After I was confessed, I was reborn [Entertainment]
Chapter 23 White Moonlight?
When Cen Nian was hospitalized, he lay in the hospital for two days, and after he was discharged from the hospital, he worked as a rice bug in a hotel for a few days.
He yawned, pressed the remote control, and felt that mold was about to grow on his body.
"Don't Send Other Years" originally reserved enough time, but because of Wu Duanyang's incident, the lead actor was injured again, so now he can only shoot some Fu Ran's one-man and supporting roles, while Cen Nian's All shots had to be compressed and completed within one month, and the schedule became tighter.
From Director Li's increasingly receding hairline, it can be seen that Li Yan's pressure is not small.
but……
Li Yan wanted Cen Nian to recover as soon as possible and start filming, but Fu Ran didn't know why, anyway, Cen Nian was almost grounded in the hotel for the past few days.
Even Fang Lili was their accomplice.
Cen Nian pressed the remote control boredly.
He has never been a person who enjoys quietness. Even though he can see Fu Ran every day, and occasionally tease and flirt with him, he will get tired of staying in the hotel for several days.
At exactly nine o'clock in the evening, he switched to Jiajia Cartoon Network and started watching SpongeBob SquarePants for the seventh time.
When SpongeBob SquarePants was going to catch jellyfish, Cen Nian blinked and suddenly had an idea.
Fu Ran has been squeezed by Li Yan for the past few days, and he doesn't finish work until close to ten o'clock every day.But Fu Ran knew that Cen Nian slept late, so after filming every day, he would bring some supper to see Cen Nian and say goodnight to him.
...It's like checking the bed in high school, whenever Cen Nian is not in the hotel, he can find out, but——
Cen Nian took out his mobile phone and sent Fu Ran a WeChat message:
"Senior, I'm going to bed first."
The other party quickly replied with a 'hmm. '
——Cen Nian actually saw a trace of disappointment in this 'um'.
Cen Nian's bad intentions were ready to move again, he thought for a while, pressed the talk button, and said in a soft voice:
"You've worked hard today," he yawned, his voice was lazy and well-behaved, "good night, senior."
Cen Nian has always been very aware of the advantages of his voice and appearance.His soul is 28 years old, but he has occupied a shell, and he is very handy in acting like a baby.
Fu Ran didn't speak for a long time.
After a long time, Fu Ran came back with two words - 'good night'.
Cen Nian was full of bad water bubbling, he thought for a while, and typed: "I can't hear it, I want to hear senior tell me."
"..."
Fu Ran didn't reply immediately.
Cen Nian was not in a hurry, he stood up and began to look for the room card, wallet and power bank.It was only nine o'clock, and there was at least an hour before Fu Ran came back. Moreover, Fu Ran must have thought he was asleep.
From now until the next morning, he is free.
To be honest, he kind of wants to drink.In addition, I also want to eat something delicious. S City has a sweet taste, and there are many delicacies, which happen to be his favorite.But Fu Ran refused to eat many of them on the grounds that it was not good for the wound.
Cen Nian still had a plaster cast on his left hand, so he changed his clothes with difficulty with his right hand.Before going out, he thought about it and took another baseball cap to wear.He opened the door with his mobile phone and felt the vibration of the mobile phone.
Fu Ran called him.
Cen Nian smiled and connected the phone.
"Hey, senior. What's the matter?"
His tone was innocent and ignorant, as if he had completely forgotten what he had just said on WeChat.
"Well," Fu Ran's side was very quiet, his voice was low and gentle, "Are you going to sleep soon?"
"Yes." Cen Nian nodded and opened the door gently.
The door of this hotel has a special design, as long as you don't use force when you push the door, there will be no loud noise.Fu Ran obviously didn't notice anything unusual.
"Senior, do you have anything to say to me?" Cen Nian held the phone in one hand and reached out to take off the room card, and the power in the room was cut off.
His voice was soft and sweet, like a drowsy little squirrel, straining its eyelids to wait for a good night and a good dream.
Fu Ran's voice was low and gentle, as if he was afraid of disturbing something, he said:
"Good night."
While listening happily, Cen Nian closed the door of the room.
Suddenly, he had a bad feeling.
——Because of the network delay, the "good night" in the microphone came one after another with the voice from reality.Cen Nian froze, raised his head, and looked forward.
Fu Ran's shirt cuffs were rolled up, and he was wearing a suit jacket, as if he was going to an appointment.
He was standing three steps away, holding his mobile phone, the smile on his lips hadn't faded yet.Fu Ran hung up the phone and looked at Cen Nian fixedly.
The kid who had just said goodnight on the phone was neatly dressed and beautiful, with a power bank in his hand, and looked like he didn't plan to come back within two hours.
Fu Ran looked at his watch, it was nine o'clock in the evening.
Cen Nian: "..."
Fu Ran was silent for a while, then smiled, but there was no joy in his eyes.He said, "What a coincidence."
"...I can explain."
Cen Nian touched his nose.
Didn't Li Yan always wait until ten o'clock and not let anyone go? Why did he come two hours earlier today?
Cen Nian really didn't understand it, so that at this moment, his expression was a little blank, and he hadn't had time to make up the reason yet.
"Okay," Fu Ran nodded, and said gently, "Let's explain."
Cen Nian's nose was a little sweaty, he said: "Actually, I want to go, take a walk, it will help you sleep..."
Fu Ran looked at him and said, "Really?"
Cen Nian's eyes wandered for a moment, and just as he was about to say something, Fu Ran's cell phone rang.
Fu Ran made an apologetic gesture and picked up the phone: "Hello?"
The man over there said something, as if urging him to come quickly.
Fu Ran frowned slightly: "Wait a minute."
He covered the microphone and whispered to Cen Nian, "Hey, it's so late, go back to sleep."
After a short period of panic, Cen Nian stabilized.
He looked at Fu Ran's clothes, combined with what he had just heard on the phone, and guessed what it was.He thought for a while and asked:
"Senior, are you going out to play?"
