A young girl dreams of a wild god

After Yukie and Fitzgerald happily concluded the simple transaction, Osamu Dazai squeezed in from the door.As the almighty elder brother, he easily filled in the gaps for the younger sister, and took some benefits from Fitzgerald.

Seeing the two grown men having a good conversation—the kind that was blowing with wind—the two of the underage group could only shrink shiveringly on the edge of the sofa, pretending that they didn't exist.

Fitzgerald was not impressed by Osamu Dazai's character, but he admired his mind: "If you were the leader of portmafia, I guess even the former me would have to wonder if Ichitsu Majin had a conspiracy before he was willing to walk into the portmafia. Yokohama."

"Oh, Mr. Fitzgerald, can you really joke, do I look like someone who can sit in that dark office and work hard?"

With his daughter Scott in his arms, Fitzgerald looked up and laughed.The milk fox was yelled by his own father, and in a coma, he kicked his chin mercilessly with his hind paw.

"In short, let's find another home for Fitzgerald first. This home is already crowded enough, and I can't bear to add you to it." Saying this, Osamu Dazai took out his mobile phone from his pocket.

I don't know where Osamu Dazai came from, and the call went directly to the cell phone of Louisa Alcott of the 'combination'.Suddenly receiving a call from the hostile party, Miss Alcott, who was already a little socially phobic, was so panicked that she almost threw her phone into the sea.

Hearing that Fitzgerald was visiting them, Louisa Alcott hurried to Zhong Yuan's house.When she saw Fitzgerald intact, she burst into tears on the spot.

All the assets belonging to Fitzgerald in the group disappeared with his investment in his superpowers. In other words, he was completely bankrupt.But the money given to others did not disappear, and Louisa Alcott still had a considerable amount of assets in her name.

Louisa Alcott said that if Fitzgerald had not been found so quickly, she would probably have stayed in Yokohama and used the money to keep searching for the whereabouts of the leader.

"Okay, it's a small amount, but this money is our start-up capital! Are you ready, Luisa! The combination is about to start again!"

"Yes!!"

While the two shouted, the milk fox in Fitzgerald's arms kicked his father again.

"Be good, be good, my dear Scott..."

Looking at her leader who was putting the milk fox to sleep, Louisa Alcott revealed for a moment: "Is the leader's head really okay?"No, the leader is absolutely fine! 'Such an expression.

After the noisy two left, Osamu Dazai was also called away by a phone call from the detective agency, so only Rantang, Yukie, and Atsushi Nakajima remained in the whole family.

——Since Yumeno Kusaku is still in a coma and he is not a child of this family, he is not included in the number for the time being.

Ever since knowing Zhongyuan Xuezhi's true identity, Nakajima Atsushi has been in a state of confusion.The little tiger's eyes were empty, looking at a certain point of emptiness, he almost forgot who he was.

Xuezhi glanced at his hands, and reluctantly gave up the idea of ​​taking a picture of the little tiger as a souvenir.

"Dun Jun, can you take a few selfies?"

"Miss Xuezhi..." Atsushi Nakajima came back to his senses, subconsciously showing a sad expression.But soon, he remembered what kind of existence the person opposite him was like, and his whole body tensed up.

"No, no, that, Inari-sama?"

"I am angry."

"Eh!? That, that, Inari Daimyojin-sama!"

"I'm even angrier."

Atsushi Nakajima became more and more at a loss.

Xuezhi sighed, squeezed the boy's face between his palms, "Dun Jun, you have lived in this house for so long, have you ever seen me ask others to value my identity, and enshrine me to the gods?" Go to the altar?"

"...No." Atsushi Nakajima said in a vague voice.

"You... If you don't feel comfortable, you can just treat me as a supernatural being. I am me, no matter what identity I have or what abilities I have, this will not change. Dun Jun, you Just look at me, at the Zhongyuan Xuezhi you know."

In the girl's gentle voice, Atsushi Nakajima's body slowly relaxed, and then nodded shyly, "I see, Miss Xuezhi."

"Well, good boy."

"Although, I really want to be one year older than you, Miss Xuezhi."

"Oh, it seems that someone is contradicting me. From which mouth did it come out? Dun Jun, do you know?"

Atsushi Nakajima covered his mouth and shook his head vigorously.

Instructing the little tiger to open the door of the study and let him search back and forth on the bookcase—Xuezhi used this method to let Atsushi Nakajima discover the watch box hidden behind the book.Holding that brand new but plain watch, Atsushi Nakajima seemed to have discovered something.

"I should hate him, I should hate him." Nakajima Atsushi kept repeating this sentence, but the more he repeated, the more at a loss he became. "Miss Xuezhi, I should hate him, right?"

Zhongyuan Xuezhi shook her head, nodded again, and she said: "I have never experienced your past, and to be honest, I can't understand your heart. But whether you want to forgive or hate, or want to forget completely, let his matter Forget it. I will agree with you and stand by your side, Dun Jun."

"There is no child in this world who can choose his own origin, but children who gradually grow and become stronger can choose their own future. You are old enough, Dunjun. You can tell your father that I hate you, Say thank you and say goodbye."

Atsushi Nakajima shed tears in a daze, the boy cried and laughed at the same time, his cries contained hatred for his adoptive father, but there was a hint of relief in his smile that Atsushi Nakajima himself may not have noticed.

"Why is Miss Xuezhi so gentle...?" the boy asked.

