After I was confessed, I was reborn [Entertainment]

at noon.

In a small town by the sea, the sun is not too strong at the moment, and a thin and warm layer stays on the eyelids.Cen Nian twitched his eyelashes and turned over.

This turnaround was incredible.

He found himself stuck in the back of his ass.

Still half asleep and half awake, Cen Nian's heart stopped beating.He thought of the romance novels that Fang Lili was reading that he occasionally scanned before, which often contained such plots.

The thing on the back of the ass seems a little hard and a little hot.

Is it—

Cen Nian opened his eyes and at the same time reached out to touch his back.

It's a dinosaur tail.

Cen Nian "..."

He looked in the full-length mirror in the corner of the suite and realized he was wearing a set of dinosaur pajamas.It is the kind that was very popular on the Internet before, with a tail on the back, it looks very cute, but the design is a bit anti-human, and you can only sleep on your side after wearing it.

This was given to him by a friend, why was it brought here?Moreover, how did it get on him? ?

Cen Nian was at a loss.

Except for the dinosaur pajamas, he found that all his memory of last night was gone.

All of Cen Nian's consciousness only stayed in the bar.It was nearly ten o'clock, and the lights were dimmed. A young man raised his glass to him with a smile, saying

"You drew the queen card, fined a bar."

I don't know anything about what happened after that.

He has always had this problem. After drinking, his memory is fragmented, and it is said that he will do some strange things.However, looking at him now lying in his hotel suite in good condition, although his pajamas are a bit strange, but...

It shouldn't be a big deal.

Probably because Ding Fu called Fang Lili after he got drunk and sent him back.

Cen Nian decided not to investigate further.

He yawned, took off his dinosaur pajamas, and went to the bathroom in only his shorts.

Cen Nian unbuttoned his belt.

"You're a bit depressed, little brother."

After a while, he looked at his lower body and muttered.

This body is only now, it is the time when the blood is full.On weekdays, every morning is full of air, and I have to memorize the multiplication table two or three times to soften up.

He was quite satisfied with himself - although there were only a few small abdominal muscles and he was a little thinner, but as a man, he was not missing at all.

But today, it drooped despondently, almost as if it was overtired and limp.

In addition, there was a feeling of weakness in his lower back, like a feeling of excessive indulgence.

"I'm the only one, I'm still a virgin," Cen Nian rubbed his chin, "Is this not enough?"

Is it because the recent filming tasks are too tight, or what, he has a kidney deficiency in the filming?

Cen Nian shook his head.

He took down the disposable toothbrush from the sink, unpacked the bag, and threw the bag into the trash can when he suddenly paused.

There are a few cans with pull tabs in the trash can.He roughly counted, there were about five or six.

Cen Nian was taken aback.

Only the tab, no bottle.But this is quite normal. When many people drink beer, they just pull off the tab and throw it away nearby. After drinking the bottle, they take it away by themselves.

There is a lo of a certain beer on the pull ring. It is a free beer placed in the closet of each suite in the hotel. There are five bottles in each room, and someone will come to replace it every day.

Cen Nian walked to the closet with his toothbrush in his mouth, and opened the door.

- There is no bottle of beer in a can.

The closet is neatly organized, and everything is in perfect order. If Cen Nian hadn't paid special attention to it, he wouldn't have noticed that something was missing here.

"All," Cen Nian said to himself while brushing his teeth, "A thief came in on purpose, drank all my wine in the room, and then left?"

He spit out the foam, rinsed his mouth, and washed his face.

Cen Nian walked into the living room outside the suite, paused, and murmured in a low voice

"This thief not only took the cans and left no garbage, but also made me a meal by the way?"

Cen Nian was bold, picked up the neatly arranged tableware, and wanted to have a bite.

But he suddenly thought of something, he stopped holding the chopsticks, and the interesting smile in his eyes faded.

He put down his chopsticks, picked up his cell phone, and called Fang Lili

"Hello, Lily. Did you drive me home last night?"

"No? Who is that?"

"……it is good."