Fu Ran said succinctly: "Entertainment."
"Oh……"
Cen Nian waited for him to finish hanging up before saying, "I also need a social life."
"Yeah." Fu Ran patted his head, "It's too late now, let's talk about it later."
"However, senior has many friends, and I have nothing in S City." Cen Nian continued.
He lowered his head, his brows and eyes were lonely, and he looked very depressed.But after a while, he looked at Fu Ran, forced a smile, and shook his head:
"It's okay, I'm going to bed first, good night, senior."
He is a pitiful and lovable child who is alone and helpless in a foreign land.
Cen Nian sniffed and turned around.
He walked into the room step by step. , counting the seconds.
Five, four, three—
"and many more."
Before the countdown was over, Fu Ran stopped him and said helplessly behind him: "I just went to meet a high school classmate."
He hesitated for a moment and said, "If you don't mind, you can go together."
"..."
Cen Nian's expression froze for a moment.
He just wanted to fight for the right to go out, but he didn't expect——
But it's okay.
Cen Nian's brain turned quickly, and when he turned around, he was already smiling brightly: "Okay, won't you be abrupt?"
Fu Ran smiled and shook his head.
"I have a request." Cen Nian followed Fu Ran step by step, raised his head and said.
"Huh?" Fu Ran slowed down.
"You can drink—"
"No." Fu Ran said with a gentle smile.
This kid looks well-behaved, but in fact he has everything for drinking and playing games, and he might as well go clubbing in his free time, Fu Ran knows this.
"..."
Li Yang drove the car and parked downstairs, picked up the two of them, and drove all the way to the city center.
Fu Ran got into the car and started to make a phone call: "Yeah. Change the place and eat something light."
"Wine?" Fu Ran glanced at Cen Nian, "No way. Is there a Cantonese restaurant in the city center? That's it."
The people over there were very dissatisfied: "Who are you bringing with you? Your illegitimate child? Your wife? No one wants to eat Cantonese food and drink Kung Fu tea to keep healthy at night. The supper is to-"
"Gu Yan," Fu Ran smiled, "There are not many tickets left for Fu Xue's concert."
"..." The people over there stopped talking.
"Honestly," Gu Yan paused, then complained again, "Who are you bringing with you? Girlfriend? Don't you have Bai Yueguang, who has achieved a true cultivation?"
Cen Nian's finger on Weibo stopped.
He didn't intend to listen to it at first, but suddenly heard this sentence while turning the page of Weibo.He immediately pricked up his ears and listened carefully to the ringing on Fu Ran's phone.
... Fu Ran has been refusing to avoid him on the phone recently, and I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.
Fu Ran didn't speak.
He glanced at Cen Nian, and after a while, he said, "Sorry, I don't remember."
"Hey, Bai Yueguang, as you told me when you were drinking the day before yesterday, it was called—"
Gu Yan seemed to want to say something, but unexpectedly, Fu Ran hung up the phone directly.
To be honest, Fu Ran has always taken care of other people's feelings. Cen Nian has never seen him do such a thing as directly hanging up the phone.
And... Fu Ran hung up the phone so directly, as if he was afraid of being heard by Cen Nian.
Cen Nian frowned.
There were no lights in the car.Xiaocheng went to bed early, but it was only nine o'clock, and there were only a few passers-by on the road, and the street lights flashed by one by one.Dim light shines through the windows into the car.
Cen Nian wanted to check Weibo again, but he couldn't read a single word.
... White Moonlight?
He simply put down his phone, looked at Fu Ran, and asked slowly, "Senior, are you in a relationship?"
Cen Nian's expression was well controlled, he only showed surprise and curiosity, but he didn't show any jealousy.
"No," Fu Ran shook his head with a smile, and explained, "I didn't want to have a relationship when I was in college, but my friend insisted on introducing it to me. Later, I got bored, so I found a reason."
Cen Nian suddenly realized, "Oh".
... a lot of nonsense.
Cen Nian said in his heart.
Let’s not talk about Fu Ran’s personality in college, he rarely played games with other people, went to Internet cafes, and had few drinking and meat friends.He was in the library when others were picking up girls, and he was still in the library when others were fighting and smoking. The only thing Fu Ran did that was out of the ordinary was probably playing drums in a band for several years.
He will never make friends who insist on finding him a partner.
As Cen Nian remembers, Gu Yan is a second-generation ancestor. His family has a lot of background and he has nothing to do, but he is not a bad person.He is very courageous, and he has also sneaked into the police station.Gu Yan himself doesn't have a fixed partner, let alone find someone else.
Cen Nian looked at the lights outside the window, half-lidded his eyelids.
He remembered an interview he had seen in his previous life.It was a promotional interview for Fu Ran's new movie. In order to enliven the atmosphere, the host asked about the content of the movie:
"The protagonist of "12 Years" has worked hard for nearly 12 years in order to return to his lover. This is also a ten-year secret love. Has Fu Ran ever had a crush on anyone for more than ten years?"
In the past, Fu Ran would not answer this kind of question.
But that day, I don't know if the atmosphere was too relaxed or something else, Fu Ran smiled lightly and said:
"It's not ten years, but it's almost there."
At that time, it was also on several hot searches.But since there was no follow-up, everyone forgot about it.
but……
After rebirth, he thought about it.I also wondered if it could be me.After all, that interview took place when Cen Nian was 27 years old, only one year after his death and Fu Ran's confession.but……
To be honest, he knew that Fu Ran had never been tempted by him during the filming of "Don't Send Other Years" and even for a long time after that.
Whether a person likes you or not, you can actually feel it yourself, and Cen Nian also had a vague feeling that Fu Ran fell in love with him when he was about 25 years old.
From 25 to 27 years old, it can't be called 'almost ten years' at all.
Cen Nian pursed his lips.
Arrived at the destination soon.Sure enough, it is a Cantonese restaurant with a retro-style decoration, which has a feeling of old Hong Kong. The waiter in cheongsam greets him at the door.
