you have to talk to me

Looking at the darkened head, Yang Fan breathed out a breath of gray mist like a sigh, and knocked the ash between his fingers in the ashtray by the bed.It was not easy to meet someone who was in Ning City, and he had a lot of feelings for him, and they had a good chat, but the other party didn't want to meet him.

Yang Fan was just about to turn [-]. Although he didn't have any special feelings about his thirties, and his family would not have any pressure to urge marriage and birth, but compared with the people around him, he was unavoidably anxious.

There are very few unmarried people in the small town in their thirties. He does not have seven aunts and eight aunts to talk to him, but the friends who ate, drank and had fun together in the past few years have married wives and had children. .

It is easy for Yang Fan to find a wife under these conditions, but he is helpless, and he has a lot of pursuits. He just doesn't want to solve his physical needs, and he doesn't want to live with him. What he wants is someone who can understand each other and love each other sincerely. People, even if they accommodate each other a little bit, wrong themselves a little bit.

This is a difficult thing for straight men and women, let alone him.In fact, Yang Fan had long since given up his obsession with finding such a person in this poor place, but the appearance of the "door" gave him a glimmer of hope, and he felt that the other party was that kind of person.

When chatting, you can feel that "Men" is reticent and alienated, but he is also thorough and smart. The communication between the two is on the same level, and they chat tirelessly.Talking about it seems to be a simple matter, but it is actually very complicated. It is the collision of the concepts and experiences of two people who grew up separately. It is very rare to experience the joy in this collision.

In addition, some similar family experiences made Yang Fan feel a lot of pity.Looking at the thin waist and protruding ribs on the whale tattoo belt that "The Gate" sent him, Yang Fan may have reached the age of becoming a father, and the first thought he saw when he saw a beautiful carcass turned out to be why he was so thin .Immediately, I found a bunch of food on the Internet and wanted to send it to him, but the other party didn't give him the address.

What's more, their music preferences are also very similar. There are many people who like twenty one pilots, but if they like their young men, curvy, in Ningshi, and they can talk to each other, Yang Fan feels that the "door" is tailor-made for him. A custom soul mate.As for other things-appearance, economy, education, figure...all seem not so important.

He made up his mind that he must catch up with him. If he missed this person, he would be a bachelor for the rest of his life.

Is the bachelor scary?If you spend all your time and energy on your dreams and pursuits, and do what you want to do, not only will it not be scary at all, but you will also be very happy.

But Yang Fan is stuck in this small county town, stuck in his car wash shop. He is only 30 years old, and his life is as dry and boring as a piece of sugar cane that has been chewed dry.Love and responsibility have become the only reasons he can pursue and convince himself to survive in this mediocrity and hardship.

Yang Fan held back his tenderness and had nowhere to vent it, which gradually fermented into melancholy.

He felt that "the door" should have a good impression of him, so he wanted to meet, and he had just the right confidence in his appearance.Good-looking people say that they don’t know how good-looking they are, it must be a lie. If you want to say that most of the love letters in your student days come from girls, and you go to gaybars in urban areas as adults, and other people’s secret glances, flirtations, and even delusional spending money. He, all these let Yang Fan know that appearance is an important resource for him, and he is only going to use it to attract people he is interested in.

He is confident that after meeting, he will have a deeper relationship with "Gate", instead of raising a mobile phone pet now.

At first, Yang Fan suspected that "Men" was not good-looking and had no confidence in himself.But from some of the pictures he sent, Yang Fan found that he clearly had a sexy waist, long and straight legs, a beautiful chest, and a ring that made his pants tight.For this kind of sharing, he never hesitated to praise himself.

So he didn't understand why "the door" just avoided seeing him.I was also afraid that I would frighten the other party by being too impatient, so I could only endure it.

After finishing the cigarette, Yang Fan got up from the bed and went to the living room balcony.

There are no people in Hongcheng after ten o'clock in the evening in summer, and the cars on the road downstairs occasionally speed by.He took out his mobile phone and called Zheng Kai.

"convenient?"

"What's the inconvenience? It's not like you don't know that my girlfriend has to go home before nine o'clock every night." Zheng Kai complained to him about this matter many times.

"I mean did you go to bed so fast?"

"I can only lie on the bed in this situation. I slept too much during the day and couldn't fall asleep. By the way, you have class today, is there any problem?"

"I haven't."

Zheng Kai breathed a sigh of relief: "I told you earlier, Hongzhong is considered a key middle school, and most of the students are obedient."

Yang Fan went into the room again and took out a cigarette, "Your class has Feng Jimeng, do you know?"

"Nonsense, the whole school can't find another student like him, who doesn't know."

"He said he wanted to mess with you so that you wouldn't be able to get along in Hong Zhong."

"..."

Zheng Kai seemed to want to laugh, but he couldn't laugh dryly: "Brother Yang, are you kidding? I didn't mess with him, so why should he mess with me?"

Judging by Zheng Kai's reaction, it seems that the threat is still real. Does this kid have any background?

