rebirth grass

Li Yibei was awakened by the light shining into the room.Li Yue pulled aside the heavy curtains, opened the windows together, went back to the bed and squeezed Li Yibei's face, "Get up, it's almost eleven o'clock."

I tossed a lot last night and drank too much wine. At this moment, I just felt uncomfortable all over. I couldn't find the focal length after opening my eyes for a long time, so I leaned softly against Li Yuege.

"Are you still drunk?" Li Yuege kissed his ear and held him in his arms.

"My body is sore, don't strangle me like this, it's uncomfortable."

"Let me give you a massage." Li Yuege rubbed his legs under the quilt, with his chin resting on his bare shoulders, and the temperature was the same where the skin touched.

Li Yibei felt this kind of tranquility for a while, smiled vaguely, turned around and hugged Li Yuege, and kissed him on the tip of his nose, "I missed your birthday, so let me send you a late blessing ,Happy birthday!"

"I want to know more about where you have been these few days." Li Yuege didn't buy it, and looked at him with deep eyes.

"This is my private matter, I don't think you have the right to ask."

"Since when did you have a secret from me?"

Li Yibei let go of him, curled his lips and smiled jokingly, "I have many secrets, you may not know any of them."

Li Yuege sat on the edge of the bed with his legs folded, his young and handsome face looked gloomy and unpredictable under the bright light, as if he could show his sharp teeth in the next second and tear people apart, but he just sat quietly like that , looked at Li Yibei, who was dressing slowly, with a scrutiny, and his reaction was very cold.

"Let's leave it at that, Li Yuege." Li Yibei said as he buttoned up the last button, looking up at Li Yuege.

The last time I went to bed, the last time I knew that there was a deep gap but I was entangled with obsessive-compulsive disorder.

Li Yuege gave him many seemingly ordinary but profound memories, because from the most ignorant age, simple liking became obsession, and when we separated, that kind of deep-seated passion followed to bury the world of mortals. All feel insulted.So much so that when you meet someone you are attracted to again, no matter how hard you try to love, after compromising and accommodating, you will still lose interest, and you will not be able to truly love each other, let alone forever.

Unable to fully commit, every time I am ready to withdraw at any time, it will be irrelevant when we break up.

He couldn't even guarantee whether he would relive that feeling with Li Yuege in the past few months.

Love is already too strange to him, eyes, breath, temperature, everything with ambiguous factors will be understood with multiple meanings, away from simplicity, there will be fewer and fewer things that can enter the heart , In the end, it may be that they are silent and guarded.

If you can't go on, separation becomes the best relief.

Li Yibei has been persuading himself not to bring the grievances and grievances of the previous life to this life. Every life here is the only one alive. It is impossible to predict the future, and it is impossible to follow the trajectory of the previous life.But he vented his feelings unilaterally, and he tended to become more and more violent. This was unfair to Li Yuege, and he felt a bit like playing with fire.

After graduating from university, almost all the men he has dated with have a little bit of Li Yuege's shadow. They may have different personalities, but the few points that make his heart move are always very similar.

A man should not stumble twice in the same place, even if the one who stumbled him is now very innocent.

"What's the matter with you recently?" Li Yuege looked into his eyes, as if he wanted to see some clues from his expression.

"It's nothing, I just don't want to play anymore, and you are an adult, don't keep doing childish and irresponsible things." Li Yibei smiled, his eyes were cold and cold, indifferent to his facial features. The ruthlessness is hidden under the seemingly gentle smile.

On weekends, Li Yibei invited Xu Xiaoting out for dinner.

Xu Xiaoting pretended to be surprised, "Hey, Bei Shao is really saving face, so why don't you see someone you ask out?"

"Isn't this a frequent meeting? It seems deliberate to make an appointment alone." Li Yibei tilted his head and smiled.

Xu Xiaoting took off the sunglasses on his face, smiled and sat down opposite, "Why do I still feel that you have something to ask me?"

Although he and Li Yibei didn't get along very well, he also knew that it was difficult for this person to communicate with others. Except for Li Yuege, he kept a similar distance from everyone, neither near nor far, and had a deeper relationship than acquaintances. But not really friends.

"It's true that I'm looking for you. I heard that you're trading in stocks. It's quite lively. Now that I've finished my college entrance examination, I want to join in the fun when I'm free."

Li Yibei got straight to the point, but what he said made Xu Xiaoting laugh, "How old are you, and you want to speculate in stocks?"

"It has nothing to do with age, you are only two years older than me." Li Yibei smiled.No matter how youthful his face is now, what lives in his body is the soul that has been experienced for many years. As long as he does not deliberately conceal it, his eyes and temperament will always appear different.

"I'm playing a bit big this time, and I can't bear the risk alone. Are you sure you want to get involved?" Xu Xiaoting changed his serious attitude, but still had a curious child's smile on his face, "Besides, would you Lack of money?"

"I'm really short of money," Li Yibei admitted generously, "Money can never be too much, let alone a huge profit."

Xu Xiaoting stared at his expression slyly, and smiled a little teasingly, "Everyone knows about a lot of money, but where is your copy?"

"Is the mind counted as capital? You pay for it, and I contribute. It's a happy cooperation with each other."

Xu Xiaoting leaned against the table and raised the corners of his lips, "Yi Bei, did you learn things like white wolves with empty gloves from Li Shao? Then you can go to him for such things, he is much better at this than me What's more, you have always been close, and he won't let you suffer."

Li Yibei rubbed the glass in his hand, with a subtle expression on his face, "I think you can try to accept me, and I don't want much, or do you want to guard against Li Yuege?"

