Small tear bag [entertainment circle]

The abyss has an unexpected guest.

Cen Yi lifted a corner of the towel and cautiously followed behind him to go deeper.There is almost no visibility in the dark passage, and the distance of two or three meters feels like a long journey.As they gradually approached the bedroom, only light and sound came.

Cen Yi panicked for a moment, thinking that someone else was there.When I actually walked in, I realized that the sound was coming from a projector.Also the only light source in the room, an unknown old movie was playing on the blank wall opposite the bed.

Shen Wenji went to get another dry towel, rubbed his hair roughly, and watched him walk around the room, "Turn on the light?"

Cen Yi shook his head, "No need."

He has good night vision and likes the room to be dark when he's around.The size of this bedroom is about twice the size of their dormitory, not too big.Because there are no large objects such as tables, chairs and sofas, it looks extra spacious.

A single bed is the most conspicuous piece of furniture in the room.There is no bed frame, the mattress sits directly on the floor.There is a laptop on the small cabinet next to the bed.It's too simple.

The appearance in the abyss was different from what he had imagined.But obviously, it is an arrangement that does not welcome visitors.

There wasn't even a place to sit in the room. He turned around and returned to Shen Wenji's side, watching him bend down to open the small refrigerator, "Can you drink? I don't have milk here."

"..."

Cen Yi replied honestly, "I haven't."

Professor Cen is very strict at home, and he has no chance to learn bad things.

Not surprisingly, Shen Wenji closed the refrigerator door, opened the drawer of the bedside table after a little thought, took out the game controller and handed it to him.

"Then play games?"

"..."

It seems that Teacher Shen's way of comforting people is to help divert attention.

I don't know how to play games, and it's not the right time to learn now.Cen Yi poked his probe into the refrigerator, "Is there any beer? Give me a try."

Shen Wenji suddenly wanted to laugh.But without saying anything, he heard him open the refrigerator again, rubbing his hair with one hand, and took out a can of cold beer with the other hand and stretched it out in front of him, clasping the ring with his fingertips.

Cen Yi picked it up with both hands.The palms are side by side, as pious as a child begging for a handful of candies.

The next second, there was a soft bang.He shrank his shoulders slightly, watching the pull ring fade away, and the fine air bubbles rushed to burst, and a crackling sound could be heard.

The aroma of malt fermentation turns into small jumping particles.The tin can fell into the palm of his hand, it was heavy and cold.

Shen Wenji said, "Sip first."

He nodded and carefully tasted the first sip of beer in his life, still a little nervous.

The cold wine turned into foam between the lips and teeth, and the tip of the tongue was slightly numb, but it was hot in the throat after drinking it.

Swallowing the second mouthful, he pursed his lips and tilted his head to look at the can in his hand, "It's just soft soda."

That's it?

Some things always feel rebellious when I haven’t done them. After I really tried them, I found out that they are not as mysterious as I imagined.

In just one day, I have experienced a lot, and my life has become a little richer.

His tone was a little more than that.Shen Wenji heard it interesting, and casually threw the pull ring into the trash can, without the slightest sense of spoiling the child, "There are also those who want to drink with a higher degree."

Rebellion also needs to be gradual.Holding a beer in his hand, Cen Yi said contentedly, "Next time. I have to rehearse tomorrow."

Although there is no expectation of hospitality, it is not a solution to always let people stand like this.Shen Wenji walked to the bed and lifted the flat quilt, motioning him to sit on the bed directly.

Cen Yi sat down unceremoniously, sipped his beer and entered chatter mode, "When did you come back? I haven't seen you in the base for many days."

"Just arrived tonight."

Shen Wenji asked naturally, "How was the rehearsal?"

"It went well. The choreographer changed a few places, but we have almost practiced the movements. Yan PD said that we can go to the stage to rehearse tomorrow."

Cen Yi lowered his head and turned the beer can in his hand, ""How to" is very nice, did you put a lot of thought into re-arranging it?"

"It's fairly simple."

Shen Wenji didn't sit on the bed, but leaned against the refrigerator and opened a can of beer for himself.After finishing speaking, I realized, "How do you know that "How" is composed by me and Yan Fan said it?"

The program group should not be so boring that even the components and participants of the competition songs are listed one by one to inform the contestants.

Cen Yi shook his head as expected, and said as a matter of course, "I heard it. With the habit of chords, the treble span is so large, and you changed it as soon as you heard it. I have heard you sing a lot, and I won't admit it."

After finishing speaking, he realized that he had exposed something, and then added to cover it up, "Hey, I only listen to music. Chasing stars rationally, chasing stars rationally."

At this time, he said it with confidence.