Cen Nian lowered his head, immersed in his own thoughts, and was led away by Fu Ran.
They went upstairs and into the box.Gu Yan had been waiting for a while, and when he saw them, Gu Yan greeted Fu Ran first.
Then, Gu Yan looked straight at Cen Nian.
Cen Nian: "?"
The peach-eyed young man blinked and reached out to him: "Hello, Bai—"
White?
Suddenly, Fu Ran smiled and said, "Gu Yan."
Gu Yan shivered.
Cen Nian: "Huh? Excuse me..."
Gu Yan swallowed the last two words, laughed twice, and said embarrassingly:
"No, no, I mean you look so white, white and beautiful."
How can there be someone who praises others when they come up?Is it the custom of S city?
Cen Nian was confused, but still maintained a polite smile, and said:
"Thank you."
The meal went smoothly.
After that, Gu Yan didn't say anything outrageous, just chatted with Fu Ran, made fun of him, or teased Cen Nian.
Gu Yan couldn't tell from the outside, but he actually talked a lot.He brought wine himself, first tried to persuade Fu Ran, but after being politely declined by Fu Ran, he started to persuade Cen Nian to drink again.
Cen Nian was a little ready to move.
"Just one bite." Cen Nian and Gu Yan looked at Fu Ran together, their eyes were equally bright and full of anticipation.
"Senior, just take one bite, nothing will happen." Cen Nian said softly.He doesn't hold a lot of alcohol, but he enjoys two sips and feels the warm feeling.
Fu Ran shook his head helplessly and gently: "No, it's not good for the wound."
Gu Yan fanned the flames beside him: "Really, nothing will happen. In the Romance of the Three Kingdoms, who scrapes the bone to heal the poison and even drinks wine to cheer up—"
Fu Ran's smile faded: "No."
Gu Yan: "..."
To be honest, this distinction is a bit obvious.
He took a wine glass, poured out a bottle cap, and handed it to Cen Nian.Cen Nian rubbed his hands and wanted to take it.
Fu Ran smiled and said, "Gu Yan, how dare you?"
Gu Yan trembled.He took back the wine glass that was about to be handed to Cen Nian, and drank it down in one gulp.
"Drink this." Fu Ran put the black chicken soup on the table into a small bowl and pushed it to Cen Nian.
Cen Nian touched his nose and answered, "Thank you senior."
Then, he was holding the soup bowl, and Gu Yan was holding the wine glass. When the two touched each other, they cleaned up in a tacit understanding.
Fu Ran: "..."
The smile on Fu Ran's face froze.
Gu Yan was still cheerful: "The relationship is good, but it's boring. Cen Nian, we can often... we can go out for a drink once in a while."
Looking at Fu Ran's expression, he immediately changed the tone of the second half of the sentence, emphasizing the tone of "occasionally".
"By the way," Gu Yan picked up a chopstick and said, "When did you two fall in love? Fu Ran is like a man who made a fortune in silence. Maybe he won't tell us until he gets married. No Think about it."
Fu Ran picked up a dish with chopsticks for Cen Nian, but said nothing.
"That," Cen Nian glanced at Fu Ran, smiled, and said, "I have a boyfriend, and my senior is just an ordinary colleague."
- Ordinary colleagues.
Fu Ran paused for a moment with his chopsticks stretched out in the air, his eyes darkened.
After a while, he retracted his chopsticks with a normal expression and picked up the soup bowl.He has been helping Cen Nian prepare vegetables from the beginning to the end, and he has only eaten the first bite at this moment.
"Ah," Gu Yan seemed very surprised, he looked at Cen Nian, then at Fu Ran, and didn't know what to say for a moment, "Is that so."
He sneered twice: "Sorry."
The atmosphere was a little cold for a while.
Gu Yan poured Fu Ran a glass of wine, pushed it to him, and said:
"Fu Ran, I respect you."
Fu Ran shook his head: "I have to work tomorrow."
Gu Yan patted him on the shoulder and said in a low voice, "Brother, I understand you, be strong."
Fu Ran: "..."
He was silent for a moment and took the glass.
Cen Nian looked at them.After all, the two had been friends for many years. They didn't say a word, and when they clinked glasses occasionally, they saw the bottom of the wine bottle.
During the dinner, Fu Ran behaved normally, and could help Cen Nian pick up two chopsticks from time to time.But Gu Yan was not very good at it. He was also the kind of person who was good at drinking but could not handle it well. After drinking half a bottle, he became dazed.
Three rounds of wine.
"Fu Ran, hiccup," Gu Yan hiccupped, pointed at Fu Ran, and said to Cen Nian, "This kid has been bored since he was a child, and he doesn't say anything. He doesn't say anything when he likes someone, and he doesn't say anything when he's sick." Said, sometimes it really makes people doubt whether he regards me as a friend."
"Besides," Gu Yan didn't need anyone's support, he complained to himself, "When he was in high school, sometimes he couldn't remember many things. Let's just talk about my birthday party. I told him so long in advance, Stressed every day, he still forgot."
Don't remember many things?
Cen Nian's thoughts stopped at this sentence.He remembered Fu Ran's indifferent and unfamiliar expression when he met for the second time, and he remembered the paper rose.
But after a while, he shook his head and smiled, and put the matter behind him.
...Probably, Fu Ran simply forgot.If a person really cares about something, how can he not remember it?
"Sorry," Fu Ran said helplessly, shaking his head.
"Alcohol punishment." Gu Yan said along the way.
Fu Ran did not refuse, raised his glass and touched Gu Yan.
The lighting of the Cantonese restaurant is dim, revealing the taste of old Hong Kong in the last century.Fu Ran held the wine glass in one hand, his eyes sparkled, and he seemed a little drunk.Maybe it's because of meeting an old friend after a long absence, he is more relaxed and handsome than usual cold and gentle.
Cen Nian's heart skipped a beat.
"Is there someone you like?" Cen Nian tentatively asked, "During high school? Senior... Puppy love?"
This is an obvious cliché for him.
