you have to talk to me

After such a long time, compared to the pain of falling out of love, being deceived and being angry are nothing.

Yang Fan couldn't describe what he felt when he saw the "door" that he dreamed of, Feng Jimeng, the moment when his dream was broken, the incredible, unbelievable, and the moment when the door was closed, and they felt ashamed in an instant No, not at all possible.

He has done everything, the bad thing is that he is not good-looking, his face, what kind of flaws, he has a deep cabinet... none of them, but there is this person who Feng Jimeng gave him a blow. All of these add up to more weight. He never thought that "the door" has a minor and he is a student. This is beyond Yang Fan's expectations.

If only the appearance is the defect, you can get used to it. Even if you have a deep cabinet, you can only accept underground love affairs. This can be done slowly. ...How could this person have Feng Jimeng. The word "Feng Jimeng" was basically equivalent to "impossible" in Yang Fan's eyes.

Yu Gang held the cigarette with his fingers up, as if he had picked a flower, he raised his chin and faced Yang Fan's direction, puffing.

"I just said that online dating is unreliable. There are ten people on xxx, and there are probably liars. If you don't believe me, you believe it now. It's really miserable to be played around by a brat."

But Yang Fan turned his head and stared at Yu Gang with hatred, "You bastard is the one who makes sarcastic remarks again, so you register for me, yes, let me look for it on the Internet?"

"Did I ask you to find a boyfriend? I fucking asked you to find a friend. You said that you were so celibate and ascetic every day at the age of twenty. I'm afraid that you will have problems."

"I'm fucking looking at you, the problem."

This incident not only made Yang Fan sad, he was also full of anger and didn't know where to post it.Feng Jimeng has a child, and then thinks that his mess is from the family, and Yang Fan, who always looks at her with clear and innocent eyes, can't lose his temper with him.But he was not so polite to Yu Gang, the instigator.

"Everything is blamed on me. I'm wrong. How do you want me to make it up to you? Hmm? You say that you are the one who compensated your boyfriend and slept with you for one night."

When Yang Fan mentioned it, he let out a sigh of relief, lowered his head deeply, and lowered his hands, holding the cigarette between his fingers, burning a hole in Yu Gang's dirty carpet.

Putting his chin on his knees, he said weakly, "Get lost."

"Is it really that uncomfortable?"

Yang Fan continued to burn the hole without saying a word, and a puff of white burnt smoke came out.

"Is it more uncomfortable than breaking up with Xu Youlin before?"

"...Don't get nervous, it stinks to death." Yu Gang snatched half of his cigarette and threw it into the ashtray. He poured some mineral water on the burn hole and completely extinguished the cigarette.

"If it's really that painful, you can talk to that kid. It's not uncommon to fall in love with high school students, so who doesn't like to talk to students? They say students are pure, clean and obedient anyway. You can't afford it."

"I don't have that." Yang Fan threw a sentence over coldly.

Who is Xie Jiuchuan, who used to be in one of their small groups, was handsome, tall and had a 1? At that time, everyone joked that he and Yang Fan were two faces of their group.But later I found out that the person liked to play with the students, and at the same time talked about several times, and even introduced students to accompany customers to make money.After this matter was exposed in the small group, everyone avoided such bad people.

"I don't mean that. Now high school students are quite precocious. As long as they are adults, it's okay to fall in love. And you won't treat the other party badly if you talk to you."

Yang Fan shook his head and said sullenly, "Impossible, he has my students."

"You student? Where did you come from as a student... Oh, I remembered." Yu Gang was drinking beer anyway, since he had nothing to do with him, he looked leisurely. What kind of student is he who is a teacher himself. Otherwise, you can talk about it after the class is over."

He and Feng Jimeng, who Yang Fan didn't speak, couldn't be.

No matter their age, experience or social status, they have never been in an equal position.As a teacher, he gave Feng Jimeng enlightenment and kindness, and combined Feng Jimeng's bad family relationship and helplessness, which is a fault of his psychological state. He regards emotions such as trust and dependence as love, which is not suitable, yes, and Yang Fan. Unacceptable Yes.This kind of inequality caused Feng Jimeng to look up to him, and he was a blow to a minor like Feng Jimeng.Yang Fan himself couldn't accept it morally.

In a flash of inspiration, Yu Gang suddenly grabbed Yang Fan's arm and stared exaggeratedly, "Isn't there the green-haired guy who ate together last time? You said he had your student. I'm surprised that he is now a student and a teacher." Are they all that close?"

"It's not what you think. I don't know that person on the Internet has him."

"It really is. I am God." Yu Gang winked his eyes at Yang Fan and bumped his arm, "Brother Yang is not bad, that little boy is very good-looking, you are very lucky."

"Stop talking nonsense."

