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Jiang Huajie often has a feeling recently that he doesn't know when it started, maybe it was brewing quietly a long time ago, but it was too subtle and was always ignored, but recently it became more and more obvious to be noticed.

During this period of time, he was often in a trance for no reason, feeling that his chest was bulging and full of something, it seemed to be some expectation, and it seemed to be some satisfaction, which kept him in a full and uplifting state of mind.However, if he sits down and studies carefully, he will find that there is nothing, nothing, and something empty makes him happy like a fool. Realizing this, he becomes very angry, a little bit annoyed, as if he was fooled by someone Seeing it made him feel uncomfortable.But the negative emotions won't last long, and the slight and wonderful feeling will soon return, as if someone is scratching his heart with a feather.

The two emotions kept going back and forth. Jiang Huajie was angry, but he was not angry with the perpetrator, but just angry with himself. He really didn't like this kind of experience that was out of his control.

That day Jiang Nan called him to ask him to go home, maybe it was the first situation that happened to him, he was in such a good mood that night that even surprised himself, he drove home all the way, as if there was a big surprise waiting for him at home, Even if she was rejected by Jiang Nan later, she was not angry.

But soon, a wave of irritability replaced the original relaxation. The feeling was like that what he expected in his heart was not obtained, his request was not met, and he couldn't control himself. Lost, annoyed, and irritable. Erupted.

His temper is not very good, but it is far from bad enough to be like a fire-breathing dragon, who gets angry when he sees people.In fact, in the eyes of ordinary people, he has always been a very standard image of a personable and successful person. Even his lover who has known him for a long time will only think that he is ruthless, and no one has seen him angry.But this kind of routine is always easily broken in front of Jiang Nan. He can always step on Jiang Huajie's explosive point that he doesn't know where, and then hula, like a prairie fire, burning his sanity clean.

Jiang Huajie sometimes thinks about it after the fact, and always feels that he is like a psychopath. If there is no one else, why do he have to pick up a reluctant person?It took so much effort not to talk, but it wasn't happy afterwards—even though he gained the upper hand in bed, after the incident, a strong sense of frustration followed him like maggots attached to his bones, and the physical pleasure was far from offsetting the psychological anxiety.It's a pity that he only thinks like this when he is awake, and the next time Jiang Nan pissed him off again, he will forget everything.

Just like the time a few days ago, Jiang Huajie never knew that he could be teased by others with just a few words, but Jiang Nan just did it.The only thing that can be regarded as progress is that he controlled it at the last moment. Even if he just diverted his anger, it was better than stepping into the strange circle again like countless times before.

Jiang Huajie recalled, he remembered that Jiang Nan looked like he was about to cry or not, and he thought he was staring fiercely, but in fact it was not lethal at all. When Jiang Huajie's palm was raised again, those wide-open eyes His eyes were full of fear that Jiang Nan didn't even know.At that moment, a strange question popped up in Jiang Huajie's mind: Apart from fear, anger, and tears, what else had he seen in Jiang Nan's eyes?

There should be... A blurry image flashed past, so fast that Jiang Huajie had no time to capture it, or even take a closer look, it disappeared without a trace.

A feeling more profound than frustration came to his heart, causing him to let go of his hands slowly, suppressing his anger and leaving the room.

That night he reflected on his relationship with Jiang Nan for the first time.

The relationship between the two of them was just a transaction from the very beginning, from Jiang Nan's parents selling Jiang Nan to him, to the exchange Jiang Nan made with him for Bai Qi, Jiang Huajie was all too familiar with it. A one-for-one deal.

Since it is a transaction, it is a fair transaction. At the beginning of the transaction, both parties receive and pay the same value. No one owes anyone, and no one takes advantage.So where does his frustration, frustration and anger come from?What is the reason for his easily fluctuating mood?The answer seems to be clear and clear, but there is always a layer of veil behind it, making people unable to guess or figure it out.

