dream lover

Cheng Yan lay on the operating table, and the nurse covered him with a quilt and put on an oxygen mask.The anesthesiologist asked Cheng Yan what his height and weight were. After he answered, he heard the sound of operating the machine, felt the coolness of the liquid rushing into the blood vessels, and fell asleep in a daze.

Lu Xiaofeng only stayed at his parents' house for one night before leaving for Beijing, but he didn't go to see Cheng Yan immediately, but listened to Cheng Yan's words and waited for the hospital to call him.

He knew that Cheng Yan didn't want to be seen that he had just finished the operation and couldn't take care of himself, so he obediently followed suit.

So when Lu Xiaofeng got there, Cheng Yan had already had the operation for two days.Resting in bed, there was an e-book on the snow-white quilt, and the font on the screen was adjusted to a very small size. He was wearing glasses and read it with great interest.

Because it is inconvenient to take off contact lenses at any time in the hospital, I wear frame glasses instead.This pair of gold-rimmed glasses is very elegant, and many people who are not nearsighted will wear them.It's been a long time since Lu Xiaofeng saw such a bookish Cheng Yan.

His eyes fell on the person on the bed, and the person noticed it, and looked up at the door.

Cheng Yan frowned when he saw Lu Xiaofeng for the first time, and said softly, "You don't wear much."

The temperature in Beijing is much lower than at home, and Lu Xiaofeng didn't know until he came here.The essence of this kind of blame is actually caring, he touched his nose, who is the patient.

Cheng Yan found the remote control thrown in the drawer of the bedside table, and turned up the temperature of the air conditioner in the ward.

Lu Xiaofeng sat on the chair beside the bed, and before exchanging any greetings, he reflexively held Cheng Yan's hand that was not infused.Fortunately, it is not cold, but warm.

He has a lot of things he wants to say to Cheng Yan, does the wound hurt, will he feel particularly tired after organ donation, what do he want to eat and drink?

You know, he was going crazy with worry along the way, wishing he could be in front of Cheng Yan in a second.

Naihe couldn't get the words out of his head, so he held that hand and rubbed it, and looked at the other party eagerly.

"Have you gone home to see your parents?" Cheng Yan chatted with him slowly.

Because Lu Xiaofeng cared too much about Cheng Yan, what he blurted out sounded like scolding.

"I was just about to ask you, when did you bribe my parents?" Looking at Cheng Yan's pale face, he didn't look like a eloquent person, and he definitely couldn't handle the two old people.At this time, Lu Xiaofeng became worried belatedly, and asked Cheng Yan, "Did my parents beat you or scold you?"

Cheng Yan shook his head.

"Don't do this again in the future," Lu Xiaofeng said in a slow tone, "I don't need you to give me money, you earned it yourself."

When Cheng Yan said the third sentence, Lu Xiaofeng realized that his voice was softer than usual because of his weak body.Declarative sentences also sound like sighs.

"That's all I can give you."

Perhaps in the special environment of the hospital, people will become pessimistic.

"By the way, the general manager knew you were coming for surgery, so he sent you a big phonograph, and it has been moved to the office of the hotel." Lu Xiaofeng thought of something, and told him good news, hoping to make him happy.He took out a stack of things wrapped in paper from his backpack, "I collected a few discs."

Cheng Yan took one of the vinyl discs and touched the texture on it.He did this action in line with his temperament, just like a living person from the Republic of China era, noble and elegant.

"It's not easy to get this thing, how did you get it?" Cheng Yan asked.

"I went to the bookstore to find two books to relieve your boredom. When I saw this, I bought it. The boss recommended me to go to the store opened by his friend, which is in a basement."

"Thank you." Cheng Yan's mouth curved again.

Lu Xiaofeng stayed with him for a while, the nurse came in and gave Cheng Yan medicine, and he fell asleep after taking it.Lu Xiaofeng found out that Cheng Yan's biological mother was in the ward of the same building, so he bought a fruit basket outside the hospital, wanting to visit her.From outside the concealed door, he saw several people sitting in that room, talking and laughing. In comparison, Cheng Yan's empty ward seemed much deserted.Lu Xiaofeng didn't knock on the door rashly, and left quietly.

Back in Cheng Yan's ward, Lu Xiaofeng recalled what he had just seen, and vaguely understood the reason for Cheng Yan's pessimism.

Lu Xiaofeng didn't see Cheng Yan's father in that ward, but he was a middle-aged man whom he had never seen before.The two young men next to him looked a lot like him, they were a pair of children of a man.Cheng Yan's biological mother had already formed a new family.They are a family, Cheng Yan is just an outsider in front of them.

The two children, the older one looked about seventeen or eighteen years old.Lu Xiaofeng frowned, if she had other children, why did she come back to find Cheng Yan?Is it because she has never raised him and has no feelings for him, is she willing to let this child dedicate herself?

Cheng Yan fell into a deep sleep. Ever since he received anesthesia for surgery, he often dreamed about what happened recently, and the scenes were almost like a movie replay.

This time he saw the person he had met before coming to Beijing again in his dream.

The first one is Qiu Tian.He went around Qiu's house, and in the alley, he passed by a scruffy boy with long hair covering his eyes.The man ran away when he saw him, and Cheng Yan followed behind, chasing him all the way.The two ran for several kilometers along the road, and those who didn't know thought they were doing exercise.

