The strongest working girl in Yokohama

It is difficult for an overly rational person to indulge in sweet love.

——Because I won’t let myself lose control.

But at the same time, because of being too intellectually sensitive, while eager to lose control, he is extremely afraid of losing.

In the relationship between the two, Nanazi was more active.

Because both of them knew very well—for example, if Nanako wanted to leave now, Dazai would absolutely be unable to stop her.

The world she lived in was far wider than what he could see—and she could easily go where he couldn't and leave him there.

Dazai probably already realized this.

It made him feel...

It seems, it's time to let go.

……

but……

Not reconciled again? !

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When Nanako found her stupid boyfriend, who was entangled in wisdom and hurt, he was sitting by the embankment of the Tsurumi River.

It seems that as long as she also sits in the past, the other party can look at the sunset and say "today's wind is very noisy".

Thinking of this, Nanazi couldn't help but let out a pleasant low smile: "Pfft!"

Osamu Dazai turned his head sharply, with a terrified expression, like a big cat with fried fur.

"I'm looking for you."

Nanako smoothed her skirt and sat down on the grass beside Osamu Dazai.

"Why are you looking for me?"

"I don't have amnesia."

"... Isn't that even more excessive!"

"I didn't come to break up."

"Then what's the point of doing this!"

——It’s obvious that you don’t like him anymore!

"Actually, I don't really know what the meaning is. I just think I should find you." Nanazi hugged her knees and chuckled, "It's very reassuring to stay by your side like this."

"...What?" Dazai was silent for a while, curled his lips in dissatisfaction, "Am I a tranquilizer? I can throw it into the trash can when it expires."

"I don't know." Nanazi didn't have any special emotions to explode, but she was a little dazed, "If you don't like this..."

If you don't like it, so what.

[I accidentally took off some time ago and turned into a thing that lost san like an outer god, and I haven't returned to a normal human being yet] - it is obvious that Dazai doesn't intend to solve this problem.

The girl suddenly stared seriously at the restless young man, and asked softly, "Do you want that Nana from before to come back?"

"Of course!"

"Don't you want the current or future Nanazi? Just the one from the past?"

"I don't know Nanazi now!"

"You can try to get to know and understand."

"..." Dazai fell silent again.

What should I do if after understanding and understanding, I find that there is no existence that I can control or like?

In the final analysis, he is a human being, and Nanazi can always easily become an existence other than human beings—whether it is going to hell freely, or experiencing a long time that he does not know...

Does he have the ability to keep such a person by his side?

If you try hard to catch up, how hard will you have to work hard to catch up with the other party?If you can't catch up and step into the opponent's world...

"Too tired." Dazai suddenly lost all anxiety, let out a relaxed and meaningless laugh, then stood up and patted the floating grass on his body, "The precious things in hand will always change beyond recognition inadvertently, sometimes they are huge The change is as helpless as death... No, death is not a big problem for you, right?"

"Nanazi, we are no longer suitable."

The man turned and left, waved his hands freely, capricious and frivolous.

"Let's break up."

Nanako looked at the sparkling Tsurumi River and heard the most reasonable result.

She quietly listened to the sound of the man's footsteps getting further and further away, her heart gradually became empty, but she had no desire to chase him back.

[Perhaps, love is not something that must be listed as a part of life planning. 】

The girl caressed her empty heart, nodded lightly, and answered the long gone man's decision to break up.

"Then... let's break up."

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Nanako once went back to Duwang Town to find her "past" after losing her memory.

She stayed in the former residence, constantly recalling her previous life, and imitating the past mood in the memory, trying to reproduce the "former self".

But later, she found that this approach does not make much sense.

People are moving forward, constantly changing and improving.

She is indeed a little cold about feelings now, but this does not mean that she should be denied.

The cocoon before the butterfly breaks its shell is not beautiful, but...does it negate the existence of the cocoon because of this, and must it return to the appearance of a larva?

She is indeed human, but it is not impossible to live as a "strong person".

Rather, it's strange that being a lion has to pretend to be a rabbit to integrate into the life of a group of rabbits, isn't it?On the premise that she has shown enough kindness and hope, why can't she live as a lion among rabbits?

The answer is obvious.

——That's too tiring for a lazy rabbit.

Rather...Although they have been dating, Dazai has not thought about the future of the two of them at all, has he?

Just a childish possessiveness, a childish instinct to follow...

Then at the right time, he found a reason and ran away.

Nanazi was not surprised.

I don't know if the other party will suddenly come back one day and say that they want to get back together... and then run away again after sleeping.

really weird.

Because I am a bad person, do I also think that Dazai would be so bad?

Dazai is not Oba Yozo in the works of the great writer Dazai. Although he always clamored to die in love with the beautiful young lady before, but...

Damn, forget it, Nanazi doesn't want to think about anything now, she just wants to empty her mind and regain her sense of existence.

-

The days after the breakup don't seem to be much different from the days before the breakup.

Yokohama started a new chaos because of Guild's arrival, and at this time Nanako was already preparing for her graduation thesis and graduation defense.

