A young girl dreams of a wild god

With the note he got from the girl in his pocket, Ogai Mori calmly left portmafia under the supervision of a whole company of bodyguards.

His small clinic was the same, old and moldy, with creaking stairs leading to the attic.The house should have been repaired long ago, but Mori Ogai didn't have that much money.

Although the salary received from the old leader is not small, the standing medicines and daily maintenance in the clinic also need money.Not to mention that this is still a slum, and things like patients sneaking away or children throwing drugs happen from time to time.

If you can't make ends meet, naturally you can't save money to improve your living standards.

——Of course, these are also intentionally allowed by Mori Ogai.

The persona he showed to the old leader was carefully designed, and this part of weakness and compassion was naturally written in the script.

"Listen, Dazai-kun."

Sitting in the empty attic, Mori Ogai leaned back on the old sofa, crossed his fingers on his stomach, and spoke abruptly.

It was very quiet in the attic, and no one responded.This is normal, after all Osamu Dazai is different from him, a semi-free man.The boy was a poor ghost who was left alive by the mercy of the old leader. He was a prisoner who could only be kept in portmafia.

Even if this 'prisoner' managed to smuggle a small communication machine, and was not found.

Ogai Mori knew that Osamu Dazai would definitely know about him and would pay attention to his movements, so he continued, "Your sister sent me a note, isn't it very cute?"

As he spoke, Mori Ogai unfolded the note he had brought back and read it leisurely.

The girl's handwriting is still a little immature, but it can be seen that she has received a good family education.

[My ability is not a healing ability, nor can I cure a normal old man. 】

There is only such a short sentence on the note.

If one day, a person with supernatural powers that can prolong lifespan really appears in this world, this will be the most terrifying thing.

Social turmoil and ethical confusion have no meaning to the general public except for the benefit of a few people.

It's not like Mori Ogai hadn't thought about it. After killing the old leader, Kaguya Hime, who was held in the palm of the old man's hand, would also go to Huangquan with the old man.

If not, it would be best.

When he was about to fold the paper and burn it, Mori Ogai noticed the scratches on the back of the paper keenly.He raised his eyebrows and let out an 'oh', distinguishing the immature font under the light little by little.

[I can make plants bloom and bear fruit, but humans have no roots. 】

Then, Mori Ogai understood.

Dazai Yuki's supernatural ability may be similar to the ability of borrowing momentum. She borrowed the energy of the earth to accelerate the growth of vegetation, and borrowed energy from somewhere to support the old man's weak body.

But humans are not plants. Humans have no roots that can be used to absorb energy, and no leaves that can photosynthesize.In this case, human beings can only take advantage of the future, in other words, by overdrawing their own lives, converting the future time to the present.

"Your sister is very narrow-minded like you," Mori Ogai said. "She knew early on that under the influence of her supernatural power, the old leader was just a flashback. He traded a few months of false health for a maximum of one year of life."

But the girl who was forcibly taken away by the old man and locked in the dark cage of Portmafia did not say anything about it.

If you want health, then I will give you health.

For Dazai Xue, who is only seven years old this year, she is very smart and good at patience.The girl was sitting on a high chair, squeezed on the edge of the game, distracting her opponent's attention with the only hole card in her hand.

One of the cards in her hand is called 'Value' and the other is called 'Favorite'.

"Your sister has shown her sincerity, what about you, Dazai-kun."

After saying these words, Mori Ogai stretched out his hand and turned off the lamp on the low table, and the small and dim attic fell into darkness again.A ray of flame emanated from the lighter in Mori Ogai's hand, and the tongue of flame licked the thin piece of paper, burning it to ashes.

Osamu Dazai has always done a good job. No matter what his "sincerity" is, he only pays attention to an "advance payment".Through the chaos of an assassination of the old leader, he successfully exposed his identity as a superhuman, and was 'forced' to put the [nullified] supernatural ability in front of the old leader.

Kaguya who can bring him health.

Osamu Dazai who can bring him stability.

For the old man, this pair of brothers and sisters who have a bad relationship are the salvation sent by the heavens on the verge of his death, and they are the angels who save his old life.

However, the old man forgot.Angels might deliver the gospel, but they could also get him to heaven.

Before the old man could react, he had already executed several promising supernatural beings with his own hands, just because they provoked his own Kaguya Princess to make her eyes red.

