so affectionate

In the relationship with Jiang Huajie, Jiang Nan has always been in a passive position. He doesn't like Jiang Huajie, and he never intends to continue this deformed relationship for a long time.Affected by his own experience, he has subconsciously believed that the entanglement between men is an unbearable, hard-to-see abnormal relationship, which is not allowed by the public, and he himself rejects this kind of thing more than ordinary people .

But now, he suddenly realized that he fell in love with a man. For him, this was really a big blow, as if his resistance to Jiang Huajie in the past had become a joke and a hypocritical hypocrisy.

What's more, regardless of these things, just the fact that he fell in love with Wang Lei is destined to be only an obscure relationship buried deep in his heart.

Thinking of Wang Lei, he couldn't hide his low self-esteem deep in his heart. Who would like him who had such a terrible experience?Who is worthy?Jiang Nan didn't know whether Wang Lei was aware of his relationship with Jiang Huajie. Although he never showed any abnormalities, no one was a fool, let alone Jiang Huajie never concealed it in front of the people around him. I have long seen it in my eyes and disdain it in my heart.

Thinking of this, Jiang Nan couldn't hide the bitterness and shame in his heart.At this moment, he felt that there was nothing more desperate and painful than being known by his sweetheart and even witnessing his embarrassing and dirty side.

Jiang Nan Fangfo saw himself standing in front of a seedling. The seed finally germinated and grew after many years of gestation, but he knew that this fragile little creature could not withstand the wind and rain, and could not stand the sun. The only thing waiting for it was withering.

He stepped into the emotional world ignorantly for the first time, but he was doomed to stumble. His first love might echo its belated arrival, and step into an early death.

When Jiang Huajie came back from get off work, he saw Jiang Nan who seemed haggard all of a sudden, sitting in the yard basking in the sun, with his head raised high, his eyes closed, and his eyelashes trembling slightly.It looks the same as before, but everyone can feel that there is a strong gray emotion permeating his body, even under the sun, it can't brighten his mood.

Jiang Huajie stood there for a moment, frowning and thinking for a while, it seems that young people nowadays call this a little fresh, bright sadness?In short, it is quite full and painful stuff.He took off his tie and walked over to shake Jiang Nan awake, "What are you doing sitting here? You're sweating, come in with me."

Jiang Nan raised her eyelids and glanced at him, then slowly turned over, lay sideways on the recliner, and curled herself up into a ball.

Jiang Huajie raised his eyebrows and snorted, intending to pick him up, but stopped halfway through his hand, stood there for a while, and went in by himself.

Aunt Xu came up to him and asked him what he wanted to eat tonight. Jiang Huajie raised his chin and pointed to Jiang Nan, "What is that kid doing?"

Aunt Xu shook her head, "I don't know either. I answered the phone in the afternoon and went out. When I came back, I was like this. I didn't say a word when I asked him. Oh, don't be stimulated by something. I don't know if I was hit by a car before. , This period of time has been abnormal, let me see, let him go to the hospital for another look at some time."

Jiang Huajie nodded casually, threw his tie coat on the sofa, rolled up his sleeves and walked out again. He didn't even say hello, and directly passed his hands under Jiang Nan's armpits and knees, and as soon as he exerted his strength, he punched him horizontally Hug up.

Jiang Nan's eyes blurred, his body was already in mid-air, he was startled, the current situation made him annoyed and angry, "Why are you crazy? Put me down!"

Jiang Huajie ignored him and walked back with him in his arms.Thinking that Aunt Xu was still in the room, Jiang Nan struggled vigorously, "You bastard, let me go!"

He was twisting and bouncing like a fish, and Jiang Huajie almost broke away when he was caught off guard, so he tightened his arms and threatened in a low voice: "What's the matter? Do you want me to call Aunt Xu to watch the live broadcast?"

"You! You are sick!" Jiang Nan blushed and scolded through gritted teeth.

Jiang Huajie snorted softly, "You know I'm sick, so you came to make trouble for me." He walked in with the edict of the National People's Congress, Jiang Nan hung his head and didn't dare to lift it up. When he turned the corner, he saw Aunt Xu in the kitchen with her back to the living room After busying in the house, he breathed a sigh of relief, then immediately frowned, and said, "What are you going to do?"

Jiang Huajie had already gone upstairs, but without answering, he entered the room and threw Jiang Nan onto the bed, took a breath, and said, "If you have time to go out for a private meeting, why don't you think about how to make me happy on the bed Glad, I can bear it long enough." After finishing speaking, he bent his knees and pressed down, pushing Jiang Nan back who was about to get up.

Jiang Nan stared at him incredulously, seeing that Jiang Huajie really started to take off his clothes, he reacted and struggled, Jiang Huajie suppressed him twice, he slipped away from the side, and stood on the other side of the bed to confront him .

"Come here quickly." Jiang Huajie stretched out his hand to fish it, but he couldn't catch it, so he could only reluctantly say patiently.

