dare to pester Jiang Nan to make fun of it, so I solve it by myself.
The two were living under the same roof, and their relationship at this time was actually peaceful like never before in more than ten years.
After several months like this, near the end of the year, Jiang Nan Company held an annual meeting that night.
A group of people first had dinner in the hotel, and then went to karaoke. After ten o'clock at night, several female colleagues asked to go back.
It's getting late, and of course women can't be allowed to go home alone.A few men who had no intention of staying for a long time took the initiative to escort the mission, and Jiang Nan was one of them.
He didn't drive because he was going to drink tonight, and he refused Jiang Huajie's proposal to pick him up.After learning that the female colleague's address was not far from here, the two chose to walk back.
This female colleague is an intern in the company. She is still in college and will graduate next year. Because of her young age and lively personality, people in the company usually like her very much and regard her as a little sister, and she also calls her brother and sister. Nothing.
The two walked slowly along the side of the road, chatting casually, neither warm nor unfamiliar.
The girl's eyes were dripping, she turned Jiang Nan's face sideways, and asked, "Brother Jiang<, I usually don't see you talking in the company, have you always been like this?"
Jiang Nan recalled his usual performance, and said, "No, I don't care too much."
"Really, you don't know, everyone is discussing you in private."
Jiang Nan frowned, not very interested, in order to take into account the girl's face, he still asked, "What are you talking about about me?"
The girl was a little excited, her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes sparkled, "You say you look good, you have a good personality, and you can see that you have a good family background. Everyone says that you are the young master of a rich family. You came to our company to experience life! "
"Really?" Jiang Nan was a little amused.
"That's right, Sister Li and the others are betting. They also said, looking at you like this, they know you are still single and don't have a girlfriend..."
"..." Jiang Nan didn't know what to say.
The girl seemed a little shy after saying this, she lowered her head and stopped talking.
The two turned into an alley, and Jiang Nan looked back.From just now, he felt as if a car had been following them. Fortunately, the girl's house had arrived.Jiang Nan sent her there, turned around and was about to leave.
Unexpectedly, the girl had just entered the corridor, and immediately rushed out to stop him.
Jiang Nan had no choice but to stop and look at her.
The girl's face became redder and redder under the streetlight, and her head drooped lower and lower. She suddenly raised her head, grabbed <his hand, and said in one breath, "Brother Jiang<, do you have a girlfriend? I'll be you." Girlfriend, how are you!" After speaking, he lowered his head.
Jiang Nan was stunned for a while before he realized it. He didn't know how to reply for a while. The two were silent for a long time before he said, "I'm sorry, I don't have any plans for now. Thank you for your kindness."
"Really?" The disappointment in the girl's voice was obvious, and her hands were slowly drooping, and she sniffed and said with a choked voice: "Forget it, please forget what you said just now, goodbye Brother Jiang<. After finishing speaking, she ran away quickly.
Jiang Nan stared blankly at the building for a long time, sighed, turned and left the alley.He stood at the entrance of the alley and looked around. He didn't see any suspicious vehicles, so he thought it was an illusion just now and didn't pay much attention to it.Back home, Jiang Huajie hadn't come back yet, so Jiang Nan tidied up and fell asleep.
In the middle of the night, there were some noises from downstairs. He knew that Jiang Huajie had returned, turned over and continued to sleep.It's just that the movement downstairs is getting louder and louder, mixed with the voices of other people talking, the sound of glass falling to the ground and breaking, it's a mess.After listening for a while, Jiang Nan had to get up in her pajamas.Standing in the corridor on the second floor and looking down, he saw a person lying on the sofa in the living room, looking drunk, no doubt it was Jiang Huajie. In addition, another person came out of the kitchen. He looked familiar, and he was Jiang Huajie's friend.
When the man saw Jiang Nan, he immediately breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Jiang Laosan, I brought you back, he drank too much tonight, you can figure it out."
Jiang Nan walked down the stairs and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
The man waved his hand and left.
Jiang Nan walked to the edge of the sofa and looked down at Jiang Huajie condescendingly.
Jiang Huajie was actually not as drunk as he appeared on the surface, he was still a little clear in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't be able to walk, and he even asked his friends to send him back instead of staying outside.He kept it in his heart, since he said he would live a good life with Jiang Nan, then he could be considered a family man, and for a family man, what's the point of sleeping outside?So, he has to come back.
With drunken eyes, he raised his head to look at Jiang Nan with difficulty, and saw that Jiang Nan's face was still calm, but his brows were slightly furrowed, looking impatient and somewhat helpless, bending down, as if wanting to see his situation .
Jiang Huajie's chest suddenly became hot, and his weak limbs suddenly became inexhaustible. Taking advantage of Jiang Nan's lower body, he jumped up and clamped his waist, turned over, and pressed him against his body Down.
Jiang Nan let out a low voice, and the world spun for a while, and when he saw it again, he was already firmly suppressed.Jiang Huajie's alcohol-smelling breath breathed in his ears, making him shiver unconsciously.He quickly reacted, frowned and shouted: "Are you crazy? Since you can still move, get up quickly."
Jiang Huajie ignored him, but buried his head in his neck, his breathing gradually became heavy and short.
Jiang Nan sensed something was wrong and was about to struggle, but his hands were bound and pressed above his head, and his legs were also held down by Jiang Huajie, making him unable to move.
Jiang Huajie's kiss entangled quickly, fierce and fierce, and Jiang Nan couldn't breathe with his tongue.
The peaceful days of the past few months made Jiang Nan relax his vigilance, thinking that this would be the case in the future, how could he expect such a sudden incident tonight.He couldn't move his body, and his mouth was blocked again, so he could only stare at the person on him with wide eyes.The eager and irritable face almost made him think that he had returned to that night many years ago, the night when he fell into hell.Thinking of this, it was like suddenly falling into a hole in the ice, my heart couldn't stop sinking, and my body trembled, both desperate and numb.He slowly closed his eyes.
However, tonight was a little different from that time after all.
Jiang Huajie didn't die drunk, he knew what he was doing, and he also knew that what he was doing now might make the patience of the past few months go to waste, but he couldn't stop himself.
Back then Jiang Nan and the girl, the jealousy and anger in his chest almost swallowed his reason, he even wanted to rush forward and tear the two of them apart.But he didn't, because it wasn't until that moment that he realized that everything else was tolerable than losing Jiang Nan.When the alcohol invaded his brain cells, he even comforted himself, even if Jiang Nan was really with that girl and they got married, he could move to live next door to them and appear in front of them from time to time, maybe Jiang Nan Nan will look at him more, and when they have a child in the future, he can coax the child to call him grandpa...