The subordinates who originally obeyed his orders were timid and fearful because of his actions, and unknowingly, fewer and fewer people were willing to follow him.

In the end, the old man may have noticed these things, so it doesn't make sense.

This old man who single-handedly cultivated Portmafia to its current size was of course an excellent and outstanding person when he was young, but he is too old now.

Aging made his mind no longer as sharp as when he was young, and his spirit was far less tough than before. In the end, when he re-perceived weakness, the old man actually developed a fear of the little girl.

Her supernatural power is a drug that makes people dependent, and he is that addict.

Finally, late at night, the throat of the old man lying on the bed was cut by Mori Ogai's scalpel.His blood splattered on the wall, on Mori Ogai's face, and on his white coat. The man's eyes widened and he stared furiously at the old man's dying appearance with those rose-purple eyes.

This is his first step.

The man who failed to protect this country on the battlefield has already chosen to use his own way to protect this Yokohama, the sinful hometown of the supernatural beings—the first line of defense against supernatural beings from other countries.

"Kaguya... mine, Kaguya."

The old man was struggling to call out to his own Kaguya Hime, his trachea was filled with blood, and when he made a sound, there was a horrific sound coming from his throat.This sound got into Dazai Yuki's ears and left traces on her heart.

"Who is Kaguya you are looking for? Could it be my Xue?"

the boy asked.

The precious anti-abilities wears a complete black suit, and wraps bandages around his right eye as if he feels that everything in the world is unsightly.The gray-haired girl quietly leaned against the boy's arms, watching the struggling old man with indifferent eyes.

With their backs facing the moonlight, the pupils of the brother and sister have a disconcerting similarity in such a dim environment.

"Hello, Grandpa." The girl said in a flat voice without any indulgence, "It's our first meeting, I'm Xue, Dazai Yuki."

This was the second and last time the old man heard her say her name.

Everything that followed was logical, the old leader who was getting weaker and crazy died, and the next leader would naturally come to power.

Mori Ogai, an ordinary doctor, sat in that position. This incident made most people dissatisfied, but most people would not doubt it—because Kaguya Hime, who was held in the palm of the old leader, admitted the leader's last words '.

Such a young girl knows what "acting skills" and "Yangmou" are.

Only a few people who had seen Kaguya Hime saw the difference in the contrast between the girls one after the other, but they were sharp enough to know what to say and what not to say.

Slowly, time passed.

When Osamu Dazai was 15 years old, Mori Ogai used some small tricks to lure this restless boy onto a pirate ship.And Kaguya Hime, who was raised at home by a teenager and never showed up at Portmafia during this period, also appeared in the eyes of everyone again.

Mori Ogai told her to kill people, because people who join portmafia can only climb up the ladder if they have committed crimes, left a criminal record, and become accomplices.

The first person to die under her hands was a traitor to the organization.

The little girl arrived quietly by night and stepped into the door of the interrogation room.She had long gray hair loose, blinked her round and lovely eyes, and stared at the traitor with a bewildered expression.

The girl under the moonlight was wearing a blue kimono, standing neatly beside Koyo Ozaki.The small hands she folded in front of her body were tender and raw, and they were not hands that could be used to kill people no matter what.

"...portmafia actually sent you to execute me, Kaguya Hime!"

Dazai Yuki tilted her head, showing a distressed expression.

"My name is Yuki, Dazai Yuki, please remember it."

The ability to give birth to plants is a healing ability no matter how you think about it. Its owner should wear a fluffy skirt, live in a well-built small garden, and be accompanied by flowers and sunshine.

But a girl named Yuki Dazai overturned this impression.

Plants are very tenacious, as long as there is nourishment, they will do their best to grow.

Dazai Xue poured rice into the traitor's mouth, and under the influence of her supernatural power, the rice took root in the traitor's body.

The traitor breathed heavily, but the air he sucked in was getting less and less.He was in great pain, but he couldn't die. He could only watch the rice sprout leaves from his mouth and grow with his body as nourishment.

Koyo Ozaki stroked the top of the girl's hair and asked her, "Do you feel uncomfortable?"

Dazai Xue looked at the miserable corpse, and slowly shook his head: "I don't have much feelings, I just think... death is death. I'm probably a very bad child... My brother said that I love many people, but in the end maybe I don’t love anyone.”

"why would you say so?"

