you have to talk to me

Chapter 26 Meet or forget each other

Yang Fan wasn't sure if he was really old, but he didn't have any interest in such occasions as drinking, singing, or even playing around with a little color.He was sitting in the corner, looking at the scene in front of him, like watching a bad comedy movie, but he couldn't laugh, and he didn't understand it, but he only knew that other people had fun and excitement.

Brother Qinyou saw that Yang Fan didn't want to stay, so he patted him on the shoulder, "If you're tired, go back and rest early. You know that Yuyu is heartless and immature, so don't count on him." Think about something serious."

Yang Fan didn't sit down for a while, but ignored the complaints from other people, and Yu Gang collapsed and had the face to return and left.

Sitting in the car on the return trip, Yang Fan felt that he was even more drunk, because he was dizzy and his eyes were hot.Although he was not able to integrate into the excitement just now, he still felt lonely for a while when he suddenly got out of such an environment.This kind of loneliness makes him miss the "door" crazily, longing to hear his voice, longing to see him at this time, longing for the other party to say a word to him, to give him a hug.

But he couldn't touch anything except a cold cell phone.

Yang Fan had just tentatively told the other party that he was also in Ning City, but the other party didn't say anything and only said that they would talk when he got home.

The car quickly left Ning City, and it was also far away from the "door" of living in this city, which made him feel lost.

A relationship that is never gained but lost.

When I got home, my grandma and Feng Wenhui, who was taking care of her at home tonight, were already asleep.Yang Fan lightly washed up, lay down on the bed, and sometimes sent a message as agreed.

I'm back.Sorry, it's late.If you want to sleep, you don't need to reply.

The other party replied in seconds.

I didn't sleep.

The fish from other mountains are waiting for me specially.

Mmm.

I miss you so much now.

I also own the door.

I don't believe in fish from other mountains.I said I was in Ning City, but you didn't want to see me and had plans.

I am not in Ning City.

Where are you?

After a while.

I am in Hongcheng.

Are there really fish from other mountains?You said that there is Hongcheng next to Ningshi, which is a 10-minute drive.

Mmm.

Yang Fan sat up in shock from the bed.

Where are you? I'm coming to you now.

The door is too late now.

If you are a fish from another mountain, I will come to you tomorrow.

Opposite silence.

Yang Fan rubbed his face irritably, sat down on the edge of the bed with a cigarette in his mouth, hung his neck, and typed with both hands.

Fish from other mountains, do you know that I went to Ning City today to meet friends, to sing and drink with them, but I felt very lonely.I've been thinking if we had already met I would definitely bring you there today I would introduce you to them I would introduce you to each of my friends I would listen to them booing us I would sing to you I would have a drink The wine is to tell the truth, I should have a good time.

You keep saying that you like me very much, but you don't want to tell me that you have a reason for not seeing each other. Maybe you really have a reason, and you have to have a reason.But I really have, I can't hold on anymore, you know this kind of madness, thinking about you, but you can't see it, you can't feel it, how bad is it?

If Yu Gang told him before that he should start from his own feelings and block the other party's retreat and let him make a choice, Yang Fan would only think that there is no way, there is a way.But at this time, under the combined effect of late at night and alcohol, his liking and longing were magnified, and the loneliness and pain that followed were also magnified to an almost unbearable level.

I can't wait for my birthday.

Let the fish from other mountains meet me, or just forget about it in the rivers and lakes.

The other party is silent because he knows that the other party is also struggling to make a choice.He gave him time in silence because Yang Fan himself was also worried that the other party would give him an answer that he would rather stop contacting or meet.

The door is good that we meet.

Fish from other mountains, you are in Hongcheng, give me an address and time, I will come to you tomorrow.

The door will not work tomorrow.

When is the fish in other mountains, you will give me a certain time.

Come on this Sunday.

The fish from other mountains have returned, are you still in Hongcheng in five days?

The door is that I will stay in Hongcheng for a long time.

If you have a word in the next five days, I have prepared birthday gifts for you, and they should all be delivered.

Feng Jimeng had never gotten a decent gift, although his mother would buy him a lot of things every time he went out, but he knew that those were only money equivalents.Neither, he has given gifts to others, but from those who don't want to have an equivalent, he understands that the reason why a gift is a gift is because it contains emotions and thoughts.

Ever since Yang Fan told him that Feng Jimeng's birthday was Feng Jimeng's, he had been thinking about it, and he had no one to discuss it with, so he searched for a lot of suggestions on the Internet on his own.

Based on other people's suggestions and his own speculation, he chose high difficulty and challenges.He sent him the fish from his mountain and made a collage of that photo, which is 21 inches. The size of the collage is small but sufficient, with more than 500 pieces.He also went online and bought a pair of very exquisite mechanical cuffs with parts. The cuffs are a small thing with more beautiful parts. Some of them need to be worn and repaired with a magnifying glass to insert them.

The time of meeting was brought forward because Feng Jimeng enjoyed it and stayed up all night doing these two things every night.It looked like it was about to be done, but a slender part in the cufflinks was broken because of his clumsiness.He seized the time to buy a new set, which was delivered on Saturday afternoon, and he stayed up all night to remake it before the meeting.

