Small tear bag [entertainment circle]

After the music festival ended, Shen Wenji didn't call him or send a WeChat message to confirm, and came here directly to squat.Once you figure out your temper, you know he will definitely come.

The video call is too blurry to see the whole face.After finally waiting for the person to come back, I wanted to strike as soon as I saw him.It doesn't matter what the reason is, I just want to touch him and poke my finger.Seeing his reaction made me feel very comfortable.It is still very fragrant when you are surprised, and you want to taste it after smelling it.

Shen Wenji felt that his developing bad taste was a bit perverted.

But I never thought that such a bad taste might be called-missing.

Cen Yi felt that Shen Wenji looked at him a little differently.

I can't say what's different, but it's different from when I smiled and said how you are as a child.

His heart was beating fast, and he disliked himself for being worthless, and he didn't even dare to raise his hand to touch innocent hot ears.Wanting to find something to divert attention, I hurriedly pushed the fruit over, "There is a refrigerator in your room... put it, put it in the refrigerator."

Shen Wenji responded, pressed the box and didn't pay much attention to the food, but said, "Look up and let me see."

Cen Yi didn't know why, so he subconsciously followed suit when he heard the words.Looking at him, there was a clear light-colored blue sea reflected in his eyes, but there were faint red bloodshots around the sea area.

I haven't seen you for a few days, and I went out to toss the child like this.

"Recently I always have to stay up late." Today, my eyes are very dry, and I know it won't look good.Cen Yi looked at him for two seconds and then looked away. Fan Zhi blushed and raised his hand to cover it, "Eyes... eyes don't hurt!"

"..."

At this time, advise him to go back to the dormitory to rest early.

Intellectually he knew what to say, but Shen Wenji was reluctant to let him go like this.Even if he admits being selfish, he still wants to keep him for a while longer and say a few more words, "How is Professor Cen? Qin Xiao said that you made time to go back to see him today."

"It's fine. I'll be discharged from the hospital the day after tomorrow." Cen Yi quietly moved back, keeping a safe distance, before continuing, "Actually, there's nothing I can do if I stay there. I don't know how to take care of him. He is the one who takes care of me. But I just want to go and have a look, and I feel much more at ease if I can see him once."

Shen Wenji had already received the news on the day when the operation was completed, and now he just had nothing to say and didn't know it, so he nodded cooperatively, "That's good."

Cen Yi suddenly said, "Ah, that's right. The nurse sister recognized me and said that she had watched our show, and that someone specially asked the dean to take care of my dad's operation—although we didn't meet face to face, but the back of the office looks very similar to me. It's the teacher in our show."

"It's not you, is it?"

Shen Wenji panicked when asked: "What am I going to do in the hospital? I don't have a father."

"..."

Doing good deeds is too embarrassing to admit yourself.

Cen Yi looked at him suspiciously, thinking that Teacher Shen didn't like to leave the room every day except for class, and he didn't mention his father's surgery to a few teachers, so the only guess he had was dispelled.

Probably the sister nurse is too obsessed with the show, and everyone looks like she came out of the show.

Thinking about the sentence he blurted out just now, he felt a little uncomfortable, and said in relief, "It's not like you don't have a father. Teacher Qin said that senior Nanhuo is just like your father..."

Cen Yi swallowed the second half of the sentence, and glanced at him hesitantly.

Shen Wenji had nothing to hold back, "It can be said."

Both Qin Xiao and Yan Fan are old friends who know everything.Just because I know everything, because I have personally participated in it, it is always full of personal emotions, and each angle will be different.When it comes to the same thing, one may feel indifferent, but another may feel very sad.Gradually, everyone also kept a tacit understanding and didn't mention anything, so no one needs to feel bad.

But in front of Cen Yi, those memories were brought up again, only the memories themselves.A large part of it, Shen Wenji turned over countless times in his heart alone, and was willing to tell him about it.

He was curious about Cen Yi's thoughts, Cen Yi's reaction, and everything that would happen in Cen Yi's mind because of him.

Cen Yi tentatively asked, "Senior Nanhuo, isn't he a very gentle person?"

After hearing many rumors, he drew an image of Nanhuo in his mind that was very close to Qi Ran, "The kind who is very patient and rarely gets angry."

"Who should be divided?" Shen Wenji smiled, "I'm not patient with me. When I taught me the guitar, I wanted me to sit in the piano store to solicit business. After teaching it once, I won't think I'm stupid, and say that I have grown a pair of good-looking ones. hand, I can’t press any strings correctly.”

"To Sister Man... she is very gentle."

