you're nothing but scum

When Song Xiuming left the next day, I called Yao Jiu.

When the phone was picked up, the voice on the other side of the phone was a little joyful: "Xiao Le? What's wrong?"

The familiar voice in the past can no longer stir up any waves in my heart.I thought to myself how the relationship between Yao Jiu and I became like this, and thinking about what he did to Song Xiuming, a trace of disgust arose in my heart.

I was used to being around Yao Jiu, Tang Qilin and those people, and I have seen a lot of insidious or violent methods.I don't really have a bottom line, after all, I can't be clean when I'm with them, but this time Song Xiuming is involved, so I can't ignore it.

I knew in my heart that Song Xiuming definitely didn't want me to intervene in this matter, but I also knew that once there would be a second time, unless I stepped forward, I'm afraid Yao Jiu would not let him go so easily.What's more, this problem happened between me and Yao Jiu. It is impossible for me to hide behind Song Xiuming and let him bear everything for me.

I said, "Yao Jiu, when are you free, let's come out and meet."

Yao Jiu paused and asked, "Can it be in the evening? I have something to do now, let's have a meal together in the evening—"

"Okay, tell me where to meet you then." I interrupted him, hung up the phone, and sighed in my heart.

Song Xiuming sent a text message asking me what I want to eat tonight, and I told him that I have something to do tonight, so I don’t need to come here, there must be no one at home.Liang Liang didn't know where he went, and he didn't know if he would come back tonight.

I felt a little dazed for a moment, not knowing where to start when I saw Yao Jiu at night.

Waiting will make the time very long. I looked at the name of the western restaurant on the text message from Yao Jiu, twitched my mouth, looked at the worn clothes on my body, and thought that Yao Jiu's taste really hasn't changed.

He used to always like to take me to those high-end places.

I have never had much money, so naturally I have never been to that kind of place to eat.I remember when Yao Jiu took me there for the first time, I didn't take it seriously, but I was also a little cautious.At that time, Yao Jiu would always make fun of me, but he would also help me cut the steak for me to eat in order to take care of me.

I enjoyed his service, but if it wasn't for the tenderness with which he sliced ​​my steak, I'm afraid I would never have liked that place in my life.

However, not to mention the past, now I walk into that kind of place with the current appearance, Yao Jiu, you really have enough taste.

I tidied myself up and got into a taxi when it was completely dark.

This western restaurant is just opposite the office building of Yao Jiu's company, and most of the customers are those who work in the company, and all of them are well-dressed.But it was already late at this time - Yao Jiu was like this before, always busy until late, and sometimes he didn't even have a bite of dinner after ten o'clock in the evening.At this time, there were not many people in the restaurant, and there were only one or two people sitting at a few tables.

There are no shadows of vehicles on the wide avenue, and this specially developed economic zone is always very deserted at night.

I got out of the car and stood at the door of the western restaurant for a few seconds, the waiter at the door also turned his gaze.

I moved my eyes to those seats by the window, and soon saw Yao Jiu standing up.He seemed to want to come out to find me. I took a deep breath and walked in slowly with a cane.

The waiter called softly: "Welcome, may I ask..."

"He's with me," Yao Jiu came over, took my hand, and said with a smile, "Xiao Le, I've been waiting for you for a long time."

I noticed the gazes of the people around me, I resisted the discomfort in my heart, and pulled my hand away from Yao Jiu.

Yao Jiu was stunned for a moment, then looked back at me, but didn't say anything.

Silently walked to the seat by the window and sat down, Yao Jiu asked me: "What do you eat?"

I glanced at the menu and said, "Anything."

Yao Jiu smiled and said, "Is it the same as before?"

I looked up at him for a few seconds, thinking that it is impossible for his head not to know what I am here for today.

Yao Jiu, what else do you want?

You invited me here, yes, there used to be very good memories here, but now it only brings embarrassment and embarrassment to me.Look at me and those people around me, I am completely out of place, do you really think that reminding me of the past will bring me back to you?

I was a little sleepy, and when Yao finished his meal at nine o'clock, the waiter left, and I said, "Are you in trouble for Song Xiuming?"

Yao Jiu smiled and said, "What are you talking about?"

I looked at him coldly and said, "Why are you and I pretending, don't I know what tricks you like to use?"

"Xiao Le..."