But Fu Ran didn't know if he was drunk or what, he shook his head and said seriously: "It's not high school."
"Yes," Gu Yan echoed, "He was busy with the college entrance examination in high school, so he didn't have time to fall in love. Sigh, it's a pity that he went to a crappy school in the end."
"University Z is very good." Fu Ran frowned.
Cen Nian knew that with Fu Ran's college entrance examination results, he could have gone to the best school in the capital, but he stayed in City Z to take care of his family.It was not until grandma passed away that he moved to City B.
"Yes, yes," Gu Yan laughed twice, "It's pretty good, it's close to home, and you can meet someone you like."
"Is it... a classmate? Or the same school?"
Cen Nian tried his best to look puzzled and curious.
"Not from the same school." Fu Ran said concisely.
Cen Nian was startled and looked at him.
Under the light, Fu Ran's eyes were foggy, and his emotions were not clear.
Fu Ran was just a little drunk, but he didn't completely lose it for a while.
Cen Nian wanted to ask more, but he knew that if he continued to ask, Fu Ran might be alerted, so he had to give up.
"Do you still drink?" Gu Yan asked Fu Ran.
Fu Ran shook his head and said, "I won't drink anymore, I'm afraid..."
He pursed his lips, paused, and did not continue.
"Let's get here first today."
Cen Nian and Gu Yan both said hello.
Fu Ran smiled, picked up his coat, and stood up.
It was almost eleven o'clock, and although it was night, it was still a bit cold.
City S is close to the sea, and the beach is two steps away from the city center. This Cantonese restaurant is even closer to the sea.When he went downstairs, the salty sea breeze mixed with coolness hit his face, and Cen Nian woke up.
The building is old and there is no underground parking lot. Li Yang drove his car and waited in the open-air parking lot across the road.
When crossing the road, Cen Nian was still lost in his own thoughts.Before the red light turned green, he walked straight forward.
Suddenly, a force pulled him backwards, Cen Nian staggered two steps and fell into an embrace.
A truck whizzed by nose to nose.
Cen Nian was taken aback.
Looking at the truck himself, he couldn't help but feel a little terrified - the driver's seat of the truck was high, and it was late at night, and traffic accidents often occurred because he couldn't see people.At the speed just now, it was obvious that no one was seen on the road.
Fu Ran quickly let go of him.Cen Nian turned around, his face was also a little pale: "Senior..."
Fu Ran stared at Cen Nian gravely, without smiling.
Cen Nian felt a little uncomfortable when he looked at him like that.
What did he do wrong again?Why is Fu Ran angry again?
Cen Nian didn't know when his mood began to change, maybe it was the unknown Bai Yueguang, maybe it was because Fu Ran's eyes were full of soft, tender, indulgent eyes when he fell into memories - not because of him.
For anyone, the age of twenty Lang should be very good.But in this beautiful period, there is no shadow of Cen Nian.He came too late, all of Fu Ran's tenderness, indulgence and pampering did not belong to him.
Fu Ran was treating him like a child.
Cen Nian turned his eyes away, smiled, and said angrily:
"Thank you senior for saving me, please."
——'I'm sorry to trouble you'.
Hearing this, Fu Ran's eyes darkened.
He seemed to want to say something, but opened his mouth and finally gave up.
After a while, Fu Ran lowered his eyelids, his voice was a little tense, and he whispered:
"fine."
"...Remember to watch the road in the future." Fu Ran said in a low voice, and walked forward without waiting for Cen Nian's answer.
The atmosphere between the two was a little stiff.
After getting into the car, Fu Ran closed his eyes.He folded his hands on his stomach, leaned back, and refused to communicate.
His brows are slightly frowned, Fu Ran's eyes are clear and calm on weekdays, even though he often smiles on his face, those eyes are gloomy and alienated.
But after closing his eyes for a while, perhaps because he was really tired, Fu Ran's frowning brows relaxed a little bit, and his breathing became much more stable, as if he had fallen asleep.And when Fu Ran closed his eyes like this, it was rare to show a bit of childishness.
...still a little drunk.
The car was driving smoothly on the road, the lights in the car were not turned on, and the dim light shone in through the window, the light was flickering and ambiguous.
Cen Nian's eyes softened, and the anger that had been stagnant for a long time disappeared somehow.
The air conditioner was on in the car, so it was a bit cold.
He thought for a while, picked up the coat that was set aside with his uninjured hand, and leaned over to cover Fu Ran.
He considers himself to be very light.
Cen Nian put down his coat and was about to sit back when someone grabbed his wrist.
Fu Ran's hands were cold, and he trembled slightly.He frowned, as if he had just had a short, not very good dream, so that when he opened his eyes, his face was a little pale.
"what happened?"
Cen Nian softened his voice and asked softly.
Fu Ran held his hand and didn't let go.Maybe it's the nap just now, maybe it's because he drank half a glass of wine tonight, Fu Ran doesn't seem so sober.
The same is true of his eyes, not so stable and calm, not so cold and alienated, but a little flustered, uneasy, and extremely soft.
Fu Ran stared at Cen Nian steadily.
In the silence, the slightly sultry air adhered to the skin layer by layer, making it hard to breathe.
Fu Ran's eyes fell on Cen Nian's face without any concealment, tracing every inch.From the forehead to the eyes, from the tip of the nose to the lips.He seemed very dazed, but also a little anxious, holding Cen Nian's hand a little tight, as if confirming his existence.
Cen Nian hesitated for a moment, and tentatively said:
"senior--"
The next second, Cen Nian opened his eyes.
Fu Ran stretched out his hands, held the back of Cen Nian's head, and kissed him.
The hot and sticky air burned instantly, and all the sounds gradually faded away. Cen Nian could hear his own rapid breathing, and...
In the gap between the lips, Fu Ran's voice was very low, trembling.
He whispered in Cen Nian's ear:
"...Fortunately, you are still here."
Cen Nian's breathing was stagnant.
