dream lover

We are all adults, we need to vent.But there must be a certain degree of control. If the frequency is too high, one of the parties will not be able to help but wonder, is this why you are with me?It seems to be the other party's toy.People who are more sensitive feel worthless and will soon be abandoned.

Lu Xiaofeng was trapped in these strange thoughts, rather than going to bed, he hoped to find a chance to have a good heart-to-heart talk with Cheng Yan.

What made him angry was that after Cheng Yan answered a phone call early in the morning, he suddenly got up and didn't know where he was going.

The person sitting opposite Cheng Yan had a face that was often featured in business news. As the super major shareholder in the group, he was Cheng Yan's superior.

The reason why this major shareholder contacted Cheng Yan in person was very simple, those rumors about his sexuality had already reached the ears of the group's senior management.The new energy project is a big piece of cake, and it will cause a national sensation in the future, and the media exposure rate is very high. They cannot leave this matter to a "stained" person.

"As long as you say they wronged you, you keep working on the project."

Cheng Yan understands that as long as he admits it, the hard work these days will be in vain.The project paper he revised all night, the wine he had drunk, his lowered head, and his lowered dignity all returned to zero.He pondered for a moment, and just about to answer something, the major shareholder said: "Don't be so hasty to answer, we will give you time to think about it, and take care of everything that needs to be dealt with."

Whether he is, or not, these people don't care; as long as he can guarantee that he won't be again.

Cheng Yan felt underestimated, which made him feel relieved.Originally, he still had a little guilt towards the group, because he was too high-profile in his personal relationship, which made it difficult for others.

"You can find someone else to take over." He stood up, got up and went outside to check out, ending the conversation.

Outside the clubhouse, Peng Peng was waiting for Cheng Yan in the car, seeing that he came out so quickly, he probably knew that everything was in vain.He sighed, got out of the car and opened the co-pilot's door for Cheng Yan.

"You are different from anyone I have ever met." Pengpeng sighed, "You are more manly than them."

The status of the person inside is so high that Cheng Yan can step down in an instant, and even his restaurant can collapse at any moment.But he just walked out alone, without giving the other party any face.And there was no expression of burden or regret on his face.

Cheng Yan took it easy and said, "Stop flattering me."

"Some people like this, I didn't expect you to be just the opposite," Pengpeng joked, and then said seriously, "I will try my best to help you, we can't do it for nothing, and you will get what you deserve. "

Now Cheng Yan only wants to go home, he is too lazy to talk to him, and directs Peng Peng to drive to the supermarket.Peng Peng couldn't help but roll his eyes, well, this guy went shopping and cooking again, he can be called the best cook in the investment world, fitness trainer in the IT world, and the hottest looking among the restaurant owners.

Lu Xiaofeng worked a [-]-hour night shift today, so he's still at home.

This home is now Cheng Yan and his small den, usually two people feel crowded, wherever he goes, Cheng Yan sticks to it, stays alone, becomes empty.With Cheng Yan not around, there was a void in his heart.Lu Xiaofeng first leaned against the head of the bed, thinking where could Cheng Yan go so early?Who has the ability to make him go out in a hurry?You won't really provoke any women outside, right?

He looked out the window anxiously, there were some origami works on the window sill, which were given to Lu Xiaofeng by Cheng Yan before, and he brought them with him when he moved.The three little origami monsters were dumbfounded and stood at the front of the queue.There are a few new ones at the back, also folded by Cheng Yan himself, followed by a bird, an elephant, and a paper gourd.Thinking of Cheng Yanfei saying that it was "auspicious fortune", Lu Xiaofeng couldn't help laughing, and seemed not to be very angry anymore.

There are too many cute things about Cheng Yan, besides being so serious and funny, he also gets a little childish from time to time.Cheng Yan wore the ring that he gave him, and he showed it off to everyone. Lao Qin and Qiu Tian couldn't stand it anymore and came to Lu Xiaofeng to complain.

The calming soup specially boiled for Cheng Yan, he was reluctant to drink it for the first time, holding the bowl and giggling for a long time, saying that his palms are so warm.

Exile the thoughts, recalling the moments when the two stayed together.Undeadly, Lu Xiaofeng remembered what happened last night again—he also knew one of Cheng Yan's great strengths, that is, he obediently puts on the condom every time.Including Lu Xiaofeng himself, most men do not have this kind of self-awareness.