He <damn>, he was almost moved to tears by his forbearance.
It's a pity that this thought was blown away like a cloud in the wind the moment he saw Jiang Nan.
Why should Jiang Nan be given up to an irrelevant woman?Even if that woman is younger than him, gentler than him, more careful than him, more considerate than him, better than him—in short, even if that woman is from his <mother> heaven, he will never let go!
Jiang Huajie bit Jiang Nan sullenly, and the kiss became more and more fierce.
But soon, he discovered that something was wrong with the people under him.
He tried to wake himself up, let go, lifted his body up, and took a closer look, and saw Jiang Nan lying quietly, his eyes closed, his face was gray and numb, and his body seemed to be frozen. General, cold and stiff.
Jiang Huajie suddenly trembled, as if someone had poured cold water on his head, from head to toe, he was completely awake.
He wiped his face, took a deep breath, turned over and sat up, and hugged Jiang Nan in his arms again, pressing against his chest, as if trying to warm him up.
Jiang Nan's eyelids trembled, but he did not open them.
The two of them didn't speak or move, they just sat on the sofa hugging each other, silent in this silent night.
"I'm sorry." After a long time, Jiang Huajie's hoarse voice sounded.
Jiang Nan still had his eyes closed. If it wasn't for his unsteady breathing, it would almost make people think he had fallen asleep.
After Jiang Huajie finished speaking, he took another deep breath, and after a long time, he said, "Today, I saw it."
He paused, unwilling to continue, and had to add: "You and that girl, walk together."
Jiang Nan frowned, but still didn't open her eyes.
Jiang Huajie said again: "You won't let me pick you up, I'm worried, so I went anyway. I saw you and that girl coming out of the store, chatting and laughing all the way, you sent her home, smiled at her, and walked in the alley You haven't come out for a long time, and you still hold hands with her—"
The more Jiang Nan listened, the more she frowned. Hearing this, she finally couldn't help opening her eyes and said, "I have nothing to do with her. Don't talk nonsense and ruin other people's reputation."
"But the way she looks at you is so obvious, and you are still so close to her." Jiang Huajie said unwillingly.
"That's because I don't know her mind."
"What about me?" Jiang Huajie suddenly lowered his head, the tip of his nose was about to touch Jiang Nan's, his eyes, which were full of unwillingness just now, were as sharp as a blade, staring at Jiang Nan closely, "Do you know what I'm thinking?" ? Are you willing to come closer to me?"
Staring at Jiang Nan with his sharp eyes, like a prey being targeted by a predator, he instinctively felt a little fear in his heart. However, confronting Jiang Huajie for such a long time made him develop a conditioned reflex. Sometimes, subconsciously resist refutation.He hardly had to think, and said coldly: "Your mind? Is your mind to find relief by torturing me when you are unhappy?"
At the same time as he spoke, Jiang Huajie noticed that the body that had softened a little in his arms immediately became stiff again.He thought to himself that he had miscalculated, and he lost his mind for a moment, forgetting that Jiang Nan had never been too tough, but the softer and clumsier he was, the more he couldn't handle it.
Thinking of this, Jiang Huajie immediately lowered his gaze and softened his tone, carefully apologizing and said: "What happened just now was my fault, I became confused after drinking, don't be angry."
Since he was born, even his father has never seen him talk to anyone in such a low voice.
Jiang Nan's face was still not very good-looking, and he didn't want to say anything. Taking advantage of Jiang Huajie not paying attention at this time, he broke away and walked upstairs.
Jiang Huajie followed closely behind. When Jiang Nan closed the door, he pried his foot, entered the room smoothly, and closed the door on his own initiative.
Jiang Nan looked at him coldly.
Jiang Huajie was cheeky, pretending he didn't see it, stepped forward, half-coaxed and half-forced him, pushed him to sit on the edge of the bed, and said softly: "I was not clear-headed before, don't be as knowledgeable as I am. I promise you, there will be no more in the future." Drink, if I fail to do it one day, I will not be allowed to enter the door, do you think it is okay?"
"This is your house, it's none of my business whether you come in or not."
Seeing that he was willing to take care of him, Jiang Huajie hurriedly said, "From now on, it will be yours."
Jiang Nan frowned and said without hesitation, "I don't want it."
"It's okay not to, anyway, this house has been lived for long enough, if you don't like it, how about we live in another place?"
"Whatever you want," Jiang Nan frowned even more, turned around and shook off the quilt, and lay down in it, "I'm going to sleep, please go out."
Jiang Huajie didn't move, he sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the back of his head.The dark gray quilt made Jiang Nan's earlobe extremely white and round, giving people the urge to pinch it, then put it in the mouth and press it against the tip of the tongue to nibble and suck it.
Jiang Huajie suppressed his longing, and said slowly: "I know a lot of things, but you may not believe them based on what I say, so please give me a chance to show you, okay?"
Jiang Nan ignored him, he was quarreled in the middle of the night, he was already sleepy and frightened, and now he just wanted to sleep, but Jiang Huajie was still rambling here, it was really annoying.
He didn't speak, nor did he listen to what Jiang Huajie had to say.After a while, I felt a little movement on the mattress. It seemed that Jiang Huajie got up. After that, the sound of opening and closing the door came, and Jiang Huajie finally left.
Jiang Nan opened his eyes and saw that the lights in the room had been turned off, so he closed them again, pulled the quilt over his head, and fell asleep peacefully.
About half an hour later, a person walked out of the bathroom of the room.Jiang Huajie went around to the bed, making sure that Jiang Huajie was fast asleep, then he pulled off the quilt and climbed up, and carefully held him in his arms, then sighed comfortably, and fell asleep peacefully.
When Jiang Nan woke up the next day, he was alone on the bed. He looked at the marks on the other side of the pillow, but he didn't know.
Years ago it snowed heavily.Because the company promised to start the Spring Festival holiday the next day, and today is the last day to go to work, everyone in the company is a little absent-minded.
Jiang Nan was also a little restless, not because he was happy about the holiday, but because of a text message this morning.
In the morning, he unexpectedly received a message from Jiang Hesen.The two haven't been in touch since the last time Jiang Qing had a miscarriage and went to the hospital.During the period, Jiang Hesen called him, but Jiang Nan never answered.Until this morning, Jiang Hesen called several times in succession. Seeing that he didn't answer, he sent another text message, earnestly asking him to come out tonight, saying that it was a very important matter to meet with him.
