you're nothing but scum

Song Xiuming came to pick me up the next day, and he and Liang Liang supported me downstairs.

When I opened the door and went outside, I saw a car parked not far away.

The man sat in the driver's seat, the window was opened a crack, and faint smoke drifted out from the car.

When I looked over, Yao Jiu also happened to see me.

He got out of the car and seemed to want to come over, but finally stood still in front of his car far away.

Since then, in fact, all my resentment towards Yao Jiu has disappeared.

No matter if it was a misunderstanding, or beating and scolding, these things were all brought about by Yao Jiu himself.Although after explaining everything clearly, I was a little unwilling. After all, compared to knowing that this relationship was ruined by Tang Qilin, I think it would be more refreshing if Yao Jiu didn't want to anger me, but really cheated physically and mentally.

But it's been so many days, my life doesn't revolve around feelings, I need to think about more things, so it doesn't make any sense to continue entanglement.

On the other hand, Yao Jiu, with his character, probably wouldn't be willing to be ruined by Tang Qilin.

But if it wasn't for Yao Jiu really caring about who I used to be, and indeed not having complete trust in me, Tang Qilin would be able to destroy a fart.

I didn't look at him again, I waved my hands with Liang Liang, turned around and got into Song Xiuming's car.

The heater was turned on in the car, and as soon as I got in, I shivered and got goosebumps.

Song Xiuming leaned over to help me fasten my seat belt, I was stunned and said, "I can fasten it myself."

"Don't move," Song Xiuming said softly, "That person has been waiting at your door for three days."

I was taken aback for a moment, and then responded flatly: "Oh."

Song Xiuming fastened his seat belt and started the car. After a few seconds, he said, "Ask me yourself if you have anything you want to ask. If I really asked, it's just such a simple answer?"

I was silent.

Song Xiuming turned his head and looked at me, but said nothing.

We drove silently all the way to the No. [-] City Hospital. Song Xiuming took me in and went straight to the psychiatric department on the third floor.

He helped me contact a female doctor, surnamed Jin, who looked about 40 years old. She was very enthusiastic about Song Xiuming, and she just said: "Your mother has been talking about you to me these two days. Why don't you have nothing to do with the Chinese New Year?" Aren't you staying at home?"

Song Xiuming smiled, put his hand on my shoulder and said, "My friend is not in good health."

"Is this the boy you mean?"

Dr. Jin looked at me with a smile and said, "Sit down and tell me what the symptoms are."

I gave a general description of the condition of my leg attack, and Dr. Jin said while writing the medical record: "This symptom occurs when you are emotional, or when you don't have a good rest.

It will indeed become very powerful. "

I thought about it, and every time my "left leg" hurt, it seemed that it was when I met Yao Jiu, and I couldn't help but gritted my teeth in my heart.

I didn't think about it before, but now I wonder if Yao Jiu and I are against each other, otherwise how could I be made like this.

The doctor asked me to go for two examinations, and Song Xiuming accompanied me there.

While waiting to get the list, I couldn't help but ask, "Do your parents know that you like men?"

Song Xiuming glanced at me with a half-smile and asked, "What do you think?"

I hate this kind of answer the most, curled my lips and said: "I love talking but not talking."

"Hey, you have such a temper," Song Xiuming complained, and then said, "Before I went abroad, I confessed to my parents, and they thought I must have been spoiled by some people in the domestic circle of friends. Sent abroad. As a result, I still like men after returning to China, so they can only accept it."

I felt a little strange when I heard it, but after thinking about it, I knew from Song Xiuming's appearance that his parents should also be very powerful people, and the person who could meet the resident doctor in the hospital must be an old doctor, right?

It's okay to accept men, people like them probably can't accept people like me who have done MB to corrupt the atmosphere, right?

As soon as this thought came up, I was stunned again. I have already brought myself into the role of Song Xiuming's boyfriend?

I had a chill, just when Song Xiuming got up and said that it was almost time to get the bill, and asked me to sit where I was and wait for him, and I told him to go quickly.

As soon as Song Xiuming left, another person appeared in front of me.

I really didn't expect this person to appear.

I don't know what's going on between him and Yao Jiu, but I don't want to care about it now, but this guy appeared in front of me specially, which makes me very puzzled.Do you still want to show off his relationship with Yao Jiu to me?

