My family has fields waiting to be cultivated

If you don't calculate it deliberately, the days always go by very quickly. If you don't pay attention, it will slip through the gaps between your fingers. Mourning lived a normal life for three days, there is no Nangong Ye, and there is no Zhao Yun Qi, the two people who had been dangling in front of him before seemed to disappear at once. Mourning was really happy not to see Zhao Yunqi, which meant that the troubles were far away from him, but seeing Nangong Ye, he felt It made him feel a little bit disappointed in addition to being happy, a bit of loss that he couldn't even deceive himself.

He has been trying to convince himself that he won't feel lost because of Nangong Ye, but in fact, when he can't see Nangong Ye, he really feels lost, and even once he is free, he can't help but think of Nangong Ye went, thinking about what kind of thoughts he had about himself, why he did this or that kind of behavior towards himself, but after thinking about it, he couldn't think of anything, so he couldn't help but think more. Terrific, in the end even A Niu, who has always been careless, found out that he was out of his mind and kept asking himself what was wrong.

This phenomenon made him sigh frequently, and he found that the number of times he sighed during this period may be many times more than the number of times he sighed before.

"Ah Ning, do you think that person looks like the person who came to see you that day?" Ah Niu asked in surprise when he looked up to the door after wiping the table and suddenly saw a somewhat familiar figure.

"Which one?" Mo Ning looked at the place A Niu was pointing at, just in time to see Zhao Yunqi's back disappearing around the corner, he frowned, then quickly relieved, "I don't know, I can't see clearly." It depends on who he is, anyway, as long as you don't come to harass him.

Several days passed without seeing Zhao Yunqi. Mourning thought that the other party had already left Licheng, but he was still there, and he lived in the inn diagonally opposite.But since he didn't leave, where did he go these days?While tidying up the desktop, Mourning thought in wonder.

Of course he didn't know, Zhao Yunqi didn't go anywhere these days, he stayed in the inn room where he lived all the time, his room was chosen by himself, looking out from the window of the room, he could just see Mo Mo In the lobby of the restaurant, the busy figures inside can be clearly seen.These days, Zhao Yunqi has been rubbing the jade pendant in his hand, standing by the window and looking thoughtfully at Mourning who is busy in the lobby of Momo Restaurant, his eyes are always as calm as a lake, mixed with inexplicable complex emotions.

Today is the third day, and it is also the day Nangong Ye agreed with him.Although he rejected Nangong Ye's proposal at first, since someone delivered the jade pendant in his hand to his door that night, his thoughts began to change a little.That jade pendant was given to Xu Zining by him, before they got married. Xu Zining has always cherished this jade pendant and never left him, but now, that jade pendant fell into Nangong Ye's hands. He was also sent to him by someone.

After struggling with his thoughts for a long time, Zhao Yunqi finally compromised.Holding the jade pendant, he went to the place where he met Nangongye that day. When he passed the door of Momo Restaurant, his footsteps paused, and he could faintly hear the voices of guests shouting from inside, mixed with People talking and laughing, he knew that the person must be inside at this time, but his footsteps seemed to be frozen, he could only stand still and couldn't move, and in the end, he still walked in the original direction went.

His body seemed to be numb, and he could only move forward mechanically. His mind was already in a mess. He didn't want to leave here. After finally seeing Xu Zimo, he didn't want to leave here so soon, but he wanted to Knowing Xu Zining's whereabouts, he really wanted to find Xu Zining.

So, he finally went to that small courtyard again.

There, Nangongye's subordinate Zhu Qing was waiting for him. Nangongye seemed to have expected his arrival early in the morning, and had already asked people to wait here for him.At this moment, Zhao Yunqi finally understood why when outsiders mentioned Nangong Ye, apart from admiration, they were afraid.He thought, if Nangong Ye decided to make an enemy of anyone, then that person would definitely not be able to escape.

Just like him, even though he rejected Nangong Ye so readily at the beginning, in the end, he still accepted, and accepted his help as Nangong Ye expected at the beginning.

He accepted Nangong Ye's help on the condition that he leave Licheng immediately!

Even though he was unwilling in his heart, he still agreed. At that moment, he felt very strange in his heart, as if he was relieved, but at the same time he seemed to be a little... disappointed...

