you're nothing but scum

In this way, I think my life is finally on the right track.

In fact, after being amputated in a car accident, I always thought I could handle my mentality and my life well.But after the calm surface was disturbed by Yao Jiu's arrival, I realized that the inside was already in chaos.

But it was fine after the outbreak. I had such a good talk with Song Xiuming, and suddenly I felt that my mind was much clearer.

When Liang Liang came back, he looked at me very carefully, which made me dumbfounded.I apologized to him very seriously, saying that I shouldn't have thrown the medicine around, but this guy looked at me flattered, speechless.

And Song Xiuming didn't know why, these two days were so empty that he didn't even go to the hospital.

The next day, he brought a man.

Like him, that person also wears a pair of glasses on the bridge of his nose, but his cunning appearance is superficial, and he looks like a difficult person to deal with.

I was a little confused. I didn't know why Song Xiuming brought such a person here. I didn't understand until he brought him to me and introduced him to me. It turned out that this was the acupuncturist he contacted for me.

This person's name is Lin Yan, who studied Chinese medicine in college, and met Song Xiuming in the student union.

When he shook hands with me, he adjusted his glasses and raised his eyebrows and said, "This guy hasn't contacted me much since he graduated from university. He gave me a fright when he called me some time ago. It turns out that he has something to help." .”

Song Xiuming said helplessly: "It's not like what you said."

"That's what it is," Lin Yan said in a complaining tone while putting down his acupuncture bag, "I treat you as a good buddy."

I looked at these two people with a subtle feeling, but I didn't know if I was being sensitive.

Liang Liang sat next to me, looking at the acupuncture bag curiously, but he didn't dare to move it, so he could only stare there.

Lin Yan asked about my condition, and after checking my left leg stump, he drove Liang Liang and Song Xiuming out, put me on the bed, and began to give me needles.

It was my first time doing acupuncture, and I was a little apprehensive looking at so many needles, and I really doubted the effectiveness of acupuncture, but because of Song Xiuming's kindness and the confidence of this guy named Lin Yan, I didn't feel ashamed to ask anything .

Lin Yan picked out the needle carefully, and said, "This treatment method has only been researched recently. There are many successful cases, but the treatment time will be very long. I will come to help you with acupuncture regularly, but you have to do it. Be mentally prepared, there is no way for this disease to heal so quickly."

I actually knew it in my heart, and although I wanted to sigh, I still nodded.

In fact, my patience is not good, and I know it myself. After taking the medicine for more than a week and it didn't work, I gave up on myself. No wonder Liang Liang was angry.But what Song Xiuming said is right, even if it's for Liang Liang... Let's go with him, I can't go on like this anymore.I can't get mad at the only person who was by my side when I was in trouble, so I have to restrain my temper.

"Speaking of which, you and Song Xiuming knew each other before?"

The moment the needle went in, it was like being bitten by an ant.

I didn't know how to answer this question at once.Song Xiuming knew me six years ago, but I didn't know him then.

I thought about it, and replied ambiguously, "I've seen it before."

"How did you become like this?" the guy asked, not thinking about other people's feelings at all.

Fortunately, I don't mind answering this kind of question, so I curled my lips and said, "I did it when I got into a car accident."

"That's it," he said with a sigh as he was busy with the needle, "it's very troublesome to suffer from phantom limb disease. A friend I knew before had a broken leg just like you, and I always thought that leg was still there." On the body, the whole person is not right, and I can't fix it even if I try to help him."

"Why?" I wondered.

"Because the effect is slow," Lin Yan said, "It's only been a short time since the course of treatment, and the effect is not obvious, so that person doesn't want to continue, thinking that it won't get better anyway."

I stared at him, thinking that it must be a story deliberately made up for me, why does the temper of the person in this story sound so similar to me?And I've just done the "treatment doesn't work and I give up on myself" thing.

Lin Yan glanced at me, smiled, and asked, "What did you think of?"

"No!" I replied emphatically.

The old god Lin Yan said on the ground: "I told you this, just to tell you that no matter what, this kind of treatment must be persisted, and one must adjust one's mental state, otherwise it will become One of those people who gets depressed over a body that doesn't exist."

Cut... I won't suffer from depression because of that non-existent left leg, I looked at those densely packed places full of needles, and thought a little maniacally.

The boring treatment went on all afternoon, and to be honest, I really didn't feel anything.

After Lin Yan retracted the needle, Liang Liang and Song Xiuming also came up.

They took advantage of the time just now to go to the supermarket, and when they came back, they saw that Lin Yan had already withdrawn the injection. Liang Liang was surprised and said, "It's all over so soon?"

