rebirth grass

Li Yibei is not someone who treats him badly, let alone facing Li Yuege who doesn't need to be polite at all. After the waiter brought the menu, he ordered a bunch of dishes he liked, regardless of whether he could finish it or not.

In his previous life, his relationship was not going well, but his studies and career have always been smooth. He has never experienced any major setbacks, and his life is very comfortable. If it weren't for the sudden car accident, he would have successfully attended the so-called ex-boyfriend's wedding, and then waited. Encounter the next relationship, all in all, there will be no big waves and sorrows and joys.But the current situation is too different from the way of life he is used to. The gray buildings, the gray city that is not rich but thriving, and the intense study of more than ten hours a day, all of these are against his principle of enjoying life , suppressed depression every day but had to behave calmly, and continued to pretend to be a 17-year-old bright boy.

At this time, he didn't want to see Li Yuege very much. The feeling of intertwining reality and memories was not very comfortable. Every time he had to convince himself that this was a new life, and everything in the past was just clouds.

Having a 17-year-old soul, but not being able to manage a [-]-year-old life well, this is what really makes people physically and mentally exhausted.No matter whether the heart is strong enough or not, it can't resist the feeling of being destroyed by the pervasive reality.

At this time, he really hopes to have the mentality he once had in the third year of high school, to be free and easy, to study hard in a fake way, and what he likes most is to do everything that can attract Li Yuege's attention, whether it is indifferent or not dumping others, deliberately flirting and seducing It’s okay, anyway, life is colorful, crying or laughing is very real, there is no worry about the future, and there is no sadness of self-pity, arrogant and unscrupulous as if playing an adventure game.

When they broke up, he was also very calm and easy. He was listening to music and playing games in front of the computer, while Li Yuege packed his things and reminded him to remember to eat at night when he went out.If he hadn't been brooding all the time, he wouldn't be sure if he loved that person.

Feelings are consumed little by little in the tug of war, no matter how much you loved when you were young.

He found that he hadn't changed much, he was indifferent, heartless, he knew what was bad about him, but he didn't want to change it.

Li Yibei propped his chin, lost in memory.Recently, he often fell into such a mood. Every time he was doing a problem and wanted to drop his pen or lose his mind, those fragments would get into his mind, as if an external force was forced on him, and he couldn't avoid it, so he was forced to revisit it.

Li Yuege leaned against the back of the chair boredly, looking at the apparently distracted young man opposite him.

He seldom puts his eyes on Li Yibei's face. Many people say he is good-looking, but the same face is so familiar and familiar to him since childhood. It is a familiar scenery.

But recently, Li Yibei feels a little different to him. Although he still has an arrogant and surly nature under his humble appearance, and it is difficult to resist when he is moody, but those bright eyes obviously hide his thoughts inside, and he will not come back when he talks and laughs loudly. Domineering, the whole person exudes a gray and gloomy temperament.

Can't find the reason, he can only attribute all this to the pressure of the third year of high school.

It was only when the waiter brought the food that Li Yibei came back to his senses, and found that Li Yuege was staring at him thoughtfully, and smiled, "Your eyes are too sharp, don't stare at me like that, you're all hairy .”

"Is there?" Li Yuege also smiled, and his eyes narrowed.

"Of course." Li Yibei took the chopsticks and shifted his gaze to the dishes just served.

He is not good at cooking by himself, but he is very good at eating, and his taste buds have been trained to be very sensitive. When eating seriously, he always has the attitude of enjoying the food, and his expression is very rich.

Sitting at a table with him will give you a lot of appetite, and it is also very comfortable to watch his expression change by the way.

Li Yuege didn't eat much, drank a little wine, and suddenly asked, "Why did you suddenly get so close to Shao Yi recently?"

"Suddenly," Li Yibei looked up at him, "Is it strange that the students in a class get closer?"

Li Yuege grasped the word "close", and asked a little ironically, "You also get close to people?"

"Of course." Li Yibei replied as a matter of course, lowered his head and put a chicken wing in the bowl to eat.

"Stay away from him and talk to you one last time."

Li Yibei was displeased with his domineering tone, and threw his chopsticks on the table, "Aren't you taking too much care, and you have to ask me when I make friends?"

"I'm doing it for your own good, and...he is not the same person as you."

Li Yibei was completely irritated by this sentence. He knew what Li Yuege was referring to. They had frequent relationships, but in Li Yuege's view, it didn't matter what kind of relationship they had, because he was gay. , needs this kind of sex, and he is just the one who gives, and can withdraw at any time.

The fingers clenched the cup tightly and almost smashed it, but finally let go in discouragement, a little wanting to rub the throbbing temples.What's wrong with me, just because I have too many memories, have I started to bring back the feelings deep in my memory?Li Yuege is nothing to him now, so there is nothing to be angry about what he said.

This incident seemed to be just a small episode, and the atmosphere quickly returned to normal.

