you're nothing but scum

I had a dream.

I dreamed that Tang Qilin's hooligan brothers surrounded me and beat me, and their fists landed on my chest and stomach, causing excruciating pain.

I opened my mouth but couldn't make a sound, I couldn't breathe from the pain.

Subconsciously called Yao Jiu's name, and then saw him standing not far away, looking at me from afar.

The man's face in the dream was a bit blurry, but even though his face couldn't be seen and his clothes couldn't be seen clearly, I still knew that the person standing not far away and watching with his hands was him.

Then all of a sudden, those hooligans stepped aside, Tang Qilin came over and stepped on my left leg.

He smiled smugly, and while swearing, he pushed my thigh with the hard sole, as if he was wearing a blade instead of a shoe, almost feeling like he was going to cut my thigh off.

I suddenly heard the sound of the "Zi Zi Zi" motor, looked over in horror, and saw Tang Qilin really holding a saw in his hand, swinging it down at my leg——

When I opened my eyes, I was glad it was just a dream.

But then I thought again, what can I be thankful for?

Although this dream was a bit strange, I subconsciously felt that Yao Jiu was the one who caused me to become what I am now, so it should be Yao Jiu who took the saw, not Tang Qilin, but no matter what, in reality I lost one. The left leg is a fact.

I stared at the ceiling with my eyes open, cold sweat streaming down my brow, and then let in the second man I didn't want to see.

The man was wearing a white coat that never changed every day, a pair of rimless glasses on the bridge of his nose, and a warm smile on his face.He was followed by two or three interns. Every morning, these guys would follow Song Xiuming into my ward and look at me as if they were watching zoo animals, while making daily reports.

The first thing Song Xiuming did when he came to my bedside was to ask me how I was feeling.

I didn't speak, he just smiled.

I don't think I will talk to this man for a long time. Fortunately, I will be discharged from the hospital in a short time. I will never see this man again except when the stitches are removed. up.

The intern doctor whose turn it was today looked at me with startled eyes, then at Song Xiuming, and began to pull up under the sign of the latter, to the effect of my name, condition, recovery after surgery, etc. wait.

It's only been two or three days since the operation, and I'm getting impatient.

If I can turn over, I really want to turn my back on this group of sunny people.Too bad I can't turn it over.

When the two or three interns were replenished, Song Xiuming let them go out, but he stayed behind.

I looked at the good weather outside the window and was in a daze, then I heard the man who had amputated my left leg ask in a low voice: "How do you feel?"

I do not speak.

I really don't want to talk.

Song Xiuming was silent for a while, then asked again: "Does your leg still hurt?"

How can it not hurt?It hurts even in my dreams!If it wasn't for this damn surgery, would I have had that perverted dream?

In fact, what I said before was wrong, neither Yao Jiu nor Tang Qilin should take the saw in the dream, Song Xiuming is the one who wants to take that guy.

Seeing that I still didn't speak, Song Xiuming said a few more words, to the effect that he would be discharged from the hospital in a few days, and if he had any problems, he would be able to talk to him and so on.

Not long after, there was finally no sound in my ears.

I turned my head, stretched my neck, and looked down at my legs under the quilt.

Tsk, I feel perverted just by looking at it.

In the afternoon, Liang Liang came to see me in the hospital again.

When he first entered this hospital, his hair was dyed yellow or blue, the row of earrings on his ears and his tight black clothes made the doctors and nurses of this hospital stop and discuss for a long time. The astonished eyes of those women can be seen through the windows in the ward, but the culprit is acting like it's none of my business what other people think.

Of course, almost everyone I hang out with has this temper, myself included.So at that time, I just regretted finding this guy for a tenth of a second in my heart, and then I thought about it.

The so-called, birds of a feather flock together, and people are divided into groups, right?

Liang Liang sat down on the side of the hospital bed, raised his legs, nodded his chin and said in a grandpa tone: "Hey, your mother is gone?"

I opened my mouth, and spoke a little out of habit: "I came to see her on the first day, and then I went back to her man's place."