It’s true that Xu Xiaoting and Li Yuege are buddies, but growing up in too similar environments, being referenced, compared, and given some special expectations by their parents, they will always be incompatible in some respects. The friendship sustained by brotherhood does not mask this contradiction.

"Yi Bei, your last sentence is too cruel." Xu Xiaoting put away the smile that always hangs on his lips, "We are good friends, but based on Li Yuege's foundation, no matter what, the middle distance It won't be you."

"Then I can't find any other reason for you to reject me. As you said, we are friends, and I really need money now."

Xu Xiaoting looked at Li Yibei for a long time, and finally smiled knowingly, "It seems that you and Li Yuege really broke up? But is it too late? Li Yuege is actually very good to you, everyone It’s obvious to all.”

"It's just a small contradiction, you may be overthinking it." Li Yibei lowered his eyelashes, with a perfunctory subtle smile on his lips.He hates revealing secrets to others, and he doesn't like being spied on.

"If you are really short of money, I suggest you go to Zhuang Shaoyu. He just bought a batch of goods from his uncle recently. It is enough for him to let you run an order. The stock cycle is long and the risk is high, so it is not suitable for you." Make long-term investments, and I don't want the old man in my family to know that I am doing these things." Xu Xiaoting suggested seriously.

Li Yibei doesn't belong to their circle, it's a burden if he can't play with many things, not to mention he is just a clever but innocent boy.

Ambition needs capital, and aside from that level of friendship, he doesn't think Li Yibei has the capital to accept him.

In the end, Xu Xiaoting rushed to settle the bill, "I'll settle the bill, it's rare to have a meal alone with you, you can save it for me next time."

Li Yibei also only knew that his behavior was completely empty-handed and white wolf in nature, and he was not surprised by such a result, not to mention that Xu Xiaoting directly understood it with reasons and rumors.

After parting with Xu Xiaoting, he stopped by Shao Yi's house.

Compared with Xu Xiaoting and Li Yuege, Shao Yi is much more innocent. He has the character and temper he should have at this age, and it is much easier to get along with him.

Shao Yi opened the door and saw him, a little surprised, "Why are you here?"

"Aren't we friends, can't you come?" Li Yibei pushed the door open and went in, sweating outside, and sat directly in front of the fan.

"It doesn't mean that, but I heard that you can't take the college entrance examination, so I thought you were still in treatment." Shao Yi explained, taking a glass and pouring him a glass of ice water.

Li Yibei raised his well-recovered right hand and shook it in front of him, "Actually, the injury is not serious, it's just that it's more fatal at that point, and I also went to the college entrance examination later."

"Which school did you get accepted to?"

Li Yibei almost choked on the water, "You can check the admission result already?"

"Many notices from one school have already come down."

Li Yibei raised his forehead, he has been a bit muddled lately, first he drew a clear line with Li Yuege, and then he thought about making money every day, and even ignored the desperate college entrance examination.

"You applied for Tsinghua University? Have you received the admission letter?"

"Well, I just arrived yesterday." Shao Yi pursed his lower lip in embarrassment, and a rare smile appeared on his face.

"Then congratulations!" Li Yibei lay down on the sofa, and the next sentence was, "Hurry up and invite me to dinner."

"Come on, I'm worried about tuition fees recently. Where can I get the money to treat you to dinner? It's fine to cook at home. What do you want to eat?"

"The food you made is too unpalatable." Li Yibei suddenly remembered something, "Cao Chen hasn't come to see you recently?"

"He's gone abroad." Shao Yi didn't shy away from this topic, but when he heard the name, his eyelids still twitched uneasily.

"Huh? That's the short answer?" Li Yibei smiled. Some things can always be cleared up when the summit turns into a dead end. The light is ahead, but some doubts still arise.

"It's nothing complicated." Shao Yi didn't want to recall the past, so he changed the subject, "Which school did you apply for?"

"I filled in a C major. I don't know how this year's scoring line will be."

"If you perform normally in the exam, you may lose money when you apply for this school."

Li Yibei shrugged, "It doesn't matter anymore, I can get the best one, but I feel terrible after the exam, and I don't even have any impression of the questions."

When Shao Yi was cooking, a beautiful dog came out from the next room, squatting quietly at Shao Yi's feet, looking at the strange guests in the living room.

This dog is very special, it looks like a rare breed, but it is missing a front leg, and it walks bumpy.

Li Yibei whistled teasingly, and asked Shao Yi, "You picked it up?"

"Cao Chen stayed here, let me take care of it for a while."

Li Yibei pouted his chin and smiled, "Hey, where is this playing? I can't tell that Cao Chen is quite interesting."

He usually looks quiet and introverted. Occasionally, if he is a bit ostentatious, a little bit of evil can be rendered very, very hooligan, "I think this dog is quite valuable, even if it has a broken leg, it can be sold for a few years. , Shao Yi, you can think about it when you can't support yourself."

Shao Yi turned around and gave him a strange look at Li Yibei, "You are really..." He couldn't think of a specific description when the words came to his lips.

Going home after dinner, Li Yibei was about to call the post office to check if there was any courier delivery, but when he entered the door, he saw the notice on the coffee table.

"I signed for it for you just now, can you see if it is the school you applied for?" Yao Wanran did not dare to open it, waiting for him to come back.

Li Yibei didn't look excited or nervous, and felt a sense of peace of mind when the dust had settled, but when he saw the name of the school, the smile on his face suddenly turned into unbelievable surprise.