Go to the wrong bed and feed the wolf!

"I don't want money! I want you... Xiaoxi, I want you, I don't want money... I don't want money..." Lanxi kept subconsciously shrinking back, causing the man's heart tormented tormented, and her guilt to be incoherent , "Xiaoxi, I was wrong, please forgive me..."

But in this case, Lanxi resisted even more——

"Didn't you want me? Didn't you say that when you got tired of playing...just..."

Lan Xi didn't know what else this man wanted?His body was given away, his body was beaten, and his throwing was also thrown out... All his longings and loves were all shattered to the ground, so why come to him now?Are you going to take him back again and do it all over again?He can't take it anymore...

"Xiaoxi...I was wrong! I don't want to play with you, I'm not playing with you, I prepared a ring, I want to marry you...I marry you, I really love you...I misunderstood you before , I thought you were dishonest, I thought you were going to work as an MB, go to stand on the street...that's why! I was wrong, Xiaoxi, you are not that kind of person at all, it's because I misunderstood you because of my self-willedness, because I don't trust you, I was wrong...but Xiaoxi, I can't lose you like this...I can't lose you..."

This is the first time Zhen Yihan apologized at such an age, told the only person that he was "wrong", and the first time he said he couldn't do it... Sitting on the bedside, holding the boy's hand tightly, the first time he was so At a loss, he didn't even dare to imagine, if he lost Xiaoxi just like this...how would he live the rest of his life...

Falling in love with...it turned out to be such an important thing!

It turns out that love...is not only happiness and romance, but also has such a heavy weight on my heart, once I put it on, I can never take it away!

But the only time in his life that he confessed, what he got in return was that the young man suddenly smiled. The smile was so complicated and bitter, and Lan Xi's voice was still very low, as if he had never raised his head in front of this man. Come, but this time he mustered up all his courage, and finally raised his head and looked at him with some irony——

"Actually, you are wrong... I am no nobler than those MBs and those who stand on the street, I am even lower than them! More than a year ago, my mother was hospitalized with brain cancer. I was a sophomore in high school and my family had no money. A lot of medical expenses, so I dropped out of school. At this point, I am not afraid to tell you, in fact, the first thing I thought of at that time was to stand on the street and sell it! At that time, my mother fainted frequently, and the medicine to maintain her life every day The cost is only 7000 yuan, and every time I faint, it costs tens of thousands... My mother has no job, she has no medical insurance, and no one will pay for her health. Do you think I was a 16-year-old boy who did not graduate from high school at the time? , who would hire me? Even if I was hired, I would still be a small worker. The money I earn in a month is not enough to support my mother for a day! Is there any other way for me besides selling? I went to stand on the street on the first day. When I stood there, I was taken away by a bald old man with a beer belly. Just because he said that he would give me 300 yuan, he could take me to the hotel, let me take off my clothes and masturbate for him to perform. Let me wait for him to take a bath, but that bastard pinned me under the shower and groped between my legs... The feeling of humiliation, you, a young master born with a golden key in his mouth, will never know in this life , I didn’t know why later, I only knew that I was too nervous and frightened, and I frantically hit him on the head with the movable nozzle under the shower, and he fainted... When I escaped, I stole his There are 5000 yuan in the wallet..."

Having said that, Lan Xi was crying so much that it was difficult to speak... The man beside him wanted to interrupt him several times, but he couldn't, because this time Lan Xi seemed to have made up his mind and wanted to Say everything clearly, if this cruel man really wants to kill him before letting him go, then he will be happy, he can't stand that kind of torture anymore——

"After getting the 5000 yuan, I shamelessly settled an account—if I spread my legs to sell, sleep five hours a day, eat only two meals, and cook for an hour, I will serve It doesn't take long for a customer to get dressed, undressed, and take a shower, but other MBs told me when they were standing on the street that there are many perverts in this circle, tossing people to death, and it takes a lot of time to pick up one customer on average. 2 hours, and the remaining 300 hours can pick up nine customers, and I can't rest, get sick, or get fucked and can't stand up... [-] yuan per person, a total of [-] in two days, it's not enough Mom’s medicine fee! So, do you understand—whether you misunderstand or not, in fact, I am not at all more expensive than those MBs. When I was with you, my body was clean, that’s because I It's a liar, not MB, and I'm a liar just because liars make more money.. I'm such a dirty person! You're high, like a prince, you just lift your hands lightly , just let people like me go...Why do you have to talk to me endlessly and dirty your eyes?"