'still' in
Cen Nian looked at Fu Ran steadily.After a while, he smiled, his voice was a little dry, and he asked:
"Senior, who do you... take me for?"
He yawned, pressed the remote control, and felt that mold was about to grow on his body.
"Don't Send Other Years" originally reserved enough time, but because of Wu Duanyang's incident, the lead actor was injured again, so now he can only shoot some Fu Ran's one-man and supporting roles, while Cen Nian's All shots had to be compressed and completed within one month, and the schedule became tighter.
From Director Li's increasingly receding hairline, it can be seen that Li Yan's pressure is not small.
but……
Li Yan wanted Cen Nian to recover as soon as possible and start filming, but Fu Ran didn't know why, anyway, Cen Nian was almost grounded in the hotel for the past few days.
Even Fang Lili was their accomplice.
Cen Nian pressed the remote control boredly.
He has never been a person who enjoys quietness. Even though he can see Fu Ran every day, and occasionally tease and flirt with him, he will get tired of staying in the hotel for several days.
At exactly nine o'clock in the evening, he switched to Jiajia Cartoon Network and started watching SpongeBob SquarePants for the seventh time.
When SpongeBob SquarePants was going to catch jellyfish, Cen Nian blinked and suddenly had an idea.
Fu Ran has been squeezed by Li Yan for the past few days, and he doesn't finish work until close to ten o'clock every day.But Fu Ran knew that Cen Nian slept late, so after filming every day, he would bring some supper to see Cen Nian and say goodnight to him.
...It's like checking the bed in high school, whenever Cen Nian is not in the hotel, he can find out, but——
Cen Nian took out his mobile phone and sent Fu Ran a WeChat message:
"Senior, I'm going to bed first."
The other party quickly replied with a 'hmm. '
——Cen Nian actually saw a trace of disappointment in this 'um'.
Cen Nian's bad intentions were ready to move again, he thought for a while, pressed the talk button, and said in a soft voice:
"You've worked hard today," he yawned, his voice was lazy and well-behaved, "good night, senior."
Cen Nian has always been very aware of the advantages of his voice and appearance.His soul is 28 years old, but he has occupied a shell, and he is very handy in acting like a baby.
Fu Ran didn't speak for a long time.
After a long time, Fu Ran came back with two words - 'good night'.
Cen Nian was full of bad water bubbling, he thought for a while, and typed: "I can't hear it, I want to hear senior tell me."
"..."
Fu Ran didn't reply immediately.
Cen Nian was not in a hurry, he stood up and began to look for the room card, wallet and power bank.It was only nine o'clock, and there was at least an hour before Fu Ran came back. Moreover, Fu Ran must have thought he was asleep.
From now until the next morning, he is free.
To be honest, he kind of wants to drink.In addition, I also want to eat something delicious. S City has a sweet taste, and there are many delicacies, which happen to be his favorite.But Fu Ran refused to eat many of them on the grounds that it was not good for the wound.
Cen Nian still had a plaster cast on his left hand, so he changed his clothes with difficulty with his right hand.Before going out, he thought about it and took another baseball cap to wear.He opened the door with his mobile phone and felt the vibration of the mobile phone.
Fu Ran called him.
Cen Nian smiled and connected the phone.
"Hey, senior. What's the matter?"
His tone was innocent and ignorant, as if he had completely forgotten what he had just said on WeChat.
"Well," Fu Ran's side was very quiet, his voice was low and gentle, "Are you going to sleep soon?"
"Yes." Cen Nian nodded and opened the door gently.
The door of this hotel has a special design, as long as you don't use force when you push the door, there will be no loud noise.Fu Ran obviously didn't notice anything unusual.
"Senior, do you have anything to say to me?" Cen Nian held the phone in one hand and reached out to take off the room card, and the power in the room was cut off.
His voice was soft and sweet, like a drowsy little squirrel, straining its eyelids to wait for a good night and a good dream.
Fu Ran's voice was low and gentle, as if he was afraid of disturbing something, he said:
"Good night."
While listening happily, Cen Nian closed the door of the room.
Suddenly, he had a bad feeling.
——Because of the network delay, the "good night" in the microphone came one after another with the voice from reality.Cen Nian froze, raised his head, and looked forward.
Fu Ran's shirt cuffs were rolled up, and he was wearing a suit jacket, as if he was going to an appointment.
He was standing three steps away, holding his mobile phone, the smile on his lips hadn't faded yet.Fu Ran hung up the phone and looked at Cen Nian fixedly.
The kid who had just said goodnight on the phone was neatly dressed and beautiful, with a power bank in his hand, and looked like he didn't plan to come back within two hours.
Fu Ran looked at his watch, it was nine o'clock in the evening.
Cen Nian: "..."
Fu Ran was silent for a while, then smiled, but there was no joy in his eyes.He said, "What a coincidence."
"...I can explain."
Cen Nian touched his nose.
Didn't Li Yan always wait until ten o'clock and not let anyone go? Why did he come two hours earlier today?
Cen Nian really didn't understand it, so that at this moment, his expression was a little blank, and he hadn't had time to make up the reason yet.
"Okay," Fu Ran nodded, and said gently, "Let's explain."
Cen Nian's nose was a little sweaty, he said: "Actually, I want to go, take a walk, it will help you sleep..."
Fu Ran looked at him and said, "Really?"
Cen Nian's eyes wandered for a moment, and just as he was about to say something, Fu Ran's cell phone rang.
Fu Ran made an apologetic gesture and picked up the phone: "Hello?"
The man over there said something, as if urging him to come quickly.
Fu Ran frowned slightly: "Wait a minute."
He covered the microphone and whispered to Cen Nian, "Hey, it's so late, go back to sleep."
After a short period of panic, Cen Nian stabilized.
He looked at Fu Ran's clothes, combined with what he had just heard on the phone, and guessed what it was.He thought for a while and asked:
"Senior, are you going out to play?"
Fu Ran said succinctly: "Entertainment."
"Oh……"
Cen Nian waited for him to finish hanging up before saying, "I also need a social life."
