Small tear bag [entertainment circle]

When it was officially recorded, the live effect of "diewith" was the best among the five stages recognized by the scene.

This time, no audience was invited to the stage, and there were only other trainees who stayed to watch after the performance, as well as directors and selection managers who were used to seeing trainees performing rehearsals in the base on weekdays.

"Only this stage, every time I watch it, I will be moved."

The director gave a very high evaluation, "This may be the best stage in the whole season of the show. How should I put it... Teacher Shen is still alive? Hahaha."

"PD, please be sober." The colleague next to him smiled, "Mr. Shen is 25 years old this year, how can you say that he is not old. Your son is almost [-]."

"Tsk, are you flattering me? Thank you."

"Tell me the truth."

After sorting out the equipment and materials, we can call it a day.The atmosphere off the stage was relaxed, and the stage also left one after another. The trainees still had other stages to prepare for.

Shen Wenji sat alone on the edge of the stage with his legs in the air, lowered his head and closed his eyes to calm down.His fingers rested on the table, and the microphone was pressed under his palm.Listen intently, as if you can hear the pulse of the microphone.

Or maybe the vibration came from under the skin of his palm, and the blood was bubbling.

The creative background of "diewith" is also a bit special.When Shen Wenji hadn't become "Teacher Shen", but was just a fledgling rookie who had received great attention, along with the enthusiastic praise came huge doubts and slander.

In this world, no creator can be indifferent to the evaluation of his work.At that time, he was still a half-year-old boy in the second stage of youth rebellion. When he was extremely depressed, he would doubt life, but the encouragement around him was only "whatever can't kill you will make you stronger", and the stereotypes had little effect.Drinking together, a few people chatted about this by the way

What are you willing to die for.

Both Yan Fan and Qin Xiao answered casually, without thinking too much about it, they said of course it was for themselves.Nan Huo didn't think about it, saying that he was a family member, and when he was teased, it turned out that the awareness of being a family member was different from that of bachelors.

Only he blurted out, "Music."

The bustling wine stall was quiet for several seconds.

Only Shen Wenji suddenly became enlightened after he finished speaking. The stagnation that had been clogged in his chest recently dissipated automatically. He picked up the beer in front of him and drank it in one gulp. He repeated with a smile, "Well, it's for the music."

"We are all ordinary people with no faith, you are an artist, brother."

Qin Xiao patted him on the shoulder approvingly, "Not bad. Since this is the case, the artist treats guests tonight, and everyone should eat and drink."

This day, they drank until one o'clock in the morning, and the four of them wandered down the street, singing and laughing loudly while walking, as if eating the last supper before the end of the world.

In the end, they were rejected by their assistants and took them home. Nan Huo was scolded by his wife, and in the next week, he called the other three people to come to the house to be scolded, and none of them ran away.

Of course good brothers have the same blessings and share the same difficulties.

Shen Wenji returned home at two o'clock in the morning.In the small apartment where he lived alone, he staggered to the door and kicked off his shoes, got into the piano room to work all night without changing his clothes, and wrote this song half drunk and half awake.I sent it to the producer at dawn, and fell asleep myself.

I didn't wake up until dusk, and saw a message from the producer lying on my phone: "Geniuses like you deserve to be famous. Let me put it in the next album as the main title."

The song on the album is called "diewith".In another version of the live collection, the Chinese translation of the song is called "Why Are You Willing to Die".

What are you willing to die for,

When you think the world is nothing more than this.

For flowers or applause,

for power or wealth,

For the gentle reminder at the door when leaving home,

Or for the once-in-a-lifetime faith in my heart,

Even if you already know it will hurt.

When he was 15 years old, he released his first album and made his debut. It has been ten years since then.

Standing on the stage to perform this song again, for him, it is not only the inheritance of the former and the successor, but also a dialogue with himself across time and space.

Is the belief still there?do you remember.

Standing behind the stage, Cen Yi looked at his silent back, and felt as if he had seen this scene somewhere before, whether it was in a dream or in Dawn's tour documentary.The silhouette cast by a beam of stage light is like the composition of a silent film with clear black and white.The images that jumped out of the dream appeared so vividly in this world, showing every detail.