Jiang Nan thought for a long time before replying with "OK".
Before get off work, Jiang Huajie called and told him that he was going to get together with some friends tonight, and that he might go back later.Jiang Nan also told him that he also had an appointment with him.
He Jiang and Sen still made an appointment at a hot pot restaurant they used to go to. It was meal time, and the restaurant was full of people and steaming, very lively.
As soon as Jiang Nan entered, he saw a lonely person sitting by the window with his back to the door.After not seeing each other for several months, Jiang Hesen seems to have lost a lot of weight even from his back.
Jiang Nan walked around in front of him, and found that what he saw just now was really not an illusion, Jiang Hesen was not only thinner, but almost out of human form.
The tall and handsome man in the past, but now on his face, only high protruding cheekbones and sunken cheeks, his eyes are sunken inwards, and his black eyes are now only numb. Lips were bruised.
If Jiang Nan didn't know him well, he might not believe that the person in front of him was his bright and gentle brother.He felt sore and unbearable, and blurted out: "How did you make yourself look like this?!"
Jiang Hesen, who had been staring blankly at the tablecloth, heard this, as if being pricked by a needle, immediately raised his head, and the moment he saw Jiang Nan, his eyes suddenly burst into light.But soon, the color slowly dimmed again.He smiled with difficulty and flattered, "Xiao Miao, you are here."
Seeing him like this, Jiang Nan felt even more sad.He pulled out the chair and sat down, and then carefully looked at Jiang Hesen, and saw that although he was thin and haggard, at least he didn't have a beard, his hair was clean and fresh, his clothes were neat and tidy, and he showed no signs of being secretly decadent , this is a little relieved.
Although he said before that he would no longer contact Jiang Hesen, but seeing him now, his original cold and rigid attitude could no longer be persisted, and he gradually softened.
At the same time, Jiang Hesen also stared at Jiang Nan intently.He is very aware of how affectionate his younger brother is, otherwise, he wouldn't have said childishly at a young age that he wanted to make money for his brother to study, and he wouldn't have sold himself ignorantly.Because of this, he could imagine how much harm Jiang Nan had been caused by the unbelievable words of the two mothers last time, so that he could calm down and make up his mind that he really would not have any contact with him again.He believed that if he hadn't been stalking this time, Jiang Nan might never have taken the initiative to see him for the rest of his life.
Jiang Nan turned his eyes away first, staring at the steam rising from the pot in front of him, and said, "What do you want from me?"
Jiang Hesen smiled wryly. In the past, how could Jiang Nan ask such a question? Does the brother need a reason to ask the younger brother out for dinner?But it's different now, and the relationship between the two has long been unable to return to the past.
Sometimes Jiang Hesen couldn't figure out why things had come to this point.He always hoped that the people around him would be good, but in the end, none of them could get a good ending.His parents hope that he can honor his ancestors and carry on the family line. Jiang Qing hopes that he can marry her. What about Jiang Nan?Jiang Nan never asked for anything, but he, Jiang Hesen, couldn't even do what Jiang Nan didn't ask for, let alone other things.
Jiang Hesen felt unprecedented frustration and powerlessness, and even fell into decadence for a while.
He thinks that he needs to stay away from all this and needs a free space to think about how to sort out these things and get back to his former self-confidence.
After figuring this out, he suddenly understood, took care of himself quickly, dealt with everything that needed to be dealt with, and then asked Jiang Nan out to see him for the last time.
Jiang Nan frowned in disbelief, "What do you mean?"
Jiang Hesen thought he didn't hear clearly, so he repeated: "I've bought both the company and the house, and the money is divided into three shares, one for parents, one for you, and one for Jiang Qing, who she bought the previous day. She has been sent to a nursing home for a while because of mental instability, and the money is just for her treatment."
"What about you?" Jiang Nan said with a burst of blood: "You said you were going to leave, are you going to be a coward and escape to hide?!"
Jiang Hesen dodged for a while as if being pricked by a needle, turned his head and said with confidence: "It's not escaping, I just need time to think about it..."
Jiang Nan sneered, he thought he was a fool who had softened his heart just now, he looked at Jiang Hesen from head to toe as if he had never known Jiang Hesen, then stood up abruptly, and said, "I I won't ask for your money, whether you want to use the money to provide for your parents' old-age care or to treat your woman's illness, it's none of my business. There is no relationship between me and you. "
The snow was getting bigger and bigger, and it fell from the sky in a mighty way, as if with the determination to bury the whole city.
Jiang Nan left the car and walked up the snow-covered street.Snowflakes soon covered his hair, his eyebrows were also dyed white, and his lips were purple from the cold. He was shivering in the wind and snow, while laughing in his heart, "Who said frost is not as cold as the heart, I'll fuck it soon!" The weather is so cold." He stomped his feet, feeling like an idiot, turned around and rushed into the car tens of meters away.
The heating was turned on in the car, and after a while, the snow on the hair, eyebrows, and eyebrows began to melt, dripping wetly down the forehead and cheeks, Jiang Nan had to find a dry towel to wipe off.
Feeling his body warming up slowly, he let out a long breath, sat in the car and stared at the street lights on the road in a daze.
He actually wanted to find something to do, and he didn't want to think about it alone, but when things came to an end, he found that he didn't even have anyone to accompany him.
Those friends from the past have long since lost contact. As for Xiao Bin, Jiang Nan has never contacted him since he got married.It seems that he has never been a person who is good at getting along with people, otherwise it would not be so many years, and there are not even two good friends left, and before that, he has never noticed that this state is abnormal place.Because there was Bai Qi in the past, and then there was Jiang Hesen, and Xiao Bin and his gang also met in college. He always thought that he had a pretty good life in terms of spiritual life. How could he think that these people would all walk out of him at once? of life.
He thought of Jiang Hesen again, from childhood to adulthood, bit by bit, when he was young, when he parted, and after the reunion, all the memories were dug out of his brain and recollected.
What he said just now was so decisive, but after all it was his brother, who wouldn't feel sad, and it was precisely because of his sadness that he became even more angry.
Since he was going to leave in the end, why bothered to come to him in the first place?
Anyway, he was the only one left in the end, so why did these people come and go in his life?Is it just to set off the desolation of his lonely and lonely situation at the moment?Now, he really did what these people wanted, are they satisfied?
Jiang Nan thought about it, almost fascinated.
Until a series of bells woke him up.
