A young girl dreams of a wild god

"It was a really cold time when my siblings betrayed me. As long as my soul remembers it, I can't escape the pain in my heart."

He looked for the trace of Huangbatu, because that was the only way he could save himself and escape from "deep winter".But when he really thought of everything, he felt even greater pain.

Arthur Rimbaud thought of the trees in his hometown, they swayed in the sun and cast gorgeous spots of light.So inevitably, he also thought of the man who walked side by side with him under this brilliance that afternoon.

—Paul Verlaine.

He is like a wild god in Northern Europe, with light golden hair that is more dazzling than the sun, as if the cold moonlight is staying on the tip of his hair, and the man's eyes are the deep sea of ​​his hometown.

It was his best friend, his sibling, someone who almost became a part of his life.

But Verlaine betrayed him, and the man fired "two shots" at him.One shot was a sneak attack from behind, and the other shot was Verlaine's uncontrollable laughter at the moment of Rage God's rage.

At that moment, Arthur Rimbaud saw a deeper winter rolling towards him, and all the memories of the past became wind and frost and sharp blades.

He died, thinking he had finally escaped the cold.However, as the sunlight disappeared into the night, his soul still lingered in the empty body.

How ridiculous, how sad.

My hometown, my motherland, those I love, or those who love me, why didn't you come to pick up my remains and bring me back to the land where irises bloom forever?

The sun rises and sets, so seven cycles.

The remnant of the traitor that was displayed to the public continued to emit an unpleasant smell, it was twisted and deformed, and it even began to rot.How many people in this world can have this experience?And he was "fortunate" to be a part of it.

Central Plains Chuya, his former mission target took the initiative to contain his bones, and repaired a tomb for him on the hillside facing the sea.

Arthur Rimbaud curled up behind the tombstone, holding his cold soul weakly.

That's right, that's right, in their eyes, Arthur Rimbaud died seven years ago, and now it is Lan Tang, and only Lan Tang, who is wandering in this land.

No one will come to take him home, no matter how wild the transcendent is, after death, he is just a handful of loess, an undead in the eyes of others.

"My memory and thinking were almost frozen, and I heard the voice of 'you' in a daze."

"You sat on my tombstone, smiling at me with your back to the sun. I know that what I see in front of me is just a puppet, a phantom, but I am still happy for it."

"I finally... finally escaped the never-ending cold."

After listening to Lantang's soft voice, Xuezhi no longer knew what else to say.

Tell him, your persistence is unreasonable?Or let him stay away from her, she doesn't need the other party to repay her kindness?

Forget it, why bother.

Even if it is a fate that started from an experiment, the fate has already been formed, and it is meaningless to care about these.

And... this is her envoy!

Thinking of this, Xuezhi's smile became a little more intimate.

Of course Lan Tang noticed this.Moreover, he also noticed that the girl sitting in front of him had subconsciously loosened her authority over him.As long as he wants to know, he can perceive the other party's position at any time.

"Mr. Lantang, do you know how to summon the envoy?" Xuezhi asked him in a low voice, "Mr. Fox is still alive, right? I want to meet him."

"As long as the envoy has consciousness and you call his name, he will hear it."

All right, the premise is that Mr. Fox must be awake.

"The teacher is a red fox, Mr. Lantang is also a fox now?"

Lan Tang obviously didn't have much opinion of his current prototype. Seeing Xuezhi's eyes sparkling and looking very interested, he nodded lightly.Xuezhi tried hard to choke the question "Can I see your real body?" in his throat, but he saw through it.

After a sound of broken glass, the man sitting firmly on the sofa disappeared, replaced by a slender black fox.His amorous green-gold eyes were slightly downcast, and he looked very docile and kind.

When Lan Tang turned into a fox, his hair was longer than Mr. Fox's. Compared to a fox, he was more like a noble big black cat.

so beautiful! ! !And Mr. Fox are two styles!

If the big burgundy fox is a strong macho (?), then the black fox in front of you is a fairy!

My life is full of regrets.

Zhong Yuanzhong, who went out to smoke a cigarette and came back, also watched this scene, whether he was going in or not, and he was reluctant to go out.

"...How did the two of you develop into this scene?"

"Chuya, hurry up and become a fox too."

"What nonsense are you talking about in broad daylight? I'm not your god." Zhong Yuanzhong also walked around to the sofa, and in the blink of an eye, the black fox had already turned back into a human form.

"Finished talking?"

"Ah."

"Then let's go back first."

Lan Tang didn't hold back, he sat quietly on the sofa and watched the interaction between the two.

Zhongyuan Zhong also looks a bit like Verlaine.

Compared with the latter, the facial features of the former are closer to those of oriental people, and they have a mixed-race flavor.But if you look closely, you can see that his facial features seem to be carved out of the same mold as Verlaine from certain angles.

"...You are very similar to him, Zhong Ye." Lan Tang said.

Zhong Yuanzhong also snorted softly, "I look a lot like that Verlaine, I know."

Lan Tang didn't expect Zhong Yuanzhong to say this sentence, it sounded as if the latter had met Verlaine face to face.Unable to maintain a calm expression, he stood up abruptly.

"...Have you met Verlaine? When?"

"Around the age of 16, after the dragon head struggle is over." Nakahara Nakaya paused, and then said, "I know there are some disputes between you, but I don't know the details. Me and that mackerel... no, me and Dazai I confronted Verlaine, and I don't know whether he is dead or alive after that."

"...Is there something wrong with my memory?"

The fact that Verlaine was still alive gave Lan Tang a huge shock.He took a step back and sat down on the sofa again.

