you have to talk to me

Yu Gang said that he opened a new ice skating rink near the bar. It uses real ice. At certain times, a snow machine will be turned on to create the effect of falling snow. He has gone there many times and invited Yang Fan to go too.As soon as Yang Fan heard this, he decided to take Feng Jimeng there.

In the early years when he was studying in the north, the lake in the nearby park would freeze over in winter, forming a natural skating rink. After several years of studying, he also learned to skate.If Feng Jimeng can't, then he can take him.

Sitting in the car, he received a call from Yu Gang: "Brother Yang, are you going to come to skate today? It's so hot, I think their tickets are almost sold out today, are you still coming?"

"Come on, I'm already on my way. Please help me book a ticket in advance, thank you."

"You're welcome. How about I order three?"

"Two will do."

"Didn't you say you want Feng Jimeng to come and play?"

Yang Fan glanced at Feng Jimeng next to him: "Well, he's in the car."

"Then ordering two tickets is not enough..." Before Yu Gang finished his sentence, he immediately realized that he had really become a pickled fish. The live performance was sour and superfluous, so he hung up the phone in anger.

One minute later, Yang Fan's mobile phone message alert sounded, and Feng Jimeng brought it over to help him read it.

Sauerkraut Yuyu: I was fucking blind, and I fell in love with a big bastard like you who forgets about friends.Two tickets are 200 yuan, including skates, and I will give money to Lao Tzu.

"What did he say? Are the tickets booked?"

Feng Jimeng read the message to Yang Fan expressionlessly.

Yang Fan laughed: "Use my mobile phone to send him a red envelope of two hundred."

Feng Jimeng used Yang Fan's mobile phone to operate, shook Yang Fan's face, and finished sending out the red envelopes.

Feng Jimeng thought for a while: "Is this not good for Brother Yu?"

"Don't you want just the two of us?"

Feng Jimeng didn't speak, this was the first serious date since they established their relationship.Looking at Yang Fan's hair that has been sprayed with jelly, and a casual shirt with dark blue stripes on top of a white T-shirt. He has shaved his beard, and wears a watch and necklace. You know that he, like himself, has made special preparations for today. Prepare.

Yang Fan glanced at Feng Jimeng, then stretched out his hand to pat his head: "It's okay, you brother Yu is stingy, but actually understands righteousness, and doesn't mind such things. He has been in love for a long time, won't I don't understand."

"Ah."

Yang Fan's arrangement was to take Feng Jimeng to do some shopping in the morning, eat at noon, and go skating in the afternoon.Feng Jimeng asked him what to buy, he said he didn't know, and he would buy whatever he saw.Feng Jimeng said that he didn't need anything and didn't need to spend money, but Yang Fan insisted on taking him to buy it.

In fact, it should be very happy and sweet, but Feng Jimeng only had the three words printed on Yang Fan's back shoulder in his mind.

"Brother, how did you and Xu Youlin get together?"

Yang Fan glanced at Feng Jimeng: "It happened many years ago, and there is nothing to talk about, so it's okay if you don't answer?"

"But I want to know."

"You will feel uncomfortable."

Feng Jimeng bit her lip and thought for a while: "I want to know if I feel uncomfortable."

"...OK, what do you want to know?"

"Which one of you chased first?"

"He chased me."

"How did he chase it?"

"Do you want to talk in such detail?"

"Ah."

"Actually, I didn't chase after him very much. It's very common. One night I asked him a question in self-study, and he didn't want to tell me, saying that he would only play friends with him."

"You promised?"

"Anyway, it's not a big deal." Just at the traffic light, Yang Fan looked at Feng Jimeng, "At that time, I was young and stupid, and I didn't think too much about it, so I wanted to play with him and ask him to talk about a problem He won't be sneering at me every time."

Looking at Feng Jimeng's expression, Yang Fan's expression darkened, feeling that his explanation did not comfort him a little.Before the green light came on, Yang Fan touched Feng Jimeng's face: "It's all about Chen Guzi's rotten sesame seeds. I'll be with you now, don't think about it."

"Then why does Brother Yuyu always say that Xu Youlin snatched you from him?"

"He's talking nonsense."

Yang Fan thought about his words: "When he was in high school... well, he was even more flamboyant than now. Many boys couldn't understand him. Once he was blocked in the toilet and I bumped into him, and I helped him out. Later He would invite me to dinner every now and then, and give me some fruit snacks. I thought he was trying to repay me for saving me. Later, when I came back and met him again, he said that he was chasing me at that time, and When I accept his things, I accept him by default.”

"Yu Gang's flowery intestines have twists and turns. If he doesn't say anything, you have no idea what he's thinking."

"You and Xu Youlin, you..."

"Don't ask, okay?" The sun was bright and hot in the middle of the morning, Yang Fan took off the sunglasses hanging under the endoscope and put it on, as if he didn't want to answer any more.

Feng Jimeng closed her mouth and lowered her eyelashes.

Yang Fan raised his chin with one hand: "It will be there soon. Let's go buy the same clothes and wear them as a couple's outfit, how about it?"

"Have you and Xu Youlin worn couple outfits?"

"..." Yang Fan curled his lips in an ugly face, and laughed at himself, "I really can't make it through."

"I haven't worn it with him. His style of clothes is different from mine, and he thinks couple clothes are too naive."