He shuddered, and subconsciously turned his head to stare at the mobile phone on the passenger seat, staring at it as if he didn't recognize it.After the ringing ended, the phone was automatically hung up, but soon, the second call came back.
Jiang Nan stretched out his hand to pick up the phone and put it to his ear, Jiang Huajie's slightly hurried voice came: "Why didn't you answer the phone? Have you finished your meal?"
Jiang Nan opened his mouth, and found that his throat was a little hoarse, and the sound just now hadn't come out, so he coughed twice and cleared his throat.
Jiang Huajie immediately said: "What's wrong? Have a cold?"
"No." Jiang Nan said.
Jiang Huajie asked again: "Who are you dating tonight? Have you gone back?"
"I haven't had dinner yet." Jiang Nan answered irrelevantly.
"Oh..." Jiang Huajie said to himself: "Why haven't you eaten yet? You're all out—" He stopped abruptly, as if someone had choked his throat, he couldn't make a sound for a long time, and then broke out suddenly, so excited It was hard to hold back, and I almost stuttered, "I, I haven't eaten yet, where do you want to go, I will go with you?"
Jiang Nan paused for a while, Jiang Huajie held his breath unconsciously, his palms were sweating from nervousness, afraid that he would be wrong and be happy.
Jiang Nan didn't know what he was thinking, so after thinking about it, he said, "I don't want to eat out, let's buy some vegetables and go home."
Jiang Huajie was afraid that he would regret it, so he immediately said: "Okay, I'll go buy it, you go back and wait for me first, what do you want to eat?"
After hanging up the phone, Jiang Huajie returned to the box, took his clothes and was about to leave.
Several of his friends quickly stopped him and said, "Why are you in such a hurry? You want to leave without drinking?"
Jiang Huajie smiled vigorously, "Just wait for me. When my business is done, your wine will be indispensable." After speaking, he waved his sleeves and left.
Several of his friends looked at each other, and they all saw the clear look in their eyes.
Jiang Huajie stumbled this time, much harder than Bai Yun did back then, and he might not be able to get out in the end of his life.
Jiang Huajie moved quickly. When Jiang Nan drove the car into the yard, he saw that orange lights were already lit in the house. The dim yellow color made people feel warm from the bottom of their hearts when they saw it.
Jiang Nan parked the car, opened the door and walked into the area shrouded in dim yellow. Sure enough, there was a sense of warmth, like a wanderer welcoming home from a long journey, which made people feel hot.
Jiang Huajie was clumsily fiddling with the bowl and chopsticks, he was obviously relieved when he came back, dropped his chopsticks and eagerly greeted him, "I'm back, is it cold?"
Jiang Nan responded softly, closed the door, and shut out the snowstorm and biting cold.
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After waiting for a long time, here comes the ending.
As for Jiang Huajie, although his wound didn't hurt the tendon and he didn't need a cast, but because of the damaged blood vessel, he lost a lot of blood and had to stay in the hospital for observation for the time being, so he had to watch Jiang Nan get out of the hospital.
Jiang Nan was still wearing the suit that she attended the wedding yesterday. As soon as she got home, she took a shower and changed clothes, cleaned herself from head to toe, and then slept in a daze for the whole day. When the sun was about to go down, she woke up and called the company. Ask for leave if you explain it, and go out to buy food when it's time to deliver food to Jiang Huajie.
He didn't want to think about what happened last night, and he didn't want to know the consequences of Bai Qi, it had nothing to do with him.
Jiang Huajie hadn't seen him all day, but he was a little surprised to see Jiang Nan appear at night.When he knew his purpose, he had nothing to say.He knew that from now on, he might not even be able to say a cruel word to Jiang Nan.He, Jiang Huajie, has lived for more than forty years, and now he has completely fallen into the hands of this person, and there is absolutely no possibility of turning over.
Jiang Nan didn't think too much about it, no matter how much negative emotion he had towards Jiang Huajie, just because he called Jiang Huajie 'Dad' for more than ten years, he couldn't let Jiang Huajie lie alone in the cold In the hospital, no one even takes care of three meals a day.However, other than that, he didn't pay much attention to Jiang Huajie.
After a few days like this, Jiang Nan went to work during the day, delivered meals to Jiang Huajie in the morning and evening, and ordered takeaway for him at the company at noon.
Until one evening, a visitor came to the ward.
Jiang Nan didn't expect to see Jiang Hua. Since Jiang Huajie's first day in the hospital, a group of people came and then left. This is the second time Jiang's family has visited.
Jiang Hua also just came back from vacation, so he heard from his family that Jiang Huajie was hospitalized, and also knew about Jiang Huajie's relationship with Jiang Nan. He didn't have many rejections and scruples from others, so he came to the hospital immediately after hearing.
Jiang Nan called Uncle Fourth, put the thermos cup on the side cabinet, set up the small table on the bed, poured out a bowl of soup from the thermos cup, put it on the table with the food he brought, and then sat down Next, he said to Jiang Hua: "When did you come back?"
"I just came back last night." While Jiang Hua was speaking, a pair of eagle eyes had already looked Jiang Nan up and down several times without concealing it, and Jiang Huajie stared at him with his eyes, and then looked back.He used to think that this nephew was good-looking, quiet-tempered, and different from the rest of the family, but he never thought that he would develop such a relationship with his third brother.But I remember when Jiang Nan was a child, or even not long ago, when he saw his third brother, he still looked like a mouse and a cat. Why did the two hook up soon?Jiang Hua had a quick mind and knew Jiang Huajie well. After thinking about it for a while, he felt that his third brother probably started this matter first.Thinking of this, he couldn't help but look at Jiang Huajie again, tsk-tsk in his heart, his adopted son was so much younger than him, thanks to him being able to do it.
The two didn't know each other well at all, so they talked for a while without saying a word. When Jiang Huajie finished eating, Jiang Nan put away the bowls and chopsticks, and picked up the water bottle to fetch water.
As soon as he went out, Jiang Hua immediately said in a serious manner: "Third brother, has my nephew really been upgraded to my third sister-in-law?"
Jiang Huajie squinted at him, and the displeasure in his heart that Jiang Nan ignored him after entering the door deepened, "Since you know, put your eyes away, what was that look just now?"
"Look at what's wrong? It's not like I haven't seen it." Jiang Hua was not afraid of him at all, he glanced outside the door, and said: "But you, third brother, have to be served for food and water. When will you change?" Are you so weak? With your injuries, and your body as strong as a cow, you will be alive and kicking in less than three days. What do you mean now, bitter trick?"