"Yao Jiu, you clearly know that I didn't come to see you today for this meal, should we make things clear?"

Yao Jiu's smile faded away.

I twitched the corners of my mouth, thinking that I would tear my skin off.

Originally, if he didn't intervene in my life, then the past would have passed.Misunderstanding is inevitable. No matter how you say it, Yao Jiu doesn't trust me, so I must be responsible.We can't be lovers from now on, but at least we can say hello when we meet, so we don't have to shake our fists when we see Tang Qilin's face.

But now that he has done such a thing, he will not leave any room for the two of us.

"I don't care about anything else you do, but medical litigation?" I suppressed my anger and said coldly, "Why do you let Song Xiuming do such a thing?"

Yao Jiu looked at me for a few seconds, then said indifferently: "Yes, I did give the couple some money, but the lawsuit will not affect him in any way other than keeping him busy."

"Can't have any influence?" I laughed back, "Will it not affect you if your customers know that you have done shady transactions?"

"Xiao Le, when did you start caring about this kind of thing?" Yao Jiu twitched her lips and said, "It's just a lawsuit. Why did you get so angry?"

"The matter between me and you has nothing to do with Song Xiuming, why do you involve him?" I stared at him and said.

"It has nothing to do with him?" Yao Jiu sneered and said, "You are so lucky to say such a thing, Xiao Le. During the time when I was not by your side, he was always by your side, didn't you Do you think he is very nice? He likes you, and he has never concealed his desire to pursue you. You said that all this has nothing to do with him?"

I laughed and said, "Of course it has nothing to do with him, because I would like him to have nothing to do with anything between you and me."

Yao Jiu was stunned for a moment, but then his face completely sank.

I was silent for a few seconds, and said, "Yao Jiu, I really liked you before, but there were too many mistakes between us. You never trusted me, and I never thought of relying on my own efforts to get along with you." Do some work, rely on you all the time. Sooner or later this relationship will be destroyed, and it has nothing to do with anyone else."

"Of course I know that my breakup with you has nothing to do with anyone else!" Yao Jiu said in a calm voice, "But without Song Xiuming, our relationship wouldn't be what it is now, right? Xiao Le, why? To be with that person, we have nothing to do with him, right? He's just an outsider—"

"Then for me and Song Xiuming, you are also an outsider now!" I finally couldn't help raising my voice.

For a while, the whole restaurant fell silent.

I saw Yao Jiu's pale face, and even though I knew it was not appropriate to say such words in front of him, and continued to provoke him, I couldn't help but vomit: "Yao Jiu, I told you that I have broken up with you. Divided is divided, no matter how much trouble you make, it’s impossible to undo it! It doesn’t matter what you do to me, anyway, I’ve already gotten used to your ways, but can you please let Song Xiuming go? It will make me hate you more and more!"

"You hate me?" Yao Jiu asked expressionlessly.

"Yeah, I hate you, I really hate you now." I propped my forehead with my hands, feeling exhausted physically and mentally.

"Xiao Le, why did you become like this?" Yao Jiu asked suddenly.

I froze slightly and looked up at him.

Yao Jiu looked at me with a strange look, and said, "With your character, how could you forget a relationship so quickly? Even though I have done stupid things to sorry for you, after all, I also paid for you. Many times, why do I still love you, but you fell in love with other people in a blink of an eye? Why can you be with others with peace of mind, and even come to me and get angry with me for your new lover? "

I didn't react for a while, I stared blankly at Yao Jiu and said sullenly: "Have you considered my mood? You should know that Song Xiuming came to look for me, he came to you in the middle of the night, go Come to me and tell me not to bother you anymore, and say that you will not have any misunderstandings about him. Yes, I found very few stains in his life, only those two photos represent him I have also fallen in the past. Yes, it is easy to explain the misunderstanding clearly, but I also hope that he can be busy, so busy that he has no time to come to you, so that you will be disappointed in him, and maybe you will come back to me .”

"That's right, what I did was really contemptuous and insidious, but you've seen it too much, haven't you?" Yao Jiu said expressionlessly, "I've been hoping that you can contact me since I left that day, I hope you You can see that Song Xiuming is not suitable for you earlier, do you know how happy I was when I received your call today?"

"Could it be that you still think I'm here to get back together with you?" I said inexplicably.

