Small tear bag [entertainment circle]

Whether to go forward or backward, Cen Yi thought of retreating for a moment.

It was the first time for him to have such resistance to Shen Wenji, knowing that he was there but not wanting to see him.

But Shen Wenji was at the door of the practice room, and he had to pass there to go back to the rehearsal, as long as he passed by, he would definitely be seen.

The two friends around him are good-tempered, and they stood by his side without urging him.This will only waste other people's time, Cen Yi thought, maybe Shen Wenji was just passing by, and not necessarily here to find him.

I don't know if I should be happy or sad.He took aim at Shen Wenji's movement, intending to just close his eyes and lower his head to rush over, pretending he didn't see it.Just at this time, someone came out from another practice room opposite, and said a few words to Teacher Shen, as if asking for advice.

Shen Wenji did not refuse, and followed him in.

Cen Yi seized the opportunity, pulled the two people around him and quickly slipped back to his group.Behavior was sneaky, and Lin Qiuming didn't quite understand, "What's wrong with him? What did he do to sorry Teacher Shen?"

"I don't understand either." Qi Ran sighed.

Yesterday's troubles can at least be communicated, but today's sorrow can no longer be expressed.It's a different day when a child grows up.

Cen Yi turned a deaf ear, ran to the corner alone, took out the mobile phone in his backpack and quietly checked WeChat messages.

Shen Wenji asked where he was.

Sure enough, they came to find him.

Suddenly, his mood became much smoother, he drank the glucose in two or three gulps, and started rehearsing with a positive attitude.

Qi Ran glanced out the window, "Then Shen—"

"ignore him."

Cen Yi plausibly said, "Rehearsal is important!"

Nobody picks up their phones during working hours.At first, he wanted to get rid of Shen Wenji in his mind quickly, but after he found the state, no one interrupted him, so it went on smoothly, and he was dismissed for a break at lunch time.

He didn't dare to look out the window when he was working, but now that he stopped to look again, there was no one there.I wanted to get my phone but was afraid of replying to WeChat, so I just ignored it and went to the cafeteria with everyone.

As soon as he walked out of the door of the classroom, Lin Qiuming shoved him back again, generously covering up, "Why is Teacher Shen back again?"

Cen Yi: "..."

Qi Ran followed suit.Shen Wenji was standing at the back door and was staring at the front door, moving his neck while staring, as if standing for a long time, "He wouldn't have left forever..."

There are only two exits in a classroom, so it is strange that no one can be caught. "Either you stay in the classroom all the time... But I mean, since Mr. Shen has been waiting for you so far, there should be something to say. It's better to listen."

Qi Ran asked, "Save some food for you?"

Cen Yi nodded silently, feeling uneasy.After everyone had finished walking, he dawdled his way out of the classroom door.

Shen Wenji walked this way when he saw him, with a tone like picking up a child from kindergarten to go home from school, "You came out so late?"

Cen Yi didn't look at him, and muttered softly, "Don't worry about it."

Shen Wenji could vaguely hear it, and was taken aback for a moment, seeing him walking next to him in such a hijacked atmosphere, he could somewhat understand, "Unhappy today? What happened?"

Who wants to talk to you about what happened in kindergarten today!

Cen Yi suddenly stopped, looked up at him and said, "If you don't like me, don't come to me! Don't wait for me, don't talk to me!"

"In case I miss you all the time, my chest hurts like hell!"

"..."

Shen Wenji: "Who said I don't like you?"

Cen Yi felt that there was a cowardice in his bones.Occasionally, with a bang, such momentum can only be maintained for a few seconds.

After rehearsing all morning, my stomach growled with hunger.The corridor of the practice room is not suitable for talking about such restricted-level topics. Shen Wenji took him to the supermarket downstairs to buy snacks and drinks, and sat down to eat and talk.

Cen Yi tore open the packaging bag, took a big bite of the bread, the sweet condensed milk in the interlayer covered the tip of his tongue, soothing his taste buds and stomach, even his mood was quite normal.

Eating can calm him down.Shen Wenji opened the milk and handed it to the past, and kept the knowledge points in his heart by the way, "Why do you think..."

Halfway through the talk, I couldn't help laughing, "You think I don't like you?"

He didn't seem to have lost his temper like this before.I was stunned when I heard it at first, but now looking back at the scene, it's a bit funny.