Cen Nian hung up the phone.

This table of breakfast is actually pretty good, and it smells good. It is placed in a heat-insulating container, and even after so long, it still has a little warmth. .The light yam pork ribs porridge, with some diced carrots floating on it, cut into the shape of stars and ducklings, is quite cute.

It seems that the chef Fu Ran hired has a childlike innocence.

"Do you treat me like a child?"

Cen Nian was silent for a moment, then smiled.

He looked at the table of dishes and suddenly lost his appetite.

He thought about it, and planned to put those dishes in the refrigerator, but somehow his hand slipped, and the dishes fell to the ground together with the dishes, and became a mess.

Cen Nian was silent for a moment, then went to get the broom, swept them up, and dumped them into the trash can.

Carrot-cut bunnies and kittens were pitifully mixed with debris and dust.

Cen Nian patted the ashes in his hands, and picked up Li Yan's call.

It was Li Yan who was urging him, there was a scene with him at 09:30.

"Well," Cen Nian replied absently, "Come right away."

On the other hand, at eight o'clock in the morning.

It was on the way to the studio that Li Yang was driving in front, and Fu Ran was sitting in the backseat with his eyes closed.

Li Yang moved his nose and suddenly felt something was wrong.

"Brother Ran," he looked in the rearview mirror, hesitated, and reminded, "The doctor advises you to drink less."

"Well, I see." Fu Ran closed his eyes and said lightly, "Thank you."

Fu Ran is not easy to get drunk.

Even though Li Yang could smell the slight smell of alcohol on him, he was still sober at this moment.After picking up Cen Nian last night, Fu Ran stayed in Cen Nian's room for fear that Cen Nian would drink too much and would vomit in the middle of the night and accidentally choke himself.

And when Li Yang went to pick him up in the morning, he didn't need to ask any more questions to know that Fu Ran hadn't closed his eyes all night.

But when he arrived on the set, Fu Ran immediately got into work, and there was no trace of sluggishness from his demeanor to his standing posture.

He greeted the director, and after putting on makeup and changing clothes, he started filming without further ado.

One month into the shooting, the campus part of "Don't Send Other Years" has basically ended, and the plot has entered a new stage.

In "Don't Send Other Years", Gu Xi and Guan Jinian spent a quite happy time in high school.At that time, there were only small twists and turns in their lives, no big ups and downs, fighting and stumbling, and they walked all the way together.

But in college, countless accidents and disappointments were like weeds, growing from the corners and crevices, occupying every corner bit by bit.

Guan Jinian's grades have always been very good. During the college entrance examination, most of the mathematics was left blank, and he handed in the paper an hour early, and got his wish and entered the same university as Gu Xi.They moved in together in their sophomore year, but then, things started to look a little different.

The background of the story of "Don't Send Other Years" is in the 90s. At that time, there was still a long way to go before the legalization of same-sex marriage laws.They have to think twice about sneaking around in high school and kissing. Some parents control them, and they are under the pressure of the college entrance examination, but no one finds out.But the university is different. Speech here is more free and hurts people more, not to mention...they are living together.

First, the kissing photos were posted on the Internet, and people around them looked at them with strange eyes, cut off contact with the family, and lost their financial resources, and then——

Gu Xi couldn't take it anymore.

He is such a proud person, he has been praised by others since he was a child, how could he endure such hardship?

Gu Xi looked at Guan Jinian day by day, not knowing whether it was because of outsiders pointing at him, or because he had been together for too long and suddenly became tired.

This scene happened when the two protagonists had just graduated from senior year and entered society for the first time.

It was close to seven o'clock in the evening, and the small and cramped meeting room seemed a little messy.

Gu Xi sat on the seat and looked at the document in his hand.

"Xiao Gu, please remember to clean up the water glasses and sweep the floor later," the director said to him with a smile before leaving, "Anyway, you have nothing to do, so it's better to do something for the company than to go back and engage in homosexuality, isn't it?" Is it?"

The night before, someone uploaded a photo of him kissing Guan Jinian to the company's public mailbox, and when he found out, it had already been uploaded all over the company.