Jiang Nan's hands trembled, and humiliation and shame flashed across his face. Today, he was more rebellious than usual. Apart from the fact that it was broad daylight and Aunt Xu was still downstairs, the other reasons were obvious.

Jiang Huajie didn't know, so he unbuttoned the button impatiently, and said, "Isn't this trick getting tired of you? The scene of chaste women is pretty good, but how about some new ideas once in a while?"

Jiang Nan's face turned pale, but he stubbornly stood still. Even though he knew that the feelings in his heart were hopeless, he still wanted to fight for himself, at least he would not be more humble when facing the true feelings in his heart.

As soon as those words came out, Jiang Huajie felt a little too heavy. Looking at Jiang Nan's face again, he softened a little, slowed down his face, walked around the bed slowly, and Jiang Nan unbuttoned him, saying, " You know my temper is not very good, why do you keep messing with me, huh? Be good, and you will suffer less."

Jiang Nan tightened his neckline to stop him from moving further. Jiang Huajie's face darkened, before he could speak, he begged, "Dad, please let me go."

The room was silent for a long time, Jiang Huajie turned his head and said softly, in an inaudible tone: "What are you talking about?"

Jiang Nan's body trembled. He knew it was a delusion, but he mustered up his courage and said, "There are so many people out there who are younger than me, better looking than me, and more obedient than me. You go to them, and you let them go—"

Jiang Huajie didn't wait for him to speak, he grabbed him by the collar violently, threw him on the bed and pressed him firmly, lowered his head and gritted his teeth: "Which song is this, huh? You're making trouble for me every day. Forget it, if you still want me to let you go, let me tell you, there is no door!"

He stood up and walked back and forth irritably, then turned his head and roared: "Where do you want to go without me? Ah?! I knew I couldn't let you go out, so I should lock you on the bed and strip you naked Get up, let me see where you can go!"

As if he wanted to fulfill what he said, he turned around and rushed forward to hold Jiang Nan down, tore off his clothes a few times, pressed his hands to the top of his head and tied him up, then began to untie his belt, saying, "You If you still dare to run, I will kill you!"

Jiang Nan was frightened by his behavior, and when he realized it, his hands were already bound, Jiang Huajie was pressing on him, and he had to continue.Jiang Nan kicked his legs violently and struggled, trying to get rid of this disadvantage, but he had never been Jiang Huajie's opponent, and soon even his feet and ankles were tied with belts, and his whole body was like a bug. Can squirm in bed.

After Jiang Huajie finished all this, he felt that Jiang Nan could not escape, so he stopped.He lit a cigarette in silence, his head cleared a little, he seemed to have woken up from the rage just now, and now he just stared at Jiang Nan with red eyes, watching him struggle in vain.

Jiang Nan's hands and feet were bound, and no matter how much he tossed, he couldn't break free. On the contrary, his hands and feet were red and swollen due to friction. After a long time, he also realized this, and he resigned to his fate and stopped moving. panting.

Jiang Huajie smoked one after another, and the whole room was filled with smoke. He stubbed out the last cigarette, stepped forward and saw Jiang Nan's face, and his heart skipped a beat.

Jiang Nan's eyes were red, but there was no tear in his eyes. He stared blankly at the ceiling with a very calm expression on his face, which was abnormally calm.

Jiang Huajie couldn't help stretching out his hand, and gently stroked the corner of his eyes.He admitted that Cai Cai's behavior was a little impulsive, but he couldn't deny that deep down in his heart, he was very happy to lock Jiang Nan by his side and keep him with him every step of the way.

"Jiang Huajie..." Jiang Nan suddenly called out hoarsely. This was the first time he called his adoptive father that way.

Jiang Huajie's heart skipped a beat.

"...If you dare to treat me like this, I will never forgive you." Jiang Nan said in a low voice, and then murmured as if confirming: "Forever..."

Jiang Huajie was silent for a long time, he released Jiang Nan's hand, and slammed the door without looking back.When he came out of the shower, Jiang Nan was no longer there, and he was still nowhere to be seen downstairs.Jiang Huajie stood by the table, suddenly kicked over the chair, stepped out the door, and drove away in the car.

It was very late when he found Jiang Nan, and he still couldn't believe it when his subordinates told him where Jiang Nan was.

Jiang Nan was drunk and passed out at the bottom of an old single apartment building. When Jiang Huajie arrived, he had already vomited all over the floor, and he couldn't stand still drunk. He didn't know what to say in his mouth. Wet one.

Jiang Huajie was never a fool, and the subordinates reported with reservations. As soon as Jiang Nan's behavior was related to recent events, he already knew the reason for Jiang Nan's abnormality.He thought he should be furious, let this lifeless person know how powerful he is, and dare not go out to attract others, but he didn't know if it was because he just got angry a long time ago, or because Jiang Nan's current appearance was too Poor, the overwhelming anger in his heart was suppressed alive.

He slipped Jiang Nan into the car with one hand, seeing his sad appearance, anger and sourness billowed out, he forced himself to smile coldly, turned his head to stare at the apartment outside the car, and dialed a phone: "You immediately Go to Shanxi and bring me two people back."