Jiang Huajie gave him a sideways look, and didn't care if he was exposed.In Jiang Huajie's view, this deal is a good deal in exchange for Jiang Nan's care after losing blood once.
"Why, I got it right? Aren't you two so-and-so?" Jiang Hua bent his thumbs together, "Why do you still want to do this? Could it be that the two <love<xiang<happy" , you tricked me?"
Jiang Huajie frowned, impatiently, "Why are you talking so much, if you have nothing else to do, go back quickly."
Jiang Hua then made such an expression, he was silent for a while, and said: "Xiao Nan is a very well-behaved kid, don't bully him."
Jiang Huajie stared at him, "Are you his father or am I his father?"
"Of course you are!" Jiang Hua said, and whispered again, "How can I be his father, you are the only one who can do this."
After a while, seeing Jiang Nan coming back from the water room, Jiang Hua stood up and said, "I'm leaving first, and I'll come back another day, Xiao Nan, how about sending me off?"
Jiang Nan nodded, "Of course."
The two left the ward and walked downstairs to the parking lot.
Jiang Hua suddenly said: "That kid Wang Lei just left? He didn't even tell me."
Hearing this name suddenly, Jiang Nan was a little dazed, as if it had been a lifetime since the past.
"He, he went home to take care of his parents, wife and children."
"What kind of parents, wives and children? That kid has no parents since he was a child, and he managed to get a wife. The two divorced as soon as he was discharged from the army, and only one son was left to live with his sister. How can there be such a mess of parents, wives and children?"
Jiang Nan was taken aback for a moment, then the two people he saw at the beginning must be Wang Lei's sister and son.
No matter how sad and excited he was at the beginning, now this news can no longer stir up any waves in his heart, only a sigh remains.
Jiang Nan sent the man back. Seeing that Jiang Huajie was still leaning against the head of the bed in the same posture as before, he walked over to pick up the thermos, and said in a flat tone, "I'm going back."
With sharp eyes and quick hands, Jiang Huajie grabbed him, "What's the hurry, stay with me for a while."
Jiang Nan lowered her eyes, her expression was still calm.
Jiang Huajie couldn't stand his low-browed, pleasing-to-eyes appearance the most, and felt a little itchy at the moment, and rubbed the hand holding Jiang Nan not honestly a few times.
Jiang Nan's hand trembled, and he was about to break free immediately.
Jiang Huajie hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, I won't move around, you sit down too, don't rush away." He held on to the man and finally pushed him to sit on the edge of the bed.
Looking at Jiang Nan's profile, Jiang Huajie felt indescribably satisfied.
The autumn evening wind blows in through the window, bringing a bit of bleak coolness.
"I will treat you well in the future, okay?" The two were silent for a long time, and Jiang Huajie suddenly said in a gentle tone that he had never had before: "Do whatever you want, go wherever you want, I will never force you You, I won't be fierce to you, I will listen to you, you have the final say. As long as you don't leave me, just the two of us, we will be together, okay?"
He is ready, the company has hired someone to manage it, and the family affairs have been explained, and there is nothing that can stop him from being with Jiang Nan.As long as Jiang Nan is happy, even if he wants to settle in the south, he can go with him.
Uncharacteristically, he babbled a lot, looking forward to the future of the two of them.
Jiang Nan remained silent.
A few days later, Jiang Huajie was finally discharged from the hospital, and Jiang Nan also resumed his normal routine, so he didn't have to run around the company hospital every day.
Jiang Huajie really didn't break his promise. After that day, no matter what Jiang Nan did, he would not interfere. Occasionally, Jiang Nan's company had a party, no matter how late, he would not say anything. If Jiang Nan drank, he would take the initiative to drive to pick up the person. .
During Jiang Huajie's hospitalization, Jiang Nan had been sleeping in his own room. Now that Jiang Huajie came back, he didn't dare to break into Jiang Nan's room, so he had to sleep in a separate room.Sometimes I can't help it, and I don't dare to pester Jiang Nan to make fun of it, so I solve it by myself.
The two were living under the same roof, and their relationship at this time was actually peaceful like never before in more than ten years.
After several months like this, near the end of the year, Jiang Nan Company held an annual meeting that night.
A group of people first had dinner in the hotel, and then went to karaoke. After ten o'clock at night, several female colleagues asked to go back.
It's getting late, and of course women can't be allowed to go home alone.A few men who had no intention of staying for a long time took the initiative to escort the mission, and Jiang Nan was one of them.
He didn't drive because he was going to drink tonight, and he refused Jiang Huajie's proposal to pick him up.After learning that the female colleague's address was not far from here, the two chose to walk back.
This female colleague is an intern in the company. She is still in college and will graduate next year. Because of her young age and lively personality, people in the company usually like her very much and regard her as a little sister, and she also calls her brother and sister. Nothing.
The two walked slowly along the side of the road, chatting casually, neither warm nor unfamiliar.
The girl's eyes were dripping, she turned Jiang Nan's face sideways, and asked, "Brother Jiang<, I usually don't see you talking in the company, have you always been like this?"
Jiang Nan recalled his usual performance, and said, "No, I don't care too much."
"Really, you don't know, everyone is discussing you in private."
Jiang Nan frowned, not very interested, in order to take into account the girl's face, he still asked, "What are you talking about about me?"
The girl was a little excited, her cheeks were flushed, and her eyes sparkled, "You say you look good, you have a good personality, and you can see that you have a good family background. Everyone says that you are the young master of a rich family. You came to our company to experience life! "
"Really?" Jiang Nan was a little amused.
"That's right, Sister Li and the others are betting. They also said, looking at you like this, they know you are still single and don't have a girlfriend..."
"..." Jiang Nan didn't know what to say.
The girl seemed a little shy after saying this, she lowered her head and stopped talking.
The two turned into an alley, and Jiang Nan looked back.From just now, he felt as if a car had been following them. Fortunately, the girl's house had arrived.Jiang Nan sent her there, turned around and was about to leave.
Unexpectedly, the girl had just entered the corridor, and immediately rushed out to stop him.
Jiang Nan had no choice but to stop and look at her.
The girl's face became redder and redder under the streetlight, and her head drooped lower and lower. She suddenly raised her head, grabbed <his hand, and said in one breath, "Brother Jiang<, do you have a girlfriend? I'll be you." Girlfriend, how are you!" After speaking, he lowered his head.
Jiang Nan was stunned for a while before he realized it. He didn't know how to reply for a while. The two were silent for a long time before he said, "I'm sorry, I don't have any plans for now. Thank you for your kindness."
