It's not your turn to break up

He once cried and said, why do they all say you don't love me.Jing Mo felt very wronged, he had only loved one person in his life, and unexpectedly made the other person feel that he didn't love him, but the feeling of being wronged was overwhelmed by the greater heartache.There are so many right and wrong in love. Jing Mo knows that it must be his fault that his lover feels insecure. If he had noticed it earlier and corrected it earlier, he would not have fallen to the present situation. It is not that Xiaoqiu has given His opportunities were wasted time and time again, which hurt Xiaoqiu even more.

Jing Mo never complained about Wang Zhongqiu, not when he was in a coma, not when he was awake, and not when he hurt himself.He just hated himself, why did he have to wait until he lost it to know how much he hurt Xiaoqiu.His heart ached, his delicate baby, wishing that the baby in his hands had endured so much pain alone, and how many tears he secretly shed before he broke up.

Xiaoqiu loves him so much, she has loved him wholeheartedly for so many years, the first heartbeat when she was a teenager, the first secret love, and many firsts were given to him.All the love, all the tenderness, all the expectations were pinned on him, but he failed him.Thinking of these things, Jing Mo feels like a knife is piercing his heart, and all the pain in his body can't compare to his heartache.

Without love, there is no feeling, no expectation, no disappointment, no heartache.Xiaoqiu feels insecure because she loves him too much, but he thinks he is making trouble for no reason.Jing Mo decided to give him everything, without reservation, wholeheartedly, as long as he can do it, he is obliged to go up the mountain of swords and down the sea of ​​fire, even if it is to sacrifice his own life, for his lover, he is willing.

Jing Mo has never had a job. His career is already very successful, but what is the use of being successful? After work, he returns to that empty house, facing his own shadow, and only his own echo answers him. He feels that Lose the meaning of life.But following Xiaoqiu, even if he can only help a little, being able to watch him from a distance is already very happy, and he will feel that existence is meaningful.

Seeing Xiaoqiu eating the meal he carefully prepared, drinking the water he handed over, putting on his coat, putting his hat on with his own hands, and seeing him occasionally smiling back at him, Jing Mo felt that he was a fresh and lively person. people.This is the meaning of life.

Xiao Qiu no longer resists his approach, he is gradually getting familiar with his approach, Jing Mo knows that Xiao Qiu has not forgotten himself, it's not that Xiao Qiu doesn't love him, he just needs time to adapt.He also needs self-confidence, the self-confidence that two people can continue to be together.

Jing Mo doesn't want to put pressure on Xiao Qiu, compared to the previous resoluteness, he doesn't leave any leeway, and he is already very satisfied with his current state.

When Xiaoqiu was working, he was an idle assistant, helping.After finishing work, he sent Xiaoqiu back to the place where he lived, and he drove back to their previous home to prepare the ingredients for the next day and make lunch for Xiaoqiu. This kind of life made him feel fulfilled, and he looked forward to it every day. See Xiaoqiu the next day.This feeling is like when I was in school, I was dreaming about the scene of meeting my crush the next day every day, and I felt elated just thinking about it.Having been in the circle for so many years, Jing Mo knew that he had already passed his innocent age, and he would not be moved by any reason, but that kind of throbbing feeling could only be brought to him by Xiaoqiu. He thought he was probably sick, and the name of the disease was Xiaoqiu.

If the two are not together, he will call Xiao Qiu every day, making many calls, of course, without delaying Xiao Qiu's work, although it is rare that the two are not together.

Ask Xiaoqiu how he is doing that day, whether he is tired, how long it will take to shoot, what to eat, must eat, go home after shooting, don't run around, and talk a lot.Although Xiaoqiu would be impatient, he never hung up his phone, and Ren Jingmo talked to himself for a long time.Jing Mo has never been a person who talks a lot. When the two of them were together, he was the one who talked less. On the contrary, Xiao Qiu talked to him all day long.Now the situation is reversed, he feels that even if it is nonsense, he is very happy to be able to tell the other party.

