so affectionate

Jiang Nan kept thinking about this matter during the meal. In fact, this is not an important issue that has to be figured out. There are so many people coming and going in the company every day.But it happened that this one made him meet and notice, and he felt familiar but couldn’t remember who it was, so he felt uncomfortable, as if there was something in his heart, the more he thought about it, the more curious and itchy he was, It's a bit compulsive, and it's not fun if you don't understand it.

When he came back from dinner, he went to the front desk to ask who that person was. The staff showed him the registration form. It was an unfamiliar name. He pressed his finger on the table and thought about paying. Could it be that his eyes were really dazzled?He glanced at the name again, returned the form, and was about to leave when he suddenly remembered another question and asked back, "Can you tell me what this person is doing in the company?"

"He wanted to see Mr. Jiang, but he didn't make an appointment, so he left just now."

Jiang Nan nodded. After saying this, his heart suddenly became clear.He recalled what he saw before. Although the man was tightly covered, he could still be seen from the back. He was a young man, and with his fashionable attire, and his secretive appearance, it was most likely that Jiang Huajie was from outside. People, in this way, it is normal for him to feel familiar, maybe he met him somewhere before.

But since it's Jiang Huajie's little lover, why didn't he come to the company instead of looking for him in private?

Jiang Nan thought about this question boredly, he didn't care about Jiang Huajie's affairs, he just had an ordinary suspicion, it was like wondering why mutton soup nourishes the stomach, and honey water soothes alcohol, it's just a simple and indifferent curiosity , far from actively seeking answers.In comparison, he is more concerned about his brother's problem now.

Jiang Hesen must have something to hide from him, and most of this matter is related to him, but Jiang Hesen deliberately didn't say anything, no matter how much he guessed, he would never know the answer.He wanted to ask Jiang Qing if he knew something, but when he thought about her attitude, he couldn't make up his mind. In the end, he made a call before leaving get off work.

"Sister Jiang, I'm Jiang Nan, is it convenient to meet after get off work?"

Jiang Qing hesitated for a while, then reported a place name.After work, Jiang Nan asked Wang Lei to drive him there.

Jiang Huajie assigned Wang Lei to be Jiang Nan's driver, but he himself recruited one from nowhere. He was not an old employee of the company. Jiang Nan had seen the newcomer once or twice, and he was more serious and cautious than Wang Lei. With a cold aura, he looked very difficult to get along with.

Now Jiang Huajie doesn't ask Jiang Nan to go in and out with him, but he has to take Wang Lei with him wherever he goes. Jiang Nan knows in his heart that if Jiang Huajie wants to know, Wang Lei will definitely report to him every move he makes. .This feeling of being completely exposed to the eyes of others is uncomfortable, but compared with what he has endured over the years, this discomfort is insignificant and can almost be ignored.

When Jiang Nan arrived at the appointed place, he was a little surprised. It was a roadside noodle restaurant. Although the hot soup in the big pot exuded an attractive aroma, and the owner was skilled and enthusiastic, it seemed that the business was very good. The hygienic environment is impressive enough.In particular, Jiang Qing was sitting inside in a capable professional attire, which seemed even more out of harmony.

Jiang Nan walked over to greet her, and sat down opposite her. The low dining table was greasy, with a few spots of noodle soup and dirt scattered on it.

"I asked for a bowl of noodles. I don't know what you want to eat, so I didn't order for you. But I don't think you can eat these things, so let your nanny make them for you when you go home." Jiang Qing held the Zhang He wiped the small piece of tabletop in front of him with a napkin without looking up.

Jiang Nan originally looked at the menu on the wall and planned to order a beef noodle, but when she said this, he swallowed back the words he was going to say.He didn't know how his relationship with Jiang Qing became like this. He obviously had a good time when they met for the first time, but later it became more and more rigid. Every time they met, the unpleasant atmosphere became more serious.It was fine when Jiang Hesen was present, and Jiang Qing basically had no time to talk to him, but when his brother was away, he felt that every word she said was aimed at him, and Jiang Nan didn't know if he was too sensitive .But he could feel that a large part of Jiang Qing's dissatisfaction with him was because of his brother. He secretly speculated whether Jiang Hesen cared too much for him, making Jiang Qing feel left out?

But he and Jiang Hesen are brothers, aren't they?Is there a comparison between family affection and love?

he does not know.But since others mind, he won't go looking for unhappiness.For this reason, he has minimized the number of meetings with Jiang Hesen, and the occasional phone call will always make him care more about Jiang Qing, after all, she is the one who will accompany his brother for the rest of his life.

Jiang Qing finished wiping the table, threw the tissue into the trash can, and asked, "You've never been to this kind of place, have you?"

