you're nothing but scum

The atmosphere during dinner was quite eerie.

Liang Liang always glanced at me, took a bite of rice, glanced at Song Xiuming, took a bite of vegetables, and glanced back and forth so that I wanted to slap him on the head.

Liang Liang and I usually talk about everything when we eat together, but this time with the addition of Song Xiuming, the atmosphere suddenly dropped to freezing point, and no one spoke.

Look, look, you shouldn't be here, we have nothing to talk about.I glanced at Song Xiuming and cursed.

It just so happened that Song Xiuming also raised his eyes to look at me, and now our eyes met.

I froze for a moment, then quickly lowered my head to eat.

Song Xiuming smiled lightly and asked, "Are you usually so quiet when you eat?"

How is it possible? It's not because of you.

"Hey, no way, Xiao Le and I often talk about a lot of things."

I looked up at Liang Liang, smiled foolishly, and couldn't help curling my lips.

"Oh?" Song Xiuming glanced at me with a smile and asked, "What are you talking about?"

"Hmm..." Liang Liang thought for a while and said, "A lot, such as what to eat the next day, where did you go to play recently, which man did you meet—"

"Hello!" I stared at Liang Liang.

Liang Liang came back to his senses, twitched the corner of his mouth, and changed his words: "It's just talking about everything."

Song Xiuming was silent for a few seconds, and asked, "Is the holiday coming soon?"

Hearing this, Liang Liang and I were both stunned.

It's true when you think about it, the Chinese New Year is indeed approaching, and it will be New Year's Eve in a week.But when it comes to "night"... Is there really such a thing as a holiday in this kind of place?

But it is estimated that Liang Liang will not go to the store that day.

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that I haven't celebrated the New Year with Liang Liang for two or three years.

Before Yao Jiu, we always took advantage of this day to go out and play.In fact, there was nowhere to go. The street was extremely deserted on this day, the shops along the road were closed early, and there were no cars on the road.The two of us would sit on the side of the road and chat at most, and we would find a hotel to open a room when we felt cold.

Of course, it's impossible for the two of us to do anything, but we always feel that if we spend the night outside, we can completely forget about the things in "Night".

After having Yao Jiu, I don't seem to have celebrated the New Year with Liang Liang.

Although Yao Jiu had to go home for the New Year and couldn't have the New Year's Eve dinner with me, he always came back that night and would accompany me for the second meal.

This year should be as deserted as ever.

My legs are not convenient for walking, and I probably won't go out.The two of them snuggled up on the bed, watched TV, and ate snacks. Thinking about it, it shouldn't be too bad.

Seeing that both of us fell silent, Song Xiuming didn't speak anymore.

After eating, I drove Song Xiuming away.Song Xiuming came in after washing the dishes, picked up his coat and put it on, glanced at me while putting it on, and asked, "Do you want to go for a walk? Anyway, you are fine now."

"No," I shrank back under the quilt and said, "I'm going to bed soon."

"Sleep when you're full?" Song Xiuming raised his eyebrows and said, "You will really turn into a pig."

"It's up to you." I rolled my eyes.

Song Xiuming got dressed and sat down on the edge of the bed, bringing his face closer.

I was startled, leaned back quickly, glared at him and said angrily, "What are you doing!"

Song Xiuming paused, and said with a smile, "I want to persuade you to go out for a walk with me."

"It's so cold what's there to do!"

"It's never boring to be with someone."

"I have nothing to talk to you about."

"how come."

"Anyway, I'm not going!" I turned my head away from him.

"Hey, you..." He seemed to have a helpless voice behind him.

I curled my lips and didn't speak.

"Then I'll go first, and I'll call you out next time." Saying this, the sound of the door opening and closing was heard a few seconds later.

I stared at the TV, the people inside were performing a skit, and the audience below laughed loudly, but I was thinking about Song Xiuming and Yao Jiu in my head.

Why is it that the New Year's Eve is bothered by two men?

Speaking of it, although I seem to have only dated men so far, before I entered "Night", I was interested in girls anyway.Although there are so many "peach blossoms" at present, if they are all men, there is really nothing to be happy about.

I'm finally on the right track now...well, it doesn't seem to be very right...but there is a thought in my heart that keeps spinning.

——What if you try to like girls?

However, the thought came to me within a few seconds and was stifled by me.

Forget it, how can a woman like MB, what are you doing.

It happened that Liang Liang opened the door and walked in. Seeing that Song Xiuming had already left, he said with a disappointed expression on his face, "Hey, why did you drive him away again?"

I sprayed and cursed: "Who kicked him out, who kicked him out?"

Liang Liang gave me a condescending look, and said, "If you hadn't chased him away, he would have left so quickly, huh?"

I choked and muttered: "You like him so much, you go with him!"

"What am I going to do? People like you, okay?"

"Why does he like me?!" I said angrily.

"He hasn't confessed to you?" Liang Liang narrowed his eyes.

I'm at a loss for words.

Song Xiuming seems to be saying "like"

I did say it... but I still don't think it's serious.

"It's so annoying," I sighed, "Don't mention those men, can you?"

"I know, I know," Liang Liang said, "Then I'll go to the store first, and ask for a leave of absence with the store manager. I guess I can stay at home starting tomorrow."

After Liang Liang left, I sat on the bed and watched TV, and fell asleep after watching it for a while.

I seem to be sleeping a little too much recently, I have nothing to do in bed, I don’t like reading, and I don’t have much TV to watch, so I just sleep when I’m really bored.

Hey, someday Song Xiuming won't really turn him into a pig.

When I was woken up by the ringtone of my mobile phone, I checked the time, and it was already twelve o'clock in the middle of the night.

Now I feel uncomfortable when I hear the ringtone of my mobile phone, but after I glanced at it, I found that it was Liang Liang who was calling, and I answered it.

As a result, after several times of "Hello", no one responded, and all the voices coming from the other side of the phone were vague and noisy.I reckoned that Liang Liang's phone was in his pocket and accidentally touched the button before calling, and I was about to hang up, but suddenly I recognized a familiar voice from the noise.

"...Fuck, don't come here!"

"I have something to tell you."

"If you have anything to say, just say it here!"

Liang Liang's voice sounded panicked.

I froze and wanted to hang up, but the hand holding the phone didn't move.

The two seemed to have found a quiet place, the noisy voice disappeared, and there was silence on the other side of the phone.

After a while, Liang Liang's cautious voice sounded: "...you didn't drink today?"

"...No." Yao Jiu's voice was muffled.

"You, you have something to say quickly..."

After a long silence, I heard Yao Jiu ask softly: "...Xiao Le, is he alright?"

I twitched the corners of my mouth, thinking Yao Jiu, you really haven't finished yet.Why didn't I say this sentence before the day of my car accident.You can see the days I lived, and I believe you can see my pain.Why didn't you ask me at that time, how are you?

I was a little bored, but Liang Liang's reaction gave me a big jump.

He roared angrily: "Hello, sir! No way!!"