Jiang Huajie threw the pen in his hand on the conference table and made a slap. A manager who was making a product planning report seemed to have been strangled by someone. He stopped his mouth nervously and looked at him nervously.

Everyone else in the meeting room is also highly nervous. The boss has been in a bad mood for the past two days. A group of senior executives have been called in to criticize one by one. After the manager returns, he criticizes his subordinates again. Now everyone in the company is in danger , just concentrate on doing things by themselves, for fear of being caught in the wrong place by the people at the top, so the work efficiency is surprisingly high.

Jiang Huajie had no time to care about the thoughts of the people below. He was in a bad mood, so he took a sip of tea, feeling that even the tea was not to his liking. He frowned and waved his hands: "The meeting is over."

Others rushed out like fleeing, and the remaining manager put on a face to pack up the materials. The plan that was driven out by working overtime for a month was rejected by the boss so lightly, and he had to redo it when he went back.

Jiang Nan was waiting for the elevator with a meal card in his pocket. At this time, everyone went to eat, so he came out of the office.In the past few days, he started to read some introductory books on stock trading, and planned to invest in small amounts to test the waters and learn slowly. As for the stocks in Xiao Bin's hands, he didn't plan to invest in them after cashing out. his book.

He babbled stock market terminology such as closing price, percentage decline, rebound, and rise, and stared meaninglessly at the ever-decreasing numbers above the elevator door frame, when he heard a 'ding—', the elevator arrived.

He withdrew his gaze and looked straight ahead. The elevator doors slowly opened to both sides. When he saw the people inside, one of Jiang Nan's legs landed in the air.

Jiang Huajie stood in the elevator with one hand in his pocket. He also seemed a little surprised. The two of them looked at each other for a while, and the elevator door was about to close again slowly.Jiang Huajie turned his eyes and pressed the button to open the door, "Still coming in?"

Jiang Nan said a word, went in and stood diagonally behind Jiang Huajie.

The originally cheerfully beating numbers suddenly changed slowly, one floor after another, and it took a long time to reach the floor where the cafeteria was located.

"Going to eat?" Jiang Huajie asked him.

"Well, let's go to the cafeteria."

To be honest, Jiang Nan was very surprised to meet Jiang Huajie here. As far as he knows, Jiang Huajie has a special elevator, and Anne orders takeaway for lunch every day. There is no need for him to go there personally. What do you think? , should not run into him at this time.

The cafeteria is on the eighth floor. When the elevator arrived, Jiang Nan glanced at Jiang Huajie, walked around him and went out. Before he could breathe a sigh of relief, Jiang Huajie came out right after him.

"Uh... Dad, this is the staff canteen." Jiang Nan reminded.

"I know." Jiang Huajie looked around for a few times, it was meal time, and most of the employees in the whole building were here, making a lot of noise. As a dining place, the environment must not be very good, he looked away Xiang Jiang Nan motioned to him: "Where to eat, you lead the way."

Jiang Nan was stunned for a long time, and after realizing it, he reluctantly took the giant Buddha across half of the cafeteria. Along the way, he disturbed many employees who recognized the boss, and went to the window to order two set meals. As the boss, Jiang Huajie naturally had no food Card this thing.

This meal was definitely the weirdest meal that Jiang Nan had eaten so big. There were hundreds of people in the cafeteria, and almost everyone had to look at their table every time they took a bite of food, as if they were eating with them.

Jiang Nan couldn't eat half of it, so he could only take a few sips of the soup to cover up.

Jiang Huajie was quite used to the attention of the crowd. The old god was watching him away after finishing his meal.

That afternoon, Jiang Nan didn't read a single page of the book, and was only guessing what Jiang Huajie meant by this move.In the end, he really couldn't figure it out, so he simply threw it aside, unwilling to pay any attention to it.

Last night, Bai Qi received a call saying that Shen Hailu wanted to treat him to dinner. Jiang Nan slipped home early in the afternoon and changed several sets of clothes before choosing the one she was most satisfied with.This was the first time he met Bai Qi's girlfriend, and he always regarded himself as Bai Qi's elder brother, so he naturally attached great importance to this meeting.