"Yeah." Fu Ran patted his head, "It's too late now, let's talk about it later."
"However, senior has many friends, and I have nothing in S City." Cen Nian continued.
He lowered his head, his brows and eyes were lonely, and he looked very depressed.But after a while, he looked at Fu Ran, forced a smile, and shook his head:
"It's okay, I'm going to bed first, good night, senior."
He is a pitiful and lovable child who is alone and helpless in a foreign land.
Cen Nian sniffed and turned around.
He walked into the room step by step. , counting the seconds.
Five, four, three—
"and many more."
Before the countdown was over, Fu Ran stopped him and said helplessly behind him: "I just went to meet a high school classmate."
He hesitated for a moment and said, "If you don't mind, you can go together."
"..."
Cen Nian's expression froze for a moment.
He just wanted to fight for the right to go out, but he didn't expect——
But it's okay.
Cen Nian's brain turned quickly, and when he turned around, he was already smiling brightly: "Okay, won't you be abrupt?"
Fu Ran smiled and shook his head.
"I have a request." Cen Nian followed Fu Ran step by step, raised his head and said.
"Huh?" Fu Ran slowed down.
"You can drink—"
"No." Fu Ran said with a gentle smile.
This kid looks well-behaved, but in fact he has everything for drinking and playing games, and he might as well go clubbing in his free time, Fu Ran knows this.
"..."
Li Yang drove the car and parked downstairs, picked up the two of them, and drove all the way to the city center.
Fu Ran got into the car and started to make a phone call: "Yeah. Change the place and eat something light."
"Wine?" Fu Ran glanced at Cen Nian, "No way. Is there a Cantonese restaurant in the city center? That's it."
The people over there were very dissatisfied: "Who are you bringing with you? Your illegitimate child? Your wife? No one wants to eat Cantonese food and drink Kung Fu tea to keep healthy at night. The supper is to-"
"Gu Yan," Fu Ran smiled, "There are not many tickets left for Fu Xue's concert."
"..." The people over there stopped talking.
"Honestly," Gu Yan paused, then complained again, "Who are you bringing with you? Girlfriend? Don't you have Bai Yueguang, who has achieved a true cultivation?"
Cen Nian's finger on Weibo stopped.
He didn't intend to listen to it at first, but suddenly heard this sentence while turning the page of Weibo.He immediately pricked up his ears and listened carefully to the ringing on Fu Ran's phone.
... Fu Ran has been refusing to avoid him on the phone recently, and I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing.
Fu Ran didn't speak.
He glanced at Cen Nian, and after a while, he said, "Sorry, I don't remember."
"Hey, Bai Yueguang, as you told me when you were drinking the day before yesterday, it was called—"
Gu Yan seemed to want to say something, but unexpectedly, Fu Ran hung up the phone directly.
To be honest, Fu Ran has always taken care of other people's feelings. Cen Nian has never seen him do such a thing as directly hanging up the phone.
And... Fu Ran hung up the phone so directly, as if he was afraid of being heard by Cen Nian.
Cen Nian frowned.
There were no lights in the car.Xiaocheng went to bed early, but it was only nine o'clock, and there were only a few passers-by on the road, and the street lights flashed by one by one.Dim light shines through the windows into the car.
Cen Nian wanted to check Weibo again, but he couldn't read a single word.
... White Moonlight?
He simply put down his phone, looked at Fu Ran, and asked slowly, "Senior, are you in a relationship?"
Cen Nian's expression was well controlled, he only showed surprise and curiosity, but he didn't show any jealousy.
"No," Fu Ran shook his head with a smile, and explained, "I didn't want to have a relationship when I was in college, but my friend insisted on introducing it to me. Later, I got bored, so I found a reason."
Cen Nian suddenly realized, "Oh".
... a lot of nonsense.
Cen Nian said in his heart.
Let’s not talk about Fu Ran’s personality in college, he rarely played games with other people, went to Internet cafes, and had few drinking and meat friends.He was in the library when others were picking up girls, and he was still in the library when others were fighting and smoking. The only thing Fu Ran did that was out of the ordinary was probably playing drums in a band for several years.
He will never make friends who insist on finding him a partner.
As Cen Nian remembers, Gu Yan is a second-generation ancestor. His family has a lot of background and he has nothing to do, but he is not a bad person.He is very courageous, and he has also sneaked into the police station.Gu Yan himself doesn't have a fixed partner, let alone find someone else.
Cen Nian looked at the lights outside the window, half-lidded his eyelids.
He remembered an interview he had seen in his previous life.It was a promotional interview for Fu Ran's new movie. In order to enliven the atmosphere, the host asked about the content of the movie:
"The protagonist of "12 Years" has worked hard for nearly 12 years in order to return to his lover. This is also a ten-year secret love. Has Fu Ran ever had a crush on anyone for more than ten years?"
In the past, Fu Ran would not answer this kind of question.
But that day, I don't know if the atmosphere was too relaxed or something else, Fu Ran smiled lightly and said:
"It's not ten years, but it's almost there."
At that time, it was also on several hot searches.But since there was no follow-up, everyone forgot about it.
but……
After rebirth, he thought about it.I also wondered if it could be me.After all, that interview took place when Cen Nian was 27 years old, only one year after his death and Fu Ran's confession.but……
To be honest, he knew that Fu Ran had never been tempted by him during the filming of "Don't Send Other Years" and even for a long time after that.
Whether a person likes you or not, you can actually feel it yourself, and Cen Nian also had a vague feeling that Fu Ran fell in love with him when he was about 25 years old.
From 25 to 27 years old, it can't be called 'almost ten years' at all.
Cen Nian pursed his lips.
Arrived at the destination soon.Sure enough, it is a Cantonese restaurant with a retro-style decoration, which has a feeling of old Hong Kong. The waiter in cheongsam greets him at the door.
Cen Nian lowered his head, immersed in his own thoughts, and was led away by Fu Ran.