Cen Yi couldn't help but look at his hands, his eyes lingering on his knuckles, and he confirmed it in a positive tone, "It's also very beautiful now."

"..."

Cen Yi asked, "Who is Sister Man?"

It's a chore.Even though he had high hopes for him, Qin Xiao still didn't mention Zhao Man to him.There are only scattered rumors on the Internet, and you can get a glimpse between the lines, "I seem to have read gossip somewhere before, saying that Senior Nanhuo has a girlfriend who has been dating for many years."

"It's her." Shen Wenji said.

"So how is she doing now?"

"..."

Shen Wenji changed his posture, picked up the cat and put it in his arms, rubbed its head with his chin, and said in a low voice, "She...is not well."

Cen Yi pursed his lower lips, and when he mentioned such a serious matter, his expression also showed the solemnity of a little adult, "Actually, my father told me that in the few years when my mother just passed away, he took care of me while working, and only in the dead of night I would hide in my room and cry by myself. It went on for a long, long time."

The sudden death of an important family member is understandably heartbreaking.Those who are still alive are the most painful, and even the rest of their lives will be deeply affected.

"I have no memory of my mother at all, so I have never been able to understand your feelings before. But after this time... I seem to be able to understand it a little bit."

Cen Yi lowered his voice, "My dad has always been in good health. If it weren't for this operation, I never thought that he would be seriously ill, let alone when he would leave suddenly. I."

"He is the person who loves me the most in this world, and he is also my only family member. If there is a day when he decides to leave me... Maybe I don't even have the courage to live."

Shen Wenji frowned and looked up at him.

Cen Yi nodded solemnly, "I mean it."

He could vaguely sense why Shen Wenji and Zhao Man were so sad about Nanhuo's death.

If it is an irresistible non-human factor such as cancer or aging, even grief will gradually come out with time.But if he himself sentenced himself to death, it seems to be indirectly questioning this unsatisfactory world, questioning the people around him

Why not treat me better and give me the courage to live.

Those who passed away liberated themselves, but left the pain to those who are still alive.In the next countless days and nights, I repeatedly tortured and blamed myself, and it was difficult to sleep because of guilt.

There is no solution to this trapped emotion.Because the person who can forgive has gone to another world, and the people who live in this world, if they want to continue to live well, the only way is to let themselves go.

Shen Wenji understood what he meant, but there are some things that cannot be reconciled after understanding, "But I was really wrong."

"Then stop in time, and don't make mistakes in the future, right?" Cen Yi pursed the corners of his mouth again and again, as if trying to restrain something, but he couldn't restrain it after all, "Actually, I have something to say. But you can't Hate me, and don't be mad at me."

Ever since I talked to Qin Xiao that day, I wanted to tell him, and before that unscrupulous sentence in the video call at night, I had rushed to my lips many times.

Not the kind of person who can hide what's on his mind.But after so many days without opening his mouth, he was always afraid that he was not qualified—afraid that he would think he was not qualified.

It's not hard for Shen Wenji to see, "Is it related to the task Qin Xiao entrusted to you?"

"Ah."

"Say."

If either Qin Xiao or Yan Fan was present, he would probably hold his breath.

At the same threshold, after listening to him say "sleepy" and "don't want to talk about this" countless times, I finally have this night's sentence-"say".

Cen Yi was not excited at all, and even had the tragic remonstrance of a loyal minister. Prepared to be disgusted with meddling, he took a deep breath and said word by word, "I'm not sure what's going on in your heart. What kind of thoughts do you have about the stage. But if you really still like the stage, if you dare not continue to do it because of guilt..."

"Then you forced yourself to leave the stage like this, and forced yourself to perform with Senior Nanhuo, what's the difference?"

It's just a self-punishment to alleviate the guilt, a self-righteous attempt to make up for the fault.But this is not a game of trade-offs.It's not that when someone suffers, Nan Huo can get more happiness.

What's more, such pain is definitely not what Nan Huo wants to see.

Cen Yi said, "He never asked you to give up the stage. Brother Nan is not to blame."

Cen Yi felt that he probably screwed up.

I didn't know where I got the confidence to criticize my seniors.He finished his speech in one go and went to see Shen Wenji, feeling that Mr. Shen was about to go out of his body - although he didn't know how he could tell the thing about the out of body from a pale expressionless face .

It was screwed up anyway.

On the way back to the dormitory, I felt that my soul was about to go out of my body. I was wandering in the empty corridor like a ghost, and I was caught off guard and saw a figure at the end.