Xiao Qiu is afraid of thunderstorms, if Jing Mo is at home, he will definitely rush to Xiao Qiu's house, put Xiao Qiu to sleep, make a quilt by his feet, and sleep on the ground by himself.If he was not at home, he would always be on the phone, chatting with Xiaoqiu on the phone, telling a short story, singing a song, and hanging up the phone after he fell asleep, or not hanging up until he woke up.

The sense of security is probably that when you need it, I am always there.

On this day, after Jing Mo returned home and took a shower, he called Xiao Qiu as usual.This time, the call was not answered as quickly as usual, and no one answered until the end.He threw away the towel in his hand, his wet hair was still dripping with water, and the water dripped on the carpet, Jing Mo felt a little uneasy.Just because he didn't answer the phone call, he already started to regret that he was delayed by the incident and couldn't accompany Xiaoqiu into the group, so he made that number again.

The sound of the 'beep' on the phone made him irritated, and he had already begun to imagine countless possibilities in his heart.At this moment, the phone was connected, Jing Mo let out a long breath, and slowly stretched his clenched fists.

"Baby, why didn't you answer the phone? Have you eaten yet? Have you gone home?" Jing Mo asked a series of questions as soon as he opened his mouth, and his anxiety couldn't be hidden.

Wang Zhongqiu let out a slow 'hmm', and answered the wrong question.

"What's the matter, the voice is so low, are you sleepy?" Jing Mo wanted to rush into the phone to see what was wrong with him.

Wang Zhongqiu still answered unhurriedly, with a hazy drowsiness, "Well, I just fell asleep."

Jing Mo's voice was gentle and terrifying, as if he was afraid of scaring him, "Didn't you like to stay up late to watch dramas lately? Why did you go to bed so early today?"

Wang Zhongqiu sniffed, "I'm just sleepy."

Hearing the sound of his sniffing, Jing Mo keenly sensed that he was not in the right state.Jing Mo's tone became a little nervous, and he asked anxiously, "Why is your nose runny, do you have a cold?"

"I don't know." Wang Zhongqiu yawned and didn't want to say more, "Stop talking, I'm so sleepy, I'm going to sleep."

"No." Jing Mo hasn't used such a serious tone to him for a long time, "Baby, I think your current state is not right, and your voice seems to have changed, I'll make a video for you, you can answer it."

"No, I'm going to die." Wang Zhongqiu was really sleepy, and said impatiently, "You're really annoying..."

"Be obedient, let me see you." Jing Mo coaxed him, "Otherwise, are you trying to keep me awake all night?"

As soon as the voice fell, the phone was hung up, and he made a video call again, but no one answered.Jing Mo really couldn't sit still now, he quickly changed his clothes, took the car keys and rushed downstairs.Although he has the password for the gate of Xiaoqiu's house, he will not take the initiative to use it unless it is a special situation like now.He entered the password, and as expected, he found Wang Zhongqiu in the bedroom, who was sleepy.

Along the way, he was hanging in his heart, and he felt relieved until he touched his warm skin, but before the breath calmed down, he could see that Xiaoqiu's face was flushed, and the temperature on his body was also higher than usual. much taller.

"Baby, wake up, why is it so hot?" He gently shook Wang Zhongqiu's shoulder.

The noise of him opening and entering the door failed to wake Wang Zhongqiu up, so Wang Zhongqiu opened his eyes in a daze at this moment, and when he saw it was him, he closed his eyes in peace and prepared to go back to sleep.Jing Mo grabbed his hand and pressed his forehead against Xiao Qiu's, it was very hot.Wang Zhongqiu was shocked by his ice, shrank his neck back to hide from him.

Jing Mo found the thermometer in the emergency medicine kit and measured it for him, it was 39.5 degrees.Jing Mo grabbed his clothes and put them on him frantically. Although Wang Zhongqiu had no strength and was not at ease, he thought he was disturbing his dream and still struggled.

"Be good, baby, I'll take you to the hospital."

Wang Zhongqiu half-closed his eyes and was still muttering, his little face flushed, "I don't want to go to the hospital."

