so affectionate

In the evening of the next day, Jiang Huajie drove Jiang Nan to the gate of Jiang Hesen's community. Before opening the door, he handed Jiang Nan a mobile phone and told him, "I'll pick you up in two hours." Jiang Nan kept her face motionless, and said with a smile, "Don't have other thoughts, if I don't see you by then, I'll go straight to the door."

Jiang Nan snatched the mobile phone and entered the community without looking back.

Jiang Huajie lit a cigarette, leaned on the back of the chair and watched him puffing, until he turned a corner and disappeared, then took another deep breath, extinguished the cigarette, turned around and left.

Although the location of Jiang Hesen's new house is not very good, the interior decoration is very exquisite and meticulous. Jiang Nan pressed the doorbell and looked around. He was attracted by the tile pattern on the corridor wall and stared at it intently. stand up.It wasn't until the door opened that he suddenly came back to his senses and turned to look at the people inside.

"You, you are..." Standing inside the door was a white-haired woman, about sixty years old, wearing a dark mottled long-sleeved coat and gray trousers, a pair of old-fashioned cotton slippers under her feet, her back was bent badly, her face With her wrinkled face, cloudy eyes, and cautious, receding expression, she looked out of place in this stylish house.

Jiang Nan's chest suddenly missed a beat, he frowned slightly, his face gradually turned pale, he stared at the woman for a while, then turned around and ran away.

"Xiao Miao!"

Jiang Hesen's shout came from behind him. Jiang Nan couldn't wait for the elevator, so he ran directly to the stairwell, and only went down two floors, when he was grabbed by the arm by someone who was chasing him. He pursed his mouth, silently and fiercely struggling.

"Xiao Miao! Xiao Miao!! Listen to me!" Jiang Hesen hurriedly pressed Jiang Nan's shoulders and shouted in his ear.

Jiang Nan raised his foot and kicked him, forcing him to take a step back, and took advantage of the gap to rush downstairs again.Jiang Hesen was out of breath, so he simply jumped, jumped down a dozen or so steps, and used his momentum to press Jiang Nan against the wall at the corner, pressing him firmly.

Jiang Nan was pushed and bumped by him, and his whole body was slapped against the wall. He felt that the organs in his chest were about to be squeezed out, his throat was itchy, and he coughed violently.

Jiang Hesen felt a little regretful, but he didn't dare to relax, so he said nervously and eagerly: "How are you? Brother didn't do it on purpose, Xiao Miao, can you listen to me carefully?"

Jiang Nan tried to move his shoulders, and the pressure behind him immediately intensified. His chest was pressed tightly against the wall, and he could barely breathe. The impact almost broke the bones in his body. He took a deep breath and said weakly: "Let go, I feel uncomfortable."

Jiang Hesen hesitated for a moment, and instead of letting go immediately, he said, "Don't run away, I'll let you go, okay?"

With half of Jiang Nan's face pressed against the wall, he looked up at the sensor light above his head and laughed at himself: "Okay."

Jiang Hesen looked happy, stepped back and let go.

Jiang Nan turned around slowly, leaning his back against the wall, smoothed his chest, looked at Jiang Hesen and said, "Tell me, what do you want to tell me?"

"..." Jiang Hesen opened his mouth, but found that he didn't know how to speak. He hesitated for a long time, observed Jiang Nan's expression and asked tentatively, "Did you see that person just now?"

"I see, what's the matter?" Jiang Nan asked without changing his face.

"She... she's—"

"Brother," Jiang Nan interrupted him, "Have you thought it through? Once you say something, you can never turn back. You don't need to say those things clearly, as long as you and I know it clearly, isn't that good? Why do you have to spread it out?" Make it clear? I know what you want, but it's not realistic, why don't you admit it?"

"No, Xiao Miao, you haven't tried it, how do you know it's unrealistic? Now that you know, then I don't have to bend the corner. The person just now is our mother. Jiang Qing is pregnant, and my mother is thinking about her grandson. She came to stay for a while, but Dad didn't come."

Jiang Hesen said while staring at Jiang Nan's face, seeing that his expression didn't change, he felt a little disappointed, paused for a while, and continued: "Xiao Miao, I know you can't let go of what happened back then, brother I understand you. But things have already happened. No one can change the past, but the future is unknown. Why can't you look forward? You can see my mother. She is only 50 years old this year, but look, Is she 50 years old now? Do you feel aggrieved these past few years, do other people in our family feel comfortable? Why don’t you think Dad came? Because he didn’t dare, he felt guilty for you, and he felt guilty for more than ten I haven't dared to appear in front of you for years, isn't this punishment enough? What do you have to do before you are willing to forgive them and meet them? Tell me, as long as I can do it, okay? "

Jiang Nan stared at his feet. He found that this uniquely decorated house was not as perfect as it looked. Right at the corner of the wall at his feet, the white wall paint had begun to bubble and fall off due to the infiltration of moisture and moisture, exposing the yellow inside. The wall, this blemish is like a pimple, hidden under the surface of the perfect scenery, it is difficult to be noticed.

He looked up at Jiang Hesen, and asked abruptly, "Brother, have you heard the story of reunion after a broken mirror?"

"what?"