The girl raised her head, clasped her hands tightly, and said, "My brother didn't want to take me with me, but I forced him to do things he didn't want to do, so I'm a bad boy."

If it wasn't for her sudden awakening of supernatural powers at that time, which revived the old colonnade and sprouted new shoots, maybe my brother would have left home alone.

My brother will live a better life and be freer than he is now.

Therefore, this supernatural ability is the ability of 'evil'.

Mr. Sen said that such an ability is very suitable for killing people, it is gentle and affectionate but also cruel and ruthless.

"It's good for killing people, I think so."

Koye Ozaki frowned, and hugged the girl who had walked into a dead end tightly in her arms.

"Don't be afraid, Xiaoxue. Come to this concubine from now on, and let me protect you in this mud."

See, I'm such a bad boy.

Dazai Xue embraced the woman with trembling little hands, her honey-gold pupils were dark and dark, like two glass beads embedded in the eye sockets.

Am I worthy of being loved?Am I in love with someone else?

After this assessment, Dazai Yuki was protected by Koyo Ozaki under his wings.

As the referrer of the Dazai brothers and sisters, Mori Ogai gave Dazai Ogai his old coat, and what Dazai Yuki gave was the scalpel he used to kill the previous leader.

He asked someone to melt down the scalpel, took part of it, and remade it into a small pendant.Dazai Yuki knew that this was Mori Ogai reminding her that she was the main culprit who killed the previous leader.

In the same month, Chuya Nakahara joined portmafia at the invitation of Osamu Dazai, and was also taught by Koyo Ozaki.

When he first heard her self-introduction, the red-haired boy subconsciously showed a disgusted expression.However, the upright boy still felt sorry, so he solemnly apologized to her.

Koyo Ozaki dotes on Kaguya Hime of Portmafia very much--everyone knows that she takes a little girl with her almost everywhere she goes.Nakahara Chuya had just joined the organization and was not familiar with various business processes, so Ozaki Koyo would often grab him to attend classes.

As a cub brought by an elder sister, the two of them naturally had the opportunity to meet.

Sometimes Koyo Ozaki is busy, so Nakahara can only ask his own small model senior.After coming and going, the two began to call each other "Zhong Ye" and "Xue".

When Osamu Dazai saw that scene for the first time, he almost vomited out the overnight meal.

"What's 'Snow'! You slimy slug covered in slime, why are you so affectionate when you call other people's sisters!?"

"Huh!? Whose problem do you think this is? If it weren't for your fishy mackerel, how could I reject the name 'Dazai' like this!"

"I don't care, Chuya is obviously my dog! I told you not to get close to my snow, but no! Promise!"

Dazai Yuki, who was sandwiched between the two, looked left and right, and then she grasped their hands on a whim.While they were stunned, the girl forced them to shake hands.

Osamu Dazai: "...?!"

Nakahara Chuya: "!?"

The two teenagers who were very upset grabbed a window one by one, lying on the window and retching.

The whole world is quiet.

Although there are still some unthinkable things, Dazai Yuki is sincerely satisfied with this kind of life.

Koyo Ozaki is never stingy with her hugs, Nakahara Nakahara will bring her a piece of cake "drop in" when she comes back from a mission, although her brother is still aloof, but the occasional physical contact is so warm.

Gradually, she began to feel that she might also be a lover.Those wounds and self-doubts from being abandoned by her brother seem to be slowly healing.

At the age of ten, Yokohama began an 88-day scrimmage known as the 'Dragon Head Fight'.People who need to be interrogated are sent into the interrogation room like a stream, and the death has become a merciless number.

"Am I scary? Chuya. Everyone in the interrogation department has been afraid to talk to me recently."

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked into her eyes, and didn't throw out a perfunctory sentence of 'not scary' casually.

The red-haired boy squatted down and said word by word: "You are scary, Xue."

Dazai Yuki's eyelashes trembled, and he heard the boy say again.

"But I am the same. There are many people who are afraid of me. They are afraid of angering me, afraid of being crushed by gravity. This is the same reason as they subconsciously dare not approach you, fearing that they will swallow rice." Saying, Zhong Yuan Nakiya held out his little finger to the girl.

"Come on, pull the check mark. It's settled. Even if many people will fear you in the future, I will definitely not. Because we are accomplices, Xue."

This is the first time Dazai Xue felt that 'accomplice' is such a wonderful word.