Gu Xi's face turned pale.After a while, he forced the corners of his mouth, smiled, and said, "Okay."

"That's right." The director smiled and left.

With a 'snap', the door of the meeting room was closed.

The next moment, the smile on Gu Xi's face faded completely.

His hands on the table gradually clenched into fists.

Gu Xi sat with the backlight, couldn't see his expression clearly, but he looked sullen for no reason.

Young people entering society for the first time are all high-spirited and full of ambition.His suit and shirt are neatly ironed, and from the appearance alone, there is no trace of the embarrassment of life.

The suit and shirt are Guan Jinian's masterpiece.

When I returned after get off work yesterday afternoon, Guan Jinian was ironing clothes, and the water from the cheap iron was dripping down.Gu Xi looked down, and unexpectedly saw——under the iron, there was his own guitar. I don't know if it was misplaced or something. The water slipped on the guitar little by little, and the guitar was completely unplayable at this time.

At that time, an unknown fire surged in Gu Xi's heart.

He glanced at Guan Jinian indifferently, from then until he left home the next day, he didn't say a word to Guan Jinian.At the dinner table, Guan Ji Nian brought him food, repeatedly tried to tease him, and apologized to him, all of which were ignored by Gu Xi. In the end, Guan Ji Nian also shut up embarrassingly.

But when he got up early today, his suit and shirt were neatly hung in the most conspicuous place, and there was a warm breakfast on the table, with a note saying 'I know you are busy, but you still have to eat breakfast.I will buy another guitar, sorry.besides……'

The next small line of words was crossed out with a black pen, and Gu Xi didn't bother to study it.

buy another one?Gu Xi sneered in her heart.

Can he afford it?

Gu Xi put on his suit, poured out all his breakfast, and went out.

……

Thoughts come back.Gu Xi looked at the water glass on the conference table, and then at the neat suit on his body.

The suit was not expensive, and it was a brand that he would never have looked at before. It was only after Guan Jinian carefully ironed and folded that it caught his eye.Because of his relationship with Guan Jinian, the Gu family broke off contact with him, and their life without financial resources has lasted for three full months.

Budget deficits, leaking sewers, rent due.

The poor and humble couples mourned everything. The beautiful cohabitation life they had imagined had turned into cheap suits, mildew on the furniture, and cramped, dark and cramped rental houses.

Gu Xi clenched her fists.

He thought of Guan Jinian who was ironing his clothes with his back bent, the director's ridicule, and his colleagues pointing and pointing.

In the dim light, the young man's expression was terribly dark.

His chest heaved violently.

Suddenly, Fu Ran reached out and swept all the water glasses on the table to the ground.

"Why?" He stared at the mess on the ground, suppressed his voice, and questioned someone, "Why do you—"

Just because he's gay?Just because he and Guan Jinian are in a relationship?

"I've had enough." Fu Ran said with a gloomy expression.

In that chaos, he suddenly remembered something.

Gu Xi was taken aback, a trace of struggle appeared in his eyes.But that struggle was quickly replaced by huge resentment and dissatisfaction.He took out his mobile phone, opened the address book, and found a name.

——Xu Luoxue.

He squinted his eyes, calmed down, and pressed the dial button.

"Hello?" His voice suddenly became extremely gentle, as if he wasn't the one who lost his temper just now, "Miss Xu, are you off work? Let's have lunch together."

The girl on the opposite side seemed extremely flattered and said yes repeatedly.

At the end of the shot, there was an unknown smile on Gu Xi's lips.

Gentle and cold, lingering and indifferent.

There were many shots in this whole scene, and it was filmed from morning to noon.

"Okay, very good." Li Yan looked at the replay and said, "It's over."

He looked at his watch and said, "Cen Nian is coming soon, you guys prepare for the breakup scene."

Just as he was speaking, Cen Nian walked in.

