Since I've been the sister of these people

"Most people's love comes from being loved.

Man is the most ignorant animal in the world. If he is not taught how to love by another person, he cannot experience the happiness of his lover.

After all, the miserable heroine and the infatuated male lead that often appear in TV dramas are quite different from the reality. People are greedy for bliss. Once the so-called love encounters obstacles, human instinct will immediately clamor to escape. How can there be such a thing in this world? So many idiotic men and women are willing to pay without complaint or regret for a person who doesn't love themselves?

But even though unreciprocated love is rare, that doesn't mean such pure affection doesn't exist.

Because it is so incredible that it has become a paradox of egoism and the doctrine of reciprocity, so I define this feeling as a "miracle".

God is merciful, and it has given each of us this miracle through the generations of life.

And what teaches you how to love is not the unforgettable first love, but the parents who will do their best to help you wipe your ass no matter how much trouble you get into.

Some people may think that he can't feel happiness from his parents, but feels more bad.

Silly child, when you grow up, you will understand how many times more angry your parents have been from you than you.They are more sad than you. When you are angry, you can shake your face at them wantonly and tell them that you have had enough of this kind of life.

But they can't, your parents may not have clearly expressed that they love you, but think about it carefully, have they ever said that they don't love you?

You may already have your own child, and you know how difficult it is to wait for a kid who can’t take care of himself without sleeping in the middle of the night, but there is no way, who makes you love him, even if he is now a child Can't speak clearly, a dead child who doesn't even know what love is.

Or maybe you were a kid yourself, constantly torn between family and the life you wanted.Of course, I'm not an emotional expert, so I can't give you reliable advice. I just want to remind you that if you are a person who desires love and knows how to love, it is enough to prove that your parents are a good couple. parents.

If you have ever sat in a group of parents and listened to them chattering about their parents, you will understand that at least nine of their ten sentences cannot be separated from you. You may not know that when the years have worn away the passion of your parents , the meaning of their lives begins to shrink little by little, until only you are left in the end.

When a person reaches middle age, who doesn't linger on for the sake of his little boy?

Thank you all, my speech is over! "

I bowed straight to the dark parents below, and I almost shed a few tears in emotion.

Facts have proved that these parents are very helpful to my practical and fancy flattery, and many of them have already burst into tears.

I walked down from the podium in a dignified manner with the airs of an honor student, and when I saw the proud Dazai patriarch applauding enthusiastically in the crowd, my paralyzed face almost didn't tense.

In the eyes of ordinary people, he is just a half-grown child, who would have thought that he has already undertaken the entire life of another life without hesitation.

"Didn't you say you're not free?"

I skillfully climbed onto his lap and used it as a soft sleeper for my leisure and entertainment.

He gently wrapped his arms around my waist to prevent my little radish legs from kicking me off.

"No way, who made this the first speech in my sister's life~"

The bastard brother poked my chubby cheek and said happily.

I patted off his slender and slender fingers with a dissatisfied face, and said angrily: "I told you a long time ago, don't feed me those messy things, look-"

With great hatred, I picked up the fat on my face that could not be simply summed up with baby fat, and in order to show its volume, I pulled it out as if I was black.

hateful.

You ruined all my beauty.

I complained bitterly in my heart.

With a helpless expression on his face, he grabbed my sinful hand, which was merciless and sympathetic, and said angrily, "Don't move around, it's all red."

His thumb caressed my cheek, bringing a refreshing coolness.

"Here, the red marks are all out."

The bastard brother took out a small shiny mirror from my pocket familiarly, pointed to a bright red that was so shallow that it could be ignored, and said in disapproval.

I quickly snatched the mirror from his hand, like an innocent girl whose sex was exposed, I was so ashamed and angry.

"How did you know I had a mirror in my pocket?"

He spread his hands and said with an innocent face: "I just saw you looking in the mirror by chance, and I just tried it casually just now. I didn't expect that Ah Lin is still so young, and she is so stinky that she takes the mirror with her every day~"

My face became even redder, and I struggled and said, "I'm just trying to lose weight recently, I always have to check to see if it's working!"

The bastard brother gave a meaningful "oh", and those iris eyes that were hesitant to speak always made me feel that he was laughing at me from the bottom of his heart.

Hmph, the baby is angry.

I simply turned my back and ignored him.

Osamu Dazai, who was left out in the cold, forcibly broke my head, held my small round face with a smile, looked at it up and down carefully, and said quite nerve-wrackingly: "It's fat and fat, so cute~ If I lose weight, Isn't it going to turn back to that shriveled radish again?"

After finishing speaking, he pinched my pink and jade-carved little nose like a prank.

I frowned bitterly, curled my lips, and said bitterly: "I obviously look so much like you, you look like a prince, but I look like a fat baby, people think I have a genetic mutation when walking on the road. "

After hearing this, the bastard brother laughed wickedly, which made me even more sad and indignant.

At this time, many parents were deeply shocked by what I just said from the bottom of their hearts, and each of them tried to find my parents to ask for advice on parenting of other people's children.

It's a pity that I'm just an orphan whose mother ran away with a man, and whose father committed crimes and was killed.

At first, I was worried that my elder brother, who was involved in crime at a young age, would not be good at dealing with these parents. To be honest, I never thought that he would come to my speech contest.