Cen Yi was so humiliated by being laughed at, he lost the confidence to stare at him again, so he could only glance at him reluctantly from the corner of his eye, "Because you never said you liked me."

Only then did Shen Wenji think, as if he hadn't said it.

I have never been in a relationship, and I don't have a sense of ritual. I have to be reminded to notice this kind of thing.

Seeing that he also agreed, Cen Yi took a bite of the bread angrily.Unexpectedly, he was hit precisely in the next second, "But if I don't like you, why would I say I want to chase you?"

Cen Yi suddenly froze.Looking at the bread in his hand, and then at Shen Wenji, he said suddenly, "That's right. I forgot you said that."

"..."

Shen Wenji kindly found an excuse for him, "Sister Man brainwashed you?"

"She's horrible!!"

On this topic, Cen Yi was able to chat with him for half an hour about his feelings after personally experiencing it last night.But then I reflected on myself again, and said honestly and dejectedly, "Maybe I'm too stupid. It takes a lot of effort to fall in love."

With just a few words, he suffered for one night and another morning.

It's fine for other people to fall in love.But he can't go wrong, he hasn't officially got his boyfriend yet, maybe he doesn't have enough glucose, and he will have to use Suxiao Jiuxin Pill next time.

Who needs to bring quick-acting heart-relief pills when they are in a relationship!

Shen Wenji hummed, with a chilly tone, "Don't you want to talk?"

It's a bit of a loss not to talk about it.

Cen Yi recalled the painful toss and turns of last night and the sudden enlightenment now. The result of the choice is that the scar is healed and the pain is forgotten, "If you like me... then I will persist."

His emotions come and go quickly, and he can coax him well in minutes.The corner of Shen Wenji's mouth curled up, and he took out a lollipop to share the snacks for him, "You don't seem to be afraid of her. After all these years, you are the first person who dares to confront Sister Man head-on. Where did you get the courage to do so? fierce?"

"You still think I'm fierce?!"

Cen Yi put down the bread in disbelief, "She's more fierce than me, if I'm not any more fierce you will be beaten!"

"You're still laughing! I'm scared to death! She's going to bully you and you don't even fight back!"

At that angle, if you turn your head slightly, you can't hit it.He was too anxious, and rushed as soon as he saw his hand raised.

Shen Wenji didn't explain so many useless things, and still clicked precisely: "Isn't there still you?"

"……Humph."

As expected, Cen Yi was soothed to the point, and even felt a little proud, and continued to eat bread, "Then what do you want to say to me?"

he does not know.In fact, it has nothing to do with whether you like it or not, it's just due to your personality. Shen Wenji is born to be the kind of person who only talks about the main points and draws conclusions.Zhao Man knew this and teased him on purpose.

Originally, I came to find someone today to tell the result directly.Now after hearing the accusation, Shen Wenji simply told him everything he didn't know from the beginning, "It's Brother Nan's business."

"You once told me about your life experience. Your parents are very similar to them. They are both ba. Sister Man is a few years older than Brother Nan. So it is not easy to have a child."

Cen Yi nodded and listened intently, "Then do they have any children now?"

"There is an adopted child who is now in junior high school. There is another child who died before he was born seven years ago."

"Seven years ago?" This time point is very familiar.

"Yeah." Shen Wenji said, "It was when Brother Nan had an accident."

Sensitivity/sensitivity to the past is like a minefield, and the slightest mention will make the heart beat faster. Cen Yi forgot to eat and drink, and listened nervously to his unknown inside stories—those that were curious by tens of millions of people, and never made it public in the whole incident published details.

In order to have children, the two tried many ways.The only one who supports Nanhuo's retirement to live a comfortable life is his fiancée Zhao Man, because being a public figure is too stressful and he can't protect the privacy of his children.The two made an agreement that if they had children, they would quit the circle and get married, and live a peaceful life.Or Nan Huo will withdraw from the circle early, and there will be a quieter environment to prepare for pregnancy.

It's not that they didn't support them, but at that time everyone, including Shen Wenji, thought that after all, they were still young, as long as they had a good relationship, they would marry later, it was nothing more than a formality.There was no news from the child for a long time, so it was delayed again and again.

"That day was the second day after the tour ended." Shen Wenji said, "I was still at home suffering from jet lag. Brother Nan suddenly called, and after a few perfunctory words, he went back to sleep."

