dream lover

Because I care too much, I don't want to see him accept flowers from others.Afraid that he would become extreme because of himself.Obviously these were Lu Xiaofeng's real thoughts, but what he said to Cheng Yan was completely different.

Blind accusations made Cheng Yan wonder, what is his position in the lover's heart?

He looked at Lu Xiaofeng's back, with a broken-hearted mentality, and said that there was one more thing he was hiding. In the morning, he had received the latest news that Xu Yan had gone home.

Hiding this news, I want the other party to stay with me at ease.It has long been determined that as long as he speaks out, Lu Xiaofeng's heart will fly back. This good man is worried about her and can't let her go at all.

Lu Xiaofeng was a little surprised: "Did she go home by herself, or was she brought home?"

"I can arrange to send you back now." Cheng Yan said.

"Okay." Everyone drove him away like this, and Lu Xiaofeng had no reason not to leave, so he smiled relievedly.

And Cheng Yan stayed in Hong Kong and never came back.

Lu Xiaofeng saw the media's interview with the CEO of Fengyun Holdings on the Internet, which was recorded on the day of Cheng Yan's birthday party.The host asked about his next itinerary in order to dig out his personal gossip, such as whether he planned to get married.Cheng Yan gave professional answers about Fengyun Technology.Their new year's development strategy is overseas, Lu Xiaofeng thought, Cheng Yan will not come back in a short time.

Lu Xiaofeng went to see Yanzi once, and saw that she was living well and gained some weight.After her parents find their daughter, they will no longer interfere with her life.

Xu Haiyang personally made him a cup of tea as an apology for hitting him before.Lu Xiaofeng said that he also did something wrong, and he didn't understand the feelings of being a parent.

When he said these words, his mind was full of Cheng Yan's appearance, this was what he said to himself.

Thinking about it now, Cheng Yan is always right in many general directions.Lu Xiaofeng's act of helping Yanzi seems very loyal, but in fact he hurt many people, including Yanzi's parents.Out of tolerance for Lu Xiaofeng, Cheng Yan didn't say these words at first, and didn't blame him for his behavior.

Xiaorong's due date is two days away, and she is admitted to the hospital for delivery.Lu Xiaofeng bought something to visit her.Only the pregnant woman's natal family was with her on the bed, and she didn't know where Lao Qin had gone.

Only when she talked about the child who was about to be born, she would show a gratified smile.

Lu Xiaofeng is not a person who particularly wants to have children. Along the way, he saw a couple of happy young couples in the obstetrics and gynecology department, and thought about the future of him and Cheng Yan.Parents' attitude towards Cheng Yan has been relaxed a lot now, but every time they talk on the phone, they can't help but sigh with emotion at the end: "It's a pity that we can't pass on the family."

Why not for Cheng Yan?He would have had a wonderful family.If there is a daughter who looks like her father, she must be very beautiful.But when he decided to be with Lu Xiaofeng, everything came to naught.

Were he and Cheng Yan wrong from the beginning?Is it too late to change it now?

At the entrance of the hospital, Lu Xiaofeng saw a figure who looked like Cheng Yan on the opposite side of the street, passing by in the traffic.Do you feel that you have hallucinations due to longing?

Something happened to the swallow that day.

The former colleague told him immediately that Yanzi had a car accident on Binjiang Avenue, so he hurried to see it.Speaking of the accident, it seems to be a luxury car, and the Bentley is still a Porsche.

Lu Xiaofeng's first reaction was that he didn't care about Yanzi's life and death, and his heart was overwhelmed. Could it be that what he saw just now was not an illusion at all?

At this time, Cheng Yan called him on his own initiative, and Lu Xiaofeng felt more and more coincidental, so he asked, "Where are you? Are you okay?"

Hearing the concern, Cheng Yan felt a sense of warmth, and replied, "It's fine. How are you doing these days?"

Hearing that he was safe and sound, Lu Xiaofeng let go of a stone in his heart and let out a long breath.

Cheng Yan didn't know what he was worried about, suppressed the excitement in his voice, and asked, "Are you in the hotel?"

"I'll tell you later, there's something urgent right now." Lu Xiaofeng hung up the phone and went straight to Binjiang Avenue.

While Yanzi was waiting for a red light, the car was hit by a drunk driver. The man got out of the car very violently, and scolded her for not having long eyes.How can I say that Yanzi used to be a traffic policeman, smelling the smell of alcohol on the owner of the car, she waited silently for the police to come, knowing in her heart that the other party would definitely have her driver's license revoked and detained.

When Lu Xiaofeng arrived, he didn't catch up with the excitement of the alcoholic swallowing his tears and snot together, so Swallow taught him a lesson, and the two of them were laughing together.

"Brother Lu, I'm on the way back from the airport with Brother Cheng, hurry back to the hotel and wait." Qiu Tian called while he was going to the restroom at the rest station, lowering his voice, "Brother Cheng's stomach problem is too serious, don't tell me Then you saw a famous doctor in Hong Kong. This is not recuperated, and I came back in a hurry, I want to give you a surprise."

He treats you like this, but you suspect that he hit someone.

"I'm such a fucking beast." Lu Xiaofeng got angry and collapsed all of a sudden.

Hearing Lu Xiaofeng talk about Yanzi's car accident, Qiu Tian finished talking.

"When I poke my butt, Brother Cheng knows what shit I'm going to do. If you let him know that the woman had a car accident, and you call him by chance, can't you guess what you're thinking?" Qiu Tian shot straight Thigh, "He hates other people's secret tricks the most. If you wrong him like this, will you hit you? That's terrible."

Lu Xiaofeng said: "I found it myself."

Qiu Tian said that he would find a way for him, and hide it if he could.

After Lu Xiaofeng left Hong Kong, he traveled all over the country, wherever he went, he seemed to be having a good time.He dared not go back to the hotel, face the empty room alone, face the fact that they had quarreled again.Again and again, it hurts feelings and consumes energy. I don't know how much time can be wasted.

Since the last time I went to Hong Kong to look for Cheng Yan, I never stepped into the hotel gate.When he walked in, the cashier at the front desk saw him and called out, "Teacher Lu."

Then he took out a letter and handed it to him, which was sent by SF Express from Luohu Port.The date of sending the letter was the second day after Lu Xiaofeng and Cheng Yan quarreled, and they lay quietly in the drawer for a long time.

Because Cheng Yan is a person who pays attention to the sense of ritual, even an apology has to be written in a letter with pen and paper, thinking that this is more solemn than on the phone or on the Internet.

[You left and took my heart with you.

How I want to follow you away.But there are so many things waiting, I can't just walk away with style. ]

Ever since I was a student, I have been wondering how anyone can write pen characters as beautifully as the printed italics.The two short lines made Lu Xiaofeng feel sad when he saw it, and his breathing became difficult due to depression.

Lu Xiaofeng repeatedly looked at the handwriting on the letter, but did not notice that the door was quietly opened.Being hugged from behind, that person was much taller than him, but like a very dependent child, he didn't want to let go after hugging him for a long time.After hesitating for a long time, he finally had the courage to speak.

"I miss you so much," Lu Xiaofeng couldn't see the sadness flashing in his eyes, "I wanted you to stay that day, but I couldn't find a reason..."