Shen Wenji thought of all the "husband" and rainbow farts he shouted on the Internet, and nodded without changing his face.Compared with the appearance of his righteous words, it is not much better, "Well done."

After a few minutes, Cen Yi finally couldn't hold back and asked, "Have you watched our show? It's been broadcast for two episodes."

Shen Wenji confessed honestly, "I didn't watch it."

He never watched entertainment programs, even this time he personally participated in the recording of the DTS, and he had no intention of watching it.

The logic is also simple and crude.If you want to watch yourself, you don’t have that hobby. If you want to watch others, you can see living people every day when you come back to the base. Why do you still watch some programs through the screen.

Cen Yi let out an "oh", which made sense after thinking about it, and sighed, "I read it. I read it...a lot."

Since he said that, it was obvious that something went wrong after the show aired.It is probably related to the depressed appearance just now.

Holding the beer in his hand, Shen Wenji thought to himself that he was too involved in the role as a teacher, and now he started to do the work of his confidant brother even outside of the classroom.

But in front of such a little baby, it is difficult for anyone to remain indifferent.At least since he brought people back just now, he has been unable to stand idly by, and he can even vaguely guess some reasons, "What happened, those people on the Internet scolded you?"

Cen Yi was taken aback, "How do you know?"

"Guess. Eight/nine is not far from ten."

Shen Wenji said, "Why did they scold you?"

In fact, there is no need to even ask such a question.Why it is scolded is not the key.What matters is that it will happen.If not now, it will happen someday.Just like his original thought - people who have not seen this purity with their own eyes will question whether it really exists.

But right now, he could see that the kid needed a chance to talk.

Cen Yi struggled for a moment, and made up his mind, rather than waiting for him to know those ugly words from other places, he might as well summon up the courage to confess himself. "Looks like I said the wrong thing... a lot of people hate me. Say I shouldn't be on base anymore."

He suffocated all day.There are always people next to me, and there are cameras facing them.He didn't dare to make any overly obvious reactions anymore, he wanted to cry because he was afraid of being scolded if it was broadcast, and he smiled forcedly.I want to mourn but I am afraid of affecting the emotions of my teammates.

Now hiding here at Shen Wenji's place in the middle of the night, I feel safer in my heart.At the risk of being beaten, he boldly complained to Mr. Shen, with a sad face, "The sister of the program group also told me that it was the straight male aesthetic of the director in the later stage. He said that he thought my words were cute, so he cut it in."

"How cute is it! Obviously everyone doesn't like it!"

Give the child a lack of self-confidence.

Obviously everywhere is cute.

Just very likable.

Teacher Shen watched him babble, and poured himself beer sadly and angrily from time to time.He seemed interested in hearing it, and discussed the details with him, "Why did they scold you?"

"..."

The mysterious tacit understanding is that Cen Yi is indeed very interested in talking about this.

Everyone was afraid of hurting his heart today, so they either comforted him or tried not to mention it to him.No one wanted to talk to him about it in depth.

But today, when he has free time, he grabs his phone and looks at it, all of which are in his mind.Finally someone was willing to listen, and he complained even more for a while, accusing all the unreasonable accusations against him on the Internet back aggressively.All the grievances were vented, and I felt much more satisfied.

Shen Wenji nodded while listening, and finally said lightly, "Compared to those who scold me, they are still gentle."

A train of thought was instantly cleared up in Cen Yi's mind.

Thinking of his stinking temper, since his debut, everything he said in interviews has never been misinterpreted and ridiculed.But whenever I always have an expression of "I'm right, it's you who has the problem", it's even more annoying in the eyes of others.

Those who hate him hate him to the core, but those who love him are even more obsessed with him because of this.Therefore, even though there are so many works, no one dares to question his own strength, because of this maverick character, his fans and Heizi have never stopped fighting.

Cen Yi knew it all along, but he always thought in his heart that he had such a personality. Even if the outside world scolded him fiercely, he would not take a second look and would not be hurt at all.

But when I heard this sentence today, I realized it.No one can completely ignore other people's comments, and he has clearly seen those bad words.

It was supposed to be "compared with misery together, the pain is halved", but Cen Yi thought about it, but his twitching became more severe, and he looked at him distressedly, "Why are you so miserable!"

Shen Wenji: "..."

"The two of us are so pitiful! What did we do wrong to be scolded like this! My dad has never scolded me like that!"

The more he talked, the more sad he became, wishing he could hug Shen Wenji and cry together.

Although he was actually the only one crying.

Shen Wenji took out his mobile phone: "Then give Teacher Cen a call?"

"no!"