Cen Nian had a late sleep. Although he was a little bit hangover and had a headache, overall, he was in a pretty good mental state.He walked up to Li Yan and Fu Ran, hesitated for a moment, first greeted Li Yan, and then smiled casually at Fu Ran

"Hello, senior."

After saying this, he lowered his head and began to read the script seriously.

He looked like he didn't want to communicate with Fu Ran too much.

Fu Ran stared at him for a while, then looked away.

He looked at the script, but for some reason, he couldn't read it for a long time.

He remembered what Cen Nian said last night.

"I kind of hate you."

Fu Ran was silent for a moment, then smiled.

... 'sort of'?

It should be 'very'.

It was getting late for Gu Xi to go home.

He always said that he had to work overtime, but when Guan Jinian called, the company said he had left early.

Returning late for no reason, the two musical ticket stubs in my wallet, the strange smell of perfume on my body, and——

Guan Jinian squatted in front of the second-hand washing machine, and picked out Gu Xi's shirt from the mixed socks and underwear.

Shirts and suits are like nothing else, and he always washes them by hand.

Holding the shirt, Guan Jinian was taken aback.

There is a bright lipstick print on the neckline of the shirt.

In the cramped and dark rental house, only one incandescent lamp was on and off, the second-hand washing machine made a heavy rumble, and the chair leg was broken in half, leaning against the wall without embarrassment.Guan Jinian likes to be clean, so although his life is difficult, he is still clean.

Guan Jinian lowered his eyelids, staring at the lipstick mark.

The camera gave a close-up.

Guan Jinian's eyelashes were half down, even in his own home, he was used to keeping his face and not letting anyone see his emotions.Only the slightly trembling eyelashes told the audience that his heart was not as calm as his expression.

His eyes are very light.

People with light-colored pupils tend to give people the impression of fickleness, but Cen Nian is not.His pupils are close to pale amber, giving people the impression of being very innocent and unconcerned, he can see the bottom at a glance, and is superficial and flattering.

But at this moment, those light-colored pupils were not like this.There are too many emotions accumulated in it, such as sadness, sorrow, and extreme pain.

The pale amber almost trembled in Xi Wei's gaze through the curtain, but the trembling only lasted for a moment.Like boiling water cooling and freezing, all the boiling emotions gradually disappear, after years of love has been washed and rinsed layer by layer, it becomes——

Numb, relieved.

He was like a prisoner with his neck stuck, knowing that if he kept walking like this and persisted, there might be a glimmer of life.However, that life is too far away and too remote, and sometimes, it is more enjoyable than a quick death.

But now, the guillotine fell, the rope around the neck was tightened, and the death that had been feared and worried for a long time... was about to come.

——It didn't hurt as much as I thought.

Guan Jinian lowered his eyelids.

Outside the camera, Li Yan stared at Cen Nian in the center of the screen, a gleam flashed in his eyes.He and the assistant director looked at each other, and they both saw the look of surprise in each other's eyes.

Cen Nian's performance was a bit too good, even beyond their imagination.

Although Cen Nian had always performed well, his performance this time was almost unbelievable.It's not just the height of acting skills.

Cen Nian blends well with the character.

In the camera, this depressive scene is still going on.

Guan Jinian held his shirt and paused for a while.

Then, he closed his eyes and smiled.

"Gu Xi," Guan Jinian covered his eyes and murmured, "I know you've had enough."

"Me too..." He sniffed and said, "I'm tired too."

It's not that I can't see Gu Xi's perfunctory.

But he never once asked, never blamed.Perhaps, even he himself is waiting, waiting for the day when everything ends.

Guan Jinian held his shirt and stood up.

He looked around blankly, as if he forgot where he was for a moment.Then he put the shirt on the table and began to pack things slowly.

Put away the professional books on the desk, clear out my clothes, and take out the group photos on the TV cabinet and when I went out on a trip.

The scene when I moved in is still vivid in my mind, and I will leave in a blink of an eye.

Gu Xi gets off work at six o'clock. Although he may not be on time, he'd better move quickly.