She basically lives in her college apartment, commuting to and from school with roommates from the same school and major.

Everyone was worried, and Sigma was never far from her.

Nanazi explained that she had no sequelae of a broken relationship, but she did not refuse the clinginess of Sigma who regarded herself as her mother.

She decided to graduate early, but her original career as a full-time manga artist lost its original meaning at this time - she wanted to be a freelance manga artist while sticking to Dazai, but obviously, she didn't need it now. For whom to adjust their future.

"I should become a civil servant after graduation." In the dean's office, Nanazi came up with a temporary plan to the dean who persuaded her to study abroad, "To be honest, I was already a civil servant very early on. Public servants, graduating earlier is also to go to work earlier."

【fraud】

Nana lied without changing her expression——

Lying about the past predicts the future.

Even the dean knew this kind of thing for the first time.

"Is Kira-san actually a civil servant?"

"Yes. But because it is a special institution, it is difficult to tell you the specific position." Nanazi took out her business card as a monster exorcist and handed it over, "Thank you for taking care of me at the university. If you encounter any difficulties in the future Please contact me as soon as possible for any special incidents that need to be resolved.”

Mr. Dean, who has heard a little about supernatural beings but firmly believes in science: ...

"Okay, since it's something Kira-san has already decided."

-

Nanazi said goodbye to her college roommates who hadn't graduated yet.

"Damn it, we were the ones who came first!" Kuaito Kuiyu said unwillingly, "Qingzi, let's graduate early too!"

Qingzi screamed in refusal: "I don't! The laws that need to be memorized are already terrible, so I don't want to graduate early!!!"

"We used to be seniors..." Kudo Shinichi looked disheartened because he stayed up late to read the case files, "Now we are actually juniors..."

White Horse Tan followed by and laughed: "The world is impermanent. Has Ji Liang found a job yet? I heard you said before that you want to stay at home and become a cartoonist?"

"At this time and at that time, I'm going to go to the Supernatural Secret Service Division." Nanazi raised her glass to her roommates, "Maybe I will meet in the workplace in the future, everyone."

This is a moment.

The drunk Nanako who used to get drunk and kiss Dazai Nakaya, and then struggled with harakiri apologetics the next day...now she can drink wine as if it were plain water.

People who meet again in the future probably won't know that she used to be a drinker who was too bad to drink.

But she herself is not sentimental...

This is probably growth, right?

-

When Nanako reported to the Supernatural Secret Service Division, Ango Sakaguchi stood at the door with tears in his eyes to greet her.

The newcomer to the Secret Service who followed Ango Sakaguchi finally met the legendary "newcomer at the same time".

"Kira?!"

"Ah, it's Ms. Tsujimura."

"Since you know each other, it's easy to handle." Ango Sakaguchi pushed his glasses, "Although Kira, you ... cough, but the newcomers have to come from the newcomer mission. Kira, Mizuki, you two, as partners, go to perform a Let's monitor the mission."

... As expected of the Supernatural Special Affairs Division, there is no welcome ceremony, and the work is arranged immediately after coming up.

"Senior Sakaguchi, don't you want to arrange an orientation for Kira? At least newcomer training?"

"She doesn't need to waste this time." Ango Sakaguchi pushed his glasses, "Besides, the person I asked you to monitor is also your acquaintance."

"I have monitored a lot of people." Nanazi revealed her seniority in one sentence.

Tsujimura Fukatsuki suddenly held back: ...

"Okay, it's Ayatsuji pedestrian." Sakaguchi Yasugo held his forehead, "This mission should be okay, Kira?"

"Well, that sounds pretty easy."

"Hmm? Easy?!" Tsujimura Fukatsuki looked fed 【】, "Do you know how difficult Mr. Ayatsuji is!!!"

"Is Mr. Ayatsuji difficult to deal with now?"

"Yes!" Tsujimura Fukatsuki held Nanako's hand with compassion, "Anyway, as a senior, I will protect you!"

Nanazi kept smiling: "Then please."

——Then Tsujimura Fukatsuki saw the slap in the face of Ayatsuji Xingren and Kira Nanako having a good conversation, and even his cat welcomed the new watcher very much!

"Damn, why is Ayatsuji-sensei only targeting me!"

Nanako, who has already caught up with the afternoon tea served by the pedestrians of Ayatsuji, and even can pet the cat: "Ah, is there? Isn't Ms. Ayatsuji always very good-tempered?"

Seeing the harmonious scene of the blonde girl and the blonde detective sitting at the tea table drinking tea and petting cats to discuss the reasoning of the case, Mizuki Tsujimura's heart was hit hard again.

Damn, it's too dazzling!

Be it beauty or wisdom!

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Nanazi: Just share, don't bother coaxing.

Zai Zai: I am autistic.

感谢在2021-01-2023:53:57~2021-01-2722:32:58期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 369820 bottles; 2 bottles of Nanyu; 1 bottle of Jichun and Youmu in the south;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!