Zhuqing said that he would tell Nangong Ye what he meant, and what he wanted to know would be known soon.After receiving this news, when he thought that he would soon know Xu Zining's whereabouts, he no longer felt the urgency that he used to feel.

After leaving from Nangong Ye, Zhao Yunqi's brows were always furrowed, as if there were too many things in his heart. Neil, who was following him, could clearly feel his emotional changes. And this kind of thing was absolutely impossible to happen in the past. He was always the best at hiding his emotions. It would be surprising for people to suddenly notice his ups and downs.

Neil is naturally no exception, but he firmly remembers what Zhao Yunqi said to him: the affairs of the master are not something that a servant like him can interfere with.So he chose to remain silent.

He silently followed behind Zhao Yunqi, and then saw him walking down the street as if lost in thought. Finally, he stepped into the restaurant with the signboard of "Mo Mo Restaurant" and stood in front of the boy named Xu Zimo , asked him in a voice that he couldn't express: "What does that sentence mean?"

Looking at the man standing in front of him, Mourning was more puzzled than surprised: "Which sentence?" He had just sorted out the ledger on the desktop, and when he turned around, he saw the man who had disappeared for several days standing in front of him, so he was not surprised It was a lie, but the other party didn't have time to surprise him, and directly asked a question that made him puzzled.

"That sentence three days ago." Zhao Yunqi's eyes were very serious, and Mourning saw his reflection in his dark pupils, looking very surprised and stupid, and couldn't help closing his eyes in surprise He opened his mouth, then scratched his hair, carefully recalling what he said that day, there were some vague fragments, he looked up at the other party, and tentatively said: "Is it the last sentence? Even if the outside is the same , the contents inside have already been changed?" He thought about it, and only this sentence was more likely.

Zhao Yunqi's face was sullen, and he acquiesced.

Mourning scratched the back of his head, looking a little worried. He glanced around and found that the people around him looked like they were watching a show, and said, "Why don't we go inside and talk about it?" He doesn't have the kind of entertainment for the public spirit of sacrifice.

Zhao Yunqi didn't speak, but he followed Mourning in. The expression on his face was expressionless. Mourning looked embarrassed, and after thinking about it for a long time, he carefully said: "Actually, that sentence doesn't mean anything. It's not interesting, I just..." He scratched the back of his head again, thinking about what to say, Zhao Yunqi was inexplicably patient, waiting for him to continue without saying a word.

"Actually, how should I say it? I just want to say...well, you didn't say my name is Xu Zimo, but my name is Mo Ning now. I think this kind of life is very good now. Oh, I'm incoherent. Anyway, my It means, since I have forgotten everything about the past, I should regard Xu Zimo as dead, and I have a new name now. I like the life I have now, and I have never thought about changing it. I like it When I was Mourning..."

"Are you really Zimo?" A hoarse voice sounded slowly, as if suppressed too much, and interrupted Mourning's unfinished words at once. He opened his mouth wide and stared blankly. Looking at Zhao Yunqi.

Zhao Yunqi smiled suddenly, obviously not a happy smile, he said: "I don't know who you are, but I know that even if Zimo really forgot everything, he can't be like you now." A person's personality is already deeply ingrained, even if he forgets all the memories, it is impossible to forget the original self.

"I don't know where he went, and I don't know why you look exactly like him, even the mole on the tip of your ear is exactly the same, but I know that you are not him." It was a feeling that came from the bottom of my heart. The most direct feeling is that no matter how unwilling he is to admit it, the person in front of him who looks like Xu Zimo is indeed not Xu Zimo.

"...you are not him." As if emphasizing something, he said again in a low voice, and after saying that, he left, took a deep look at Mourning, and then didn't miss it At the moment of turning around, Mourning seemed to see that the back that had been straight all the time seemed to be hunched, and the back that was slowly leaving showed a strong sense of loneliness...

Such a figure, with a strong sadness that makes people feel sad...

Mourning opened his mouth, as if he wanted to stop him, but he couldn't think of what position to use to stop him, so in the end, he closed his mouth and watched the figure silently. Little by little disappeared before my eyes, my heart was full, and I felt a little uncomfortable.