When he finished eating, Li Yibei asked the waiter to pack the few things he hadn't eaten.This is a membership-only high-end restaurant, and the reception is for rich and powerful people. When I see too many extravagant customers, I suddenly hear a person who wants to pack the leftovers, and my eyes unconsciously show a little contempt. Take a glance at the owner of the checkout.

Li Yuege didn't have time to pay attention to the waiter's eyes, he just asked, "Do you want to order another one you like to take home?"

"Enough is enough, I can't eat too much, and there is not much left after reheating the original flavor."

The waiter hurriedly took the lunch boxes and packed them one by one and handed them over.

On the way back, Li Yibei kept looking out the window without paying attention to anyone, his posture on the sofa was lazy and comfortable, like a proud cat curled up all the time, making people want to hug him very much.

In fact, Li Yuege did the same.

Li Yibei was pulled over and hugged unexpectedly, with annoyed expression on his face, "What are you doing?"

Getting close to anyone depends on his mood. One second he can be tender and make love, and the next second he can turn his face and be ruthless.

Li Yuege pinched his chin. He did this frivolous movement very naturally. It seemed that they were very close to each other. The smile in his eyes was not sure if it was true or not, "I said I want to fuck you?"

"Can you give it a try?" Li Yibei provoked, broke away his hand, and sat aside with a calm expression.

When I opened the door and entered, someone was playing mahjong at home. Li Yibei greeted each of them politely, put the dishes he brought back into the refrigerator, and went back to the room. He took out the book and read it for a while without reading it, listening to the mahjong outside. The noise made me flustered, I found a headset to listen to music, and forced myself to do the questions.

It was almost eleven o'clock when the outside was gone. Yao Wanran made a mask and knocked on the door to urge him to sleep, "Don't work too hard, go to bed early."

Li Yibei hesitated for a moment, but still said, "I want to apply to live in the school, so I can study by myself at night, and it will save the time to go back to school."

Through the mask, Yao Wanran's expression could not be discerned, but her voice was very gentle, "It's just as long as you think it's convenient for you to study."

I negotiated with the teacher the next day, and packed up my things and moved to the assigned dormitory the next day.The dormitory conditions in the school are very good, but most of the people who live in the school are ordinary children who do not have luxury cars to pick them up. Boys of this age can't expect good sanitary conditions. Li Yibei felt a little regretful when he first entered the dormitory.He has no obsession with cleanliness, but he loves cleanliness very much. After enjoying a bright and clean living room for more than ten years, he suddenly stepped into the shack of an adolescent boy, and he endured it so much that he didn't show it on his face.

He was considered a celebrity in school, girls liked him and boys didn't hate him, the boys in the same dormitory helped him move things in and expressed his welcome solemnly.

The four-person dormitory has a bed, a desk, a spacious balcony, a toilet, and a bathroom. Compared with the dormitory of middle school students in ordinary schools, it is already considered luxurious.

There was a desk in the room that was extraordinarily neat and clean, spotlessly spotless, someone curled their lips in disdain and said it belonged to Shao Yi.

Shao Yi came in with a lunch box, and was surprised to see him making the bed, "Li Yibei, why are you living in school?"

Li Yibei smiled lazily, "For the sake of convenience, you can tutor me!"

Because of his tutor, he has the air of a young man of a scholarly family, sitting on the bed in the simple dormitory, he is very out of place.Shao Yi frowned, "It's not such a good thing to live on campus."

"I think you live in a good place." Li Yibei shrugged, got up from the bed and hooked Shao Yi's shoulders, "Okay, come with me to eat first, I'm hungry."

"I just ate."

"Didn't you hear that you are eating with me?"

Shao Yi let him put the hand on his shoulder indiscriminately, as if he was not used to intimate contact with people.

When passing by the playground, I was a little surprised to meet Cao Chen who had just finished a basketball game.

This is the first time Li Yibei has seen that sly and coquettish young man with a bright smile, the tips of his brown hair are stained with sweat, and the color is bright and bright under the sun. Just extreme.

Cao Chen just glanced this way and then turned his head. Shao Yi didn't seem to see him at all, and there was no expression on his face, but he still felt sensitively that Shao Yi's figure stiffened for a moment.

Li Yibei looked at the tall slender boy who had gone away from the stars, and suddenly smiled, thinking that these two people are very interesting.

Shao Yi accompanied Li Yibei to dinner, took out a small notebook and memorized words with his head down.He is actually quite likable when he doesn't deliberately act cold, his eyebrows and eyes are not sharp, he is fair and beautiful, the kind of looks that are sought after by girls.

Li Yibei looked at him for a while, and suddenly asked curiously, "What's the relationship between you and Cao Chen?"

Shao Yi's eyelids twitched violently, and he remained silent without looking up. Just when Li Yibei felt that his question was boring, he heard him say four words without emotion, "Business relationship."

"Huh?" Li Yibei didn't quite react.

"I went to bed with him, and he provided my tuition, that's all." Shao Yi lowered his head and said this before getting up and walking away. Li Yibei never saw his expression.