you have to talk to me

The lights dimmed again, and the cello played first.

The sound of the cello is like a silent and deep river, soothing and sad, but with the power of an undercurrent surging, it paves the way for unusually rich and thick emotions.

Feng Jimeng stood near the table in the work area, raised the phone to a suitable position, and pointed it at Yang Fan on the stage.There was a guitar hanging in front of Yang Fan, but he put his hands on the microphone stand, closed his eyes and indulged in the gentle and sentimental prelude of the cello.

The scene below the stage was quiet, Feng Jimeng also breathed lightly.

Suddenly he was patted on the shoulder, Feng Jimeng turned his head, Xu Youlin handed him the camera in his hand: "Use this one, wide-angle lens, it can capture the entire stage."

Feng Jimeng looked at the camera in Xu Youlin's hand, then raised his head to look at his face, hesitated for a moment, and said, "No, I'll just take pictures of Yang Fan. Thank you."

Xu Youlin also hesitated for a while holding the camera, and had no choice but to take it back.Feng Jimeng thought he would take pictures, but when many people in the audience raised their mobile phones to take pictures, Xu Youlin neither took out the camera to take pictures of Yang Fan, nor left behind Feng Jimeng.

After a while, Feng Jimeng suddenly remembered something, and said without thinking: "There is something you said wrong."

He knew that Xu Youlin didn't do these things to snatch Yang Fan away, and he could even understand Xu Youlin's actions, but it didn't mean that he could willingly accept his own security area being invaded.

For the first time, Feng Jimeng put himself on an equal footing with Xu Youlin, maybe a little brash, but he still spoke out his thoughts positively and without reservation, letting Xu Youlin know that Yang Fan didn't love him more, Neither did Yang Fan in the past.

"Yesterday you said why Yang Fan didn't give me the best of him. I don't know what the best of him looks like in your eyes."

Feng Jimeng looked at the tall and straight silhouette on the phone screen, and the deep and gentle side face in the shadow of the lights: "In my eyes, he has always been the best, and now standing on the stage is the best, so is frustration, fragility and crying. the best."

"Yang Fan gave me his best, not only love, but also his hopes and dreams. During the days we were together, and for a long time to come, I was his everything and also his only."

"He's mine too."

All and only.

After the prelude passed, Yang Fan closed his eyes and opened his mouth to sing like a whisper.

In the night we take off our coats

express frank mind with frank body

we are no longer ashamed

no shame no gap

frankly i love frankly you

……

On the night of the first day of the new year, they had just experienced a possible separation and loss. They couldn't wait to hug and kiss during the day, and wake up together at night, shouting and wandering in the streets late at night, holding hands and hugging, just like an ordinary couple.

In the night we all start losing our memory

forget people want to make money

Forget about being hungry

Forget the pile of clothes and dishes waiting to be washed

even forget about tomorrow, forget the following future

Forget everything, I just remember loving you

……

The sound of the guitar and drums came in, and Yang Fan was very emotional. Maybe he thought of the details of him and Feng Jimeng together, the days when they just met, the comfort they gave each other, and the pain of supporting each other. , so he himself sank in first.

His gloomy and sad voice is supported by the background sound, and the syllables become heavier. Every byte seems to bite the audience's heart, penetrate their hearts, and hit every soul that has been or is in love.

In the night we can be unreasonable

I talk about the past and dreams

The memory you talked about letting go

Sweet talk, or keep silent

people's mouths are always hurting

I shut up and love you with my ears

In the night, we close our eyes together

Close your eyes, you can't tell right from wrong

Right and wrong are important, but heavy

Right and wrong are important, only for love is meaningless

What makes sense is the mind, but the mind is invisible

When I close my eyes, I just want to love you blindly

i love you more at night

in the night you are you

I am who I am

no more

The music stopped abruptly, and everyone stopped breathing at the same time, but the tears that could not hold back their eyes kept flowing because of the dilution of emotions.

A burst of intense drumming, leading to the music of guitar and electronic organ suddenly rose from the ground, heavy and fast, like a dense net swept towards the audience, they became shells on the beach, swept by the music, Forward and backward.

Yang Fan bent over and hugged the guitar, quickly swept across the strings, and sang in a roaring voice:

Right and wrong are important, but heavy

Right and wrong are important, only for love is meaningless

What makes sense is the mind, but the mind is invisible

When I close my eyes, I just want to love you blindly

i love you more at night

i love you more at night

baby i love you more at night

The drums, bass and guitar all stopped, only the cello whimpered hoarsely, and Yang Fan's most sincere feelings.He watched Feng Jimeng sing the last line.

in the night you are you

I am who I am

no more

……

Cheers erupted from the crowd, Yang Fan bowed and took the curtain call, the lights dimmed, and SUBMARINE exited.

In the dark, Dong Xiao, who was collecting things on the stage, suddenly asked Yang Fan: "Are you really not going to make music in the future? This is too fucking wasteful, if I were you, I..."