Zhongyuan Xuezhi showed a surprised expression because of his words, "What stupid things are you talking about, Dunjun. I am not gentle, I am just a willful bad boy. Why do I look like I don't believe it? What I said is true .”

"Obviously very gentle... willing to take me in, willing to treat that guy Akutagawa, and willing to help the leader of the group so that he can have a complete home again."

Yeah, I did do that.

But my starting point must not start from caring for others, as Dun Jun thinks.

As for me, even if I help others, it is only for myself in the end.

"Because I'm scared, Dun-jun." Xue Zhi, who was sitting on the window sill, said this surprising sentence with a smile on her face.

"I was terrified, I was terrified all the time ... the fear was shaking in my bones."

"why?"

Why…

Because I was trapped by the chains of the Aragami through a contract with the Aragami who was destined to enter the world, and I was able to stay here.So, from the moment I remembered my life as Xuezhi, causing the chains to fray, I knew my 'death date'.

The countdown with a distinct sense of existence hangs over my head, making me clearly aware that when the countdown reaches the last second, 'Xuezhi' will no longer exist in this world.

I will die.

When I die, who in this world will always remember me?

When I die, where else in this world will there be traces of my struggles?

"I have to leave more traces. People have lived in this world, so they have to leave something anyway! It's just such a simple little thing, Dun Jun."

The snow-haired girl was smiling, and the smile in her eyes was gentle, but Atsushi Nakajima saw something that frightened him in this smile.

'Why do I feel fear? The boy asked himself in his heart, "Miss Xuezhi only said a very simple thing, but why do I suddenly have a kind of reluctance to lose something important sooner or later?" '

Atsushi Nakajima wanted to find out about this, but he didn't dare to ask Xuezhi.His intuition told him that if he really asked, Miss Xuezhi would answer him, but that answer must not be what he wanted.

Because of the anxiety in his heart, Atsushi Nakajima looked a little sluggish.In the end, he still couldn't hold back his desire to confide in him, and went to Dazai Osamu the next day with confusion and shame.

"...That's it, that, why is Ms. Xuezhi feeling scared?"

"Why do you think of asking me, Dunjun?"

"Eh? Because Mr. Dazai is Ms. Yukie's older brother? ... Well, I always feel that you know a little about it."

"Well, let's put it this way, Don-kun. In your opinion, what is the thing I want most?"

"...Martyrdom?"

"Yes, yes! Then what do you think Xue hates the most? Friendly reminder, the two of us are completely opposite on this point."

Atsushi Nakajima's face turned pale: "Miss Xuezhi...hates death."

"Don't you understand, Dunjun. Snow is snow. There is nothing wrong with that, but you have to remember one thing. In this world, there is no god."

Or in other words - there should be no gods in this world, there should not be gods like Xuezhi who can bring too many blessings.

"Does Mr. Zhongyuan know about this?"

"No, Zhong is also an idiot, a slug without a brain, how could he think of it. But his intuition is very accurate, and he can probably guess a little bit."

"Why is this, then this is too..." Sad.

As long as he thinks about it this way, Nakajima Atsushi will feel his eye sockets are slightly hot.

The two people who embrace each other like that and love each other deeply, will they part sooner or later?

It shouldn't be like this.

And two days later, Atsushi Nakajima waited for a connecting flight.

He pushed open the door of the Armed Detective Agency as usual, but saw two teenagers about fifteen or sixteen years old inside the agency.One of them has brown hair like a lion cub.The other has gray octopus hair and, by the way, has a handsome face, but an ugly complexion.

【Osamu Dazai】, who was wearing a sand-colored windbreaker, stood there with his back facing the direction of the gate of the detective agency.

"Mr. Dazai, is this the client?"

That [Mr. Dazai] turned his head, revealing a face that was obviously older than Osamu Dazai and matured by nearly a round.

"...Who are you?!"

"It's too much, Atsushi-kun, I'm obviously Osamu Dazai."

"No, no, no, no matter how you look at it, it's not Mr. Dazai, right?! A supernatural person pretending to be an enemy? Forget it, anyway, let's fight first!"

【Osamu Dazai】Muttered in a low voice: "As expected of a tiger picked up by Xue, the respect for me is only half."

And inexplicably a bit like Chuya Zhongyuan, a little tiger whose first reaction is more irritable.

"Huh? Sorry, I can't understand what you're saying."

Before Atsushi Nakajima performed all martial arts against this [Osamu Dazai], Osamu Dazai opened the door and slipped in.Atsushi Nakajima, who was sandwiched between the two Dazai, looked left and right in confusion, then pointed to [Osamu Dazai] and said, "Mr. Dazai, someone is pretending to be you!!"

Osamu Dazai looked at the other party with a smile, and then gave him a thumbs up.Then he stroked his thumb kindly across the front of his neck.

【Osamu Dazai】: "Hi, Osamu Dazai, I am Xue's brother, Osamu Dazai."

Osamu Dazai: "What a coincidence, I am also Osamu Dazai. As for you—where did you come from? I am Xue's older brother."

Earth, hell, drawing, drawing.

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The author has something to say:

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Does anyone still remember that Xuezhi went to a parallel world where she "jumped off a building" a long time ago?That's right, the slaughter of that world came and stole the house (what)

The person is also saved, it's time to turn her back into a person.

It doesn't change how people give birth to cubs in the future! ! (hoarse)

…感谢在2021-02-0518:17:07~2021-02-0615:03:09期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 5 bottles of Liuyue; 2 bottles of blue sky;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!