dream lover

Living in the hidden worry of being pursued by others all the time, Cheng Yan believed that Lu Xiaofeng could no longer be allowed to stay in the dangerous environment in the country.Hong Kong is not a safe place either.He thought of a way to protect Lu Xiaofeng.

The overseas projects undertaken by Fengyun Technology needed a group of project management personnel, and Cheng Yan asked Lu Xiaofeng to go.He planned to wait for the limelight to pass before picking him up.

Many people in the company never came back once they went to Germany. After such a separation, they couldn’t see each other for a year.

Cheng Yan said: "You must obey my arrangement, you can't escape, and you can't resign. Otherwise, I will have someone catch you on the plane."

Lu Xiaofeng looked at him puzzled, and all the escape routes he could think of were blocked one by one.

The most coincidental thing is that his good brother Ah Xiao broke up at this time, Lu Xiaofeng didn't understand his own feelings, so he ran to be a psychoanalyst for others.

I saw the chat records of Ah Xiao and her boyfriend before they broke up.

His impression of that man has always been that he doesn't talk too much, giving people a very down-to-earth and reliable feeling.I didn't expect that what I said when we broke up could be so decisive.In the final analysis, it is because of the age. Seeing that people of the same age have families and children who are bouncing around, it is inevitable to feel lost.At this time, if there is a little friction between the two of you, you will feel unbalanced in your heart. I have paid such a high price for you, and I am not afraid of dying alone without offspring, but in the end you quarreled with me over a trivial matter.

"Actually, I've always hated you.

Because of you, my life lost its original track.

It's okay that you keep making me hate you.The most hateful thing is to make me unable to hate you. "

He left Ah Xiao alone in the house they shared, disappeared for many days, and then sent this passage.Ah Xiao told Lu Xiaofeng that his heart was already dead when he saw this passage, knowing that it would be useless to keep him, so it is better to let him go.

"I let you go, and you let me go too." Ah Xiao replied.

The man was relieved, and agreed, yes.

Lu Xiaofeng moved his drunk brother to the bed, and put warm water and a trash can beside the bed.On the same day, I flew back to Shenzhen and hurried back to the residence with Cheng Yan in Shenzhen, because he was not allowed to return late.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw that Cheng Yan had already packed all the suitcases for him to go abroad.

"Someone will pick you up when you arrive in Frankfurt, call me as soon as you settle down." Cheng Yan was putting the folded clothes into the second box without looking up.

"I don't want to leave." Lu Xiaofeng tried to repeat what he said countless times in the past two days.

"This is a rare opportunity." Cheng Yan didn't take his opinion seriously at all. "You should go out to practice and study. When you come back, I will give you a more important position."

"Okay." Lu Xiaofeng felt Ah Xiao's helplessness at this moment.

Ah Xiao and her boyfriend who broke up are like the double of Lu Xiaofeng and Cheng Yan.

Just like solving a math problem requires the application of formulas, Lu Xiaofeng thought that he might be able to learn from Ah Xiao's experience and find the reason why Cheng Yan drove him away.

The night before going to Germany, Cheng Yan said to Lu Xiaofeng: "I will see you off tomorrow."

This "tomorrow" has a completely different meaning from what he once said to himself, the "tomorrow" in which he was determined to forget Lu Xiaofeng.He wanted to forget Lu Xiaofeng's "tomorrow", which would never come.And when the sun comes up the next day, he'll lose him, right?

Cheng Yan sent Lu Xiaofeng to the airport and left, his mouth was not so strict, he was afraid that if he stayed for a while, he would tell him everything in detail.

Lu Xiaofeng can hide abroad, in a sense, as long as he leaves Cheng Yan, he will be safer.And he, Cheng Yan, cannot hide, he is no longer a human being, he has become a part of Fengyun Technology.They have built a grand plan single-handedly, with too much unfinished work, even involving the rise and fall of the domestic artificial intelligence industry, the responsibility is greater than everything else, and it is impossible to walk away at this juncture.

Glancing at his watch, the man's plane took off.

he's gone.

Cheng Yan's mind was blank, he didn't remember how he returned to the familiar office, he found a chair, sat down blankly, and sat for a long time.When he feels depressed and bored, he floats out of the company like a ghost.He took a taxi at the door, and the driver asked where he was going, but Cheng Yan didn't know where he should go.

On the first night Lu Xiaofeng left, when Cheng Yan decided to stay up until dawn with his eyes open, someone cared about his feelings and called to greet him.

"Brother. If you really miss Brother Lu, I know he has a Weibo, you can check it out." Qiu Tian kindly betrayed Lu Xiaofeng.