Old Hu interrupted Dong Xiao: "People say they won't make music anymore? Don't draw conclusions." He turned his head and patted Yang Fan's shoulder again, "Xiao Yang, don't draw conclusions for yourself. To pursue something that makes you happy and satisfied is a destiny that cannot be escaped.”

Yang Fan jumped off the stage and walked directly to Feng Jimeng's place.

Feng Jimeng saved the video and made a backup on the Internet. He felt that someone was patting him on the shoulder. He thought it was Xu Youlin, and turned around and called "Brother Lin", only to find out that it was Yang Fan.

"elder brother."

"Xu Youlin is here? What is he looking for you for?" Yang Fan looked around, always worried that Xu Youlin was busy.

He knew that Xu Youlin did many things for his own good, but Yang Fan didn't need them at all, and he was most worried that Feng Jimeng would misunderstand or be unhappy because of this.

Feng Jimeng also turned his head to look, and Xu Youlin had already left before he knew it.

"It's nothing, he said to lend me a camera with a wide-angle lens, the video effect will be better."

"Where's the camera?"

"I didn't want it." Feng Jimeng praised the thousand yuan mobile phone that Yang Fan bought for him, "I recorded it with my mobile phone."

"That's right, don't ask for his things."

"why?"

Yang Fan stared: "You don't mind? He is my ex-boyfriend."

"I don't mind much now."

"I don't mind." Yang Fan pulled Feng Jimeng out, "I won't come here again. As soon as I hear the name, I pretend to be aggressive. It's fine if everyone is drunk at the bar, but he wants to be sober alone. "

"Maybe it's because he's not a bar, and the customers don't come to get drunk." Feng Jimeng explained seriously.

"It doesn't matter. I didn't drink tonight, so I drove back to Hongcheng?"

"Ah."

"Is the new song good?"

"Well, it sounds good."

"Like it?"

"like."

Yang Fan was still affectionate and melancholy when he sang, but now he put on a happy smile: "How much do you like it?"

Feng Jimeng looked at Yang Fan with sparkling eyes: "I love you."

Yang Fan was taken aback for a moment, then laughed.

"You really learned something, luckily I'm not a little girl." Yang Fan put his arm on Feng Jimeng's shoulder, "If it's a little girl, I won't be coaxed around by you."

"Then I feel sorry for you..."

The two of them crossed their shoulders and walked towards South Street, where Yang Fan's car was parked, when they suddenly heard someone shouting "Yang Pingshan" behind them.

Yang Fan stopped and turned around, a man and a woman ran over quickly behind him, panting and stopped in front of him.The woman started to speak out of breath: "I just went backstage and said you were gone, but luckily we caught up."

"Is something wrong?"

The man patted the woman's chest to calm her breath, and explained like a machine gun: "We are fans of SUBMARINE. It was a long time since you disbanded us in the first wave. After the reorganization, you changed, and we both It’s a pity, but I’ve been listening to SUBMARINE. As long as I have time, we’ll go to all the performances in that city. I didn’t expect to meet this one today. Really, I don’t know what to say. It’s just I want to express my love for you, and if you have performances in the future, we will definitely come."

After hearing these words, Yang Fan clasped his hands together and said to them, "Thank you."

"No, we are the ones who thank you, thank you SUBMARINE." The girl said, her eyes that were still red just now were filled with tears, "I really hope to hear you sing again in the future."

"There will be a chance, thank you."

Yang Fan looked at the scene too sadly, so he offered to ask: "Take a photo together?"

The two people on the opposite side nodded again and again, the girl hurriedly withdrew her tears, took out the mirror and powder in the small bag and began to touch up her makeup.After she finished quickly, she shyly said yes, then Yang Fan hooked the shoulder of the boy on the right, put his head next to the girl, and asked Feng Jimeng to help take a picture of them.

On the way back, Yang Fan sang all the way, feeling very happy.

"I didn't expect that after so many years, I still have fans."

Feng Jimeng looked at Yang Fan: "Me too."

"You can't be."

"why?"

"If that's the case, I'll be a grass fan. It's not good to have a good personality."

"Then I won't be your fan." Feng Jimeng took the initiative to step over the car seat and kiss Yang Fan's face, "I love you."

Yang Fan wiped his hot face that was kissed by Feng Jimeng: "Bao'er, what's the matter with you today, the first thing you say is love, love."

"Because I love you the most during the day and at night, I don't know how to control loving you less."

"You, you deliberately hooked me on the fucking highway, didn't you?" Yang Fan swung the steering wheel, randomly chose the nearest side road to get off, and then deliberately drove towards the dark place.As soon as Yang Fan stopped the car, he couldn't help but grab Feng Jimeng and give him a "lesson".

So much so that after calming down, he couldn't find the way back to the highway anymore, and went round and round until after three o'clock in the middle of the night before returning to his home in Hongcheng.