"Hey, at least you know who your mother is." Liang Liang began to sigh again, and when he spoke, he showed the nail on his tongue, which made my left leg ache.

Both Liang Liang and I have worked part-time in "Night", but I quit long ago, and Liang Liang is still there.Of course, just listening to the name of the place where we worked and Liang Liang's attire, it's not difficult to guess what we used to do.

Liang Liang was abandoned by his parents since he was a child, and grew up in an orphanage. After being found out about his homosexuality, he couldn't stay any longer. After he came out, he voluntarily went to that nightclub to start buying and selling bodies.

And I was slightly better than him, just a little bit better.

My parents divorced when I was in middle school.Dad immigrated with a woman who looked like his daughter, and after a few years with me, my mother fell in love with a man, and did what she wanted to do at the man's request — Drive me out of the house.

What the woman said in front of me was very concise, and I didn't bother me too much.

She said, "I'll give you some money, you go."

I nodded, took the shabby banknotes, turned around and left.

It’s not that I’m so chic, it’s just that I’ve stayed in that kind of family for a long time, and I always feel that leaving is better than staying with those people and breathing the same air to disgust myself.

As a matter of course, the few coins were spent before long, and I left the school.

I washed the dishes and served the rice, but I was kicked out after a short time.

It was quite down and out at that time, but I still didn't want to go back to that woman.Sometimes I wonder in my heart, why did those two people pull me out of that stomach?

Later, without knowing what to think, I went into the "Night Color" store.

Not long after serving tea and water, Tang Qilin, that rascal took a fancy to him.

At that time, I didn't have much idea about men, but Tang Qilin had a lot of people. With their beatings two or three times a day, I certainly didn't have the strength to fight back.

At the end of the first time, Liang Liang found me in the toilet.

He was taken aback when he came in, then rolled his eyes on my almost naked body, sighed, took out the cigarette in his mouth and handed it over, and asked, "Do you want it?"

People may be cheap, but I don't deny that I can be cheap too.

After experiencing it for the first time, I feel that men and men are not unacceptable, and they earn more money doing that job, so they embarked on the same road as Liang Liang, until they met Yao Jiu , was rescued by him.

Liang Liang lifted the quilt and looked at my two legs hidden in the quilt, oh no, one leg, "tsk tsk" twice, asked strangely: "...does it hurt?"

"I dreamed that Tang Qilin saw my leg with a saw." I said.

Liang Liang swallowed, then seemed to think of something, and said with a sneer, "What kind of saw is Tang Qilin holding? Isn't Yao Jiu the scum who holds the saw? He made you become like this!"

Although I want to say that the car accident has nothing to do with Yao Jiu directly, but after thinking about it, even I resent Yao Jiu in my heart, and Liang Liang would not take it as a joke for him to say this.

So I smiled and found that the facial muscles were very stiff.

Then Liang Liang came over and whispered, "You know, Yao Jiu called me a few times after your phone was crushed by that wheel!"

Whoops, my left leg is hurting again.

I remained calm, resisting the feeling of wanting to vomit and asked, "What?"

"What can I do, ask me where you have been," Liang Liang smiled smugly, and turned around, "That big fool dares to ask me where you have been in that tone, you are a fool!" Now that he looks like this, what else is he thinking? On the day you cut your leg, his mother still came to our store with his pretty face

After shopping around, he took me to the toilet when he saw me. "

I heard that my left leg was getting more and more painful, so I asked irritably, "Then what's wrong with you?"

"What can I do? I just saw Tang Qilin releasing water, so I called him directly."

I was speechless, two scumbags collided, just right.

Liang Liang sneered, and said: "It's not that you don't know that when Yao Jiu took you and said that he wanted to live a happy life, Tang Qilin Ji hated him a long time ago, and he just vented his hatred when he saw this scene and didn't punch him. "

"so what?"

"So Yao Jiu is probably lying at home for the past two days, can you still see that face after being beaten up!"

Oh, by the way, Yao Jiu is the first person I don't want to see now.