"Really?" The disappointment in the girl's voice was obvious, and her hands were slowly drooping, and she sniffed and said with a choked voice: "Forget it, please forget what you said just now, goodbye Brother Jiang<. After finishing speaking, she ran away quickly.
Jiang Nan stared blankly at the building for a long time, sighed, turned and left the alley.He stood at the entrance of the alley and looked around. He didn't see any suspicious vehicles, so he thought it was an illusion just now and didn't pay much attention to it.Back home, Jiang Huajie hadn't come back yet, so Jiang Nan tidied up and fell asleep.
In the middle of the night, there were some noises from downstairs. He knew that Jiang Huajie had returned, turned over and continued to sleep.It's just that the movement downstairs is getting louder and louder, mixed with the voices of other people talking, the sound of glass falling to the ground and breaking, it's a mess.After listening for a while, Jiang Nan had to get up in her pajamas.Standing in the corridor on the second floor and looking down, he saw a person lying on the sofa in the living room, looking drunk, no doubt it was Jiang Huajie. In addition, another person came out of the kitchen. He looked familiar, and he was Jiang Huajie's friend.
When the man saw Jiang Nan, he immediately breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Jiang Laosan, I brought you back, he drank too much tonight, you can figure it out."
Jiang Nan walked down the stairs and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
The man waved his hand and left.
Jiang Nan walked to the edge of the sofa and looked down at Jiang Huajie condescendingly.
Jiang Huajie was actually not as drunk as he appeared on the surface, he was still a little clear in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't be able to walk, and he even asked his friends to send him back instead of staying outside.He kept it in his heart, since he said he would live a good life with Jiang Nan, then he could be considered a family man, and for a family man, what's the point of sleeping outside?So, he has to come back.
With drunken eyes, he raised his head to look at Jiang Nan with difficulty, and saw that Jiang Nan's face was still calm, but his brows were slightly furrowed, looking impatient and somewhat helpless, bending down, as if wanting to see his situation .
Jiang Huajie's chest suddenly became hot, and his weak limbs suddenly became inexhaustible. Taking advantage of Jiang Nan's lower body, he jumped up and clamped his waist, turned over, and pressed him against his body Down.
Jiang Nan let out a low voice, and the world spun for a while, and when he saw it again, he was already firmly suppressed.Jiang Huajie's alcohol-smelling breath breathed in his ears, making him shiver unconsciously.He quickly reacted, frowned and shouted: "Are you crazy? Since you can still move, get up quickly."
Jiang Huajie ignored him, but buried his head in his neck, his breathing gradually became heavy and short.
Jiang Nan sensed something was wrong and was about to struggle, but his hands were bound and pressed above his head, and his legs were also held down by Jiang Huajie, making him unable to move.
Jiang Huajie's kiss entangled quickly, fierce and fierce, and Jiang Nan couldn't breathe with his tongue.
The peaceful days of the past few months made Jiang Nan relax his vigilance, thinking that this would be the case in the future, how could he expect such a sudden incident tonight.He couldn't move his body, and his mouth was blocked again, so he could only stare at the person on him with wide eyes.The eager and irritable face almost made him think that he had returned to that night many years ago, the night when he fell into hell.Thinking of this, it was like suddenly falling into a hole in the ice, my heart couldn't stop sinking, and my body trembled, both desperate and numb.He slowly closed his eyes.
However, tonight was a little different from that time after all.
Jiang Huajie didn't die drunk, he knew what he was doing, and he also knew that what he was doing now might make the patience of the past few months go to waste, but he couldn't stop himself.
Back then Jiang Nan and the girl, the jealousy and anger in his chest almost swallowed his reason, he even wanted to rush forward and tear the two of them apart.But he didn't, because it wasn't until that moment that he realized that everything else was tolerable than losing Jiang Nan.When the alcohol invaded his brain cells, he even comforted himself, even if Jiang Nan was really with that girl and they got married, he could move to live next door to them and appear in front of them from time to time, maybe Jiang Nan Nan will look at him more, and when they have a child in the future, he can coax the child to call him grandpa...
He <damn>, he was almost moved to tears by his forbearance.
It's a pity that this thought was blown away like a cloud in the wind the moment he saw Jiang Nan.
Why should Jiang Nan be given up to an irrelevant woman?Even if that woman is younger than him, gentler than him, more careful than him, more considerate than him, better than him—in short, even if that woman is from his <mother> heaven, he will never let go!
Jiang Huajie bit Jiang Nan sullenly, and the kiss became more and more fierce.
But soon, he discovered that something was wrong with the people under him.
He tried to wake himself up, let go, lifted his body up, and took a closer look, and saw Jiang Nan lying quietly, his eyes closed, his face was gray and numb, and his body seemed to be frozen. General, cold and stiff.
Jiang Huajie suddenly trembled, as if someone had poured cold water on his head, from head to toe, he was completely awake.
He wiped his face, took a deep breath, turned over and sat up, and hugged Jiang Nan in his arms again, pressing against his chest, as if trying to warm him up.
Jiang Nan's eyelids trembled, but he did not open them.
The two of them didn't speak or move, they just sat on the sofa hugging each other, silent in this silent night.
"I'm sorry." After a long time, Jiang Huajie's hoarse voice sounded.
Jiang Nan still had his eyes closed. If it wasn't for his unsteady breathing, it would almost make people think he had fallen asleep.
After Jiang Huajie finished speaking, he took another deep breath, and after a long time, he said, "Today, I saw it."
He paused, unwilling to continue, and had to add: "You and that girl, walk together."
Jiang Nan frowned, but still didn't open her eyes.
Jiang Huajie said again: "You won't let me pick you up, I'm worried, so I went anyway. I saw you and that girl coming out of the store, chatting and laughing all the way, you sent her home, smiled at her, and walked in the alley You haven't come out for a long time, and you still hold hands with her—"
The more Jiang Nan listened, the more she frowned. Hearing this, she finally couldn't help opening her eyes and said, "I have nothing to do with her. Don't talk nonsense and ruin other people's reputation."
"But the way she looks at you is so obvious, and you are still so close to her." Jiang Huajie said unwillingly.
"That's because I don't know her mind."
"What about me?" Jiang Huajie suddenly lowered his head, the tip of his nose was about to touch Jiang Nan's, his eyes, which were full of unwillingness just now, were as sharp as a blade, staring at Jiang Nan closely, "Do you know what I'm thinking?" ? Are you willing to come closer to me?"