"I forced him to take physical education class and fined him to run [-] laps. Originally, I said I was messing with me, but when I found out that I was not Hong Zhong's teacher, I said I was messing with you."

"..."

"Yang Fan... why don't you just come here and stab me to death now." Zheng Kai growled on the other side of the phone.

Yang Fan held a cigarette between his hands and scratched his forehead: "It's not like that."

But Zheng Kai has already yelled at the other end: "I f***ingly suspected that we rushed forward, played with you, broke our leg, asked you to take a class, and lost our job. Hang up the phone , don't contact me in the future."

"Is this okay? I also said that when you lose your job, I will reserve a place for you in my shop."

"Fuck off, I have an official job now, and I spent a lot of money to get in. If the job is gone, my girlfriend's family will definitely not agree to our marriage, and my wife will fall apart. You can't even pay for it." rise."

Yang Fan let out a "chi" laugh: "I'll pay you back. If you have a car, a house, and money, you'll be promoted directly to the proprietress. You'll kill three birds with one stone."

Zheng Kai was the only person in Hongcheng who knew about Yang Fan's orientation.A few years ago, Yang Fan just came back and went to Ning City to play. He and his boyfriend happened to meet Zheng Kai who was also playing in Ning City.The two were originally high school classmates, and they didn't have much communication in high school. Instead, this unexpected encounter made the two of them get acquainted with each other.

"You think beautifully, I know you have been coveting me for a long time, but brother likes big breasts, do you have them?"

"..."

"Fuck, you really have it." The joke is no joke, Zheng Kai said seriously, "But to be honest, don't worry about Feng Jimeng in the future. You say you can help me with a few lessons, and you go get this trouble What are you doing?"

"It's nothing, I just don't like that kid."

"If you don't like it, you have to bear it. That kid is not something ordinary people like us can afford."

Yang Fan passed a message at the right time: "Really?"

"Do you know who his father is? Feng Changxiong, the richest man in Ning City, the secretary of the municipal party committee has to be polite to him, hoping that he will do more projects in Ning City to develop the economy. The new industrial zone near Hongcheng City It was all led by him, and the county magistrate saw that he was two heads short. It is said that Hongzhong is his alma mater, and he donated the new library in the school. He donated 300 million in one breath to celebrate the [-]th anniversary of the school. His son Our school, who is not allowed to provide for him? We all know his family’s situation, this kind of child can do anything if he doesn’t learn, anyway, there are gold mountains and silver mountains for him to eat at home. Why don’t you worry about it.”

"Isn't it because he is rich? He is a brat, so he can't just fire anyone. You are a formal teacher with a salary, and you are not an employee of his father's company. How can this prestige go so far?"

"Hey, don't you believe me. Last year, a new teacher came to the school. He was a high-achieving returnee student. He was self-righteous and insisted on finding fault with him. As a result, he left within half a semester. He also got into Hongzhong by force. oh."

This was indeed beyond Yang Fan's expectations. After all, it was a modern society ruled by law, so how could it be like this.

Zheng Kai explained his doubts at the right time: "Hey, isn't this what a small place looks like. Do you think that the father and the secretary of the mayor are brothers and sisters, and you don't know the two education bureaus? In modern society, all the rich are uncle."

"No, I still don't understand. His father is so rich, why did he stay in a middle school in a county? Shouldn't this kind of kid go to study abroad, or go to some noble school, international school or something like that."

"Who knows about this family's housework? Anyway, you can take care of the three-acre land for me, don't cause trouble, and I will get my legs back as soon as possible."

"I see, you can rest at ease."

Speaking of Feng Jimeng, Yang Fan suddenly knew why he was upset looking at that child, because at that age, he was also such an ignorant little bastard.I don't observe discipline, don't study all day long, do stupid things that I think are cool, waste my time, and almost turn myself into a useless person.Seeing Feng Jimeng's demeanor and expression, Yang Fan seemed to see himself.

However, he met a good teacher in high school. When everyone gave up on him, only that teacher didn't give up on him.In addition, there is another person who also gave him great help.

But these are things of the past, and there is no point in mentioning them again.

After hearing Zheng Kai's words, Yang Fan realized that he had made a mistake. Feng Jimeng was fundamentally different from him.He was born with a golden key in his mouth, so it wasn't Yang Fan's turn to eat carrots here and worry about it.

Yang Fan was about to go back to sleep, but when he turned around, he was shocked to find the old lady standing silently behind him.

"Grandma, do you drink water or go to the bathroom?"

The old lady's eyes were dull, and she stuttered and repeated after Yang Fan: "Drink water, toilet."

Yang Fan fetched a glass of water for the old lady, took her to the toilet after drinking, and sent her back to bed after using the toilet: "Grandma, it's time to sleep."

"sleep."

"Sleep with your eyes closed."

The old lady looked at Yang Fan with her eyes open, and there was a bit of doubt in her empty eyes.

Yang Fan put his hands on the old lady's eyes: "Sleep peacefully, I will stay here with you."

After a quarter of an hour, the old lady's breathing became heavy, Yang Fan went out lightly, and closed the door, and the bell on the door gave a "ding dong".