rebirth grass

After being bored for a holiday, Li Yibei still went to Beijing with the rubbish notice asking for dog shit. He sat on the train that hadn’t speeded up yet, and the shaking carriage and the messy smell made him want to feel nauseous.

Many things have changed in more than ten years, and some things remain the same, such as the students who dragged their suitcases to squeeze into the train in September, and the migrant workers who looked tired and indifferent in the aisle. Tolerate the taste.

Li Yibei was wearing a white shirt and jeans and sat by the window. He was delicate and clean, and looked a bit abrupt in the noisy gray environment, but he knew that he was no different from these people.

Although it has been said to start over many times, only this time it is a solution gesture of abandoning the past.He needs to slowly change many things, such as looseness, extravagance, and unrealistic pride.

"Want something to eat?" Shao Yi raised his head from the book and asked him.

"If you can't eat it, you can eat it yourself." Li Yibei looked at the mountains receding outside the window, thinking about his future plans.

"You can't stop eating like this all the time, it's even more uncomfortable." Shao Yi bit a piece of bread, looking even more peaceful than Li Yibei.

The two of them sat together, looking much colder than the other active freshmen in the compartment.It's not that Shao Yi is unhappy, it's just that after the realization of an ideal, his heart is very empty, and he still has a little insomnia in the college entrance examination, and occasionally falls asleep and always dreams. Many episodes are about Cao Chen, who often wakes him up. Those few happy moments, Almost destroyed by this memory.

They did have some happy memories during their initial acquaintance.

The first time I met Cao Chen was at the school gate, it was raining, a very thin boy was standing in the middle of the road, and the car whizzed by with its horn on, occasionally accompanied by a few loud curses from the driver.

The students pouring out from the door looked at this scene with sighs, and stood on the sidelines to watch the excitement.

Shao Yi was terrified when he saw it, thinking that the boy was standing there in shock, not knowing what was going on in his mind, so he ran over and pulled the boy over.

When the four eyes met, Shao Yi let go in surprise, he thought he mistook the girl for a boy.

"Who the hell wants you to meddle in your own business?" The pretty boy raised two delicate eyebrows, and his eyes were fierce like a wolf's. This time, even if he died, no one would mistake him for his appearance.

Shao Yi was inexplicably beaten up, suddenly a little bit at a loss, and blushed slightly in a daze.

"Fuck, why the hell are you blushing?" The boy pinched his face viciously, with the expression of wanting to eat someone.

They were just in the second year of middle school that year, and the devil Cao Chen was already famous in the school. That day, he would stand in the middle of the road in the rain and hit him with a car, because the family driver had an accident on the road and failed to pick up the young master on time.One does not stop, tormenting people at any time.This is the evaluation of Cao Chen by many people.

Shao Yi only knew the name of this person, but he didn't know who he was, so he stepped on shit innocently, and planted the root of endless troubles for himself.

When Cao Chen was young, he hated others expressing opinions on his appearance. When he grew up, he would always receive some strange looks from the same sex.

From these gazes, the young Cao Chen understood some things that were too precocious without a teacher, and he was very mindful and held a grudge.

And Shao Yi blushed in front of him, so he was blacklisted of course, as for how to rectify it, that's another story.

Shao Yi treats the people around him with the greatest kindness, even Cao Chen who has a pair of evil eyes, there is nothing wrong with such kindness, what is wrong is that he brought the drenched boy home.

When Cao Chen walked into the narrow house, he had an unbelievable expression on his face, his eyes widened, and he looked innocent, "Does such a house really exist?!" Then he raised his chin and said arrogantly to Shao Yi, "I want to take a bath, give me a bath. I'll put the bath water in."

Shao Yi was stupefied by him, put out the bath water, and found him some clean clothes.After a few minutes, Cao Chen opened the door with his naked body, frowning and asked him where the shower gel was.

He is very delicate and beautiful, even if he makes an annoying expression, he is just like a spoiled and spoiled child.

"There is no shower gel, only soap, do you want to use it?" Shao Yi looked for soap for him, his eyes staggered away from Cao Chenbai's dazzling body.

Cao Chen squinted his eyes and stared at the boy with his back turned to him, with a bunch of vicious thoughts brewing in his mind, but in the end he suppressed it when he met the boy's clean eyes turned back, and the corners of his lips curled up a little awkwardly asked, "What's your name?"

"Shao Yi."

Cao Chen suddenly leaned closer and stared at him, mockingly, "That our teacher used to talk about my first grade every day?"

Scared by his sudden approach, Shao Yi took a step back, hit the edge of the bathtub, and fell directly into the bathtub.

Cao Chen stood beside him and laughed happily.

That night, the two people they just met slept on the same bed. When they woke up in the morning, Cao Chen wrapped himself around him like an octopus, and his sleeping appearance was very childish.