Staring at Jiang Nan with his sharp eyes, like a prey being targeted by a predator, he instinctively felt a little fear in his heart. However, confronting Jiang Huajie for such a long time made him develop a conditioned reflex. Sometimes, subconsciously resist refutation.He hardly had to think, and said coldly: "Your mind? Is your mind to find relief by torturing me when you are unhappy?"
At the same time as he spoke, Jiang Huajie noticed that the body that had softened a little in his arms immediately became stiff again.He thought to himself that he had miscalculated, and he lost his mind for a moment, forgetting that Jiang Nan had never been too tough, but the softer and clumsier he was, the more he couldn't handle it.
Thinking of this, Jiang Huajie immediately lowered his gaze and softened his tone, carefully apologizing and said: "What happened just now was my fault, I became confused after drinking, don't be angry."
Since he was born, even his father has never seen him talk to anyone in such a low voice.
Jiang Nan's face was still not very good-looking, and he didn't want to say anything. Taking advantage of Jiang Huajie not paying attention at this time, he broke away and walked upstairs.
Jiang Huajie followed closely behind. When Jiang Nan closed the door, he pried his foot, entered the room smoothly, and closed the door on his own initiative.
Jiang Nan looked at him coldly.
Jiang Huajie was cheeky, pretending he didn't see it, stepped forward, half-coaxed and half-forced him, pushed him to sit on the edge of the bed, and said softly: "I was not clear-headed before, don't be as knowledgeable as I am. I promise you, there will be no more in the future." Drink, if I fail to do it one day, I will not be allowed to enter the door, do you think it is okay?"
"This is your house, it's none of my business whether you come in or not."
Seeing that he was willing to take care of him, Jiang Huajie hurriedly said, "From now on, it will be yours."
Jiang Nan frowned and said without hesitation, "I don't want it."
"It's okay not to, anyway, this house has been lived for long enough, if you don't like it, how about we live in another place?"
"Whatever you want," Jiang Nan frowned even more, turned around and shook off the quilt, and lay down in it, "I'm going to sleep, please go out."
Jiang Huajie didn't move, he sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the back of his head.The dark gray quilt made Jiang Nan's earlobe extremely white and round, giving people the urge to pinch it, then put it in the mouth and press it against the tip of the tongue to nibble and suck it.
Jiang Huajie suppressed his longing, and said slowly: "I know a lot of things, but you may not believe them based on what I say, so please give me a chance to show you, okay?"
Jiang Nan ignored him, he was quarreled in the middle of the night, he was already sleepy and frightened, and now he just wanted to sleep, but Jiang Huajie was still rambling here, it was really annoying.
He didn't speak, nor did he listen to what Jiang Huajie had to say.After a while, I felt a little movement on the mattress. It seemed that Jiang Huajie got up. After that, the sound of opening and closing the door came, and Jiang Huajie finally left.
Jiang Nan opened his eyes and saw that the lights in the room had been turned off, so he closed them again, pulled the quilt over his head, and fell asleep peacefully.
About half an hour later, a person walked out of the bathroom of the room.Jiang Huajie went around to the bed, making sure that Jiang Huajie was fast asleep, then he pulled off the quilt and climbed up, and carefully held him in his arms, then sighed comfortably, and fell asleep peacefully.
When Jiang Nan woke up the next day, he was alone on the bed. He looked at the marks on the other side of the pillow, but he didn't know.
Years ago it snowed heavily.Because the company promised to start the Spring Festival holiday the next day, and today is the last day to go to work, everyone in the company is a little absent-minded.
Jiang Nan was also a little restless, not because he was happy about the holiday, but because of a text message this morning.
In the morning, he unexpectedly received a message from Jiang Hesen.The two haven't been in touch since the last time Jiang Qing had a miscarriage and went to the hospital.During the period, Jiang Hesen called him, but Jiang Nan never answered.Until this morning, Jiang Hesen called several times in succession. Seeing that he didn't answer, he sent another text message, earnestly asking him to come out tonight, saying that it was a very important matter to meet with him.
Jiang Nan thought for a long time before replying with "OK".
Before get off work, Jiang Huajie called and told him that he was going to get together with some friends tonight, and that he might go back later.Jiang Nan also told him that he also had an appointment with him.
He Jiang and Sen still made an appointment at a hot pot restaurant they used to go to. It was meal time, and the restaurant was full of people and steaming, very lively.
As soon as Jiang Nan entered, he saw a lonely person sitting by the window with his back to the door.After not seeing each other for several months, Jiang Hesen seems to have lost a lot of weight even from his back.
Jiang Nan walked around in front of him, and found that what he saw just now was really not an illusion, Jiang Hesen was not only thinner, but almost out of human form.
The tall and handsome man in the past, but now on his face, only high protruding cheekbones and sunken cheeks, his eyes are sunken inwards, and his black eyes are now only numb. Lips were bruised.
If Jiang Nan didn't know him well, he might not believe that the person in front of him was his bright and gentle brother.He felt sore and unbearable, and blurted out: "How did you make yourself look like this?!"
Jiang Hesen, who had been staring blankly at the tablecloth, heard this, as if being pricked by a needle, immediately raised his head, and the moment he saw Jiang Nan, his eyes suddenly burst into light.But soon, the color slowly dimmed again.He smiled with difficulty and flattered, "Xiao Miao, you are here."
Seeing him like this, Jiang Nan felt even more sad.He pulled out the chair and sat down, and then carefully looked at Jiang Hesen, and saw that although he was thin and haggard, at least he didn't have a beard, his hair was clean and fresh, his clothes were neat and tidy, and he showed no signs of being secretly decadent , this is a little relieved.
Although he said before that he would no longer contact Jiang Hesen, but seeing him now, his original cold and rigid attitude could no longer be persisted, and he gradually softened.
At the same time, Jiang Hesen also stared at Jiang Nan intently.He is very aware of how affectionate his younger brother is, otherwise, he wouldn't have said childishly at a young age that he wanted to make money for his brother to study, and he wouldn't have sold himself ignorantly.Because of this, he could imagine how much harm Jiang Nan had been caused by the unbelievable words of the two mothers last time, so that he could calm down and make up his mind that he really would not have any contact with him again.He believed that if he hadn't been stalking this time, Jiang Nan might never have taken the initiative to see him for the rest of his life.
Jiang Nan turned his eyes away first, staring at the steam rising from the pot in front of him, and said, "What do you want from me?"
Jiang Hesen smiled wryly. In the past, how could Jiang Nan ask such a question? Does the brother need a reason to ask the younger brother out for dinner?But it's different now, and the relationship between the two has long been unable to return to the past.