Lu Xiaofeng couldn't help thinking, why all the advantages fell on Cheng Yan, why is he so good...

After thinking about it, I was not convinced, why should I be grateful for such a small thing?Although I am really happy.

Hearing the sound of the door, Lu Xiaofeng hurried out wearing slippers.Seeing Cheng Yan carrying the bag into the door, before he had time to rejoice, he began to tease, asking: "Why are you coming back? Isn't Boss Cheng very busy with business? I forgot something, so I came back to pick it up? "

"It's not." Cheng Yan was bombarded with a series of words, he didn't know what to say for a while, so he had to answer the last question first.

Seeing him looking at him pitifully, Lu Xiaofeng couldn't keep his mouth shut anymore. He shifted his gaze to the bag he was carrying, found a topic, and asked, "What kind of vegetables did you buy?"

Seeing him stepping down the steps for himself, Cheng Yan dissipated the worry on his brows, and said with a smile: "It's just some home-cooked food."

"Actually, I'm alone at home, so I can deal with it casually. You don't have to come back to cook."

Cheng Yan shook his head, earnestly: "You must never eat junk food, you must eat well."

It was still the same as before, Cheng Yan cooked and Lu Xiaofeng helped him.Busy in the kitchen, it's almost time for lunch.

"You sit across from me, and I'll peel the shrimp for you." Cheng Yan skillfully put on the disposable gloves.

"I want to sit with you." Lu Xiaofeng pulled his own chair closer to Cheng Yan.

Cheng Yan smiled after hearing this, and said gently: "You don't have to worry about the oil splashing on your clothes."

Groups of white and round shrimp balls were put into the small plate in front of Lu Xiaofeng one by one by slender fingers.Lu Xiaofeng said: "Besides my mother, you are the second person who peeled shrimp for me. But my mother only peeled shrimp for me when I was a child."

Cheng Yan never took his eyes off the work at hand, and casually asked, "Shouldn't you be called Dad?"

"Hey, are you taking advantage of me?" Lu Xiaofeng hit him.

After Cheng Yan was removed as the project leader, Lu Xiaofeng also encountered troubles due to personal relationship issues not long after.

Early this morning, Lu Xiaofeng followed their traffic police detachment to the blood center to donate blood for free.Before donating blood, you have to fill out a form with your mobile phone, which basically asks, do you have any wounds on your body, have you had any surgery recently, and so on.He slid down item by item and suddenly saw a line.

Do you have a history of gay relationships with men?

Lu Xiaofeng looked at that option in surprise, he didn't know that even donating blood would involve this issue.And the question was too straightforward. In his impression, the official organization should be more reserved.He didn't know what the reason was, anyway, the questionnaire was personal privacy and would not be disclosed, so he ticked "Yes."

Next, when he submitted the questionnaire, the system reminded him that because a certain answer did not meet the requirements, he had to consult the staff before he could participate in the blood donation.

This option is full of discrimination, no doubt linking homosexuality with AIDS.He was very angry, and because the leader and colleagues were all there, he had no choice but to re-tick "No." The submission was successful immediately.

He comforted himself that it was not the first time this kind of encounter had happened anyway.It has been there since I was in school, and it will not be less in the future.He should learn to adapt by himself. It is impossible to live in the eyes of others all his life. As long as he looks away, he will be fine.

But there is no impenetrable wall in the world.

Just as he walked in to draw blood, he heard two people behind him whispering something.

"Why did he come here, in case he infects others..."

Lu Xiaofeng hypnotized himself again, it was because he heard it wrong.

Their detachment has a WeChat group for work. The leader talked about donating blood during the day in the group at night, and praised Lu Xiaofeng by name, saying that he was the most down-to-earth and smoked 400 milliliters.And in another traffic police group with no leader and relatively more people, someone answered the conversation immediately: [You said that the blood center test is not reliable, what if someone with syphilis or AIDS donates blood, what should I do? ah. ]

Another said: [Stop it.We are all colleagues. ]

[I dare not say, after all, it is a talent that the leaders value. ]

Lu Xiaofeng couldn't bear it anymore, now everyone could guess that he was talking about himself, dozens of people in the group watched silently, he stood up as the person involved and sent a message: [What do you mean by this? ]