"Then it's an appointment. In the future, you must not be afraid of me, and you must not abandon me without saying a word."

"Ah, we have an appointment."

The little boy and the girl were talking in a low voice under the carved window, and their little fingers were tightly intertwined.They sang in a laughing tone - "A liar will swallow a thousand needles."

During the leading struggle, Chuya Nakahara and Osamu Dazai played a resounding title, known as "the most vicious two people in the Yokohama Mafia society", or "double black" for short.

Dazai Xue felt a little sour in his heart.

It is obvious that one side is a relative and friend that I like very much, and the other is my cherished brother, but neither of these two people has the title of a pair with her.

What, why did you leave me aside and fall in love with each other yourself!

"Who is in love with that guy? Are your eyes okay, Yuki." Osamu Dazai was so disgusted that his skin got goosebumps, "Hey, because you disgust me so much, I'm going to find someone to drink!"

"Brother, do you still remember that you have a mission tonight?"

"You go for me, I trust your mind!"

Dazai Yuki, who was abandoned by her brother, felt that she was not happy.

When Zhong Yuan Zhong also picked her up, he saw such a sullen little girl.

"What's the matter, why does our Kaguya Hime have such an expression?"

"...My brother left the task to me, so I have to go with you tonight."

"Huh? Isn't that good!?" Zhong Yuanzhong was also excited. "Just let that guy go to the interrogation team. You two can switch."

"My brain is not as useful as my brother's, and the plan cannot be considered exhaustive."

"Really, in my opinion, you are no worse than Dazai. You are gone, don't you want a title? Let's try to be active for a while, maybe we will have it after a while."

Dazai Xuequiet was a little happier, and was carried away by the red-haired boy on his shoulders.Seeing this scene, Ozaki Momiji sighed for the [-]th time, wondering if the distance between the younger siblings is too close?

In this way, another two years passed, Shuanghei, and Dazai Yuki also grew to be 12 years old.

The seven-year-old child had grown up a lot, and his body was full of a taste between a girl and a girl.Mori Ogai often laments that Kaguya Hime is so cute at this age. It would be even better if she can keep this look and stop growing up, and become a legal little lolita.

Zhong Yuan almost picked up Dazai Xue on the spot, put it on his shoulders and ran away, and then flew out of this land overnight.

"...Chuya, you don't have to be so cautious." Mori Ogai propped his chin, and said helplessly, "Kaguya is my subordinate, I won't take action against such an outstanding subordinate."

Although the leader has no record of abducting other girls, Zhongyuan Zhong is still very vigilant, "In other words, if she is not your outstanding subordinate, you..."

"Obviously Dazai-kun is Kaguya's older brother, why do I feel that Chuya is that real brother now." Mori Ogai pinched the bridge of his nose, seemingly complaining unintentionally. "It would be great if Dazai-kun had half of Nakaya's care and responsibility."

Because of the subtle repulsion towards the "brother identity" in his heart, Zhong Yuanzhong didn't notice that the little girl who was standing beside him at this time trembled with her fingertips, and shrank her shoulders as if she had been stabbed.

No, my brother is not inattentive.

Brother... loves me.

She hypnotized herself like this, but at the same time, there was a small voice in her heart saying: [Is this really the case?Does brother really still love you? 】

[If brother still loves you, why does he talk to you less and less? 】

Because, my brother also wants his own social circle.She has grown up and is no longer a child.

[If brother still loves you, why did he abandon you in the first place? 】

no.

[If my brother still loves you, why does he show a disgusted expression when he sees your sudden awakening of supernatural powers? 】

no.

[If my brother still loves you, why did he let you grow plants in the yard?Naively 'decorating' that small run-down house? 】

no.

【If my brother still loves you, why did he leave you to go out that day when he knew the people from Portmafia were nearby? 】

……

【My brother once wanted you to die in portmafia.Hope you die naive, lovely, with pure love for him. 】

I understand.

But at that time, my brother came to me.So I believe that my brother has regrets, and I believe that my brother will continue to love me as he did when he was a child.

I have to trust him even if he's indifferent, even if he's constantly questioning and testing my affection for him.

--very scary.

Terrible, terrible, terrible, terrible.

"What's the matter, it feels like you've been in a daze since just now. Have a fever? Do you want to go to the medical department? The wind was quite cold last night. Did you catch a cold?"

