Since I've been the sister of these people

In the evening, Mizutani Xinghua cleaned up the dormitory room again. When she left, most of the clothes were left here and she didn't bring them back, so she brought someone here after class resumed.

Now I feel a little regretful, the long night is long, without the company of Miss Zhiming’s teddy bear, how lonely it must be... and snacks, I said that to Mr. Vicious Dog at noon, which made her feel so lonely all day I was a little absent-minded, I thought it was a cutscene for lunch and dinner, and it was over after a few mouthfuls... Now I am very hungry.

She sighed lightly, and collapsed on the bed somewhat dejectedly, holding a pillow in her arms, and plucked it with her fingers in a disconsolate manner.

Shuigu Xinghua grows so big, it is rare to say such harsh words to others.

Although Mr. Vicious Dog is indeed a bit fierce, she can see that this man may not be sincere to his sister.

Thinking of this, she rubbed her hair with a headache, and couldn't help but gently press her hand on her heart.

"Miss Zhiming, is this your feeling?"

Even though it was a question that was destined to sink into the sea, she couldn't help but mutter to herself.

Well, I've said it all, it's too late to regret it now... If Mr. Vicious Dog really cares about Miss Zhiming, this may not be a good opportunity to let him understand that his sister is not like him. I grew up happily as I thought.

The so-called deepest pain always comes from the person you love the most. Those who suffer but don’t know how to change are the ones who care most about the string that maintains the surface peace. I would rather suppress the pain than lose the false intimacy.

Such people are the gentlest and most pathetic.

It is precisely because we are greedy for the beauty of the past that we are willing to compromise for the present and the future. It is precisely because we do not want to hurt the person we love the most that we hold all the sadness in our hearts until it accumulates over time and becomes a catastrophe, turning into a sharp knife that can’t bear the pain. The string of wind and rain is completely cut off.

However, her appearance seemed to bring back the situation that was about to fall apart in an instant, as if the misery that Miss Zhiming had endured had dissipated and no trace could be found anymore.

This is not acceptable..... If the girl who always said "I can't trouble my brother" never wants to come back, then it's up to her to smash this precarious false reality in front of me, and the painful soul must bravely break free Only by being bound can we usher in a new life.

She used to think that if she hadn't experienced life and death, it wouldn't be considered suffering.

It's a pity that life is just more difficult than the ups and downs in the novel. The dream is far away, and the contemptuous eyes of the people around him are the real existence that accompanies Baohao Zhiming to grow up.But she knows in her heart that there are still people in this world who love her very much. For this warmth, she is willing to grit her teeth and continue to endure, endure her own worthlessness, and endure her own future without a glimmer of light.

The strength gained in exchange for the loneliness accumulated in the first half of her life... how painful she is.

No matter how gentle a person is, there will be a day when he will be pierced by the thorns in life until he is unable to fight back and can no longer get up.

Mizutani Kyoka drooped her eyelids slightly, staring at her fingertips in a daze. Perhaps her soul had stayed in this body for a long time, and at a certain moment, she could even resonate with the bruised child.

And then....it seemed like he couldn't get up anymore, it was suffocatingly depressed.

She shook her head, telling herself not to let the emotions remaining in this body dictate her actions.

It was enough to lie down, Mizutani Xinghua jumped up from the bed like a carp, took a change of clothes, and planned to wash herself first, she sweated a lot just after tidying up the dormitory.

***

Xiongying High School implemented a dormitory-based teaching model a few years ago, and the dormitory buildings are based on classes, which can be regarded as a lot of money.

The bathhouse is located in the hall on the ground floor of the dormitory building, which is also part of the living area. There are men's baths and women's baths.

When she came out, she took a special look at the time. It was already nine o'clock in the evening, and there were almost no people in the corridor. The whole building was so quiet that even the chirping of cicadas outside the window could be heard clearly.

Mizutani Xinghua, who was thinking of taking a quick shower and going back to do the quizzes earlier, was so startled that her body trembled as soon as she got down to the first floor, the clothes in her hands almost fell to the ground.

Mr. Vicious Dog, whom she had just pissed off at noon today, was sitting silently on the sofa under the moonlight. Because she lowered her head, she couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.

".....elder brother?"

Shuigu Xinghua stepped forward and tentatively called him.

To be honest, she originally thought that a proud person like him would have to live for several days before he would get angry after receiving such a cold reception from her, but she didn't expect that he would take the initiative to come to the door after a short time .

Mizutani Xinghua looked at him nervously, and found that the moment he raised his head, his face was dark and unspeakable, and his eyes were complicated like a deep pool.

She didn't know this man well, but she always felt that it was inappropriate to put such an expression on him.

