you have to talk to me

The heat subsides at night in summer, and the evening wind passes through the buildings, taking away the heat and noise.

After sitting on the hanging chair on the balcony of Yu Gang's house, Yang Fan's big balcony also has a swing chair for two.Feng Jimeng leaned cross-legged on Yang Fan next to him, Yang Fan's long legs branched off to the ground, and he pushed on the balcony pillars, and the hanging chair began to shake slightly.

Feng Jimeng and Zhang Jiarui drank a little wine, knowing that he was not good at drinking, so they didn't let him drink more.But that 300ml can of beer was enough to make Feng Jimeng dizzy, and at this time he was still holding a can.

Yang Fan also held a can in his hand, pulled the tab, the hops exploded, and small bubbles rose, Yang Fan filled half of the can in one gulp, and sighed comfortably.

Summer, night breeze, hanging chair, beer and lover.Yang Fan held Feng Jimeng's shoulders, rubbed his neck and chin with his fingertips, sometimes pinched his earlobe, sometimes picked his hair, and kept doing these small intimate movements.

"Bao'er, have you volunteered?"

"not yet."

"Professional, school, do you have any ideas? For Nanjing University, civil engineering is the top three majors in the country. Of course, it depends on what you like to study.

"What do you want to do in the future?"

Feng Jimeng sipped his beer in small sips, half-closed his eyelids, feeling Yang Fan's fingers dizzily, Feng Jimeng liked his unrelated intimate touch very much.

"I don't know what I want to do in the future, but I hope it will be a job that doesn't require much talking and has a lot of money."

Yang Fan drank the rest of the beer in one gulp, squeezed the can and put it at his feet, thinking: "Well... jobs that don't talk much are usually technical research jobs, and scientific research is at least a master's or doctor's job. If you want more money, I can only think of programmers."

"It seems to be good."

"I don't know what's going on with the computer department of Ningda University. I'll help you find out tomorrow."

Feng Jimeng straightened her body and propped up her dizzy head: "Brother, I went to Ning City to go to college, how about you?"

"I plan to find a job in Ning City."

In fact, Yang Fan had already been inquiring about it. It was very easy to find something to do in Ning City, and he knew some people more or less.He even thought about going to Yu Gang's bar first to familiarize himself with the process, and when the time came, he would mortgage the house and get some money to open one himself.To make money, do whatever you can to make money.

"You don't plan to stay in Hongcheng anymore?" Feng Jimeng just wanted to confirm Yang Fan's plans for the future, and didn't intend to expose the bad status quo in his shop.

"What's the matter, don't you want to be with me every day?" Yang Fan pinched Jimeng's face, "Get bored of him so soon?"

"No, I don't want to apply for Ningda University. You can go to Beijing with me."

Yang Fan's expression became a little strange: "Beijing, why did it suddenly become Beijing?"

"I just think that city is more suitable for us."

Wu Zhenwen told Feng Jimeng to go to a higher place, the future study is not only to learn the content of books, but also to increase knowledge, no matter it is knowledge or insight, the more developed the area, the more horizons can be broadened, so I advise He took a longer view and chose schools in first-tier cities, cities with the most prestigious schools.

And Beijing is where Yang Fan once studied, and Feng Jimeng also wanted to follow in his footsteps and apply to the university where he studied.Beijing is also the place where Yang Fan pursued his dream, and he never really gave up on that dream.

"Brother, let's go to Beijing."

Yang Fan said that no matter where Feng Jimeng goes in the future, he will follow him, but Feng Jimeng feels that what Yang Fan should follow most is his own heart.

Yang Fan lowered his head, pursed his lips tightly, and his throat kept slipping. After a while, he finally said "Yes": "Okay, let's go to Beijing."

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At the end of July, Feng Jimeng got his wish and got the admission letter from the same university as Yang Fan, and became alumni with Yang Fan more than ten years later.

In August, Yang Fan withdrew the lease of the store, disposed of the items in the store and the car, and settled the loan on the house.At the same time, he also entrusted Lao Hu and Dong Xiao to help him find a house and a job in Beijing.

In the middle of the month, Yang Fan remotely guided Dong Xiao and showed him a one-bedroom house.Originally, he wanted to rent a two-bedroom apartment, but Yang Fan immediately dismissed this extravagant idea when he saw the price.The house is near Feng Jimeng's school. It's old, but it's better than clean. The cramped house also has a big balcony that Yang Fan likes.

At the end of the month, Lao Yang used his contacts to contact Yang Fan for resident singing jobs in several bars, saying that if he still wanted to play in a band or something, he had to take his time, and suggested that Yang Fan could do live broadcasts in his spare time first. , if you want to make music professionally, popularity is still very important.

Of course Yang Fan knew, and at the same time he planned to find a class first.Speaking of which, he also graduated from a prestigious school, even if he starts from scratch like a recent graduate, solving the problem of survival is the first priority.Yang Fan has always been very pragmatic in these aspects, without any pretense.

Even though Feng Jimeng said that he could afford the university fees by himself, and he worked part-time in Yu Gang's shop during the holidays, earning his first year's tuition in one go.Yang Fan still hopes that he can enjoy his college life more freely, after all, this is the best stage of life - there is still time to waste on the things he is interested in, and he is full of hope for the future.As for the financial pressure, Yang Fan will take care of it for him for the time being.

Feng Jimeng reported from the school on September [-]th that Yang Fan had booked a ticket for September [-]st.He didn't book a plane ticket. He didn't know what it meant to leave Hongcheng this time. He just wanted to make the parting process as long as possible, so he booked two soft sleepers.