The location was set at a western restaurant. When Jiang Nan arrived, Bai Qi and Shen Hailu had already arrived.

Jiang Nan handed over the prepared bouquet of white lilies, and said in a very cliche way: "Flowers match beautiful women."

Shen Hailu took it with a smile, "Thank you Brother Jiang."

Bai Qi pursed his lips and said: "Looking at brother's outfit and sending flowers, people who don't know think you are dating your girlfriend."

Shen Hailu glared at him coquettishly, Jiang Nan smiled and said, "What nonsense, you brat."

The waiter was called to order, and while waiting for the dishes, Jiang Nan asked Shen Hailu, "How did Ms. Shen meet Ah Bai? Ah Bai used to be introverted, and it was never easy to be friends with others."

"Brother Jiang, just call me Hailu." Shen Hailu glanced at Bai Qi who was drinking water with his head down, and he couldn't hide the emotion in his eyes, "Bai Qi and I are classmates at the same school, and we are still in the same grade, but we have been studying abroad all the way. Two years ago, I met him for the first time at a gathering of Chinese friends. At that time, he was more than introverted, he could be said to be aloof, like a proud swan, and he ignored people."

"Oh?" Jiang Nan also glanced at Bai Qi, and said with a smile: "What happened after that? Hailu, how did you convince this proud swan to fall under your skirt?"

Shen Hailu blushed, a little shy and a little proud, and said, "I didn't do anything, as soon as he saw me, he came over to talk to me."

"Oh..." Jiang Nan drew the tone, and looked at the two jokingly, "It turned out to be love at first sight."

Bai Qi lowered his head the whole time, and slowly stirred the spoon in the cup, as Jiang Nan said, very introverted, allowing them to joke.

Shen Hailu asked Jiang Nan: "Brother Jiang, did you grow up with Bai Qi? Tell me about your childhood."

"When I was young..." Jiang Nan tilted his head and thought for a while, "Abai was very beautiful when I was young, like a little angel. When I saw him for the first time, I thought he was a younger sister. It took a few days to realize that he was a younger brother. That Sad." Jiang Nan exaggeratedly clutched her chest.

Shen Hailu covered her mouth and smiled: "Really? What else? Bai Qi never mentioned the past to me, no matter how I asked him, he wouldn't tell. Brother Jiang, please tell me more."

Jiang Nan looked at Bai Qi with a smile, and picked something unimportant to say, which made Shen Hailu laugh straight away.

On the way, when Shen Hailu went to the bathroom, Jiang Nan's non-stop mouth had to rest for a while, laughing all night, her cheeks became stiff.

He touched Bai Qi who hadn't spoken the whole time, and said, "Ah Bai, why don't you talk? Girls just need to be teased and coaxed. If you're like this, be careful that Hailu won't be happy."

"Brother looks like he has a lot of experience, he looks like he has gone through hundreds of battles." Bai Qi finally opened his mouth, saying neither salty nor light.

Jiang Nan was stunned by what he said, and said embarrassingly, "I didn't... I think everyone else is like this..."

"Hasn't my brother ever had a girlfriend? At this age, why don't you find one?"

Jiang Nan was squeezed for a long time, and finally heard that Bai was unhappy. He looked at him carefully and said, "Are you unhappy? Because I talked about the past? I—"

"No." Bai Qi interrupted him, "There's nothing to be happy about, and there's nothing to be unhappy about, brother can just talk and have fun if he wants to."

What did Jiang Nan want to say, Shen Hailu came back, Bai Qi got up and opened the chair for her, and the conversation between the two ended there.

The meal didn't end until after nine o'clock, and when Jiang Nan returned home, it was past ten o'clock.He stepped into the living room and unexpectedly saw Jiang Huajie at home.

Jiang Huajie stared at him with an unfathomable expression. It took him a long time before he said in a gloomy tone, "Where did you come from in such a fancy dress?"