"I'll come back in two days. I'll do it two or three times a week. I'll come to you on time, Mo Le." Lin Yan said with a smile.

When I put on my pants, Lin Yan asked Song Xiuming, "Would you like to have dinner together?"

I secretly looked at the two of them, but I didn't expect Song Xiuming to catch my eyes and turned my head immediately.

Then I heard Song Xiuming refuse: "Next time, I will treat you next time."

"Hey, alright, alright." Lin Yan said rather unhappily, and after saying goodbye to us, Song Xiuming sent him downstairs.

As soon as the two of them left, Liang Liang immediately came over and asked, "How does acupuncture feel?"

I touched the place where I had just been pierced, and said, "I don't feel anything, but when I just pierced it, I felt like I was bitten by a bug."

"Hey..." Liang Liang touched the stump of my left leg and asked, "Does it still hurt here now?"

I rolled my eyes and said, "I don't have much pain during the day, okay?"

It's strange to say that two days ago, it really developed to the point where it hurts even during the day, otherwise I wouldn't be so manic that I would take medicine and lose my life.But after the night of talking with Song Xiuming, the situation got a little better, at least not as serious as before.I think it probably has something to do with my mood, but I am also a little upset that Song Xiuming can affect my mood so easily now.

I won't say these words to Song Xiuming, because I don't want to see that guy's smug smile.

Liang Liang sighed, and said, "That guy looks so young, is he reliable? Why does Song Xiuming have to find such a person?"

I said slowly, "Probably because...that person is the best?"

I think Song Xiuming will not harm me. After all, he is a doctor who is more clear about this kind of things.

Not long after, Song Xiuming came back, and he asked with a smile, "What do you want to eat tonight?"

I said, "Whatever."

Liang Liang also said, "Whatever."

The two of us have already adapted to Song Xiuming's taste. Everything he cooks is delicious.

When Liang Liang went to wash the vegetables first, Song Xiuming squatted in front of me and asked, "How do you feel?"

I was speechless, thinking that a doctor like you would ask such silly questions like Liang Liang.

"If it can be done in one go, I don't need to take so many courses of treatment, right?"

Song Xiuming smiled and said, "You're right."

I was a little weak because of his coaxing tone, and then I heard him say: "In fact, Lin Yan has specialized in acupuncture and moxibustion for phantom limb disease before, and I learned this acupuncture method with him at the beginning, which is better than most people in China. Doctors who know this disease better. So you can rest assured that if you continue to receive treatment according to his requirements, you will get better one day."

I nodded.

Song Xiuming said: "These two days shouldn't hurt like before, right?"

When I thought of those thoughts just now, my face became a little hot, and I shook my head.

"Why can't you speak all of a sudden?" Song Xiuming raised his eyebrows.

"...Damn!" I choked out a dirty word.

Song Xiuming laughed and pushed my head down.

My eyes widened as I kissed his lips.

He licked my lips with his tongue, nibbled with his teeth, and then sucked lightly, but he didn't stick his tongue in.

After kissing like this for a while, he backed away.

My heart beats a little faster. This is the second time I kissed him. The first time I only cared about my soul going out of my body. I thought it would be a bit awkward and strange to get along with him so intimately. I didn’t expect to be so familiar with him now. It made it more and more like a normal relationship.

He touched my face and opened his mouth to say something when the phone rang.

I watched him take out his mobile phone, frowned slightly at the incoming call on the mobile phone, then got up and took two steps towards the door to answer it.

This evasive behavior made me a little concerned, and I pricked up my ears to listen to what he said.

"I see……"

"Tomorrow I will go back to the hospital and meet the two family members again."

"Oh, I see."

"it is good……"

"Then I have something to do now, so hang up first."

When he hung up the phone and turned around, I asked, "What's the matter?"

Song Xiuming was taken aback for a moment, shook his head and said, "It's nothing."

I curled my lips and muttered in a low voice: "It's nothing, you are so free these two days?"

I'm not an idiot, I can't feel his strangeness these two days.

Although Song Xiuming said he likes me, he did try his best to spend time with me, but he is not the kind of person who would take so many days off just to be with his boyfriend.

Song Xiuming walked over helplessly and patted my head, saying, "Actually, something happened in the hospital, but it's just a small thing."

Being perfunctory in this way, I asked rather uncomfortably: "Then you won't come again tomorrow?"

"Do you want me to come again?" Song Xiuming asked with a smile.

"...I don't want to!" I said, glaring at him.

He laughed and said, "No matter what, I will come to see you whenever I have time."

It's like I'm a little kid who needs to be watched all the time!I am a little angry.