Their departure time was at night, and Ning City in September was still quite hot, and the station was crowded and noisy. They walked through the crowd to find their own waiting room.Yang Fan, who took a shower before leaving, was sweating again, his shirt stuck to his vest.He had a guitar bag on his body, one in his hand, and a huge suitcase in the other.Feng Jimeng also pushed a suitcase, with a travel bag slung across her shoulders.There is also a suitcase in Shu Chang's hand.

It was Yu Gang who drove them here. Brother Gang, who was as noisy as hundreds of ducks on weekdays, was unusually silent today, and sent the two of them to the station without saying a word.

Yang Fan carried the guitar in his hand to Feng Jimeng, took the suitcase in Shu Chang's hand, and said to Yu Gang: "Go back, it's getting late, go back and rest early."

"Isn't the car driving so fast, I'll wait with you."

Yang Fan nodded.

There were too many people in the waiting room, and there was no place to sit, so I found a relatively empty seat, put the suitcase down, and Feng Jimeng sat on the suitcase boredly, propped his chin and watched the travelers coming and going in front of him.Yu Gang smoked a thin cigarette and bit it between his teeth, and he didn't light it, just enjoying himself like this.Said to be with Yang Fan and Feng Jimeng, he didn't have much to say, just stood there for a while, bored.

The ticket check started half an hour earlier, and Yang Fan said to Yu Gang and the others again: "Go back, we have to get on the bus."

"Go to the line to check the tickets, we will watch you get on the bus." Yu Gang said.

"Brother Gang, what are you doing?" Yang Fan was helpless.

Yu Gang pursed his lips and swallowed a mouthful of saliva: "You don't come back very often, do you?" I can't explain the reason, but it's just such a strong premonition that the chances of seeing each other in the future will be very few after this separation. up.Thinking of this, Yu Gang had a sore nose, and then his eyes turned red, and tears welled up unexpectedly.

"How could it be, I will definitely come back."

"Come back more often in the future." Yu Gang walked over and hugged Yang Fan, "When you arrive in Beijing, take care of yourself and your children. When you can't get along, remember to have Brother Gang."

Yang Fan leaned down, hugged Yu Gang and patted him on the back, impatiently: "Okay, is it necessary to make it like this, it's not embarrassing."

What Brother Gang is most afraid of is embarrassment, sobbing: "I can't bear you..."

"I'll be back, go to Beijing to play when you have time." Yang Fan told Yu Gang in a low voice, "I think Shu Chang's kid is not bad, you talk to him well, don't make so many things, okay. My love was born out of a talk, I'm not too young, so don't be so capricious."

Hearing this, Yu Gang pushed Yang Fan away, grabbed his sleeve and rubbed his face

"Energetic and boring. At this time, mother-in-law and mother are like old women, and the atmosphere has been ruined by you." As he spoke, he opened his arms to Feng Jimeng, "Study hard, and don't forget about you brother Yu."

"Yes. Brother Yuyu, thank you."

All along, Yu Gang has helped him a lot, and also helped Yang Fan a lot.Feng Jimeng knows that Yu Gang likes Yang Fan, but he has never been jealous of Yu Gang, he just thinks that he has a sharp mouth and a bean curd heart, but he is actually a very good person.

The people in the ticket line were about to run out, and they said goodbye at the ticket gate.

The two got into the car with their hands full of things, and finally found their own compartments and compartments.One compartment of the soft sleeper is a four-person room with two bunk beds, Feng Jimeng is on the upper berth, and Yang Fan is on the lower berth.After they settled down, another middle-aged couple came up.

There were other people in the carriage, and it was not easy for Yang Fan to say anything to Feng Jimeng, so the two of them just lay down on the bed and chatted with each other with their mobile phones.While chatting, a message from Xu Youlin came in.It probably means that Yang Fan didn't have time to send them off today, so he tweeted a few people's WeChat to Yang Fan, saying that they are all his friends in Beijing. If Yang Fan wants to go to work or has any work needs, he can contact them. They chat.

Yang Fan thanked him politely, and didn't say anything more.

The car moved, and the train was pressed against the rails, making a loud noise, and the carriage was shaking slightly, like the cradle of childhood, very hypnotic.

Yang Fan yawned and sent a message to Feng Jimeng.

--Boa, are you sleepy?

--Brother, if you're going to be sleepy, go to bed first, I'll listen to nursery rhymes for a while.

--Okay, then I'll go to bed first.You also stop listening for a while, go to bed early, it will arrive tomorrow afternoon.

Good Night, Darling.

--Good night.

Yang Fan fell asleep, but Feng Jimeng still heard his voice, telling his emotions and the whole story of their love.

……

It's raining, I'm waiting for you in the rainy day, I can't wait for a long time, I'll write to you

Rainwater is ink, I soak it in rainwater, rainwater is letter

I'll write you with wet rain and your rainy day letter will arrive

……

I want you to obey me like I obey you

i want you to lean on me like i lean on you

i want you to crave me like i crave you

……

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In the night, we close our eyes and close our eyes together, there is no distinction between right and wrong

Right and wrong are very important, but very heavy Right and wrong are very important, only for love is meaningless

What matters is the heart, but the heart is invisible When I close my eyes, I just want to love you blindly

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Ning City in the night is getting farther and farther away, and there are fewer and fewer lights that can be seen outside the window. The train took them away from the city and the crowds, into the mountains, and let them bid farewell to the place where they have lived for many years in this slow way. , bid farewell to the past life.

But the train will also take them to bigger cities, more prosperous and crowded places, where they will start a new life, a tomorrow that belongs only to the two of them.