Yao Jiu was silent.

The waiter brought up the steak.

When the lid was lifted, the sound of "sizzling" came along with the delicious aroma, but I didn't have any appetite.

I clenched my fists and said in a low voice: "Yao Jiu, you probably think you are still the victim, right? You must be thinking that you only did one thing wrong, why can I get rid of you and be with someone else? "

I twitched the corners of my mouth and said, "But do you know what it looks like from my point of view? The person I love brought back a third party and kicked me out of the house. After I lost After one leg, he ran back and confessed to me, saying that everything was just a misunderstanding. Yes, a misunderstanding, your heart did not cheat on me, but do you know what I lost because of your childish misunderstanding?"

"It's more than one leg!" I stared at him, my voice trembling uncontrollably, "It's more than one leg, don't you understand?"

I couldn't sit any longer, so I got up, took my crutches and walked out of the restaurant.

Yao Jiu quickly caught up and grabbed my hand, shouting, "Xiao Le!"

I shook off his hand, Yao Jiu grabbed my hand again and pulled me over.

The two of us were arguing on the side of the road, and several people passing by the road looked over.

Annoyed, I turned around and asked, "What else do you want to do?"

"Xiao Le! I can make up for what you lost, why don't you give me a chance?"

"Because I don't love you anymore," I said coldly, "I don't love you anymore, Yao Jiu."

Yao Jiu's expression was broken, and he became extremely angry in an instant.

Looking at his expression, my anger also "噗噐噗" came up.

I tightened his collar and whispered in his ear: "Yao Jiu, do you know what it was like the day I was kicked out of the house by you? When I was hit by a car, I wished you would die too! You Do you think it’s okay to explain the misunderstanding? You ask me why I can abandon you so quickly and fall in love with other people, because Song Xiuming was always by my side when I was in the most difficult time! He helped me pick it up It was he who thought of a way to help me find a doctor and see a doctor for my life! Why can't I fall in love with someone who treats me well?"

Emotions are not that complicated. When a person tries his best to help you and accompany you when you are most desperate, it is impossible for you to reject his feelings.

That's right, I do like Song Xiuming.

At first I didn't admit it, maybe I didn't want to or maybe I didn't dare, but now I clearly understand that I really like Song Xiuming.

A person who I thought I would never like, at least after I was hurt by Yao Jiu just now.

But Song Xiuming did it, he won, and I couldn't refuse him at all.I fell in love with the tone of his voice when he spoke to me, the way he looked at me, and the temperature and strength when he hugged me.

Yes, Yao Jiu and I are very similar, and the saying "two similar people will never get along perfectly" may indeed make sense.

But I'm afraid Yao Jiu will never be able to realize this.

He will always be like this, he thinks he is right, and he will never change his mind.Always self-righteous thinking that everyone should be the same as he imagined.

"Xiao Le," Yao Jiu looked at me with an unbelievable expression, "You didn't give me a chance to help you! If you didn't tell me what happened to you, how could I stay by your side?"

"It's ridiculous, you did such a thing to me, how cheap do I have to go to you to ask you to help me?" I sneered, "Even if I die, I won't go to you!"

"Mole!"

"I just want to make it clear to you," I loosened his collar and walked away from him, saying word by word, "Don't bother Song Xiuming anymore, come at me for everything."

Yao Jiu looked at me with a gloomy face, and pushed me away fiercely.

Pushed by him, I staggered and couldn't stand still for a while. I staggered back two steps, but my right foot was missed, and I fell backwards to the ground!

I saw Yao Jiu's remorseful expression, he came over to help me up, I ignored him, turned around and lay down on the ground, enduring the pain in my left leg stump to grab the crutch that had slipped not far away.

And at this moment, a beam of light suddenly came from the corner of the street, and a car turned around and drove towards me crookedly and at a crazy speed.

I heard the sharp sound of tires rubbing against the ground, my mind went blank for a moment, and I stared blankly at the car that was driving directly towards me.

"Xiao Le!"

In an instant, before I could react, I was hugged tightly and dragged back, but the car rushed straight onto the sidewalk!

The last thing I remember is the sound of the car hitting the body, a muffled sound overhead, and the heavy weight on my body when I hit the ground.

The familiar voice, the familiar pain, something that had left a deep shadow in my life, appeared in front of me again.