"When I was in school, the teacher said that the reunion of a broken mirror is a metaphor for the reunion of a husband and wife after being separated. There is a beautiful allusion in it. But when I listened to this story, I kept thinking that even if the mirror is broken in two, even if it can be reunited again, it is barely enough. Form a circle, but the crack on the mirror surface will not disappear, it will always lie there, always reminding people of the separation and rupture in the past, like a thorn piercing into the heart, it hurts when you pull it out, and it hurts if you don’t pull it out. You can choose to ignore what happened, but you can never forget it. Although the wound is healed, the scar will not disappear with the pain. Brother, I don’t blame them until now, and I never blamed you, but it’s not It means that I want to reconcile with them as before, and I will be filial as a father and son. I can't do it. I understand and understand what you said, but I just can't accept it. You just think that I am not a thing, and the heart and dog lungs are not a thing. From now on, don't Think about me, okay? The mirror is broken into two halves, and there is still a thought when one half is half, and there are only cracks left when they are put together. I know that you want to take care of all aspects of your family, career, and love, but things in the world How can everything be so wishful? It’s not easy for you to be caught among so many people, I don’t want to embarrass you, and I don’t want to be embarrassed by you, we will not contact you from today, I will always remember you as a brother.”

After Jiang Nan finished speaking in a calm tone, he gave Jiang Hesen one last look, and walked down the stairs bypassing him.He had just passed two corners when there was a rush of hurried and chaotic footsteps behind him, and then Jiang Hesen rushed down from behind and grabbed him tightly. The strength of his palm seemed to crush Jiang Nan's wrist. With red eyes, he said in a confused tone: "Xiao Miao, Xiao Miao... What nonsense are you talking about, what do you mean never contacting again? Are you angry? Are you angry that I arranged such a thing without saying hello? Brother I apologize to you, and I promise you that I will never force you again. It’s my fault. Things about Jiang Qing and parents make you unhappy. You should be angry. It’s up to you how you want to vent your anger. Just don't say such things, okay? Xiao Miao, Xiao Miao, how can you say such things, do you know that you belong to my brother—"

"what--!"

A scream suddenly came from somewhere on the stairs above his head, accompanied by a series of muffled sounds of objects rolling, Jiang Nan's expression changed immediately, and he threw away Jiang Hesen's hand and rushed up.Before climbing a few steps, he found Jiang Qing lying on the ground at the last corner. Her face was pale, her eyes were closed tightly, there was a hole in her forehead, bright red blood spattered on her chest, and her hands were still clenched. Hold your belly tight.

Jiang Nan was stunned for a moment, then immediately turned around and shouted at Jiang Hesen, who was already dumbfounded: "Send it to the hospital!"

The corridors of the hospital were very busy, the medical staff in white coats were hurrying, and the door of the operating room opened and closed. In the end, there were only three people waiting quietly.

Jiang Nan leaned against the wall away from the operating room, raised her head slightly, and closed her eyes.The mobile phone in his pocket rang without warning, he took it out and connected without looking at it, "Who is it?"

"It's me, where are you? Did you forget that I said—"

"I am at the hospital."

Jiang Huajie's harsh words stopped abruptly, the other end was quiet for a moment, and then there was a crackling sound, as if something was broken, and there were voices of other people talking in twos and threes, but soon, all the voices disappeared No, only Jiang Huajie asked in a hurry: "Which hospital?"

"It's not me, it's someone else—"

"Stop talking nonsense! Which hospital?!"

Jiang Nan was also a little annoyed, these chaotic events tonight bothered him, but Jiang Huajie wanted to add to the chaos, he lowered his voice and shouted: "It's not me, why are you crazy!"

Jiang Huajie seemed to be choked for a moment, he was silent for a while, and said, "I'll pick you up."

Jiang Nan didn't want to bother him, so he gave his address hastily and hung up the phone.As soon as he put his mobile phone in his pocket, he felt that someone was looking at him. He raised his head suddenly and met a pair of frightened eyes. The owner of the eyes was far from his actual age.

Wu Liqin is 50 years old this year. When she was young, she was just like her name. She was one of the most beautiful girls in the village. However, the years are merciless. Now, there is no trace of youth on her face, and there are only helplessness and desolation on her face , as well as the inferiority complex and shrinking deep into her bone marrow.

Jiang Nan looked at her, thinking of Jiang Hesen's words, he couldn't help feeling sour.

This is his mother, his mother.

He raised his head and closed his eyes tightly to prevent the heat in his eyes from escaping.

Wu Liqin walked towards him slowly and hesitantly. Jiang Nan felt his heart beating rapidly, his palms became hot and humid, his throat became dry, and he didn't even know how to position his hands and feet. This nervous but seemed to be expecting something , almost made him really shed tears.For so many years, he has never given up on that bit of extravagant hope. Unfortunately, even he himself was almost cheated.

Wu Liqin finally walked in front of him, Jiang Nan stood up straight, looking at this woman who is now much shorter than him, his lips trembled slightly with excitement, and the title that he hadn't had the chance to say in more than ten years almost came from his throat Rush out.However, at this time, Wu Liqin knelt down without warning.

Jiang Nan only felt a buzzing sound, and his mind went blank.

Wu Liqin knelt down on the ground, beating her chest and crying loudly: "I beg you, please let He Sen go! It's me and your father who are sorry for you. It's none of your brother's business. We only have one son, Mr. There is only one single seedling left in the Jiang family, please let him go, please come to us if there is anything, please God! He Sen has suffered so much to find you, and now he is over 30 and has not yet married , I finally met such a good girl as Jiang Qing, he has the idea of ​​starting a family, why don't you let him go, huh?! You come to us with resentment and hatred! Let him go, let him go, I for goodness sake..."

"Mom, what are you doing?!" Jiang Hesen rushed over, dragged and hugged Wu Lizhen, and said angrily, "Who told you this, what nonsense are you talking to Xiao Miao!" He raised his head eagerly, wanting to talk to Jiang Nan After explaining a few words, they found that only their mother and son were left in the empty corridor of the hospital. The lights in the operating room behind them were turned off, and the door slowly opened.