In the middle of the night, Cen Yi woke up from the fright.The footsteps stagnate and hesitate, whether to go forward or backward.

In the next second, the figure realized that he was not far away, and turned his head to reveal a familiar face.Both of them breathed a sigh of relief.

Cen Yi walked over, "What's the matter with fish cakes. Can't sleep?"

Xia Yubing sat on the sofa in the corner rest area, folded her arms in a depressed mood, "I don't understand...what's wrong."

I can't understand it, and it's hard to ask.

Cen Yi sat down next to him, just hugged the cat for a long time, and felt empty in his arms at this time, so he picked up the pillow and stuffed it for him, "Why didn't you play with Ran Ran and the others tonight? Do you have another job?"

Xia Yubing shook his head.

Among the people in the same dormitory, only Cen Yi went to the music festival because of work.The few of them usually have a good relationship with the teachers. Qin Xiao took people to play tonight. Zhao Xingxing did not go because of other work arrangements. I also knew that Xia Yubing would definitely be called by Qi Ran.

Since we didn't get together, it was because I didn't want to go.

"When you go to a music festival, you might meet someone...someone I don't quite want to meet right now."

Xia Yubing shook his head in confusion, "I don't know how to tell you about this, or this feeling. Probably only I can feel it."

Cen Yi suddenly felt sad.

He really can't feel it.

The person he wanted to see the most probably didn't want to see him anymore.

A pair of brothers each have their own sorrows, and there is no other way but to accompany each other.

The two sat side by side feeling melancholy for a while, then went back to the dormitory to sleep without a solution.There are still a lot of recording projects when I wake up the next day.

In the afternoon of the next day, it finally arrived at the long-prepared tutor cooperation stage grouping in the plan.

As the name suggests, in each season of the program recorded in the past, in the second half of this project, the trainees will perform together with the mentor of this season, plus the PD, a total of five, and the 35 trainees will be divided into five groups for cooperation.

But one of this year's mentors is unwilling to act.The director team communicated several times to no avail, and was already planning to give up on Shen Wenji and ask for foreign aid.

At this moment, Qin Xiao returned home.

How could such a good show be missed.The contract that Qin Xiao communicated with the director team is also very novel: the song for the stage performance is confirmed first, but the leader's mentor is not yet determined.He will continue to lobby Shen Wenji to participate until the day of the grouping.

"Even if Teacher Shen really doesn't come, I, Teacher Qin, will be there for you."

Mr. Qin reassures the PDs, "To be a human being is to have confidence! Let's wait and see, your drama will not fail."

Only Teacher Qin is the most confident.

The trainees only received the news when they were recording that day.The other four groups of mentors were announced in turn, and the last group was led by Qin Xiao, and the stage track was "DieWith (Death)".

The song chosen was by Shen Wenji.

He really won't come.

Cen Yi looked away in disappointment, and soon heard the PD pronounce his name.

The order of song selection is still in accordance with the last ranking.Each stage was divided into a separate classroom. Without thinking too much, he still walked to the classroom of the "DieWith" group and knocked lightly on the door.

No one responded.He opened the door and entered, only to find that the room was empty.I am the first person here.

Song selection continues.

Other trainees who chose this song also came in one after another.In this rule, the number of members of each group is directly limited, and after the number of entries reaches seven, no further selection is possible.Other classrooms were filled first, and applause and cheers erupted.It seems that the warm-up for the stage rehearsal has begun.

After a while, "DieWith" was finally filled.The seven people sat around and chatted casually, and they looked at each other when they heard the classroom cheering one after another.

"Everyone is so high today?"

"Hey, I don't understand anything."

Until all the trainees have finished selecting songs, the group ends.

A trainee from the next classroom came to visit the door curiously, stood outside the door and pushed open a small crack, heyed, "Is the instructor in your group not here?"

Cen Yi was puzzled, and before he could open his mouth, Xu Zhichao asked for him, "Is your mentor already here?"

"It's early. When we first entered, the instructor was inside... No, you don't have an instructor, right? Wow, free group? Can you still play like this hahaha cool."

"..."

Rules are rules.There is no such thing as a free group for the stage of mentor cooperation that has been confirmed.

After leaving, the classroom door was closed again. All members of "DieWith" fell into chaos, and there was no sound in the venue for a while, as if they had been forgotten by the excitement.

Cen Yi stared at the closed door silently, having no clue about what was in front of him.

Shen Wenji did not come.

Qin Xiao didn't come either.

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finally wrote this

Rubbing hands in excitement

Standing in the corner that is forgotten by the bustle and shouting

Goodnight everybody!

mua!