Yang Xilin also held the list in his hand, and he didn't know what he was checking.He looked at the direction Song Xiuming left, and asked with a sneer, "You found a new target so quickly?"

I said with a cold face, "Don't come here to be disgusting."

"No one told me to be bored. I have been bored for a long time since Yao Jiu kicked me out. You don't know how interesting it is to watch the two of you toss."

I just can't stand this man.

There is indeed no shortage of this kind of slut in MB, but he is the first one to commit a slut in front of me.

What's the point of being a man who is good-looking and entangled in emotional aspects like a woman all day long?

I ignored him, but he still kept talking on his own, probably he had already directed this speech before he met me, and he was waiting to meet me.

"Did you not see how stupid Yao Jiu was during that time?"

When I didn't see you, I tried my best to find you, but you really came to my door and refused to see you," Yang Xilin said with a smile, "You don't know, he didn't know you were out until after we broke up. About the car accident, he even came to me and beat me up. "

He pointed to his ribs and said, "He broke one here."

I sarcastically said, "You don't think it's enough?"

"Anyway, it's already at this point, it doesn't matter if he beat me to death," Yang Xilin smiled viciously, and said, "I've already lived like this, seeing others live worse than myself, right? Is it comforting, you and Yao Jiu are a perfect example."

I thought to myself, no one is better than anyone.

I spent all my youth in that kind of place. Like Yang Xilin, he tossed and broke his own rib because he couldn't see other people's lives. Isn't this a brain disease or something?

I am a little fortunate that although I have a psychiatric disease like phantom limb disease, at least my brain is not deformed.

I smiled and said, "It's up to you to make troubles, as long as you get out of here quickly, what you like to do has nothing to do with me."

"What I like to do has nothing to do with you?" Yang Xilin looked behind me.

Song Xiuming's voice sounded right behind me: "Xiao Le?"

I admit that when Yang Xilin's words reminded me of Song Xiuming, it did have some impact on my emotions.

I have always felt that what Yang Xilin did was to degrade himself, and I can't stop him if he wants to be despicable, but when a person is degraded to a certain level, it will indeed make people hate him very much.

I didn't care if Song Xiuming was there or not, but I just said very calmly: "Yang Xilin, I did hate you when you were with Yao Jiu, but now you can see clearly who can't let go ? Do you really think I’m worse off than you if you have two healthy legs?” I sneered, “Don’t forget, even if I only have one leg left, I can still be alive and kicking in the sun, You have healthy legs, don’t you just hang out in that kind of messy place and crowd all day? No matter how much you destroy other people’s feelings, the best part of other people’s feelings will never be yours. Watching that kind of thing all day long Are you trying to make yourself a psychopath on purpose?"

Yang Xilin's smile gradually disappeared.

After listening to me, he looked at me blankly for a moment and said, "At least no matter what, I don't need to rely on crutches for the rest of my life."

After saying that, he turned and left.

I kept on sneering until my mouth was about to cramp, and then I slowly lowered the corners of my mouth.

Indeed, no one is better than anyone.

Yang Xilin is so dark all day, at least he has two legs.

Although I lived a relatively quiet life, it is true that I lost a part of my body.

no one is good

Who has passed, but who in this world can truly have smooth sailing?I'm just the worst of those stumbling around.

Suddenly, a hand touched my head.

I opened that hand expressionlessly, but the hand came up again, and I hit again, and my wrist was grabbed.

Song Xiuming walked up to me, but before I could react, I suddenly felt something soft on my forehead.

I suddenly opened my eyes.

I heard Song Xiuming say on top of my head: "I want to kiss you, but maybe kissing your lips directly will make you punch me."

I couldn't make up my mind, but my nature made me subconsciously fight back.

I grabbed Song Xiuming by the collar and pulled him down, then pressed down on his lips, bit hard and then pushed him away, sneered: "It's not like you don't know where I come from Those who come out, what kind of pure love do you have with me?"

It wasn't until I saw Song Xiuming's expression that I realized that he probably calculated that I would do such a stupid thing.

He smiled and licked his lips, and said, "I just want to give you a different process, don't you like it?"

... scumbag.