Speaking of this, Lanxi's throat was so choked that she couldn't utter a single word... She didn't cry, she just shed tears quietly, leaning in the man's arms, of course not voluntarily, because he was new here, so many days Hanging by the nutrient solution, she is still relatively weak, unable to break free from this embrace.

In fact, it's not just Lanxi who can't say a word?

At this moment, Zhen Yihan hugged the girl in his arms tightly, without knowing his throat, as if his whole body was blocked, only a few simple words remained in his blank mind——

do not let it go!Never let go!Never let go in this life...

He's an asshole, he thought he had misunderstood Lanxi, and hurt Lanxi indiscriminately... so he was wrong!

But the truth is——after he thought he had learned to love, he discovered again that he hadn't learned to be considerate, and he hadn't learned to think about problems from the other person's position!

...Who wants to be bald with hair?Where was Lan Xi when life forced him to a desperate situation and shouted that the sky should not work?What qualifications does he have to punish others for their past suffering?

When Lanxi was by his side, her heart was already scarred by the torment of life...but I never cared for or healed him. How difficult it is to take this step... I always want Lan Xi to accommodate him...

"Xiaoxi... No matter what you have done before, let's turn this page and start over, shall we? Forget about the money... I love you, I think it through, I really love you! What happened that day, I was wrong, I want to beat and scold, even if you want revenge, I have no complaints...don't go, okay...don't leave me, in this life, I will never fall in love with anyone else except you...don't leave Me, as long as you don't leave, I can do whatever you want!"

This time, the man's voice was not high, and he hugged the young man in his arms tightly, rubbing his ears and temples, and there was infinite fear in his low voice... Lanxi was afraid of him, why wasn't he afraid... But Lanxi could be afraid He's aboveboard and doesn't need to hide anything, because he's already done shitty things and he deserves it!But he was afraid, afraid that Lanxi would really not forgive this time, and afraid that Lanxi would not want him...

What can he do then?Zhen Yihan has never... never been so afraid...

For a long time, the weak struggle of the boy in his arms seemed useless, so he had to speak again——

"Let go of me first... I can't breathe..."

Just recovering from a serious illness, how could he withstand such an excited reaction from him?Zhen Yihan quickly let go, but saw Lan Xi... I don't know if he was moved after hearing his words, his expression was no longer so resistant, and finally he was willing to take the water he put beside him just now... It's just such a little attitude When it gets better, let the man immediately rejoice!

But Lan Xi didn't immediately respond to the topic of whether he forgave or not, and whether to leave or not. After drinking a few sips of water, his eyes became a little more agile——

"Where are we now?"

"In the city closest to where you got off the train, your body. It was not convenient to move it over a long distance at that time, so... I reserved the floor of the best hotel here. Doctors and others are all on standby here... "

"Oh, it's too expensive! By the way, I'm hungry..."

"I'll let them get you something to eat right now..."

"Han, you will do everything for me just now, so will you cook for me yourself?"

For the first time in his life, Zhen Yihan felt flattered by some difficult topics... Lan Xi, this is willing to forgive him!

"Yes! Yes! I'll make it for you right away, you lie down for a while..."

Even if he doesn't know how to do it, he can let the cook teach him... He has done such a big crime, and now Xiaoxi is willing to forgive him, and he still wants to eat the meal he cooked with his own hands... As long as Xiaoxi can stay by his side, go up the knife mountain and go down the oil pan , this man doesn't care now, let alone cooking a meal!

However, when Zhen Yihan helped Lanxi to lie down again, and excitedly called a group of cooks to accompany him to fight in the kitchen...unexpectedly, the young man looked at his back that was drifting away until he disappeared. Soon, just now Pretending to be a little gentle, the eyes turned cold again——

forgive?In fact, he never hated this man... Who made him long for and care so much!So forgiveness is out of the question.

However, the horrible memory of that day was like a whip, lashing his heart one after another, and the severe pain had been engraved in his bones from that scene... Injury, well, the memory is still there!

How could he believe it again?

He found a lame excuse, Zhen Yihan now... as long as he said, he would believe anything, but unfortunately...it was too late...

The boy dragged his still very weak body, got up from the bed as quickly as possible, and tiptoed out of the room——

In fact, this was his first and only lie to that man!