It's not your turn to break up

After the news came out, the news about Wang Zhongqiu and Yu Qingbo's relationship became more and more intense. Although most of them were voices of support, Wang Zhongqiu came out to respond immediately, saying that he was just taking his brother for a meal. Please pay more attention to his brother The performance in the show, supporting the younger brother, the younger brother is really great.

Every word and every word is protection, inside and outside the words are maintenance, paving the way for him, promoting him, in order to prevent him from being troubled by public opinion, come out and deny him immediately.

Everyone said that Wang Zhongqiu was very affectionate and was too kind to Yu Qingbo. The reason why he denied the relationship must be to protect him. Although the two had just met, they were worse than Jing Mo.

When he didn't come on his birthday, Jing Mo knew that Xiao Qiu would never come back, never again.Xiaoqiu, who used to regard everything about him as a major event in his life, can no longer be found, and was lost by him.He was finally willing to accept the fact that the two had broken up, that he had been abandoned, and that the home of the two had finally become an empty house with no soul, no spirit, and never felt that the house was so big, and the emptiness made him flustered.

go?Where to go, the world is so big, but he only feels that the road ahead is boundless.Only this house made him feel alive and alive.

He could always think of the two of them fighting each other for one second but hugging each other for countless days and nights on the big bed; Saying that he was thirsty, he bent down and kissed him; in the kitchen, he wore an apron, stared carefully at the food in the pot, picked up a small piece, stuffed it into his mouth, and asked him if it was delicious; he listened Hearing the sound of the door opening, he kicked his slippers and trotted all the way to the door. The moment he saw him, his eyes lit up and he jumped on him, coquettishly asking him why he came back so late...

If they move away, the only connection with Xiaoqiu will be broken, there is his breath here, there are traces of his life, Jing Mo can't bear it, and can't leave it.Xiao Qiu has already pulled away, but he is still stuck in place.I can no longer have him in my life, and can only spend the long years guarding his traces.

Jing Mo began to suffer from frequent insomnia, unable to fall asleep all night long, and the dosage of sleeping pills was increased, he felt as if he was sick, but he didn’t know what medicine to take, what medicine could treat missing someone ?

He started smoking again, crazily, one after another, he didn't allow himself to stop, he didn't give himself time to think.But some people, some things, are so used to running out of his mind without thinking, constantly eroding his heart.

He began to numb himself with alcohol, anyway, no one cared about him anymore, he finally understood what it means to be drunk and dream about death.The brain eroded by alcohol told him in a haze that maybe there is nothing wrong with dying like this. In the drunk dream, the love is still there, and that person is also there. He would rather disappear in love than hang on to the memory.But when he was awake, his brain told him to live well, and only when he was alive could he see him again.He didn't know whom to trust.

Gu Mingming tried all means but couldn't contact Jing Mo, and no one came to open the door after ringing the doorbell countless times, so he had no choice but to ask the property manager to help open the door.

There are wine bottles all over the place, and the ashtrays are full of cigarette butts, the smoke is lingering, giving people a headache.Jing Mo nestled on the sofa, his hair was disheveled, his beard was unshaven, and the blanket on his body was dragged to the ground. He was so decadent that he couldn't even be called a human being.

This is the first time Gu Mingming saw Jing Mo like this. He stood there helplessly. He wanted to go forward and help Jing Mo cover the blanket. He took a step and accidentally kicked an empty wine bottle. Collision, sound.Jing Mo on the sofa squirmed a bit, he didn't open his eyes, as if he was dreaming, he said in a daze, "Baby, are you back?"

Gu Mingming felt that his throat was choked, and he couldn't open his mouth no matter what.He has seen many people who are lovelorn. In this world, countless people are falling in love every day, and there are also countless people who fall in love.Everyone will fall in love. Isn't it a normal process from falling in love to falling in love and then falling in love again?Not all love can enter into marriage, only lovelorn is the eternal daily life.

It is not uncommon for him to have extreme behavior after a broken relationship, but there is nothing difficult to overcome. No matter what happens, the sun will rise as usual, and life will continue. As time goes by, all obsessions will dissipate with the wind.

But he has never seen someone who is so unable to get out after a broken relationship, work is not work, life is not life, smoking and drinking, and making himself inhumane.

An upright man, he wants to have a career and money, but in the entertainment industry, hooking up is like eating, there are hidden rules everywhere, love is like a big dye house in the Arabian Nights, but because of a lovelorn, he messed himself up It's so strange to be like this.Although the two have been together since they were students, they may have a deeper relationship than ordinary people.But they have been together for so long, they have lost their sense of freshness, lost their passion, and they have already passed the age of innocence. In this glamorous place in the entertainment industry, they are faced with so many temptations, let alone stick to their original intentions and not cheat Having sex with each other is already regarded as a peerless good man who can't be found even with a lantern.

Jing Mo opened his eyes, and when he saw that it was Gu Mingming, he closed his eyes in despair.Gu Mingming took a glass of boiling water and handed it to him, "Brother, are you hungry, I'll go buy you something to eat."

Jing Mo didn't speak, he had already lost any desire for food, he would eat a little when he was hungry, he would not eat if he was not hungry, he would not be hungry for a long time, and he would not want to eat when he was hungry.