Cen Yi couldn't stop sobbing, but his train of thought was still very clear, "He was originally...not happy when he came, so I will participate in the show. Then...every time he hears that I am like this, he will definitely not let me stay. It’s gone! Don’t let him, he’s worried at home.”

"I don't even dare to cry outside. There are cameras everywhere. If I am filmed and broadcast, he will still see me. Maybe I will be scolded again."

Cen Yi put down the beer can mournfully, crying so much that he completely forgot whose territory it was in. When his bed fell down, he picked up the quilt and rolled back and forth, "I'm so hard! Why am I so hard!"

"Then cry enough here before going out."

Shen Wenji crushed the empty beer can and threw it into the trash can, watching him rolling on the bed from a few steps away, "You said they made you retire?"

"……Um."

"Then you really think you said something wrong and you should leave here?"

This time Cen Yi hesitated for a longer time before answering in a low voice, "Actually, I think... I didn't do anything wrong."

He subconsciously fumbled under the pillow, and when he found nothing, he was startled before realizing that this was not his bed at all.Immediately sat up, stretched the quilt that was crumpled by himself guiltily.

"I don't want to leave here, let alone for reasons other than strength itself."

Hearing his voice, Shen Wenji obviously lacked confidence.Suddenly mentioned, "When you borrowed the director's mobile phone to call me, it wasn't at this volume."

"..."

Cen Yi's mind froze for a moment, and when he came back to his senses, his face flushed and he shouted angrily, "...you still mention it!"

It was obviously a promising highlight moment at that time, but now he teasingly mentioned why he suddenly felt very ashamed.

Shen Wenji laughed, nodded and followed him, "I won't mention it in the future."

"But you remember. If you stay in this circle in the future, you will find that no matter what you do, you will not be liked by everyone. No matter how much your fans like you, there will always be some people who don't care about what you do. Pleasing to the eye. What are you going to do then?"

Cen Yi was dazed by his smile, looked at him and asked in a daze, "Then... what will you do?"

Shen Wenji didn't say any more reasoning, put his hands in his pockets and turned around on the spot.

"I've always been like this."

Exposing yourself in the public eye is a dangerous business.Countless orientations come with countless prejudices, and no one is perfect, which means that there will always be people who find something annoying in you, even if they don't mean it.

We cannot use the hand of God to make all the malice and prejudice in this world disappear, we can only make ourselves stronger to resist such malice.

At least let yourself remain who you are, without compromising, let alone becoming part of the malice.

"I remember."

Others may not have the same effect.But this meaning was conveyed by him, which was extraordinarily convincing.Cen Yi listened to it in his heart, his wavering confidence fell steadily, and his tone was envious.

"I...it will be great when I can become as strong as you."

Shen Wenji was stunned.

It seemed that he hadn't heard anyone say such a thing for a long time, and he was at a loss for words because of the complicated feelings in his heart.

After all, there is only one sentence, "Then become stronger."

But don't be like me.

Seeing that Cen Yi nodded seriously, his depression had almost dissipated, so he changed the subject, "What were you looking for under the pillow just now?"

"Game currency."

Cen Yi glanced at the innocently touched pillow again, "I pressed it under my pillow and kept it close to my body. It feels very reassuring to touch it every day."

Shen Wenji didn't expect this answer, he didn't know what he thought of, he was silent for a while, and suddenly asked him, "Can you bring it for me to have a look?"

Cen Yi didn't expect him to have such a request, he hesitated and said, "Can I bring it to you tomorrow? It's not that I'm stingy, it's too late now, I can't keep going in and out of the dormitory. It's still noisy They sleep."

Shen Wenji said yes.

Cen Yi thought for a while, and then said, "Did you tell me last time that the game currency was also given to you by someone else. It has special meaning to you."

Shen Wenji confirmed, "It was given to me by an important person."

He thought about this sentence several times after he went back.

The little turmoil in my heart passed, and the love brain suddenly went online.Cen Yi couldn't help but think carefully, and asked directly, "Then do you like him?"

"..."

Shen Wenji was amused by this god.If it wasn't for the distance, the palm of his hand would have rubbed against the back of his head, "What's going on in your little head all day long?"

Although there is no need to explain to a child, he still said frankly, "He is my elder. Like my brother, and like my father."

Shen Wenji thought he had made it very clear.

Cen Yi looked at him cautiously, still maintaining a questioning attitude, muttering in his heart.

You are also a brother and a father.

I don't like you all the same.

The author has something to say: Teacher Shen after the network speed recovered to 4G:

Did you tell Qi Ran group cp greedy people's bodies and I said something about you (grievance

Come to Liao!

Another day of coding in the middle of the night

Goodnight everybody

mua!

*感谢在2020-07-2100:06:24~2020-07-2201:30:40期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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