He couldn't imagine how Yang Fan would react when he knew the "door", so he avoided imagination.He can chat intimately with someone he likes at night because he enjoys the other person's love and sweet words. During the day, he can see him and stay with him for a while because he enjoys his kindness and care. This is enough for Feng Jimeng.For a 17-year-old boy who tasted love for the first time, the sweetness of secret love accompanied by sourness is more unacceptable than getting it or losing it.

But he can't escape now. Yang Fan had something to let him know that he was selfish.He can see, hear, touch, he likes someone, and indulges in love alone, but Yang Fan can't, he can only suffer in front of nothingness.

Feng Jimeng sometimes felt that Yang Fan would definitely reject him because from the reality of getting along with him, he knew very well that the other party was not there, and treated him as a well-matched target, so he always took care of him as a teacher or an older friend.Being friendly to him is just a kind of pure kindness, although it makes Feng Jimeng like Yang Fan even more.

But facing Yang Fan's passionate confession and truth every night, Feng Jimeng feels that Yang Fan will definitely like her, as long as they meet, they can be together like a couple.In Feng Jimeng's heart, liking each other, falling in love, and being together are very simple and easy.

These two thoughts could not be entangled in his mind, so he was hesitant to meet.Finally, when Yang Fan forced him to retreat, he suddenly thought that even if Yang Fan refused, he could still pursue the other party.So even if the rejection is not the end, but another beginning.Feng Jimeng suddenly realized that since he wanted to start, he would definitely walk out from the identity of "the door" and be honest with each other.He even thought so, a little impatiently.

Originally they made an appointment to have dinner together at noon on Sunday, but Feng Jimeng had just stayed up all night and was exhausted after not sleeping well for a week. His condition was really bad, so he temporarily changed the time to the afternoon.The location is set in a leisure bookstore in the Wetland Park.Yang Fan said that there are often activities in the bookstore, such as the reading salon, where there are also various drinks and western food and desserts, where it is quiet and relaxing, and you can have a good conversation.

Feng Jimeng planned to have a good sleep first to relieve his fatigue, but he tossed and turned on the bed and couldn't fall asleep. He kept rehearsing the meeting in the afternoon, and finally he was in a daze until the alarm clock rang. He didn't know whether he was sleeping. did not sleep.

After getting up and taking a shower, I rummaged through the closet for a long time and found a pair of khaki slacks and a short sherpa with white jacket.Feng Jimeng looked in the mirror and looked very strange to himself, but the light-colored soft clothes conveyed a kind of docile and well-behaved, he wanted Yang Fan to see it.He found another black hat with a thin thread, which was as vibrant as a weed, and covered with hair, only a little green was exposed, with a fringe, so Yang Fan shouldn't be so annoying.The reason why Feng Jimeng didn't show his real identity on the Internet is that he wanted to appear in front of Yang Fan in a different way, so that he would be more like Feng Jimeng who connected himself with the "door".

He found a big cloth bag to put the puzzles and cufflinks in a box, and felt that although the gift was well-intentioned, it was very cheap.Feng Jimeng rummaged in the drawer again and found the watch his mother brought back to him from Japan. The price tag on it said more than 60 yen.He tore off the price tag and put the watch in a cloth bag.

The weather is very good, the afternoon is sunny, golden and bright, Feng Jimeng is both looking forward to and apprehensive, all kinds of emotions are intertwined, but there is still more anticipation, so he walks very briskly.The only thing is no, it is calculated that some of them are due to the end of the holiday at this point, when the residential students return to school, sometimes there is a traffic jam when passing through the Hongzhong section of the road.Feng Jimeng had no choice but to inform Yang Fan that he was stuck in traffic.

Yang Fan had arrived early, and he was sitting in the backyard of the bookstore.The small yard is built in the Wetland Park, by the lake, there is a wrought iron round table, three wrought iron cool chairs and two swings.There are many tourists in the park, but this is a quiet and cozy place. In the autumn, it is warm and pleasant. In the afternoon, it is suitable for drinking coffee, reading a book, taking a nap, or whispering to each other to hear whispers.He knew the owner of the bookstore and greeted the owner. He and he had friends in this small yard this afternoon.

I'm already here, so don't worry, just pay attention to safety.

It may take half an hour if the door is blocked.

Fish from other hills, yes.When you arrive, ask the boss to bring you to the backyard. You said that your Yang Fan has friends. I'm waiting for you here.

Yang Fan also waited very anxiously, he kept changing his sitting position, sometimes he stood up and took a walk for two steps, he was thinking about how to say the first sentence to "the door", whether to say "hello" or just open his arms and hug first he.

It was almost exactly half an hour when the boss pushed open the glass door into the small courtyard, Yang Fan stood up instantly, and immediately saw the tall, thin, furry figure behind the boss.

Yang Fan started beating wildly, he was so at a loss, he didn't expect him to be so nervous, he was almost suffocating... until he saw the face of someone coming, he was beating wildly, his heart stopped suddenly, like a dead person.

"Feng Jimeng?"

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