Gu Mingming had nothing to do, the rescuers called Liu Chunsheng, Liu Chunsheng pulled off the blanket covering Jing Mo, Jing Mo turned over, without giving him a look.

"You told the company that you are in a bad mood, you don't want to work for the time being, and you want to be alone. Is that how you are?" Liu Chunsheng questioned him as he lifted a few wine bottles and a mess of takeaway boxes.

"None of your shit, get out."

"You said it's none of my business, isn't it just breaking up?" Liu Chunsheng looked at his decadent look and got angry, pointing at him, "Should I work or not, and make myself into this person who is not a ghost You don’t look like a ghost, it’s hard to find two-legged toads in this world, and two-legged men are everywhere, what the hell are you doing?”

"Fuck you, you know nothing."

Liu Chunsheng sneered, "Now that I have strength, will I have strength after arguing with me?"

Not wanting to listen to his chatter anymore, Jing Mo casually picked up a pillow and hit him, "Get out of my house quickly."

"Coward."

"Who are you talking about?"

"When I say you're cowardly, I'm talking about you. Who are you showing off like this? You have the ability to do this in front of him. Do you think he'll turn around if you do this?" Liu Chunsheng said: "Childish, simply naive It’s scary. If you can’t let go, you’ll chase it back if you have the ability. If you can let it go, cheer yourself up, work hard for me, go further, stand taller, and make him regret leaving you.”

"You don't know him."

What Xiaoqiu loves is never the successful self, he just loves love purely, not because of any attachments, not because of appearance, not because of money, not because of fame and fortune, or because it is too simple, without any support, once it collapses, it will be irreparable.

"I don't know him well, and I have nothing to do with him." Liu Chunsheng sneered and stabbed him deliberately, "Since you know so well, don't you know what he wants? Why did you let him run away so easily?"

Liu Chunsheng and Gu Mingming had already left, and he was left alone, why was he always alone.

Jing Mo went to wash his face, he numbly poured water on his face continuously.He stared at the face in the mirror that was a little strange even to himself, what could he do, there was someone who loved him so much, and he lost that person.

He asked himself, what does Xiaoqiu want?How could he want anything.From the beginning to the end, all he wanted was his own love and care.He claimed to understand him, pet him, and love him, but he ignored that those were all his wishful thinking.He was caught in the self-righteous self-movement, but he never cared about the other party's feedback, never cared about the other party's feelings.

He is wrapped in the love of the other party, always enjoying it for granted, taking the other party's kindness and dedication for granted, but never giving back the same amount of love.

But how can there be so many things taken for granted in this world? It's just that the other party loves too deeply and weaves a place for him to take it for granted with love.

And he doesn't know what love is at all.

Love is not possession, control, restraint, quarrels, kisses, being together when happy, obsession, or taking...

Love is the vast universe, the vast land, the world of suffering, and I just want to hold you tightly.

In the silence of the night, the doorbell rang extremely harshly.

Jing Mo glanced at the display screen at the door, but didn't want to open the door.

The people outside seemed to have already guessed what he was thinking, and he smiled slightly at the display screen, "Brother, I will not leave until you open the door, and it would be bad for others to see it, take a picture and put it on the Internet, right? .”

"Yu Ran..." Jing Mo's voice was filled with anger and impatiently, "What exactly do you want?"

"Brother, you open the door first, and I will leave after a few words."

Jing Mo didn't want to be seen and make trouble for no reason, so he opened the door.

"How do you know where my home is?"

"As long as I think about it, of course I can know." Yu Ran smiled obediently at Jing Mo, seeing his complexion, "Brother, you have lost a lot of weight."

With distressed face, he raised his hand to touch Jing Mo's face, but Jing Mo swung him away.

"If you have something to say, leave as soon as you finish." Jing Mo frowned, "I have nothing to say to you, right?"

"Brother, you are so ruthless." Yu Ran put on an innocent expression and looked at him with spring water in his eyes, "I didn't reply to your calls and texts, and even blocked me, it's in vain that I miss you every day .”

Jing Mo took a step back in disgust, "Do you think it's appropriate for you to say these things?"

Yu Ran smiled, "What's inappropriate? Aren't you single now, and I happen to be too."

The word single hurt him deeply, Jing Mo sneered, "Whether I'm single or not is none of your business."

"As long as you nod your head, everything will be fine." Yu Ran stared at him provocatively, and her bright red tongue appeared extremely alluring in her thin lips.

Jing Mo didn't start, he didn't want to take a second look, "Don't overestimate your strength, you can leave quickly, and don't contact me again in the future."

Yu Ran's white fingers lightly rubbed his face, "I don't look like him? Others say I look alike." He unbuttoned the two buttons on his neckline, "I don't mind who you think I am? It’s only once, I won’t pester you, and I won’t make you responsible.”

His voice kept bewitching, "Brother, you haven't seen him for a long time, are you willing to reject this face that looks so much like him?"

His hands were still slowly undoing his buttons, one after another.

"Brother, I really love you." Yu Ran stuck out his tongue, licked his lips, and said slowly, "You haven't done it for a long time, don't you really think about trying it with me?"

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