Before the clothes could be carefully folded, they were all stuffed into the suitcase, and the books were scattered in the empty space. Guan Jinian stuffed the photo frame into the suitcase and pulled up the zipper.

On the ring finger of his left hand, he wears a ring.

The ring is silver-white, very plain and cheap.It was given to him by Gu Xi during the first month of cohabitation.It's not something valuable, and he wears it all the time.

Guan Jinian took a breath.

The light from the incandescent lamps became weaker and weaker, and it was approaching evening, and the faint setting sun came in through the open curtains.

Guan Jinian stretched out his hand, slowly but firmly, took off the ring.

By this time, there was nothing in his eyes other than exhaustion.

He put the ring in the middle of the coffee table, along with the keys.

Then, dragging the suitcase, he stood up——

There was a slight knock at the door, and then the door was pushed open.

It's Fu Ran.

Gu Xi seems to have left work early, with a suit jacket on his elbows and half of his tie loosened.He held the car keys in one hand and opened the door with the other.

"What's wrong?" Gu Xi looked a little surprised, he subconsciously smiled, "This is..."

After seeing Cen Nian's state clearly, he paused and asked

"Going on a business trip?"

Cen Nian shook his head and said in a low voice

"I am leaving."

"Oh," Gu Xi stared at him firmly, forced a smile, and asked, "When will you be back?"

Guan Jinian also smiled and said

"Not coming back."

In just one afternoon, he seemed to be a different person.

He raised his head slightly to look at Fu Ran, feeling tired and powerless, all the liking and longing he once had were wiped away.

Gu Xi's pupils tightened tightly, and his face was gloomy and terrifying.

His chest heaved violently, and he stared at Guan Jinian with that unspeakable look, and Guan Jinian looked back at him indifferently.

"Okay, okay," Gu Xi nodded, he seemed to be out of breath, but also nodded mockingly, and said with a sneer, "You said it yourself, don't cry again in two days..."

"do not worry."

Guan Jinian smiled this time.

His expression was relieved, the kind of relief that was completely innocent, as if he had turned back to 16 years old in an instant, and became the boy who met Gu Xi for the first time.

"I immigrated to country y and will not come back."

He said.

Gu Xi stared at him closely.

His eyes moved from Guan Jinian's face to Guan Jinian's hand.The ring finger of the left hand is empty, and there is no trace of the ring.

"..."

"You dare." He stared at Guan Jinian and said word by word.

Guan Jinian twitched the corners of his mouth, and his smile quickly faded.Now he doesn't care about Gu Xi's face at all, and casually said

"Why don't I dare?"

Guan Jinian doesn't want to say anything more with Gu Xi.He lowered his head, pulled the suitcase, and walked out.

Suddenly, Gu Xi asked behind him

"What are you going to country y for?"

Gu Xi was behind him, and said with a mocking smile, "Xu Xuanyi is studying in country Y, you are so impatient to find her?"

Guan Jinian frowned.

"What does it have to do with her?"

He turned around, and said according to the lines, "I went to country y to study further, how could—"

At this point in the line, I got stuck.

He should have said 'how could it be related to Xu Xuanyi'.

but……

It was the time when the afterglow was fading away, and the setting sun almost cruelly receded little by little, and the last burst of light, like a flame that was about to be extinguished, illuminated Fu Ran's outline and eyes.

Gu Xi in this scene should have been vicious and violent. Apart from his love for Guan Jinian, he also had an almost distorted possessive desire.And when this kind of emotion is catalyzed by such malice, it will be transformed into a knife, and both of them will be bloodied.

But at this time, Fu Ran was not like that.

At this time, the close-up of the camera was on Cen Nian. Li Yan and the assistant director couldn't see Fu Ran's expression, but Cen Nian could.

Fu Ran's brows were slightly frowned, his face still belonged to the fierceness of 'Gu Xi', but his eyes were completely separated from his expression.

Gentle, sad, and fragile, those dark brown eyes softened into an ocean.It was as if he was looking at something cherished, as if he had exposed all his weaknesses and weaknesses, and handed the sharpest knife to Cen Nian.