Jiang Nan didn't speak, but of course he had been here.When he was in college, he lived on campus. In order to save money, he even ate only steamed buns and pickled vegetables for three meals a day, and distributed leaflets on the streets in heavy snow.It wasn't that Jiang Huajie treated him harshly in terms of money, but that he wanted to save more of his own money. At that time, he hadn't reunited with Jiang Hesen, and Bai Yun had already passed away. There was no news of Bai Qi's going abroad, and he had nothing. He still had to face Jiang Huajie. Apart from money, nothing could give him a sense of security.But this, in his opinion, there is no need to let others know, because it is all over.

Jiang Qing looked around this small shop, and her words were full of nostalgia: "Your brother and I met here. At that time, he worked much harder than now. He came to Beijing alone to work hard. He was unfamiliar with the place. Everything started from scratch. He spends all day in sales to make a smiley face, but when he returns to the rental house, he is in a panic in private. He has to worry about not meeting the monthly results, worrying about the company’s wage arrears, worrying about customers’ tricky demands, and being so anxious. But what makes him the most What worries me is the younger brother who doesn't know where he is. He is afraid that Xiao Miao will be cold, afraid that Xiao Miao will be hot, afraid that Xiao Miao will be bullied, and fear that Xiao Miao will be wronged. He was so tall that he couldn’t even eat. He was less than 110 kg when he was the thinnest, and he would fall down when the wind blows. But when he is so tired, what is Xiao Miao, who he is most worried about, doing?” Jiang Qing Finally turned his eyes back, looked at Jiang Nan, and said, "Do you know how much he paid for you?"

Jiang Nan's eyes were a little wet, he turned his face away, "My brother never mentioned this to me..."

"Of course he won't tell you. He has always brought the best things to you, but for this so-called best thing, do you know how much effort he has to put in? You don't know! You are the young master of the Jiang family , do you want anything? You are offered food and drink, and you don’t even know how to write bitter characters. How can you understand him? You have been wronged because of a little childhood, and you still remember it in your heart. Do you think you Does brother owe you? No one owes you! Look at your life now. If you could do it all over again and let you choose, wouldn’t you be willing to rest assured of your current wealth? Would you be willing to leave this status behind? I don’t think so! "

Jiang Qing seemed to realize that she was too excited, she paused, and then said: "Since you are living better than before, why do you make your brother feel guilty and uneasy by showing a pitiful and weak appearance? Don't you feel ashamed when you are troubled and worry about you?"

Jiang Nan's face turned pale, and he could hardly help shouting, he never thought of making anyone feel guilty and sympathetic!

He almost wanted everyone to know the grievances he had suffered all these years, and asked someone to comfort him and tell him, don't be afraid, you still have me.

But he can't say anything, one thing after another, one scene after another, embarrassment, anger, grievance, despair, no second person will ever know, he has to rot these things in his heart and bury them in the grave.

He bit the lining of his mouth tightly to prevent himself from really shouting.

Jiang Qing's face was ready, the boss brought it and placed it on the table between the two of them, and the heat curled up.Jiang Qing didn't move her chopsticks, she stared at Jiang Nan closely, very satisfied with his silent rebuttal.

"I don't know what you are going to do now. You have repeatedly refused to go home with your brother to see your parents. What about your conscience? Two old people are waiting at home, their hair is all white, and you can act as if you have nothing to do. I know, I only want to be happy and happy. Even if they had to give you up to others, the fact proves that your life is much better now, isn’t it? What are you dissatisfied with? Or is this your purpose? Having people around you and paying attention to you is what you need, right?"

"……say no more."

"Why, did I mention the pain? Such a small word makes you angry and unbearable? Why don't you think about your brother? Can you understand the suffering and tiredness he has suffered all these years? You are just a spoiled It’s bad, and you want people to pamper you more, but you’re just a speculator who doesn’t want to give a single ounce of sincerity! Your sinister intentions will be known to everyone sooner or later, and they should know your true face! At that time—”

"Stop talking!" Jiang Nan stood up and shouted uncontrollably, he touched the low tabletop, and the noodle soup in the bowl overflowed and splashed on Jiang Qing, she screamed.

Everyone else in the store looked over. The boss looked at Jiang Qing and then at Jiang Nan, as if he wanted to come over to ask about the situation.

Jiang Nan's mind went blank, he was stunned for a moment, then turned and strode away.

The car moved forward steadily, and the street lights on both sides retreated at a constant speed.Jiang Nan leaned on the back seat with his arms covering his eyes, and he has maintained this position since he got in the car.

Suddenly, he asked in a low voice: "Wang Lei, do you have a secret?"

The voice was low and hoarse. If it wasn't for the extreme silence in the car, Wang Lei wouldn't have noticed it. He glanced at Jiang Nan in the rearview mirror and said, "Yes."

"I want your secret not to be known to others, but it's too tiring to keep it alone, what should I do?"

It took a long time this time before Wang Lei said: "Find someone who is absolutely reliable and tell him."

Jiang Nan thought deeply, where is the absolutely reliable person?