He didn't go over to bother.

That was the time that belonged to Shen Wenji.

When he was overwhelmed, there were very few people in the field.Shen Wenji also left, changed his clothes, picked up his phone, and saw the WeChat message he sent.

【Cen Yi: Don't stand still and wait for me. 】

[Cen Yi: We want to move forward together. 】

After recording the mentor cooperation stage, the trainees who have not entered the top [-] can choose to leave.On the day Wan Di left, Cen Yi and Qi Ran slipped out to see him off together during the break.

In fact, not long before the finals, the base did not rush people.On the night of the finals, all the trainees are required to dance "findme, fineyou" to open the show. If there is nothing else, they can stay until the end.

But he really missed it after not being home for a long time, and it was rare that he had no other work arrangements, so he decided to go home and stay with his family for a few days before coming back.

Cen Yi mentally rehearsed this moment several times in advance, and every time the ranking was announced, he thought that Wan Di would leave and he would cry miserably.But in fact, when this moment really came, he was much calmer than he thought.

Probably because the psychological preparation has been done for a long time.The relationship between each other is getting better and better. Even if you are reluctant, you are sure that the friendship will not come to an end just because the show is over.

"The circle is so big, maybe we will meet each other in other programs in the future. If you have nothing to do, you can still make an appointment to play together in private."

Wan Di couldn't help pinching his face again before leaving, and said cheerfully, "Come play in our ranch! Drink milk as you like!"

After laughing, he sighed with inexplicable melancholy, turned his eyes back and forth on the faces of the two, and said firmly, "You two—you must make your debut!"

"If there are no you two in the group, I will never watch any DTS programs in the future!"

"..."

Qi Ran also laughed, and responded in a serious manner, "That's okay, let's try to preserve the dignity for DTS."

The rest time was limited, and after saying goodbye, the two returned to the practice room non-stop.Both of them were drawn to Group A on this stage, and it is a rare fate to be in the same group in the end.

When I went back, I met Yu Yu in the corridor.He hasn't left the base yet, but he usually seems to keep the same distance from everyone, and he doesn't have any particularly close friends. No one has said anything about his future arrangements after the show.

At this time, he was also leaning against the stairs alone, staring out the window in a daze.

Cen Yi took several glances from a distance, and said to Qi Ran, "Ran Ran, you go back to the practice room first, I'll be here in two minutes."

He took out his phone and looked through it, and found Yuyu's WeChat.I added friends when I was in the same group before, but I haven't chatted with them until now, and the chat history is still blank.

He pasted a string of numbers in the dialog box, but didn't send it out immediately, and the effort of fiddling with the phone had already reached Yu Yu's side.

"Your stage today is very beautiful."

Seeing him approaching from the corner of the eye, Yu Yu didn't turn her head, still looking out of the window, as if talking to him, but also as if talking to herself, "Mr. You are really lucky."

"I was very lucky." Cen Yi was not angry, and he did not deny it as it should. "What about you? Have you figured out what to do next? Or go home?"

"I don't know yet, but I won't go home. I'm afraid I won't have a chance to come out again."

"You can live in the base until the finals, and I will contact the next job during this period." Yu Yu turned his head and glanced at him, then quickly looked away, and said awkwardly, "You are right, I can go by myself way."

"I won't just marry and end my life. I will find a way to find a job again."

That's right.

Cen Yi nodded in satisfaction, and raised the phone screen to face him, "I have the contact information of Ning Jie's manager's office here. Do you want it?"

The studio under Ning Ruqing!

Yu Yu's eyes widened, and she leaned forward subconsciously, but seeing him put the phone back again, she taught slowly, "Just say what you want, you need my help."

"……need."

"What? Loud."

"..."

It is too difficult to find a job by yourself without signing a brokerage company.Yu Yu gritted her teeth, raised her voice and said, "I need your help! That contact information!"

Where did you get your bad taste from!

The WeChat message was sent out with a bang.

"I wish I had done this earlier." After sending the message, Cen Yi shook his phone and said, "If you need help, just speak up, and you don't need to make small moves by yourself. Some things are very simple."

Cen Yi has always thought so.

If Yu Yu could have said directly that he needed a lens, he would actually be willing to interact more and create a lens of the two of them in the same frame to help.