However, it turns out that I was overthinking everything.

His emotional intelligence and impeccable language skills have been fully displayed among the parents he interacted with. It didn't take long for almost everyone to believe that our parents were educators, or they were upper-class aristocratic families. Otherwise, how could we teach two children? Such a beautiful and well-mannered child.

I watched my brother talk about children's education with other parents without any disobedience, but I felt that my position was a bit delicate.

Fortunately, thanks to the high efficiency of the judges, the parents' symposium finally came to an end.

As expected, I won the championship.

To be honest, I, a middle school student with a mental age of 15, didn't have the face to accept the award, and I felt like I was bullying a child.

As for why I participated in the first place, it was of course because it felt so cool to finish torturing those children. Although it seemed mean and naive to say so, I was happy—the feeling of the king hitting the bronze.

How should I put it, at this moment, I am finally elated. Getting along with the bastard brother for a long time will always make me doubt my real age.

Fortunately, he is the only unreasonable evildoer encountered so far.

Because the bastard brother can't stay for too long, we skipped the acceptance speech and sneaked out of the venue.

Thankfully, we're just in time for the summer fest.

That night, everywhere was full of radiance and beauty.

He took my hand and walked slowly in the sparsely populated place.

I am very short and can barely reach the position below his shoulders. He doesn't mind, he just accommodates my steps and strolls comfortably and leisurely under the cherry blossom trees.

Suddenly, I gently grabbed his sleeve, and my brother looked down at me tenderly, as if there was a flash of light in his eyes.

"What's the matter, Alin?"

The cherry blossoms fell on him scatteredly, which obviously didn't match his little black suit, but made him even more beautiful.

I was immediately fascinated and couldn't help reaching out to him.

He chuckled and got down on one knee so I could reach him.

I couldn't help tracing his facial features with my fingers, even my breathing became cautious.

"I have a question for you."

"Ok?"

He watched me patiently.

"Is there anything in this world that can make you happy?"

Osamu Dazai was silent, he tapped his lips lightly, as if he was deep in thought.

I also became nervous. After a long time, he suddenly looked at me blankly and brushed my broken hair behind his ears.

next second.

He gently kissed me on the forehead, and there seemed to be infinite nostalgia in his eyes.

"Yes, I feel very happy now."

The summer night wind blew his broken hair and brushed my cheek lightly.

"Remember, what you said in your speech—

How to love someone, some people have no teacher because the person they love is a miracle.

Ah Lin——

You are my miracle. "

***

It is said that when people feel that they are about to die, they recall their most precious memories.

At this moment, the dying man lying on the ground blocked the last bullet in the magazine, and the two with their backs behind their backs were still arguing about something like children.

In less than a second after the bullet was fired, the words that Osamu Dazai once said - "You are my miracle" - suddenly sounded in Mizutani Kyoka's mind. She suddenly regretted it, maybe today is not a good day to say goodbye What about the day.

Before everyone could react, she rushed to Osamu Dazai quickly, and then——the blood-stained girl fell contentedly into the arms of the person she was most reluctant to part with.

Osamu Dazai's mind went blank for a moment, and the sudden noises around him flooded his sanity frantically.

At this moment, he seemed to be unable to hear anything anymore, and everything in front of him was obviously happening, but it was out of reach.

He knew he should push her away now, but he couldn't do anything about the sight.

because--

This is what Allen wanted.

"You don't want me?"

After a long time, he heard himself asking her this.

By the time he realized it, tears had already blurred his vision.

He was like a dilapidated puppet, kneeling beside her helplessly, expecting her to love him more, so much that she was willing to continue living in this world for him.

"Brother, I'm sorry..."

Mizutani Xinghua raised her hand with difficulty, carefully wiped away his tears as she had done countless times before, and stroked his facial features bit by bit, as if she wanted to engrave this appearance in her heart forever.

There was a mess around her, and Sean frantically punched and kicked the dying Fran, his face was wet with tears, he yelled loudly, not daring to look at her.

What a silly kid.

"Brother, hug me... You haven't hugged me for a long time."

The corners of Mizutani Xinghua's eyes gradually became moist, and she spoke intermittently.

Osamu Dazai carefully hugged her into his arms, as if embracing his whole world.

"I'm sorry... I can't continue to be by your side."

"What a disaster I am for making you suffer so much...."

Osamu Dazai finally broke down and said: "Don't leave, don't leave me...I'm going crazy!"

Mizutani Xinghua lifted a strand of hair from his forehead, and kissed it full of affection.

"I'm really sorry for bringing you so much misfortune."

He trembled: "It's not like that—

Your presence is my salvation,

You and I are God's will. "

Gradually, the girl's body turned into fluorescent light little by little, illuminating the night, just like the summer festival that night.

"I'm so happy, they...those people made my brother a gentle person."

Part of the stream of light overflowing from Mizutani Kyoka's body merged into Dazai Osamu's body, as if the souls of the two were intertwined.

He moaned until he could no longer feel his presence.

At the end when the body was completely wiped out, the holy light descended, and the girl with long silver-blue hair whispered——

"On that appointed day, we will meet again..."

Goodbye, Osamu Dazai.

The author has something to say:

It's finally finished, see you in the next world~ (Can we still see you?)

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