I just met two days ago, and I just said some insignificant things on the phone, and I didn't hear anything unusual.When I woke up again, it was because Zhao Man also called, saying that Nanhuo could not be reached.Only then did he feel that something was wrong, and he couldn't find anyone if he called again.

Shen Wenji paused for a moment, and only then did his usual voice break up, "Sister Man called that day...to tell him the news of her pregnancy."

Cen Yi understood in an instant.

She always felt that if she had made the call that day first and told Nan Huo that the two had a child, she might be able to keep him.

But he has been on the phone.Because of the few minutes of calling Shen Wenji, Nan Huo missed her call.

A month later, she had a miscarriage, and she lost the person she loved the most, as well as her hard-won child.

Shen Wenji had already recalled the whole incident thousands of times in his mind, and only then could he have such peace, "She didn't tell anyone about her pregnancy, not even Qin Xiao and Yan Fan. And make me swear to keep it secret."

"Then she...is she punishing you, or punishing herself?"

Cen Yi didn't understand again, "Why do you want to do this?"

"She was afraid that we would forget Brother Nan."

Shen Wenji smiled bitterly, and said exactly the same thing, "Only pain... can be remembered forever."

She never accepted Nan Huo's death—it was just missing, and one day he would really come back.In her heart, oblivion is the real death.She wants someone in this world to always remember him and miss him, even in a painful way.

"She chose you."

Cen Yi was silent for a long time, gritted his teeth and said, "It's too bullying."

It was because of her understanding of each other's personalities that she chose Shen Wenji, and the person with the most affection would be hurt the most, "Then tell me now...don't you keep a secret for her?"

Shen Wenji shook his head, "Last night, she announced it herself."

Before Cen Yi could ask any questions, he added, "Brother Nan met with his manager on the day of his accident. His manager at that time was Meng Lan."

"But Meng Lan disappeared the next day after the accident. We searched for a long time but there was no news. Sister Man has always believed that there is news about him that we don't know, and we must find him no matter what."

"Sister Man came here yesterday to tell us the location of Meng Lan we just got."

Shen Wenji said, "Qin Xiao and I will look for him. When we see him, even if we can't ask anything, all the past and future entanglements can be resolved."

Meng Lan is Zhao Man's heartbreak, her last obsession.

After hearing this, Cen Yi asked in a low voice, "Actually, you also think Brother Nan is still alive, right?"

Shen Wenji didn't speak, but nodded slowly.

If she has accepted the reality, everyone will think she is a lunatic, holding unrealistic fantasies, which is unreasonable.

Only Shen Wenji didn't look at her like that, because he didn't accept it either.The idea of ​​escaping or redemption cooperated with her impracticality, and with her waiting for this vague news in pain.

Actually waited.

"No wonder she tosses you."

Cen Yi was half distressed and half annoyed, and said unhappily, "You are also a little lunatic."

Shen Wenji didn't reply, thinking that I'm afraid you won't be much better than me.I heard him ask again, "Then when are you leaving?"

He glanced at the time, "My plane is at 01:30 in the afternoon."

"..."

Cen Yi hesitated and asked, "Today?"

"Yes--"

"Why did you tell me now! There is only over an hour left! Call me out earlier!"

"..."

"You're here to tell me this! I know it's not good for you to come to me so suddenly!"

He exploded again with a groan, regretting beyond measure, "If I had known this, I wouldn't have..."

I won't ignore you on purpose.

He closed his voice, not wanting to expose his narrow-mindedness, and changed his words, "I won't waste so much time."

"Calling you out will interrupt your rehearsal."

Shen Wenji said, "It's not wasted either. I spent this morning with you."

"..."

How can it be the same.

Cen Yi looked resentful.

I don't even know how we could be together.

Shen Wenji could understand his thoughts now, "Do you want me to tell you every time I come to see the rehearsal?"

Cen replied without thinking: "Of course!"

I want you to come to me with great fanfare.Let people know that you are the kind who came to me when they see you.

Even if you feel ashamed or have other troubles, you will be very happy.

Shen Wenji looked at him and smiled, "That's good. I'll tell you later."

The author has something to say: long overdue

This paragraph is very important for the second half

Wrote several editions and was not satisfied

Let's take this version first

I haven't stayed up so late in a long time

good night (morning) everyone

mua!