He got up and handed her the bag in his hand.

Mizutani Xinghua glanced at the contents of the bag, and could not see the small things, but the little brown bear whose size was obviously larger than the length of the bag was still very conspicuous.

"I wanted to give it to you when you celebrated your birthday last year, but..."

He suddenly received an urgent mission that day, and he chased the prisoner for another month. When he remembered this again, she had already entered Xiongying and started living in a dormitory.

It wasn't something he could see any more.

"I've washed the bear..."

He frowned slightly, obviously she was right in front of him, but he didn't know what to say to her.

Shuigu Xinghua took the bag belatedly and thanked her.

For a moment, the two of them looked at each other speechlessly, and the sound of cicadas outside continued, disturbing the noise.

"It's late, go back to bed quickly after taking a shower."

In fact, he thought about some things all afternoon.

When he saw Zhiming in the infirmary that day, it wasn't that he didn't feel that something was slipping away from his fingertips, but he couldn't do anything about it.

Even though she was standing right in front of him right now, he still felt that the little idiot was far away from him, so far away that he couldn't catch her anymore.

A lot... He still has a lot to say.

"Banghao Zhiming, I...forget it, you go take a bath first."

He paused for a moment, but didn't say any more, but carefully said: "I'm going first, go to bed early, don't stay up late."

Mizutani Xinghua nodded, and stood on the spot with the bag in hand to watch Mr. Vicious Dog leave. He walked slowly, as if waiting for someone to stop him.

She is willing to keep him if she can, she doesn't want to see him so sad.

It's a pity...the person he was really waiting for has disappeared.

***

Mizutani Xinghua booked the whole bathroom by herself. When she returned to the room, it was almost 22 o'clock. While wiping her hair, she placed the fluffy brown bear upright on the head of the bed, and studied it by the way. other things in the bag.

There are also packs of snacks and boxes of pills for colds and sore throats.

She carefully put the pills into the small cabinet, and then opened a bag of potato chips to eat.

Although Mr. Vicious Dog reminded her not to stay up late, she just finished her math and English exams today, which is a good time to make up for the gaps. Now eat some snacks to replenish her energy. There are still many tasks waiting for her tonight.

Miss Zhiming doesn't have personality, which is indeed quite a headache, but who stipulates that people without personality are destined to fail to achieve great things.

Although inborn conditions limit her heroic dream, there is always a field that is really suitable for her, and learning may not be a good way out.

After some thinking, Mizutani Xinghua actually had an idea in her heart. Miss Zhiming's wish is to save lives and heal the wounded, and a doctor may be the profession closest to this original intention besides being a hero.

But what will happen to Bakugo Zhiming's future can only be decided by herself, and Mizutani Xinghua cannot make the decision for her.

All she can do now is to create all good conditions on the basis of mutual benefit, so that when the child is willing to face life directly, he can have more choices.

In this way, she studied for nearly two hours.

In the early hours of the morning, Mizutani Xinghua finally reorganized the knowledge points, and felt that the whole person was suddenly enlightened and suddenly a lot.

After she climbed into bed, she remembered that she now had an extra little friend, and couldn't help but hug the little brown bear into her arms, planning to sleep with it tonight.

Well, the smell is quite fragrant, quite similar to the smell of a certain vicious dog.

Mizutani Xinghua closed her eyes, and couldn't help recalling the scene when Mr. Vicious Dog heard those words in her mind.

He didn't hurt her, nor did he do anything to her, but he seemed too surprised and at a loss.

He's a spoiled brother.

she sighed.

***

early morning.

Thanks to the little brown bear, she slept very comfortably last night.

Today's exam subjects are mainly social studies. Therefore, today's exam room is the home of the great sage, and she seems to spend more time in a daze.

Mr. Vicious Dog seems to have evaporated from the world, and he has not been seen for a whole day. I don't know if he is hiding somewhere and sulking.

Unfortunately, the good times of peace did not last long.

That not-so-good-looking yellow-haired man came to the door again, and he happened to be Miss Zhiming's elementary school and junior high school classmate. The most important point is that he seems to like memory killing very much. Isn't this killing her.

So, in desperation, she had no choice but to sneak back home during her lunch break, planning to take the diary with her in case she needed it.

However, after she completed a series of difficult actions such as sneaking out of the school gate, taking a taxi home, and touching the second floor, she realized that the secret diary she had carefully kept in the drawer was——

It was gone.

Shui Gu Xinghua, who was hit hard, learned from the painful experience and crawled on the spot thinking about all the possible suspects, but felt that no one in the family would touch her things.

So, what the hell is going on?

The author has something to say: Mizutani Xinghua: "I suspect someone is trying to kill me!"