Shao Yi doesn't dislike a person easily, and he doesn't have many close friends at ordinary times. The acquaintance with Cao Chen made him feel that he can make a friend too.

When we meet again in school, Shao Yi will take the initiative to greet him. Cao Chen is not very enthusiastic. He is always surrounded by a group of people who are surrounded by stars. There is no need for someone to give him a smile. Occasionally, he will go to tease him when he is bored. Let's talk about bookworm Shao Yi.

Shao Yi made this friend very seriously, and even when Cao Chen kissed him mischievously for the first time, he didn't think that their relationship would deteriorate in an unexpected direction.

He always remembered that kiss very clearly. The tip of his tongue was inserted into his mouth, and when he held his tongue, he sucked hard. There was even a feeling of eyelashes sweeping across his face.He was dazzled by the kiss and forgot to react.Cao Chen moved away from his lips, and leaned closer to kiss him a few times. I don't know whether the expression on his face was reminiscence or complacency, and his eyes were full of a half-smile, "It doesn't feel bad."

It wasn't until he was locked in the classroom and violated in the summer vacation of the first year of high school that the feeling of being betrayed by his friends was overwhelmed like the world was overturned, destroying many things he had always believed in.

The train arrived the next day, and the air in Beijing was as bad as ever. You could feel the dust in your nose.

Li Yibei found a bank to withdraw money, and in addition to the tuition and living expenses he brought, the remaining [-] was deposited by Li Yuege before.

He transferred the rest of the money to Shao Yi's card, "This money is not mine, so it's a loan from you, so don't worry about paying it back."

Shao Yi has no position to refuse, he needs money now, money that has nothing to do with Cao Chen.

The two parted ways at the bus station, and it took a long time to line up to report. He was the last one to arrive in the dormitory, and after making the bed, he didn't talk at all. After greeting his new roommate, he took a shower and went to sleep.

Afterwards, the military training was not very comfortable. The weather in September was still hot and dry. Wearing airtight clothes, I could feel sweat dripping down my body. After taking a shower at night, I just wanted to lay my dead body on the bed.

The other three roommates in the dormitory are all from Beijing. They can't stop talking about Beijing movies, and no one can get in the way every time they chat.

The boy sleeping on Li Yibei's bedside is called Ji You, a hooligan who doesn't match his elegant name, he looks good, with a pair of eye-catching phoenix eyes, and when he's not talking, he's wearing a camouflage uniform and standing in the crowd is dazzling a scene.

Although they are in university and in Beijing, the concentration of the second generation ancestors is definitely not as high as that of Ziyao's little No. [-] middle school. It is difficult for a ostentatious person like Ji You to find an organization for a while, and he is stared at strangely every day. The abnormal phenomenon of disdain hurt the self-esteem of Young Master Ji Houbichengqiang. While disdainful of the classmates who are surrounded by mud-legged citizens, he is looking for comrades of the same class who can be happy with him.

So soon the target was locked on the roommate Li Yibei.

Li Yibei belongs to the kind of person who is easy to impress people when they meet for the first time. He has handsome eyebrows and a poetic temperament in the mist of the south of the Yangtze River.But the first impression after contact seems to be not very reliable, Li Yibei is not the kind of rich kid he thought, sometimes luxurious, sometimes poor, there is even mature sophistication in those beautiful eyes.

However, these did not prevent him from getting together with this person, because in the eyes of others, they were the same kind of people, and there was no unpleasantness in the process of getting along. His deviant behavior seemed very common in Li Yibei's eyes.It's such a good sense of innocence that no pretense is necessary.

In Li Yibei's eyes, Ji You is a spoiled child, compared to Li Yuege and Xu Xiaoting who are very scheming at a young age, he is almost cute, at least that arrogance is naturally harmless.

In the middle of the military training, Ji You took Li Yibei to escape a day of training under the pretext of being sick.Ji You changed back to the ostentatious clothes he wore when he first entered school, and wanted to take Li Yibei on a tour of Beijing.

In ten years, earth-shaking changes can take place in any city, especially in Beijing.After leaving the school gate, the street scene you want to enter needs to be dug from the deepest memory to feel familiar.

He has been in Beijing for nearly eight years, and his school is not far from X University. He used to come and go here frequently, sitting on the steps in front of the library, listening to songs, and waiting for Li Yuege to have dinner together after school.

In his memory, there seem to be a lot of sunny days in Beijing. He likes to skip class and come here to wait for Li Yuege to finish class. An hour or two hours seldom feel long. Watching the second hand move one by one, his mood is always jumping.

That was the happiest two years they had been together. They rented a house outside and lived together. They spent most of the time together, leisurely and comfortable, squandering their passion, making love in every corner of the apartment regardless of time.

The illusion of deep love for each other is still embarrassing in retrospect, like a luxurious dream. After waking up, I only feel ashamed of my indulgence.