It was only at this time that Cheng Yan realized that he was walking on the road and was recognized by a little girl out of nowhere, and that the employees of the company had told him that he had a fan group on the Internet, what happened.

Cheng Yan found the Weibo run by Lu Xiaofeng.After posting a few photos of Cheng Yan at first, he somehow became a well-known handsome blogger.Later, Cheng Yan became famous in the technology world, and Lu Xiaofeng deleted the portraits in the album in order to protect his privacy, and no longer updated any content.

Only a few insignificant fragments of previously sent messages remain.

"One of my favorite headphones."

It's just an ordinary brand, among the other big-name earphones that Cheng Yan bought for Lu Xiaofeng, it's so ordinary that it doesn't stand out.A photo was attached after this sentence, and Lu Xiaofeng deliberately covered the first letter Q of the brand name of the earphone, leaving only the last two letters.Coincidentally, it coincides with the initials of Cheng Yan, he simply likes the name of this brand.

Later, with a punitive mentality, Cheng Yan intentionally broke his pair of earphones.

After he realized it with hindsight, how uncomfortable he must have been. Would he still like that brand again?

"What are the best Huangmei operas worth watching?" Lu Xiaofeng asked fans on Weibo, and the comments below were full of tongues.

The sending time of this Weibo happened to be when Lu Xiaofeng was in Hong Kong.He heard that Huangmei Opera was mentioned in the chat between Cheng Yan and the female judge, so he also wanted to know more about it.

But Lu Xiaofeng would not ask Cheng Yan to recommend Huangmei Opera to him face to face, he would only ask others secretly.

Zhan Shengyun invites Cheng Yan to watch a play, which is an excerpt from a famous play with many famous actors of the Plum Blossom Award.

The first one was "The Romance of the West Chamber", and the second one was "The Butterfly Lovers". Cheng Yan could hear tears in his eyes, and what's more, "The Peacock Flies to the Southeast".

Zhan Shengyun asked Cheng Yan, after completing this artificial intelligence project, what is the next step?

In his opinion, Cheng Yan is a bold careerist, and the next step is bound to be even more earth-shattering and give even greater surprises.

Cheng Yan said, "Go back and open a restaurant."

Zhan Shengyun took the jadeite earpick and dug out the earwax, as if he heard correctly.In the ups and downs of the famous singers on the stage, the young man really said just now that he would go back to open a restaurant when his career was at its peak.

"I don't have any big ambitions," Cheng Yan said, "I just want to be safe with my family."

"You vulgar man, you are vulgar enough."

Should have guessed this outcome.The young man told the truth when he first cooperated with him. All he did was to give the person who wanted to take care of him a good life.It is said that vulgarity is elegance, but Zhan Shengyun actually praised this kid from the bottom of his heart.

After listening to the play, go outside.

The crowd walking out of the theater slowly dispersed, Cheng Yan stood where he was, looking up at the silent night.Dark clouds cover the moon, and there is no light in the dark clouds.

He thought, how can human beings be so greedy?

From the very beginning, I feel satisfied when I look at it from a distance.Then slowly approach and attract each other.When deciding to get together, tell yourself that you just need to grasp the present.

On the day he left, he dared not go back to the place where he was gone.The road under your feet has become endless, lonely and desperate, and you are walking into the distance alone and nothingness.

Before reuniting with Lu Xiaofeng, Cheng Yan had also dreamed about the vague shadow of that person.It was a name that I didn't dare to mention, and it was still engraved in my heart after many years of separation, and I simply tricked myself into forgetting it.At that time, they had grown up separately and didn't know each other's life trajectory. When they separated, it was an age when the Internet was not so developed. If you want to find another person, it is not as simple as adding an account with your fingers.

Cheng Yan dreamed of him, to be precise, he didn't really see that person, not even a glance.It's just that someone told Cheng Yan in the dream that he had seen Lu Xiaofeng in an old restaurant 100 meters in front of the railway station in a certain alley in a certain city a few years ago, and he could try his luck there.

Cheng Yan went to that restaurant in his dream and reunited with him there.This dream once made people unwilling to wake up, and then the dream became out of control.

Knowing that he is impossible, but dreaming about the future with him again and again.The momentary happiness and intimate relationship in the dream will all disappear after waking up from the dream.I have to face him who is out of reach in reality, the hopeless and desperate feelings.

The most ridiculous thing is that Cheng Yan has no idea what that person has become after graduating from high school, and where he is now.So he lied to himself again, that Lu Xiaofeng was an ominous omen in his dream.

Thinking back to his childish self before, Cheng Yan smiled in relief and sighed.

Walking slowly to the place where he parked, in the night, he saw a figure with his back to him, leaning against the car.A cigarette was burning in his hand, but he was not smoking, but was blankly empty, waiting for someone to come.