They went upstairs and into the box.Gu Yan had been waiting for a while, and when he saw them, Gu Yan greeted Fu Ran first.
Then, Gu Yan looked straight at Cen Nian.
Cen Nian: "?"
The peach-eyed young man blinked and reached out to him: "Hello, Bai—"
White?
Suddenly, Fu Ran smiled and said, "Gu Yan."
Gu Yan shivered.
Cen Nian: "Huh? Excuse me..."
Gu Yan swallowed the last two words, laughed twice, and said embarrassingly:
"No, no, I mean you look so white, white and beautiful."
How can there be someone who praises others when they come up?Is it the custom of S city?
Cen Nian was confused, but still maintained a polite smile, and said:
"Thank you."
The meal went smoothly.
After that, Gu Yan didn't say anything outrageous, just chatted with Fu Ran, made fun of him, or teased Cen Nian.
Gu Yan couldn't tell from the outside, but he actually talked a lot.He brought wine himself, first tried to persuade Fu Ran, but after being politely declined by Fu Ran, he started to persuade Cen Nian to drink again.
Cen Nian was a little ready to move.
"Just one bite." Cen Nian and Gu Yan looked at Fu Ran together, their eyes were equally bright and full of anticipation.
"Senior, just take one bite, nothing will happen." Cen Nian said softly.He doesn't hold a lot of alcohol, but he enjoys two sips and feels the warm feeling.
Fu Ran shook his head helplessly and gently: "No, it's not good for the wound."
Gu Yan fanned the flames beside him: "Really, nothing will happen. In the Romance of the Three Kingdoms, who scrapes the bone to heal the poison and even drinks wine to cheer up—"
Fu Ran's smile faded: "No."
Gu Yan: "..."
To be honest, this distinction is a bit obvious.
He took a wine glass, poured out a bottle cap, and handed it to Cen Nian.Cen Nian rubbed his hands and wanted to take it.
Fu Ran smiled and said, "Gu Yan, how dare you?"
Gu Yan trembled.He took back the wine glass that was about to be handed to Cen Nian, and drank it down in one gulp.
"Drink this." Fu Ran put the black chicken soup on the table into a small bowl and pushed it to Cen Nian.
Cen Nian touched his nose and answered, "Thank you senior."
Then, he was holding the soup bowl, and Gu Yan was holding the wine glass. When the two touched each other, they cleaned up in a tacit understanding.
Fu Ran: "..."
The smile on Fu Ran's face froze.
Gu Yan was still cheerful: "The relationship is good, but it's boring. Cen Nian, we can often... we can go out for a drink once in a while."
Looking at Fu Ran's expression, he immediately changed the tone of the second half of the sentence, emphasizing the tone of "occasionally".
"By the way," Gu Yan picked up a chopstick and said, "When did you two fall in love? Fu Ran is like a man who made a fortune in silence. Maybe he won't tell us until he gets married. No Think about it."
Fu Ran picked up a dish with chopsticks for Cen Nian, but said nothing.
"That," Cen Nian glanced at Fu Ran, smiled, and said, "I have a boyfriend, and my senior is just an ordinary colleague."
- Ordinary colleagues.
Fu Ran paused for a moment with his chopsticks stretched out in the air, his eyes darkened.
After a while, he retracted his chopsticks with a normal expression and picked up the soup bowl.He has been helping Cen Nian prepare vegetables from the beginning to the end, and he has only eaten the first bite at this moment.
"Ah," Gu Yan seemed very surprised, he looked at Cen Nian, then at Fu Ran, and didn't know what to say for a moment, "Is that so."
He sneered twice: "Sorry."
The atmosphere was a little cold for a while.
Gu Yan poured Fu Ran a glass of wine, pushed it to him, and said:
"Fu Ran, I respect you."
Fu Ran shook his head: "I have to work tomorrow."
Gu Yan patted him on the shoulder and said in a low voice, "Brother, I understand you, be strong."
Fu Ran: "..."
He was silent for a moment and took the glass.
Cen Nian looked at them.After all, the two had been friends for many years. They didn't say a word, and when they clinked glasses occasionally, they saw the bottom of the wine bottle.
During the dinner, Fu Ran behaved normally, and could help Cen Nian pick up two chopsticks from time to time.But Gu Yan was not very good at it. He was also the kind of person who was good at drinking but could not handle it well. After drinking half a bottle, he became dazed.
Three rounds of wine.
"Fu Ran, hiccup," Gu Yan hiccupped, pointed at Fu Ran, and said to Cen Nian, "This kid has been bored since he was a child, and he doesn't say anything. He doesn't say anything when he likes someone, and he doesn't say anything when he's sick." Said, sometimes it really makes people doubt whether he regards me as a friend."
"Besides," Gu Yan didn't need anyone's support, he complained to himself, "When he was in high school, sometimes he couldn't remember many things. Let's just talk about my birthday party. I told him so long in advance, Stressed every day, he still forgot."
Don't remember many things?
Cen Nian's thoughts stopped at this sentence.He remembered Fu Ran's indifferent and unfamiliar expression when he met for the second time, and he remembered the paper rose.
But after a while, he shook his head and smiled, and put the matter behind him.
...Probably, Fu Ran simply forgot.If a person really cares about something, how can he not remember it?
"Sorry," Fu Ran said helplessly, shaking his head.
"Alcohol punishment." Gu Yan said along the way.
Fu Ran did not refuse, raised his glass and touched Gu Yan.
The lighting of the Cantonese restaurant is dim, revealing the taste of old Hong Kong in the last century.Fu Ran held the wine glass in one hand, his eyes sparkled, and he seemed a little drunk.Maybe it's because of meeting an old friend after a long absence, he is more relaxed and handsome than usual cold and gentle.
Cen Nian's heart skipped a beat.
"Is there someone you like?" Cen Nian tentatively asked, "During high school? Senior... Puppy love?"
This is an obvious cliché for him.
But Fu Ran didn't know if he was drunk or what, he shook his head and said seriously: "It's not high school."