"He didn't die. I didn't kill Verlaine... The man who betrayed me didn't die."

Looking at Lan Tang who was holding his head in pain, Xuezhi didn't know for a moment whether the other party had more hatred or more joy in his heart.

I'm not Lan Tang, so I can't understand each other's thoughts and feelings.I can't open my mouth to comfort him, I have no position.

"Zhongye..."

"I'm the same as you, Xuezhi." Zhong Yuanzhong also saw that she didn't finish what she said, and said in a low voice, "The relationship between us is a bit complicated, and I have no position to comfort him."

But Lan Tang was in pain.

Xuezhi leaned into the ear of the red-haired man and said, "Let's hug him."

Hugs bring courage, she firmly believes.

Zhong Yuanzhong also pinched her cheek, nodded in agreement, "Lantang."

He called each other's name.

Lan Tang looked up in a daze, and before he could speak, a slender shadow threw himself into his arms.Looking at the whole frozen Lan Tang, Zhong Yuan sighed and bent down, hugging Lan Tang's shoulders forcefully.

We are here, Lan Tang - he said silently.

The two warm bodies pressed against his body, making Lan Tang's throat a little tight.

The cold feeling has almost become his "phantom pain". No matter how much he adds clothes and burns the fireplace, he will still feel very cold.But at this moment, he felt that the coldness in his body disappeared a little.

After a long time, Lan Tang moved. He put his arms around the two children and said in a low voice, "...Thank you, I don't seem to be so cold anymore."

When the two people surnamed Zhong Yuan were about to leave, Lan Tang, who looked better, invited them to live in this house.Zhongyuan Zhong didn't reject him either, but only looked at Xuezhi beside him.

"Do you want to come and live?"

"Can you?"

"Wherever you live, it makes the same difference to me."

Looking at the smiling Lan Tang, Xue Zhi was silent for a long while, but still nodded, "Okay, let's stay here."

Lan Tang's eyes lit up in an instant, as if stars fell into his eyes following the two children's nodding in agreement.

"Ah, I forgot to ask just now." Zhongyuan Zhong also suddenly remembered something, "Lantang, what should I do with this guy's heart?"

The air freezes.

"...You didn't ask, did you, Xuezhi?"

"Sorry, I forgot."

Facing Zhongyuan Zhongye's condemning gaze, Xuezhi looked away guiltily: "It doesn't hurt much anymore."

"Really?"

"I am used to it."

Lan Tang also frowned, obviously having a headache that she didn't care about his physical condition.He raised his right hand slightly, allowing the golden cube to condense in his palm.

The bright gold-plated square energy body rotated slightly in the palm of his hand, like a star falling from the sky, held by Lan Tang in his palm.

"My supernatural ability [Colorful Painting Collection] is a space-type supernatural ability. The ability to read and write corpses is only one of them. In addition, it can also divide a different space that I can completely control. As long as I use It wraps your heart, and you can judge the state of your body." Rimbaud explained, "Is it possible?"

Are you willing to trust me?

Xuezhi had no choice but to take a step forward, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

After a step away, Lan Tang sent the cube into the girl's body, and then a daze appeared on his face.

"... your heart has a hole in it, and part of it has been torn apart," he said. "A heart woven of gold threads overlapped with yours to keep it alive. But, I'm afraid Every time your heart beats, there is a sharp pain."

Nakahara Chuya's eyes widened suddenly, and he looked at the guilty Xuezhi.

"I didn't hide it to make you feel uncomfortable!" Xuezhi quickly explained, "But I don't know how to solve it, so I just let it stay in this state."

Seeing Zhongyuan Zhongye's eyes getting more and more dangerous, Lan Tang smiled.

"If your heart is broken, just change it." He said, "As a human being, of course you have relatives left behind in this world. If your elder brother can't use it, you can use your biological father's. If your father can't use it, you can use your biological one." Mother's... keep searching, and there will always be a heart that can be used."

When leaving, Lan Tang stood at the gate of the courtyard and looked at the backs of the two until they could no longer be seen.

After knowing Xuezhi's true state, Zhongyuan Zhong also simply hugged her in his arms and refused to let him go.

"Although, I can go by myself, Chuya."

"The objection is invalid."

Shaking his feet, Xuezhi played with the long strand of hair at the back of the man's neck with his fingers, and said, "What's the relationship between Zhongye and Mr. Lantang? You seem to have a lot of entanglement."

"I was the one who killed him at the beginning, but there is also the reason why he had the will to die and let me go." Zhong Yuanzhong also paused, and then said: "If you have to talk about it, he is actually me. elders."

? ?

Xuezhi's fingers tightened violently, almost hurting him: "What kind of elder!?"

"You also know that I am not a human being, but the personality engraved on Huangbatu's body, which is his restraining device. More than ten years ago, Lan Tang used his supernatural ability to release Huangbatu from the seal. Come out and bring about my birth."

"...Na Lantang is Zhongye's father."

No, not right.

"Lantang, is Zhongye's mother?"

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Xuezhi: Lantang Mama!

Lan Tang: What's wrong?Want some refreshments?Or a skirt?

Xuezhi: Hug

Chuya: Lantang...Mom?

Lan Tang: Although I haven't educated you, you should understand this level of common sense, right?I'm a man and I can't be your mother. (Holding a snow branch with one hand)

Zhong Ye:? ? ?My family status -1 is okay! ?

…感谢在2021-01-1618:07:46~2021-01-1716:35:21期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 50 bottles of Jixuan; 20 bottles of waiting & blooming;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!