Just when he was about to go downstairs with Wang Zhongqiu in his arms, he met Yan Panpan who was about to ring the doorbell.

The two of them almost blurted out at the same time, "Why are you here?"

But when he saw the medicine in her hand, Jing Mo knew her purpose, Jing Mo was very anxious and didn't have time to explain to her too much.

"I have a high fever, I have to go to the hospital." Jing Mo hugged Wang Zhongqiu and walked towards the elevator door. Wang Zhongqiu hugged him tightly because he was afraid that he would fall, "Press the elevator and close the door." Jing Mo gave her instructions.

"Wait for you to drive, I'll take care of him." Jing Mo said, "What's the matter, don't tell me if you have a fever." There was anger in Jing Mo's eyes, he only left for a while, and the lively baby became sick like this .

Yan Panpan stuck out his tongue guiltily, "I didn't know I had a fever at first, Brother Qiu said it wasn't feeling well, I felt a little cold, I thought it was just a cold." Yan Panpan shook the medicine in his hand, "I don't really think so. Don't worry, I've been thinking about coming over for most of the night."

"He lives alone. It's not convenient for me. I'm afraid he will be annoying. You should pay more attention."

It's inconvenient for you to be as clingy as a follower every day, don't you just want to vent your anger.Besides, don't you know why he is alone, Yan Panpan thought.

Yan Panpan was driving. Wang Zhongqiu leaned on Jing Mo's shoulder with his eyes closed. The doctor friend who was not on duty went back to the hospital overnight to treat Xiaoqiu.The blanket covering Wang Zhongqiu's body slowly slipped off, and Jing Mo gently covered him while talking on the phone.

The temperature has been dropping recently, it is very cold, and the roads are icy.After all, it was night, the sight was not good, and the road was icy. Although Yan Panpan was impatient, he didn't dare to drive too fast.

The car behind was like crazy, honking its horn all the time.Yan Panpan really wants to honk the horn with that idiot in the car, and greet his ancestors for eighteen generations by the way, this kind of ghost weather has been paralyzing you, and you are in a hurry to reincarnate.

There was a huge impact of 'bang', and before everyone could react, the car behind hit it.Downhill, the road was slippery, and hit the car in front again.Although the performance of the car was very good and the safety factor was high, under the huge impact, the front of the car was completely destroyed, the body was in dilapidated condition, the glass was shattered all over the place, and thick smoke was everywhere at the scene.

The airbag and seat belt made Yan Panpan lucky to escape, only some minor fractures and skin trauma, she was already frightened.

At the moment when the accident happened, Jing Mo didn't hesitate at all, his first reaction was to hold Wang Zhongqiu tightly in his arms and protect his head with his chest.Under the huge impact, Jing Mo was covered in blood and lost consciousness.

When the ambulance arrived, Yan Panpan was so frightened that she could not speak and could only cry, even though the police told her that it was not her fault and that the drunk driving of the car behind caused the accident.

Wang Zhongqiu was well protected, only scratched by the broken glass, and Jing Mo protected him with his own flesh and blood.Wang Zhongqiu's tears were like beads with a broken thread, he couldn't stop no matter what, he was trembling all over, hugging Jing Mo, weeping till he convulsed.

At this moment, he finally knew that when Jing Mo said to love him with his life, he really loved him with all his strength.For himself, he was really willing to give up his life.

There was blood all over the ground, and his blood seemed to be unstoppable, obviously just now he was still saying in his ear: "Baby, don't be afraid." Why is he already like this the next moment.His tall body is so strong, how can he be motionless, how can he love clean people so much, how can he lie on the ground, how cold it is.

Wang Zhongqiu felt as if he was dead. He was in great pain. He didn't know where the pain was, but it really hurt.That warm chest that protects him, those arms that hold him tightly, those hands that always hold him, why is it so cold at this moment, is he cold?

"Don't you want to be together, when you get up, you will be together when you get up."

Wang Zhongqiu stuck to his blood-stained ear, "Wake up, let's be together when you wake up."

"Please wake up." Wang Zhongqiu was in a state of confusion, "Let's go get married, shall we?"