Yu Yu saved the contact information properly, as if she had taken a reassurance, and when she saw him again, she couldn't help feeling, "You... have grown up a lot."

"Aren't you too?"

Cen Yi has heard this sentence very often recently.He waved his hands indifferently and turned around, "I'm leaving, I'm going to rehearse."

After walking a few steps, the WeChat message vibrated twice again, it was a message from Yu Yu

"Thank you."

Cen Yi smiled, put away his mobile phone and entered the classroom, everyone greeted him one after another, cheered up and rehearsed until late at night.

After that night, he went back to the dormitory with Qi Ran and talked about it on the way.

"There should be an interview or something. But you have helped him a lot by giving him this opportunity."

Qi Ran patted the back of his head, "Yiyi, you don't hold grudges." He has also matured a lot in handling things.

"It's okay...it's not a big deal, it's a matter of convenience."

Cen Yi sighed, "I can now understand how he tried his best to stay behind. He also encouraged me a few days ago when the ranking regressed - although the words were not very pleasant, I still understood. Even Give it back."

Qi Ran nodded, "That's right, did you watch the tenth episode last night?"

"Is the tenth episode broadcasting the results of our third ranking?" Cen Yi shrank his neck, "I didn't dare to watch it."

What a shame.The expression at that time must have been very stiff, and he was too embarrassed to read it again.

"It's okay." Qi Ran smiled, "I watched the whole episode last night. The itinerary to visit the elementary school in the mountainous area was finally cut out, and it was also inserted in the tenth episode. It's quite emotional."

"Really? Then I'll watch it later."

Before going to the mountains to have fun, he forgot that it was actually part of the program recording.After going back to the dormitory at night to wash up and lying on the bed, the hand that was about to click on the program turned around, but I couldn't help opening Weibo and scrolling through the comments.

Although I know that I always care about bad comments, but I can't help it, I just can't control my hands.

One of the major highlights of this issue is that Cen Yi unexpectedly retreated to seventh place, hovering in the danger zone of debuting in a group.It was rumored on the Internet that his number of votes was suppressed, and he might not be able to make his debut. The sense of crisis among fans has never been greater.

[Cen Xiaomei rushes! ]

[I really want to sneak into the base and pinch Yiyi's little face (smile suddenly abnormal]

[How can Brother Xiaomei not make his debut!It's the last moment, everyone, don't relax and vote! ]

[If you don't vote, I don't vote, when will I get ahead!One vote for you, one vote for my debut tomorrow! ]

[Everyone rush!Go bankrupt and change your mind to debut! ]

[It's not necessary to go bankrupt, everyone is rational and chasing stars]

[......]

But it is not this direction that is the most discussed.What caused even greater repercussions in the circle was the news from Ning Ruqing's studio. It is said that it was the speech made by the boss at the regular meeting.

"How can my artist not make a debut? It just depends on whether we want to make a debut."

Fans who knew a little about the big shots in the circle were all blown out.

[Sister Ning's studio workers can testify that she was spotted by Ning Jie during the competition, and now they have negotiated and if there is no accident, they will sign a formal contract after the competition]

[Ning Ruqing poachs people herself! 〕Squid ⒘ 四阋猓猓...]

[Let's see, his background is Ning Ruqing, what kind of poor guy who has been wronged and suppressed votes is set up, it makes me laugh so hard]

[Upstairs talking so viciously must have never been loved before]

[If I remember correctly, Shen Wenji seems to have also signed Ning Ruqing... No wonder, then it makes sense that they are close, maybe they have known fellow apprentices or something long ago]

[The case has been solved, so I said how could Shen Wenji's temper be so considerate of people he doesn't know well]

[Ah Teacher Shen! !I also work for Sister Ning, please take care of us and take care of us, please]

[Ha ha ha ha qio is true, please show us more ideas, Mr. Shen! ]

[+1+1 I beg Mr. Shen to take care of us more! ]

[......]

"..."

What is this direction.

Cen Yi was dumbfounded.

The author has something to say: Today's meaning: I am a little uncomfortable to suddenly receive everyone's blessings (?)

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Temporarily adjusted the plot a bit later

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