"Run again!" Cheng Yan shouted angrily.

Qiu Tian didn't turn his head back.

With God's help, Qiu Tian tripped over a step and dropped a 100 yuan bill.When Qiu Tian hurriedly picked up the money, Cheng Yan grabbed his clothes.

"I'm ashamed to see you." Qiu Tian drooped his head.

Cheng Yan rubbed his head and encouraged him, "You will learn a lot from a pit."

After Qiu Tian regained his composure, he went to Cheng Yan and his technology company's office to make a fuss.Originally, everyone was tense at work, but as soon as Qiu Tian came, they all followed him without doing their jobs.The team is all masters of science and engineering, with superior IQ, playing games is like cheating.A group of people killed the opposite side to the ground.The person in charge of the lookout, who is located closest to the door, will direct everyone to switch to the work interface with one click as soon as they hear Cheng Yan's footsteps.

In fact, Cheng Yan knows all these things, he is not a harsh boss.

Cheng Yan worked overtime in the office until late at night, Qiu Tian went home to visit him and brought him coffee.Seeing him answering the phone, he asked, "Did Brother Lu urge you to go back and pay the public food?"

cough cough!Cheng Yan was choked several times out of the blue, but he was quite happy in his heart. People usually only use such down-to-earth words between legal couples.

The second person Cheng Yan saw in the dream was Xu Zhiguo, and when he heard him read the names of several people, he said to himself: "Anyone who is taken out by anyone is probably not clean, Cheng Yan, you are seeking skins from tigers."

Xu Zhiguo thought that Cheng Yan was determined to do those unclean transactions, and Cheng Yan didn't bother to explain to him, thinking that there was no need for it.

"You are not a person who is good at playing tricks. It must be very difficult to fight them. The person who knows you best is me, Xu Zhiguo."

He also said: "We are all idealists. Pursue the ideal love in our hearts. This matter is meaningless, and love does not exist."

On the same topic, about the meaning of pursuing love, the girl named Yanzi also called Cheng Yan out to talk about it once.Lu Xiaofeng didn't know that they had met privately.

At that time, Yanzi asked Cheng Yan: "You put the two of you in such a situation, and let the parents on both sides feel sad for you, what have you gained?"

It was the first time he was scolded and disgusted because of homosexuality when he was studying, and Cheng Yan felt very uncomfortable.If you are scolded a lot, you will become immune to language.What she said, Cheng Yan thought about it countless times in his heart, questioning himself over and over again.He already had the answer and would not be overwhelmed by a single sentence.

"As long as you let Xiaofeng say that you don't want me anymore. I will leave immediately."

Cheng Yan smiled very easy-going.His hand had been hanging under the table, and suddenly a flower was folded out of a napkin and put into a vase on the table.He was just stacking it absent-mindedly.

The girl found it difficult for him to communicate, so she took her bag and left.Cheng Yan noticed that her back looked helpless, and raised her hand as if wiping tears.

After meeting Yanzi, Cheng Yan was immersed in panic for several days.He was afraid that when Lu Xiaofeng found out, he would blame himself for not saving face for the little girl and make her cry.

The last person in Cheng Yan's dream is Lu Xiaofeng.

The moment I saw him appearing in front of my eyes, I felt as if I was in a lonely sea.Cheng Yan ran towards that figure, kept chasing after him, and didn't dare to stop until he was exhausted.

With his back to Cheng Yan, Lu Xiaofeng kept walking forward, not fast, but Cheng Yan could never get close.

Cheng Yan never told Lu Xiaofeng about his dream.

Lu Xiaofeng set up camp in the hospital.

During Cheng Yan's postoperative hospital stay, Lu Xiaofeng and Cheng Yan's stepmother took turns to take care of her.Everything has changed, and everything remains the same.

Later, Cheng Yan's incision became infected, and every time a nurse came to clean him and change his dressing, he would sweat profusely, and his family members could only watch anxiously.At night, Cheng Yan was in so much pain that he couldn't sleep, Lu Xiaofeng wiped his sweat, seeing that he couldn't help it with his eyes closed, so he asked the doctor to prescribe painkillers.This way Cheng Yan can sleep for a while.

If people don't sleep well, their temper will also increase.Cheng Yan didn't want his emotions to affect the people around him, so he tried not to talk to people.Cheng Yan's stepmother not only had to go back to the hotel to cook for her husband, but also came to change Lu Xiaofeng's shift.In addition, he was a little afraid of Cheng Yan, so Lu Xiaofeng basically stayed in bed alone in the later stage.

Cheng Yan's physical recovery ability is worse than that of ordinary people, and he was discharged from the hospital for more than two months.

Cheng Yan had a life photo of his biological mother in his mobile phone, and he deleted it angrily.Lu Xiaofeng found someone to recover the phone data for Cheng Yan, and after he found it again, he looked at it for a long time as if he had found a treasure.

The outcome of the kidney transplant operation was undoubtedly a success.The woman who was reborn only came to see Chengyan once.It was the day when she went through the formalities of leaving the hospital and was picked up by her new family's husband and children.

She's gone as if she's never been there...

Even Lu Xiaofeng couldn't figure it out, how could there be such cruel parents in this world, and Cheng Yan happened to meet them.

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