The throbbing pain in Dazai Yuki's chest disappeared because of Nakahara Chuya's palm on her forehead.But this does not mean that it is not painful, it can only be said that it fell into a blank for a moment.

"I'm fine, I'm just a little sleepy." Dazai Yuki showed the boy a perfect smile, then put his arms around his arm, and dragged him towards the elevator. "I'm hungry, let's go to the cafeteria to eat. I remember that there seems to be a gratin today, and I definitely want to order one."

The few words of Mori Ogai planted seeds in Dazai Yuki's heart, and she became trembling, like a little mouse who was vigilant about everything, secretly monitoring the people who appeared around Dazai Osamu.

My brother has friends.

My brother went drinking with them again.

"Today after I get off work, I want to go to Chinatown to eat hot pot, do you want to go with my brother?"

"But I have a task, I can't help it, let's go next time."

"...No, there is no mission?"

"Yes." Dazai Osamu gently patted the top of the young girl's hair, "You can't spy on me or investigate people around me, Xue, this is not what a good boy should do."

For a brief moment, Dazai Yuki felt that she hated that person, hated the man named Oda Sakunosuke.

But she quickly sobered up.

The gray-haired girl nodded obediently, and retracted her hand that was grabbing the opponent's cuff in front of her.

"Then I wish my brother a smooth mission."

"Uh-huh."

In fact, both brothers and sisters understand that today's Osamu Dazai doesn't have that so-called mission at all.

One tried to catch up with all his strength, while the other was burned by the hot and twisted emotions and avoided it.

If we talk openly and honestly, maybe these barriers will disappear?But the two little hedgehogs avoided each other, each with their own considerations, unwilling to face each other with their soft bellies.

During the rainy season of this year, Oda Sakunosuke passed away.

Osamu Dazai defected, leaving his sister behind, and left quietly alone.

Before leaving, he blew up Nakahara Chuya's car and cut up all of Dazai Yuki's kimonos.

Looking at the cyan-colored rags on the ground—there is no other color, Dazai Yuki already understood what Dazai Osamu had not said.

The old leader called her 'Kaguya Hime', Mr. Mori called her 'Kaguya Hime', people in the organization called her this way, and now, this title has become her recognized title in the world.

She has long been cursed by 'Kaguya Hime'.

Mori Ogai melted away the scalpel that had cut through the old leader, and tied it around her neck.It looks round and small now, without any lethality, but that knife has already been inserted into her heart.

Dazai Xue sat on the rags and cried quietly for a long time. When Zhong Yuan Zhong also found her, her eyes were already swollen and bloodshot.

"Snow..." Zhong Yuanzhong also covered her eyes with his palms worriedly, "Don't cry, if you keep crying, you will lose your eyesight."

"Just cry this once, and I won't cry in the future....Can you hug me, Chuya?"

Zhong Yuanzhong also held her in his arms helplessly, patting her back non-stop.In this tight hug, the boy finally realized that the milky girl had grown up and was already a young girl.

After this day, Dazai Yuki, who has been wearing a blue kimono all year round, changed her signature color.She started wearing black, red, and even blue and orange kimonos.

Dazai Xue seldom pays attention to Dazai's information, so she passed through the age of 13 and 14 years old.On her 15th birthday, there was an additional information sheet on the girl's desktop, which contained the latest information about Osamu Dazai.

——Osamu Dazai joined the Armed Detective Agency.

Holding the thin paper, Dazai Yuki smiled.

Sometimes, not always being close to the other person is the expression of love, and blessing from afar is probably also a kind of caring.

The 21-year-old Osamu Dazai stepped into the gate of the Armed Detective Agency and went to the side of saving people with his friend's will.

The 15-year-old Dazai Yuki took Nakahara Chuya's hand and once again carried the title of 'Kaguya Princess'.

Mori Ogai's purpose was defeated. The picture scroll that he smeared was after all Dazai Osamu carefully wiped away the excess paint, and changed back to the appearance that the kite-haired boy spent seven years painting.

Mori Ogai's goal has been achieved, and the once fallen bright moon hangs high again, becoming Kaguya Hime who never falls in portmafia.

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The author has something to say:

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Oda Tsukuru died, and Dazai Yuki's story became a failed experiment.

But aside from this point, in fact, this world line is considered complete for me.Although there was pain in the process, Dazai Yuki still returned to his original appearance in the end.