"Honestly, do you like him?"

"No." Yang Fan replied cleanly.He doesn't have this kind of liking for Feng Jimeng, and he can't have this kind of liking. He still has it, yes.

"Then why do you look like you're eating hot shit and turning it into dynamite in your stomach? If you don't like it, just break it. Losing it is love."

What Yang Fan didn't say that he doesn't like Feng Jimeng doesn't mean that his devotion to "the door" is a false feeling. To be precise, he invested a lot in "the door". "Gate" not only makes up for the emptiness of his relationship, but also his music dream is a bosom friend, which makes Yang Fan do too many beautiful imaginations about their love.However, the dream has come to naught, the expectation has turned into disappointment, he is 30 years old, and he will return to a boring, hopeless life, and his life will completely lose its meaning, and he has become alone again.

"Come on, let's go drink and I'll treat you." Yu just stood up and pulled Yang Fan up, "Drunk, sleep and start a new life tomorrow."

"Ah."

When Yang Fan came to Yu Gang, he did so with the intention of drinking, talking, and forgetting. The pain may still be there, but it will gradually become numb and gradually unfeelable.Not only love life, but also other pains in life, as long as you get used to it, you can still laugh.

Yu Gang, who was walking in the aisle on the second floor where the lights were not bright enough, suddenly asked, "Does Yang Fan's me still have a chance?"

Following him, Yang Fan paused and said in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

"Hey, I'm just asking casually, as long as there is a chance to sneak in, I will ask, just in case, you say yes."

Yang Fan was not quite right now, so he let the topic end awkwardly because he was in the mood to talk about it.

Yu Gang also had Hong Zhong as a student. He met Yang Fan in the first year of high school when he repeated his third year of high school.The young man who played ball with vigor and sweat on the playground made him fall in love at first sight, and then he tried every means to get to know, show affection, and become friends.

At that time, Yang Fan didn't have a girlfriend in his mind. Homosexuality was a concept in junior high school.But when Yu just saw him, he was not very repulsive, and felt that he was very potential, and instilled in him a lot of knowledge in this area.But Yu Xuechang, who was too short, graduated soon.When they met again, Yang Fanyou was really bent, but he wasn't his partner.Yu Gang was so regretful that his intestines were so regretful that he felt no less than that he had worked so hard to plant a small sapling that was picked by others without seeing it in the blink of an eye.

This is something that Manager Yu has been struggling with for so many years, and he always waits for an opportunity to pick him back.

"By the way, brother Qin told me that I personally want to introduce you."

"Why do you always think about introducing someone to me?"

"I still don't worry about you. You are different from us. You are too idealistic in everything. Too idealistic is human, easy to lose, and rare to be happy. We watch you grow up, so we will give you more fucks. Dessert." Yu Gang leaned over to stop Yang Fan with the handle on his waist, intentionally or not, putting it on his buttocks.

But Yang Fan slapped it open.

"I think you are old enough to find a boyfriend to vent your maternal love."

"What's wrong with the mother? Do you look down on the mother zero? The mother zero I told you is the most gentle, kind, lively and lovely species in the world."

Feng Jimeng went to the store the next afternoon to find Yang Fan.People in the store said that Grandma Yang suddenly fell ill, and Boss Yang sent someone to the hospital.

In Hongcheng, there was a county hospital, and a traditional Chinese medicine hospital. He didn't know which one to visit, so Feng Wenhui called Feng Wenhui and told his grandma that she was sent to the city hospital in the afternoon and she was also in the hospital.

"Is it serious?"

"It's out of danger."

Feng Wenhui said that since last night, grandma has been making a fuss in the middle of the night asking her, and she can't tell what she said.Based on previous experience, I guessed that she might be, and if she felt uncomfortable, I planned to send her to the hospital in the morning.As a result, the three of them were eating breakfast this morning, and the grandma suddenly had a nosebleed.

They hurriedly sent my grandma to the hospital. The doctor said that the blood pressure was too high and the blood vessels in the nose were broken.Fortunately, the emergency hemostasis and blood transfusion did not have a ruptured blood vessel in the brain, otherwise it would be dangerous.

"Aunt Feng's, which hospital are you in?" Feng Jimeng heard the noisy background.

"You don't want to come here. Xiao Yang and I take turns taking care of everything. Yes, you can't do much and you still have to go to school."

"The ones that have been sent to the city hospital are still quite serious?"

"My grandma has dementia, and the doctor is here. Xiao Yang will turn around to see the situation, and then give grandma a physical examination... Let go... grandma, let go... I won't tell you about grandma's trouble."

Feng Jimeng, whose phone call stopped abruptly, stood outside the shop door where people were coming and going, put his phone back in his pocket, and prayed for his grandma to get better soon.