Sometimes Jiang Hesen couldn't figure out why things had come to this point.He always hoped that the people around him would be good, but in the end, none of them could get a good ending.His parents hope that he can honor his ancestors and carry on the family line. Jiang Qing hopes that he can marry her. What about Jiang Nan?Jiang Nan never asked for anything, but he, Jiang Hesen, couldn't even do what Jiang Nan didn't ask for, let alone other things.
Jiang Hesen felt unprecedented frustration and powerlessness, and even fell into decadence for a while.
He thinks that he needs to stay away from all this and needs a free space to think about how to sort out these things and get back to his former self-confidence.
After figuring this out, he suddenly understood, took care of himself quickly, dealt with everything that needed to be dealt with, and then asked Jiang Nan out to see him for the last time.
Jiang Nan frowned in disbelief, "What do you mean?"
Jiang Hesen thought he didn't hear clearly, so he repeated: "I've bought both the company and the house, and the money is divided into three shares, one for parents, one for you, and one for Jiang Qing, who she bought the previous day. She has been sent to a nursing home for a while because of mental instability, and the money is just for her treatment."
"What about you?" Jiang Nan said with a burst of blood: "You said you were going to leave, are you going to be a coward and escape to hide?!"
Jiang Hesen dodged for a while as if being pricked by a needle, turned his head and said with confidence: "It's not escaping, I just need time to think about it..."
Jiang Nan sneered, he thought he was a fool who had softened his heart just now, he looked at Jiang Hesen from head to toe as if he had never known Jiang Hesen, then stood up abruptly, and said, "I I won't ask for your money, whether you want to use the money to provide for your parents' old-age care or to treat your woman's illness, it's none of my business. There is no relationship between me and you. "
The snow was getting bigger and bigger, and it fell from the sky in a mighty way, as if with the determination to bury the whole city.
Jiang Nan left the car and walked up the snow-covered street.Snowflakes soon covered his hair, his eyebrows were also dyed white, and his lips were purple from the cold. He was shivering in the wind and snow, while laughing in his heart, "Who said frost is not as cold as the heart, I'll fuck it soon!" The weather is so cold." He stomped his feet, feeling like an idiot, turned around and rushed into the car tens of meters away.
The heating was turned on in the car, and after a while, the snow on the hair, eyebrows, and eyebrows began to melt, dripping wetly down the forehead and cheeks, Jiang Nan had to find a dry towel to wipe off.
Feeling his body warming up slowly, he let out a long breath, sat in the car and stared at the street lights on the road in a daze.
He actually wanted to find something to do, and he didn't want to think about it alone, but when things came to an end, he found that he didn't even have anyone to accompany him.
Those friends from the past have long since lost contact. As for Xiao Bin, Jiang Nan has never contacted him since he got married.It seems that he has never been a person who is good at getting along with people, otherwise it would not be so many years, and there are not even two good friends left, and before that, he has never noticed that this state is abnormal place.Because there was Bai Qi in the past, and then there was Jiang Hesen, and Xiao Bin and his gang also met in college. He always thought that he had a pretty good life in terms of spiritual life. How could he think that these people would all walk out of him at once? of life.
He thought of Jiang Hesen again, from childhood to adulthood, bit by bit, when he was young, when he parted, and after the reunion, all the memories were dug out of his brain and recollected.
What he said just now was so decisive, but after all it was his brother, who wouldn't feel sad, and it was precisely because of his sadness that he became even more angry.
Since he was going to leave in the end, why bothered to come to him in the first place?
Anyway, he was the only one left in the end, so why did these people come and go in his life?Is it just to set off the desolation of his lonely and lonely situation at the moment?Now, he really did what these people wanted, are they satisfied?
Jiang Nan thought about it, almost fascinated.
Until a series of bells woke him up.
He shuddered, and subconsciously turned his head to stare at the mobile phone on the passenger seat, staring at it as if he didn't recognize it.After the ringing ended, the phone was automatically hung up, but soon, the second call came back.
Jiang Nan stretched out his hand to pick up the phone and put it to his ear, Jiang Huajie's slightly hurried voice came: "Why didn't you answer the phone? Have you finished your meal?"
Jiang Nan opened his mouth, and found that his throat was a little hoarse, and the sound just now hadn't come out, so he coughed twice and cleared his throat.
Jiang Huajie immediately said: "What's wrong? Have a cold?"
"No." Jiang Nan said.
Jiang Huajie asked again: "Who are you dating tonight? Have you gone back?"
"I haven't had dinner yet." Jiang Nan answered irrelevantly.
"Oh..." Jiang Huajie said to himself: "Why haven't you eaten yet? You're all out—" He stopped abruptly, as if someone had choked his throat, he couldn't make a sound for a long time, and then broke out suddenly, so excited It was hard to hold back, and I almost stuttered, "I, I haven't eaten yet, where do you want to go, I will go with you?"
Jiang Nan paused for a while, Jiang Huajie held his breath unconsciously, his palms were sweating from nervousness, afraid that he would be wrong and be happy.
Jiang Nan didn't know what he was thinking, so after thinking about it, he said, "I don't want to eat out, let's buy some vegetables and go home."
Jiang Huajie was afraid that he would regret it, so he immediately said: "Okay, I'll go buy it, you go back and wait for me first, what do you want to eat?"
After hanging up the phone, Jiang Huajie returned to the box, took his clothes and was about to leave.
Several of his friends quickly stopped him and said, "Why are you in such a hurry? You want to leave without drinking?"
Jiang Huajie smiled vigorously, "Just wait for me. When my business is done, your wine will be indispensable." After speaking, he waved his sleeves and left.
Several of his friends looked at each other, and they all saw the clear look in their eyes.
Jiang Huajie stumbled this time, much harder than Bai Yun did back then, and he might not be able to get out in the end of his life.
Jiang Huajie moved quickly. When Jiang Nan drove the car into the yard, he saw that orange lights were already lit in the house. The dim yellow color made people feel warm from the bottom of their hearts when they saw it.
Jiang Nan parked the car, opened the door and walked into the area shrouded in dim yellow. Sure enough, there was a sense of warmth, like a wanderer welcoming home from a long journey, which made people feel hot.
Jiang Huajie was clumsily fiddling with the bowl and chopsticks, he was obviously relieved when he came back, dropped his chopsticks and eagerly greeted him, "I'm back, is it cold?"
Jiang Nan responded softly, closed the door, and shut out the snowstorm and biting cold.
--Finish--
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