"Yes," Gu Yan echoed, "He was busy with the college entrance examination in high school, so he didn't have time to fall in love. Sigh, it's a pity that he went to a crappy school in the end."
"University Z is very good." Fu Ran frowned.
Cen Nian knew that with Fu Ran's college entrance examination results, he could have gone to the best school in the capital, but he stayed in City Z to take care of his family.It was not until grandma passed away that he moved to City B.
"Yes, yes," Gu Yan laughed twice, "It's pretty good, it's close to home, and you can meet someone you like."
"Is it... a classmate? Or the same school?"
Cen Nian tried his best to look puzzled and curious.
"Not from the same school." Fu Ran said concisely.
Cen Nian was startled and looked at him.
Under the light, Fu Ran's eyes were foggy, and his emotions were not clear.
Fu Ran was just a little drunk, but he didn't completely lose it for a while.
Cen Nian wanted to ask more, but he knew that if he continued to ask, Fu Ran might be alerted, so he had to give up.
"Do you still drink?" Gu Yan asked Fu Ran.
Fu Ran shook his head and said, "I won't drink anymore, I'm afraid..."
He pursed his lips, paused, and did not continue.
"Let's get here first today."
Cen Nian and Gu Yan both said hello.
Fu Ran smiled, picked up his coat, and stood up.
It was almost eleven o'clock, and although it was night, it was still a bit cold.
City S is close to the sea, and the beach is two steps away from the city center. This Cantonese restaurant is even closer to the sea.When he went downstairs, the salty sea breeze mixed with coolness hit his face, and Cen Nian woke up.
The building is old and there is no underground parking lot. Li Yang drove his car and waited in the open-air parking lot across the road.
When crossing the road, Cen Nian was still lost in his own thoughts.Before the red light turned green, he walked straight forward.
Suddenly, a force pulled him backwards, Cen Nian staggered two steps and fell into an embrace.
A truck whizzed by nose to nose.
Cen Nian was taken aback.
Looking at the truck himself, he couldn't help but feel a little terrified - the driver's seat of the truck was high, and it was late at night, and traffic accidents often occurred because he couldn't see people.At the speed just now, it was obvious that no one was seen on the road.
Fu Ran quickly let go of him.Cen Nian turned around, his face was also a little pale: "Senior..."
Fu Ran stared at Cen Nian gravely, without smiling.
Cen Nian felt a little uncomfortable when he looked at him like that.
What did he do wrong again?Why is Fu Ran angry again?
Cen Nian didn't know when his mood began to change, maybe it was the unknown Bai Yueguang, maybe it was because Fu Ran's eyes were full of soft, tender, indulgent eyes when he fell into memories - not because of him.
For anyone, the age of twenty Lang should be very good.But in this beautiful period, there is no shadow of Cen Nian.He came too late, all of Fu Ran's tenderness, indulgence and pampering did not belong to him.
Fu Ran was treating him like a child.
Cen Nian turned his eyes away, smiled, and said angrily:
"Thank you senior for saving me, please."
——'I'm sorry to trouble you'.
Hearing this, Fu Ran's eyes darkened.
He seemed to want to say something, but opened his mouth and finally gave up.
After a while, Fu Ran lowered his eyelids, his voice was a little tense, and he whispered:
"fine."
"...Remember to watch the road in the future." Fu Ran said in a low voice, and walked forward without waiting for Cen Nian's answer.
The atmosphere between the two was a little stiff.
After getting into the car, Fu Ran closed his eyes.He folded his hands on his stomach, leaned back, and refused to communicate.
His brows are slightly frowned, Fu Ran's eyes are clear and calm on weekdays, even though he often smiles on his face, those eyes are gloomy and alienated.
But after closing his eyes for a while, perhaps because he was really tired, Fu Ran's frowning brows relaxed a little bit, and his breathing became much more stable, as if he had fallen asleep.And when Fu Ran closed his eyes like this, it was rare to show a bit of childishness.
...still a little drunk.
The car was driving smoothly on the road, the lights in the car were not turned on, and the dim light shone in through the window, the light was flickering and ambiguous.
Cen Nian's eyes softened, and the anger that had been stagnant for a long time disappeared somehow.
The air conditioner was on in the car, so it was a bit cold.
He thought for a while, picked up the coat that was set aside with his uninjured hand, and leaned over to cover Fu Ran.
He considers himself to be very light.
Cen Nian put down his coat and was about to sit back when someone grabbed his wrist.
Fu Ran's hands were cold, and he trembled slightly.He frowned, as if he had just had a short, not very good dream, so that when he opened his eyes, his face was a little pale.
"what happened?"
Cen Nian softened his voice and asked softly.
Fu Ran held his hand and didn't let go.Maybe it's the nap just now, maybe it's because he drank half a glass of wine tonight, Fu Ran doesn't seem so sober.
The same is true of his eyes, not so stable and calm, not so cold and alienated, but a little flustered, uneasy, and extremely soft.
Fu Ran stared at Cen Nian steadily.
In the silence, the slightly sultry air adhered to the skin layer by layer, making it hard to breathe.
Fu Ran's eyes fell on Cen Nian's face without any concealment, tracing every inch.From the forehead to the eyes, from the tip of the nose to the lips.He seemed very dazed, but also a little anxious, holding Cen Nian's hand a little tight, as if confirming his existence.
Cen Nian hesitated for a moment, and tentatively said:
"senior--"
The next second, Cen Nian opened his eyes.
Fu Ran stretched out his hands, held the back of Cen Nian's head, and kissed him.
The hot and sticky air burned instantly, and all the sounds gradually faded away. Cen Nian could hear his own rapid breathing, and...
In the gap between the lips, Fu Ran's voice was very low, trembling.
He whispered in Cen Nian's ear:
"...Fortunately, you are still here."
Cen Nian's breathing was stagnant.
'still' in
Cen Nian looked at Fu Ran steadily.After a while, he smiled, his voice was a little dry, and he asked:
"Senior, who do you... take me for?"
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