The car was parked in the underground garage of the shopping mall, and Yang Fan turned the steering wheel to reverse the car: "Bao'er, let's not talk about him, okay? We rarely come out to play and have a good chat."

"Well, let's not talk about it."

Feng Jimeng realized that he had said something wrong just now, so he stopped asking any more questions, but the words came out of his mouth as soon as they reached his lips. He thought Yang Fan would be angry with him, so he was ready to apologize.

After the car was parked, the two got out of the car one behind the other, Feng Jimeng dragged behind Yang Fan, and the two got further and further apart.In the elevator room, Yang Fan paused and pressed the elevator: "Hurry up, my little ancestor."

"Oh."

Feng Jimeng took two steps faster, and when he stood beside Yang Fan, Yang Fan approached his ear: "Want to hold hands?"

The elevator is coming.

Yang Fan grabbed Feng Jimeng's hand and entered the elevator. When he reached the first floor, his fingers had already intersected.

The door on the first floor opened, and a large group of waiting people swarmed in, squeezing the two people into the innermost corner, and there were hands clenched beside them.Among so many people, Feng Jimeng felt a little embarrassed, subconsciously lowered her head.

Relying on his height, Yang Fan directly blocked Feng Jimeng in front of his chest when pushing, and at this moment he was looking down at his red auricles.

The elevator stopped on the fourth floor, Yang Fan pulled Feng Jimeng out of the elevator and did not let go.

The fourth floor started with men's clothing, and the two wandered around in several trendy stores.Yang Fan found sadly that the age difference between himself and Feng Jimeng was indeed an insurmountable gap, and he found that Feng Jimeng's very suitable and beautiful clothes were really not suitable for him.The desire to buy lovers' clothes in these stores fell through, and the two went to the sportswear brand store on the fifth floor.

Sportswear is nothing more than various styles of T-shirts and sweatpants. You don't need a jacket in summer. The advantage is that you don't pick your age. Yang Fan pulled Feng Jimeng to choose the same style of clothes and shoes in different colors.

After shopping for clothes, Yang Fan held a bunch of paper bags in one hand, and put his arm around Feng Jimeng's shoulder in the other, walking downstairs as if no one else was around.

"Didn't you say that you will live at my house for summer tuition, let's go buy some daily necessities by the way." While speaking, it happened to stop outside a home furnishing brand store, "Go and buy you two sets of pajamas first."

Speaking on his own initiative, he took Feng Jimeng in, picked out two sets of summer pajamas for him, and picked out a set of the same large size for himself, and bought towels, bath towels, and lamps along the way... Yang Fan picked up two sets of pajamas. Bear-shaped mouthwash cup: "Isn't it cute?"

"Ah."

"Like it?"

Feng Jimeng didn't pick anything, but seeing Yang Fan's happy look, he also nodded and said he liked it.

When paying the money, Feng Jimeng wanted to pay by herself, and she had already spent several thousand on Yang Fan's purchase just upstairs.Feng Jimeng lived very down-to-earth in the small county town, and because of the familiarity, the nanny at home thought he had a good temper, and occasionally talked to him about his children, Feng Jimeng would not treat other people's money as money.But Yang Fan still put aside his payment code and asked the clerk to scan his.

When going downstairs, Feng Jimeng said awkwardly: "Brother, I'll give you the money you bought me."

Yang Fan put his arms around Feng Jimeng's shoulders. He was obviously taller than Feng Jimeng, but half of his body was leaning on him, sticky.

"Don't do stupid things." Yang Fan glanced at Feng Jimeng unhappily, and then pressed close to his ear, "I'm happy to see you wearing the clothes I bought and using the things I bought, understand?"

"But I can only afford the standard of living of ordinary people, don't you think it's bad?"

"No, I will wear it."

Yang Fan hugged Feng Jimeng a little tighter, and blatantly expressed his intimacy: "That's good. Let's go to the supermarket on the first floor to buy something, and then go to eat, how about?"

"Ah."

Feng Jimeng was led around by Yang Fan, her face reluctantly kept happy, but it was not like that.He regretted it, regretted that he couldn't help asking about Yang Fan and Xu Youlin's past.After getting the answer to one question, instead of solving his discomfort, more questions would pop up one after another.

How many years have they been together?

Have they lived together before?

Did Yang Fan also say those love words to Xu Youlin?

They must have done it countless times.

Has Yang Fan really completely forgotten him?

Will Yang Fan leave him a corner in his heart?

……

Once thinking of Yang Fan and Xu Youlin hugging each other for those intimate acts, Feng Jimeng felt a painful and sore feeling in his heart.He didn't know why this happened. He already knew about Xu Youlin's existence and Yang Fan's past.He didn't mind at all then, but today he cares about being like this.

He regretted it, he shouldn't have pulled Yang Fan's clothes this morning, he shouldn't have seen those three words.

Both of them arrived at the garage with their hands full of things. Yang Fan piled the things in the back seat, got in the car and started the fire.

"What do you want for lunch?"

"I don't choose, it's fine." Feng Jimeng held on to the last bit of strength, he was not in the mood to eat at all, the word "Xu Youlin" was about to overwhelm him.However, he also understands that this matter is entirely his own problem, his narrow selfishness and possessiveness, but he just can't control himself at all.

After waiting for a while, Yang Fan didn't drive the car out, but turned off the engine.

Yang Fan put his hand on the back of Feng Jimeng's neck and rubbed it gently.

"Boa, let's talk."